d r e a m s
2007
sunday: 07 15 07
someone wants to videotape lenny and i doing it in this leather-seated car or something. we agree, but then lenny falls asleep as we are trying to get in the mood.
huge buffalo. has to be moved because it is dead. 7 or 8 trucks roll up. it's difficult.
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sunday: 07 08 07
was in some kind of aztec temple with someone and we were trying to find an exit. the guy kept going downstairs and down the same set of stairs without looking around, so it really wasn't an efficient means of finding an exit at all. but uhhhh i saw it but i still kept following him, cause i was scared, i guess, and we came across all these monster people who were crawling on their hands like army style... no use of their legs and stuff so they were pretty slow, each level had some and we started running back up, and before the doorway of the stairs reaching to the next upper level were these random weapons i picked up... totally random things like bottles and cans of liquid, so i picked them up. i didn't know what else to do with them so i would just throw them in the faces of those crawly things. anyways, we finally made it out to the entrance, and i should tell you that the walls of this aztec temple were all white. anyhow, we reached the door and ran out, and it seemed like those crazy monster were following us. we reached a barb wire fence in the yard and the guy i was with had like gone crazy and was just mashing his body into the fence and not climbing throuhg it like i was. all these mack trucks and trucks were going by so i was trying to flag them down and finally came across some friends. thought something about my cell phone. don't remember what.
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saturday: 07 07 07
some nazis or something chasing after lenny and i. there was this giant orange metal grate that had circles on the bottom of it. and we hid underneath that. underneath that was water. for some reason these persecutors didn't look below them at the grate, which is very weird. anyway, they didn't see us so eventually we got to run away or something, i don't remember much. damn it was vivid/cool dream too...
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monday: 06 18 07
was going with my family to taiwan. said bye to lenny, and thought we would be back in a short amount of time. went to taiwan. remember staying in a house near the water and watching some movies or something. some violent movie maybe. anyway, then we started hearing all this chanting and stuff outside, and it got louder and louder. at first we ignored, but then someone opened the back door and saw that all these neighbors were leaving. a helicopter came and picked up some people. we were walking to the water part and dad thought there was land when actually there was a drop into the water and he fell into the water, rofls. looked straight out of the movie. we said, "luckily it was dad and not mom!" (cause mom can't swim!) anyways, soon the helicopter turned into a boat, and it was a double decker boat which looked like it drove on the bottom of the ocean. which was quite weird but the people on the bottom deck were like... amazing. they were mostly old asian ladies, and they were atually SUBMERGED in the water. and like, they didn't seem to mind or be choking or anything. personally i was sad we couldn't finish the movie cause i thought it was super good. but i guess we couldn't get out of taiwan that easily because there was a "revolution" going on or something. shrug.
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saturday: 06 16 07
was driving with lenny and then drove into downtown seattle and down a hill and found myself in a shitload of water. the entire city which was at the low parts had flooded. for some reason, although i should have driven into the water and automatically sunken or not been able to control the car, i COULD control the car, and i just turned it around and drove out of that flooded area. lol. later i called cliff or something, and remembered thinking that what if i ran out of phone battery or he did? i forget what we talked about. anyway, went into a bunch of dirty ass bathrooms and then found there was no power in a lot of places (obviously). i don't remember much. but the bathrooms were absolutely filthy!
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tuesday: 06 12 07
something about fighting giant ogres. wish i remembered more because i remember it being damn cool.
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saturday: 06 09 07
had a dream about being on a soccer field or something. there was a bunch of rusted old machine parts or something like that lying around all over the place. brian [petro] was there, playing, and at some point we were walking around near him (me and someone, who, i don't know), and stuff. there was this weird egg stuff that i started walking towards but it turned out to be a spider web and it started sticking to my face so i pulled back (and was surprisingly and unrealistically pretty unphased). then i like gave brian a hug (and he was super skinny, like lenny) and then started hooking arms with him and moving into the inside of a building. inside, we were going to eat at this place where you grab a ton of meat and then kind of grill it or something. anyway, brian goes to the bathroom or something. i don't grab any meat and sit down. my friend sits next to me. there's an empty seat to my left which i save for brian, and to the left of that there's some lady sitting. so i think, cool, she saved a seat for him. but i guess he went to the bathroom or something and took forever to get back, so the lady like scooted closer to me without me noticing. when brian came back, she and my friend had both left and stood up to get something, so he started sitting down to my left and i said it was taken, and then he went to sit to the right but i told him that was taken too, so he had to sit across the table. after that, we went through this green-walled strange hotel. we pressed 4 on the elevator but 4 really wasn't 4, it was more like 2 (or was it the other way around?) still... it was a labrinyth of a hotel, and i told brian that. he mentioned something about being a virgin and how he was just flowing along in life til the moment came, and then (although he said it in different words), basically, he could die contently. eventually we came to this other room where this sushi chef had created all of this extremely beautiful sushi of all kinds -- complicated rolls, simple rolls, nigiri, stuff that was sculpted into characters, etc. etc. i was super full, though, so i didn't eat anything. brian sat down somewhere and i sat next to him and tried one of the sushi rolls on the plate he was eating from (everyone had a different plate with different things on it), but it wasn't particularly good and the tuna had a weird taste to it, so i stopped eating. at some point he and my friend hit it off and they disappeared. i didn't notice at first, but later i was looking for both of them and discovered neither were around. my friend had really dark eyeliner or something and really long, jet black hair. i assumed the worst and that they had gone somewhere to do something. later she came back freaking out because they had done it without a condom or something and she feared she was preggos. (?!)
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monday: 05 21 07
lenny and i were in the world trade center or something like it, although he was in a different part of it. the fire alarm started going off and everyone started too evacuate. remember running down starirs with a lot of pp1, outside, though, the building seemed mostly fine. ran around and found lenny. i had my demonia botts but on1y grabbed one of them before leaving the bui1ding because i was dumb and forgot about the other one. lenny laughed at me for that. 1ooked for my car, did not find. trendi guhetto work buidling was on the same street as the world trade center type buiding. saw a dead guy on some side of the bilding who had uh, fallen off or something. he was lying facedown, i snuck a look at him. at some thing where they were pairing up guys to girls, and were counting ooff people. i got paired with jim [schultz]. he asked for a volcom bag for me, cause i guess guys were supposed to present girls with a present. i had to peck him to get it, and it was scary, because i ddint reemmebr consciusly pecking someone really.
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??: 05 ## 07
something about lenny not liking me and going out with karen. he had a dream aboout karen that night too.
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friday: 04 07 07
s0me0ne pr0p0sed t0 me at a dinner party, and i said yes, but then afterwards i made sure t0 te11 him, n0t f0r an0ther tw0 0r three years. and he said, d0nt w0rry, i trust y0u vee.
was 100king at a b00k with dad, and in it was s0me picture 0f denmark 0r s0mething. denmark had a fl0ating land mass which we first described as a tunnel, but that was inc0rrect. it was in fact s0me ghett0 f10ating 1and pieces f10ating 0n water, and basica11y, a1th0ugh the price 0f 1and ar0und that area went up, the price 0f that 1and w0u1d a1ways remain the same. dad said 1iving 0n the 1and f10ating area w0u1d be 0k and i said itd suck because y0ur feet are c0nstant1y s0aking in water... fast f0rward and we are d0wn in that area. wa1king ar0und. a cr0c0dile a1m0st bites my dad but then i punch its 0wner in the eye 0r s0mething. then it tries t0 bite me but then i jump 0n a 1edge and dad p1unges b0th fingers int0 its eye s0ckets and it st0ps. i had a hard time determining if it was an a11igat0r or a cr0c0di1e at first but then c0nc1uded cr0c0di1e. there is a 1itt1e r00m between the 01d w0r1d and the new w0r1d, and in it is a bunch 0f scm pe0p1e. i ask trask if it was a cr0c0di1e 0r an a11igat0r and he is unsure. we 1eave and c0me back and the scm pe0p1e and s0me 0ther individua1s have g0tten pens and white b0ards and were writing a11 0ver things in the r00m. i started writing 0n 0ne piece 0f paper with thin purp1e marker, and every0ne e1se wr0te with that t00. there was a 1etter t0 me fr0m jeremy greg0ry which said s0mething ab0ut h0w i w0u1d succeed, a g00d pub1isher was everything. b1ahb1ah. i kept writing 0n 0ther pe0p1es n0tes then w0u1d c0rrect myse1f and start 0ver in a new space. fina11y f0und a space under jeremy greg0rys and put a nice 0range b0rder ar0und it. the scm pe0p1e had written with marker a11 0ver this white c0uch and i th0ught it was kinda rude, s0me 0ther gir1 did t00.
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wednesday: 02 07 07
was somewhere with lenny. big rooms, lots of space. at some point, lenny turned into a woman, but that wasn't a slow change or something. it was a completely different lady that looked nothing like lenny -- all that was like lenny was the reference to lenny. after he turned into a woman, his ex-girlfriend jess showed up only it wasn't even her, it was someone notably fatter than her. either way, though, lots of thoughts about lesbianism or something. no idea.