d r e a m s
2006
sunday: 12 03 06
was in montana for some reason, and it was snowing. and i thought, "hey, it's still snowing. that means lenny and i can come here."
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saturday: 12 02 06
going to someone's wedding. i think james'. my whole family was invited but me. i felt left out. but i went anyway; i think they told me to. then my teeth proceeded to fall out again. i vaguely remember the details, however.
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monday: 11 20 06
dell was actually a store similar to comp usa and i went in and there were all these people lanning and playing "gears of war," and i felt all proud for some reason that i knew it.
sherry and i were working on some nintendo ds lite project or something, and another company had some japanese lady who had crafted a menu for our game. the first menu was pretty generic looking. i wanted to give the lady feedback, but i found i was completely unable to speak, and i started signing things out and stuff, and it seemed pretty natural. but either way, sherry ended up giving her feedback, except she was really quick to go through and just say no right away. it seemed like the barely looked at the first one, said no, and then left. the lady was kind of surprised and showed me there was another menu layout, one with pipes similar to those in mario, only they were red. i again couldn't talk, and then i think sherry was hard to locate.
another dream about my teeth falling out. one in my lower right mouth area fell out, and i felt the hole to know that two others next to it had fallen out also. the two others, i thought, had fallen out in a previous dream.
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sunday: 11 19 06
had moved into a new area or something, and my new roommate was polish or something. she kept planning a trip to the UK or something with her parents, and i was trying to help them out. umm, yeah. we were in new orleans or something, and then they had painted the city this color of pink paint that was mixed with sparkly purple paint... and it was the most hideous color ever. and my parents came over at some point, and i made a big deal about how it was a hideous color -- and they agreed. remember driving by or passing by one area with hispanic-styled houses with red rooftops, but the walls were painted that hideous color, and it was the WORST color combination ever. my mom painted some pole at some point, though, and i ended up helping her cause i thought she didn't do a good enough job or something :0 and then my polish roommate was getting ready to go to the UK and yup.
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thursday: 11 16 06
had a dream about shinhwa being on a tv station in taiwan or something. some girl was questioning them about why they didn't like porn. something. fast forward. at some point, shin hyesung had picked me up and we were walking up some stairs.
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tuesday: 11 14 06
was in a building of volt that i'd never been in before -- a section for their ps3 testing. remember standing outside and something about wanting a cup of water. went inside and went to the bathroom after going into this little tiny room where a couple of people were playing a simpsons ps3 game, and then there was a lady dead on the floor, although she barely looked like a lady now. her head was exploded, and i asked someone else in the bathroom (who was hardly phased) if her those were her brains, and the non-phased person said yes. then i went back to the game testing room, i think, and my teeth starting falling out, one at first, and it felt bad. the other ones felt loose and terrible. then at some point they were jutting out so far that the tips of the top part of teeth touched the bottom, and they met up, so that my mouth wouldn't close. hard to describe, but gross. and terrible feeling. i thought they'd all fall out at once.
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monday: 11 06 06
something about a subaru wrx that was grey. some dude commented on how he liked it (it was my car). don't remember much else.
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monday: 11 05 06
dream about zeus and greek gods. woke up briefly thinking that for sure greek mythology was real. then i went to sleep. and then i had a dream about jesus and christianity and when i woke up, i was for sure certain that christianity was for real. lawl, christianity and greek mythology on the same path, roflskates.
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monday: 10 02 06
went to evogear for some reason. to check up on my job status, maybe? but i don't think that's it. first got there and it was super dark and i saw bryce, only his name wasn't bryce, but i couldn't remember his name. i was inside the store going outside, and there were a crowd of people surrounding the door. i walked through them and saw bryce and waved, but he just kind of stared at me, like he didn't remember. later i went back inside and it was still dark, but shilo recognized me. he said hello. we went for a walk and talked about i don't remember what. later on, i was in the store and there were a couple girls near a check counter and we talked briefly, although i don't remember about what. eventually, bryce came around and started talking to me, and we went for a walk. evogear was located inside a strip mall or inside of a mall or something, and there were tons of eating places, like a mcdonald's and some other shit... lots of bright, neon lights and shit. i commented on that. don't remember what else. bryce mentioned what i should study for for a third interview -- stuff they'd test me on would be like, if i knew which brands were what from looking at it, and some other retarded crap. later on, shilo told me not to worry about the third interview yet, and that made me think that i didn't get the job. for some reason i ended up getting a piggyback ride from shilo around the building and we went in a giant circle. there was a doggie. i don't remember...
(jeanette's dream:) so i was working but itw asn't at our office (strange how you'll be somewhere but the actual loaction wil be so diff you know?). anyways my officemate and i were working out of a garage it was weird and the girl that worked under me, who got let go last week. was working behind us but i dont think in teh same "garage-room" or whatever. anyways so early in teh AM the company had us go somewhere and we were walking through like a semi-ghetto neighborhood. it was some sort of office-field trip. i think only for us lower-positioned dimwits. anyways and then my officemate left i think to go bakc to the office and it was weird that she left. and the girl that got let go she was like way-lesbo and totally aggressively hitting on me. it was freakng me out, and then towards the end of the day i was FREAKING OUT cause i forgot to blast out this pitch/release that was supposed to be done first thing in the am (i really did have to do it monday AM and i had this dream sun night) so then i ran ran ran ran back to the "office" and then i was having issues..attached shit... writing shit and then i was freaking out cause i didn't know whether or not to tell my AE and my director..taht i forgot or just send it to them and change the time of wheni sent it out or hwatever. and then i was in some elevator and that scary girl who was harrassing me was there and she was being really forward nad it was freaking me otu and ya that's it, weird huh!
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sunday: 10 01 06
sherry and i go on some retreat or something. she drives. the first night or whatever we stay in some dormitory-type thing with just one bathroom, two beds. la la la. the next day, we wake up and head to the events. i don't remember who was there, but my parents were (although not at our events). we first went to a giant room full of people, and there are desks there. but first, there is a really amazingly high net, and the people are playing volleyball over it or something. REALLY high. reaching to the sky upon first glance. the volleyball ends quickly. i can't find a desk, so i sit on the side of someone's chair. remember thinking, "wow, i must be skinny to sit here," lawl. by now, everyone else is sitting down into a desk too. i look over to my right and see an empty desk, crooked, although everything else is perfectly straight and gridded. so i sit down. it's boring lecture or something. everyone talks about how they wanted to watch "little mermaid" but tickets are sold out. i say, "they were sold out long ago." someone else says something like, "lame... they're ice capades or something." moving forward, and sherry and i and perhaps other people are in another dormitory-type room. two bathrooms, two baths. someone has a bag full of crabs of all sizes. i'm excited. then i open it up and all the little crabs get loose and all start attacking me. pinching me all over, and it was not fun. distinctly i remember a bunch on my arm or something, then a bunch on my ass. a LOT on my ass. and it hurt. i sat on them by accident or something, and i could only hope that they let go just on their own. eventually, they let go, and i was making my way to the bathroom, when i spotted this GIANT one. the size of a footstool. it had one single giant ass claw and one that was much smaller. it looked like it was made of wood. it had WHEELS. that's right, a crab on wheels. there it was, rolling around. it started to reach for me, or so i thought, so i had to pry its claw open with my hands, all the time hoping that it didn't clamp shut and cut my hands in half or put me in lots of pain. it didn't. and it soon rolled away towards the bed, where its owner was. i said something like, "damn, that's the biggest crab i've ever seen. and coolest looking." and she said, "he can make himself into whatever he wants." umm, scary? then i headed to the bathroom or something. don't know why. fast-forward, and then sherry went to the bathroom, even though there were two, we used the same one for some reason, and i had some vague feeling that she wouldn't be able to drive me home and that i would need to go with my parents.
(sherry's dream:) sherry and i lived in santa cruz, and we were roommates. we were watching tv and some ecoli outbreak thing came out, and so we went down to the plant and figured out the mystery and went to the police, but we didn't want to tell them it was us, because we were wearing batman masks, and we went to the police and they asked us who we were, and we did not tell them. moving onwards, fast-forward the next day, and we weren't watching tv, but we went to a beach and some guy was raping a girl pretty graphically, so we tackled him and the girl ran away. the news the next day said that a group of anonymous heroes rescued some people. and yup. six more dreams of the same kind.
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saturday: 09 30 06
some long freakish convoluted thing at our old church in tri-valley. ummm. we were in a classroom auntie rebecca was teaching, and it was like a math test or something. afterwards, they said everyone had to go to the main chapel and that there was very strict dress code, so i was like, "can i just leave?" and they're like sure. why more people didn't do that, i don't know. anyways, after i left i wanted to go back to the classroom so i knocked on the door and there was a window slot on the door. saw someone peeking through it but didn't think much of it. then he opened the door and i could see a room full of old asian men and i was like, "oh crap, they must be having a meeting," and left. then at some point, i was in the cafeteria drawing out this diagram for this girl. weird ass shit. essentially, she was supposed to bring some spring rolls into a room that had a bomb in it. an all wood room that i said, "it's weird, it's all wood but it doesn't catch on fire!" and anyways... the bomb was in the front part, and i was drawing a diagram showing that the bomb would blast in a triangular radius (if that's true or not, i don't even know), and that she couldn't put the spring rolls inside of the triangular radius. moving onwards... everyone was leaving, and i had driven to church as well, but for some reason, i didn't want to walk to my own car -- i wanted to walk to my parent's, even though it was further. so i left my car at church. while i was walking across this dirt place (around a metal fencing), i was last i think, and i fell, and i just felt really, really weak.
lol i was doing something lewd with lenny in my room and my mom saw through the open door.
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thursday: 09 28 06
was in pleasanton, only it didn't look like pleasanton. i was wearing rollerblades. anyway. so there was this mini concrete bridge going over a little creek or something, like those that run all over pleasanton. i thought, hey, okay, i'll go on this... sure it'll be going downhill on the other side, but what's the worse thing that could happen? instead, the other side was STAIRS, and not a slope, so i had a really difficult time going down it. basically, the bridge i was on was next to a pair of steps... obviously i wouldn't go up the steps, but the steps' backside was a slope... the slope's backside was steps. so either way would have been a lose-lose for me. another girl was crossing over the stair-to-slope bridge, but she didn't have a problem since she was wearing sneakers. so i had a really difficult time going down the stairs and almost fell, and there were a bunch of people over there watching me almost fall. it was vaguely embarrassing. anyway, so i rolled forward, across a street and into a bookstore. it was pretty dark, with lots of dark red wood all over the place for their bookshelves. nice bookstore. "nice". anyway, a lady worker saw me and was wondering if i needed help. i said no. she said nothing of my rollerblades, which was odd to me. then i tried to head out the door on the left side, and there was a little hallway sandwiched in between two doors, like they have at barnes and nobles in uvillage, but it was longer and narrower. there was a bunch of shelving on the right-hand side of me, and people were scrambling all over the place. there was no one in the store, but this little hallway had tons of people. lots of women. mostly women, i think. i found a diary / planner thing there that was made by tammy [vu] for me. i vaguely remembered that i was supposed to pick it up. it was just sitting off to the side, on a cushioned bench or a table or something, waiting for me. no one else touched it or looked at it. i opened it up, and it was like... these journals that you could prepackage and personalize. hard to explain, but every one of those journals had to have some set things: stickers, bookmarks, paper, etc. so her bookmarks were strips cut out of purple paper, like from a magazine, with stickers that looked like they were scrapbooking-related. it was um, interesting? there was something else in there too, like a stock bookmark that she hadn't personalized. so i picked it up and then looked at the half-empty shelves everyone was scrambling to look at... there were bibles. tons of bibles. one had chinese on it, and i thought about getting it for my parents. there was also a planner, made by zumiez. i thought that was strange.
something about avocado and egg and something else sandwich? most notable was the avocado.
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wednesday: 09 27 06
was with my parents in seattle. we were in some really dark and dreary apartment complex. lots of minorities. i don't know why we stopped by there, but we were going to watch "phantom of the opera" at 8:30 or something. we were at the apartment place until 8:15, and i was sure that we were going to be late to the show. brawrr. so when we first entered the complex, we went up two flights of stairs, well, sorta... the bottom floor had a ladder we climbed up. sooo we went to so-and-so's apartment, and then we left, but for some reason, we couldn't remember the way out. and we weren't the only ones, either. about three other people were stuck in a narrow stairwell with us, wondeirng how to get out. which was strange. i went up two flights of stairs (four floors) and saw that there was no exit. why would you exit on the top floor anyway? i don't know. finally, i had a "revelation" and i was like, omg, it must be on the bottom floor. so i went down two flights of stairs, sorta. where there had been a ladder there was now nothing. the ladder had been broken off. but i jumped down and everyone followed and it was a ok. moving onwards. we went to some venue for "phantom of the opera" -- one that started with P, possibly premier. and then i thought about it and that made no sense, so i was like, "shit! it's at the paramount!" so we had to book it there. not sure if we made it or not, as the dream ended.
another dream with josh [wu] in it... don't remember. doorway?
i was walking in a parking lot with some people, and one brunette guy (i forget, but i knew him before. somewhere, or at least it felt like i did) was walking next to me. him and a bunch of people had gotten in a kind of a debate because no one understood this point he was getting across. he was getting quite angry. his best friend explained it as well -- better than he did initially, but it still didn't make sense to most people. so i was really trying hard to understand what he was talking about, but he just kept getting mad. so i grabbed his hand a little bit, and i remember wondering why i did it, but it felt nice, so i kept it there. he had a really firm grip at the time, out of frustration. we were walking, and i just very patiently started asking him questions clarifying what he was trying to explain, making sure to keep my voice down. initially, he was kind of still frustrated, but he gradually calmed down and explained it to me (after a bunch of questions) in a way that i understood it. and then we got into a van with a bunch of other people. i was sitting in the seat closest by the back door -- he was sitting next to me to my left, someone else sitting next to him. he put his arm around my shoulder for a bit and i leaned on him? anyways, soon we got to a restaurant or something with a really long diner-style counter that was all white. i walked to the back area where they had an arcade-type thing or something, and i started playing arcade games. remember digging through my bag for a quarter. as i started playing the game, which had to do with... you had to control a little bear that walked around according to the pressure you placed on a bar or something, and you had to ...make... him... fish in little holes? i don't know. i messed up a lot, though. it's rather hard to explain, as it makes no sense. remember someone calling my name in the background -- more like, asking where i was.
the game had now turned into reality or something similar. i was holding on to this giant white ... animal with sharp teeth -- i don't know how to explain what it was exactly, something like a dragon, maybe? or a dragon mixed with a bear? no wings, of course. crawled on four legs like many animals. mmm. why? i don't know. i was waking down these streets trying to find it something to eat. saw a wolf in the distance and tried to run away quickly before the wolf mauled us. it didn't maul us. as we were walking back from where we came, a bunch of people passed by with their corny little dogs and my animal really wanted to eat their dogs, but i wouldn't let it. then i went back and was trying to sell it, i think, because i couldn't handle it anymore.
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monday: 09 25 06
forget. something about a guy with long hair... damn, this was a cool dream too.
another dream about josh [wu]... we were exchanging letters via e-mail. why? i'm not sure. but there was some tone of... attraction. roflskates. i don't know.
soooo many dreams. unfortunately, i didn't write them down. so i forgot. something involving my mom (although she played only a minor part i think).
dream about redefine. the last printer who printed the last issue of redefine screwed up on a bunch of copies, and they were all glitched on the pages with black. i was mad. i picked them up at easy street (where i was trying to go to buy rosemary a record, for some reason, but i couldn't remember for the life of me what record she wanted). easy street didn't look like easy street at all... but i "thought" it was in queen anne, even though it didn't look like queen anne at all either. it was dark and dingy, and benjamin from helio sequence was working there, but i didn't get to talk to him or anything. he was standing at the back door right next to me as i was looking at a helio sequence single record thing (blue cover... just the two of them standing on there like angels or something), but i only took a brief glance at him, saw he wasn't looking, and didn't say hi or anything. after i glanced at him and said nothing, he went out the back door, even though he had seriously been standing there for minutes doing nothing (and looking at something in his hands or on the floor, i don't know). anyways, redefine was all screwy and i was there to stock some new issues. i think i was in tower records, now -- the one on university way, but i wasn't really at that tower records. the new issues weren't glossy, but newsprint again, and the cover was not what i wanted it to be, i recalled in my dreams. but anyway, exotic underground had changed their format to newsprint, and that was weird.
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sunday: 09 24 06
was in a house or a room with two people. for some reason, they wanted to battle. i don't know who started it -- maybe the girl. i don't know why, either. anyways, we started battling and i think at first it was a fist fight, but then she tried cheating and pulled out two knives. she tried stabbing me, but i took them away from her. and at first i was just stabbing her, and then i was like, hmm, i wonder if i can peel her. and then i cut her in long strips kind of -- there was no blood, though... it was like she was made of clay. uhh, i don't know what happened, but soon she died. there was another guy... who had like, two circular things you throw kind of like a boomerang -- like the guy who gets those things stuck in his head in "crouching tiger, hidden dragon"... i thought for sure i couldn't beat him, so i didn't try. i asked him if we could just consider it like he won, and he's like, "okay, sure." and that was that. lol.
was on a seadoo or something on a large body of water. was riding with someone else, i think. i was looking for something... but i took a wrong turn and went from a river into an ocean-type area. before i could turn around, i was thinking, "i hope the ghost of the girl doesn't come out and get me," or something like that, and sure enough, i was soon attacked by a giant monster. it was all mouth -- all purple, i think it looked like the giant cracken from "pirates of the carribean" or something -- but all i could see was the mouth. anyway, it coming out of the water pushed my seadoo up out of the water, and i was flying in the air, falling down towards the mouth... but i woke up before it ate me!
something about words placed in a pattern. it was like a book or something, and i don't remember the words exactly, but how they were formatted was like:
| 4p,1w | 3p,1w | 2p,1w | 1p,1w |
| 4p,2w | 3p,2w | 2p,2w | 1p,2w |
| 4p,3w | 3p,3w | 2p,3w | 1p,3w |
(4th page, 3rd word... and so on)
was away somewhere with josh [wu], someone else i know well but do not remember now, and a person i had just met. we were in some room with dual bunk beds or something. at first, sherry was there as well, but she left to go somewhere or something with josh and never came back even though josh came back. i was lying in my bunk bed reading a book or something... in fact, i had an assortment of books. one was a pretty juvenile one, and another was one that i was reading but did not understand at all. the reason that i did not understand it wasn't that i couldn't read it, but that it didn't make sense. it threw math equations in the middle of words... using math equations to CALCULATE words or something. i don't really know. anyways, at some point josh came over and started asking me what level the books i was reading were. i said one was from freshman year in college (even though it was probably form much earlier than that), and that the other one was hard and made no sense to me at all. mmm yeah... then at some point, we were sitting at a table with the two other people, who had previously gone off to another place and gotten some old library books from the guy i just met's workplace, which was like a little shack or something. they came back with a bunch of kiddie books, lol. i'm not sure why, really. they started reading them, and i remember one was a pop-up. and that's it.
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tuesday: 09 12 06
some dream with some guy from high school named alex but i forget his last name. i was sure of his last name in my dream, not sure of it now though, and definitely don't remember what it is anymore. ummmmm... was in his room or house or something and for some reason i got naked and was in bed, and he was too at first, but at some point he like pointed his ass towards the mirror and was looking at his own ass (although how a human being bends that way i'm not quite sure)... and then all these people appeared out of nowhere and i don't know where they came from or why... but i felt really awkward since i was naked. there was something about a bathroom too, although what i'm not quite sure.
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saturday: 09 09 06
something about flirting a lot with john [moffat] of all people?!!! i don't remember too much asides from that, though. i did, but i forgot, as it is now three days later.
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tuesday: 09 05 06
dream that just would not end. basically, it kept cycling around, kinda like run lola run, where one little thing would change the entire outcome. basically, i was in a car with my parents or something, and then stevie from malcolm in the middle's parents were there, and some other group of people. the first thing that happened was there was a car accident involving a giant truck. i think it left me crippled, so i'm like, nope, i don't like this. went back in time. a bunch of times. outcome was always the same. finally on the 100th try (not rly, but a lot), it worked the way i wanted to, and no one was hurt. only problem was, previously, my parents had become really good friends with the other parents involved because the tragedy brought them together. now, everyone just parted ways. therefore, when i was sitting at a dingy, dull, dimly-lit kitchen table area with my parents, i concluded that i wanted to go and tell the people involved about their future, just to prove to them that you can go back to the future. but my parents wouldn't allow it or something; they said people shouldn't know that information. but i thought that wasn't fair, since time travel is such a universe-changing thing. so my plan was to tell the parents what their kid's name will end up being (stevie) and that he will be confined to a wheelchair, but then i thought, that's not such a good idea. finally, at the end, the doc from back to the future came and talked to me, rambling about how we needed to go back to the future LOL.
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saturday: 05 02 06
gross nightmare about kai's house burning on fire, and it was burning so hot, and no one noticed it except me, and i only noticed it because i felt it -- not cause i saw it, even though it was right in front of me. fire rippled on water patches in front of us and stuff. kind of neat. then i went inside at some point and was looking for something outside but i didn't have shoes on. was scared of bugs. woke up (in real life) at some point and went back to sleep, and the dream continued, only this time, there were spiders and bugs all over the place. it was gross... i distinctly remember like three little spiders clustered together in a corner near the ceiling, and they had spun a weird spiral-like web.
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wednesday: 07 19 06
some guy owned a pet grub, giant thing that was white and fluffy and looked like those bugs you squish in diablo... and it had mouths on both ends. it was like a tube, essentially. anyways, i was lost in this neighborhood, and it was really dark and drab. i think i was riding a bike or something. eventually, i found my way to this guy's house and there was this wooden box which his grub was sitting in. i was poking at the grub and i didn't really think twice of it, until the people i was with (who popped out of nowhere) asked me if i knew what i was doing -- if i knew what i was poking... blahhhhh. and when they said that the grub came to life and started attacking people. the owner of the grub had put on it a sign that said, "plz don't die," the grub was attacking everyone and it was scary, and everyone was slapping it away. i got attacked also, and i managed to get it away somehow. after it was done attacking everyone and getting swatted away, though, it just shriveled up. originally, it was about the size of a cat, and it shriveled up to the size of maybe a mouse or something. it died. its owner came back and was extremely angry, and was screaming, "i told you not to die!" and shit.
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sunday: 07 09 06
was in this big ass supermarket for some reason. don't know why. as i was walking in, i saw dana [oswalt] and her family, but i didn't say high to her for some reason. ran into some girl there from high school -- i can picture her, but i forgot her name. janine? or something. she was jewish in my dream, not sure if she was jewish in real life. we were looking for food (not together, but we happened to run into each other), and i saw some meat or something with weird substance topping it (like a gravy), and she said her jewish mother made something like that at home. at some point dana came in, and this time i started talking to her. she blamed me for our friendship disintegrating, and i said, no, it was you. then she proceeded to give me her phone number, which was like (874) number. i was like, where is this from... and then she said she worked at nintendo, not like that answered the question. somehow we ended up real quickly warped to the nintendo office, and it was not like the REAL nintendo building; it was super convoluted and had white walls that wrapped around like a maze. we ran really far in, taking turns, going up stairs... i asked her if she could get me a job and she seemed a little hesitant. i asked what she did there and she said "color", and i was jealous. at some point we got to this hole in the wall area and i didn't have my glasses on for some reason, so i couldn't see clearly, but we walked through the wall -- well, she did, i just poked my head through -- and there was this giant model of two kids in their seperate beds. i couldn't see it clearly, but it looked like a parade float i saw on the discovery channel on "dirty jobs" right before i went to bed. when i said i wasn't wearing glasses, we left, and we walked through nintendo again. we passed the main lady's office or something, and yeah.
was in the main nintendo lady's office or something (well, i woke up and went back to sleep, so the dream continued but not really). some guy barged in who was dangerous. at first, i thought he had a gun, but he didn't. all he had was a bunch of like -- nail clipping scissors. i grabbed one from him to make him lose his leverage, but he had two more in his pocket. i tried dialing 911 while keeping an eye on him, but i kept messing up. he didn't make any sudden movements. nintendo lady didn't do... anything. finally, i said, god, call 911, since she wasn't doing anything, and she did. the man who was threatening us suddenly got up and started ranting about something, but he forgot to grab his two scissors which were on the table. soon, i ran out of the room or something, and the man followed... i turned around right before i was going to turn the corner and saw all of these cops grabbing him.
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sunday: 07 02 06
lots of sex dreams... :0 i think possibly because i woke up at some point to go to the bathroom, read a chapter of a book that happened to talk about sex, and then went back to sleep...
lenny and i were in this hotel or something. we opened a door that led to an open field with water and grass. from a distance, it looked like a lot of things were dinosaurs fighting one another. upon walking closer, however, we noticed that what it was was a community of people who had clothes made out of legos... really funky-looking, futuristic-type stuff. it was like a war going on -- they were battling one another -- not in groups, but one on one almost. lenny grabbed this guy made out of legos that was only like a half a torso, and some lady tried to stop us, telling us that the hotel guard would never let us leave with one of the people. we didn't care, and we left anyway, going back through the door to the hotel. no one stopped us.
lenny and i were walking somewhere in the street with a bunch of people, and they soon dispersed to go elsewhere. we, however, saw this "store" -- or at least it looked like a store from the outside. it had store window-type displays, and it seemed to look like a store that sold junk and what not. we went in, and it was just a series of rooms that were decorated with cool furniture, although very minimalistic. the first room was maroon-colored, and in the right corner of it, there was a pile of wood shavings or something, and it looked kind of gross, but somehow it complemented the minimalistic style of the room. we went to the right and there was another room with cool furniture -- notably a set of whitish drawers that looked stained and minorly decomposed, but it looked really cool in the setting. we continued to another room to our right (all the rooms were set up in a line... so we didn't actually walk INTO any room, just kind of passed through it) and there was a guy sitting to the left side towards the wall (so that when we first entered, we didn't see him). he was a black dude sitting at a desk, and he didn't even notice us at first. i said something to him about how it wasn't a store... was it a store? and he said it was his house. soo we said sorry and started to leave. suddenly his wife, some white lady with wavy brown hair, came out of nowhere and followed us out. as we were leaving, i looked back at the window display, and now it looked like a rack of shoes, kind of like it was a shoe store -- which was different from what it was like before. she started to pull down a banner or wall or something, that made the "storefront" look like a gated housing area or something... but it was really just a banner. but it looked so real after it was in place.
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thursday: 06 08 06
rave in n. carolina (raleigh), but for some reason, i thought we were still in california... some fat asian dude started hitting on lenny all creepily, and i got all up in his face. the surroudnings were very nice and colorful, with contemporary furnitures. i wanted to take photos, but i coudln't concentrate enough to do it. maybe i even felt a little embarrassed, because people were taking photos with really nice cameras. anyway, fat asian guy kept trying to break my fingers, but i was mad and belligerant, and i don't even know what he said, but i know i told him lenny was my boyfriend and he didn't care.
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sunday: 06 04 06
something about german... something or other, but it was something weird that i was sure i would remember but i definitely do not.
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saturday: 06 03 06
lenny and i were in a car, and i was driving. all of a sudden, the trunk opened and closed. we had just reached the stoplight signal, so lenny opened the door to see if someone had opened it. there was no one there, although there were many cars around us. we continued driving and the radio was loud but all of a sudden it turned all the way down. neither of us had touched. soon, lenny was like, i can't move my legs, just as i was thinking i couldn't move my legs either. i tried to kick out my legs and then it felt like they were being forced down. i was like, "i can't move my legs either," and then i said, "what should i do, lenny?" and by then he didn't respond; i don't know why. my car veered a little to the left and i almost side-swiped this white car in the left lane, but good thing i didn't. continue forward, and soon i could not see very well, or see what was in front of me at all, and i just didn't touch anything, hoping that the car would conveniently slide to a stop. i woke up.
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thursday: 06 01 06
lenny and i took some acid. i was seeing the normal slanted hallway-type, out of alice in wonderland stuff... he went insane or something.
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friday: 05 05 06
bunked in some dorm-like place with a real big bitch. the layout was kind of like terry/lander. i shared a bunk bed with a persian guy or something. or maybe i didn't even live there and was just hanging out there. the bitch lady was sitting where people usually put their computers, on the wall furthest from the door. at some point, this guy named posah came, a russian kid. i guess he was unruly. i guess the lady ended his lease without telling him, and he came ready to sleep, but she kicked him out and there was a lot of screaming, but posah soon resigned to his fate silently. he did not leave, however. at some point some guy who was supposed to make a banner sign for me for redefine (persian guy actually) asked is to give him his e-mail, and another guy who i guess was also helping out said he needed it too. the persian guy started off by writing on a piece of paper but later decided he wanted it on his neck. i wrote it quite hideously, quite hideously indeed, with lots of scribbling. i must have written it huge. anyway, at some point the pen stopped working or something, so i left, in search of a pen. at some point i went into this alley somewhere, and while i was leaving, a group of four dudes walked by and started talking to me, but i don't remember about what. they seemd almost threatening, though, asking me to go somewhere with them, but when i said no, they just said, *aw. and then i woke up.
i think the redefine posters and banners carried over from a previous dream (before i pressed snooze), but i don't remember exact details... other than a banner that was 9 foot needing to be scaled down to fit into blahblahblah.
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sunday: 04 30 06
i was in a bookstore, and i looked at a book that was a kind of occult book mixed with sci-fi or something. anyway, i read a chapter out of book in a very dimly lit bookstore and as i was reading, it became reality. some kind of giant creature like a minotaur (but i don't know if it had horns -- it was just that burly kind of big scary thing, you know?) picked me up and turned me around and stuff... and some other stuff that caused a lot of body jolting and was extremely uncomfortable. but then when i finished reading the passage, all that crap ended, and it was all good. i remember telling someone that it was as scary as i thought it'd be, or something along those lines.
i was walking down a street in the university district, and i had a bunch of my stuff. i stopped outside the house of this black couple and i had a laundry basket of clothes and the rest of my stuff was outside of their house for some reason. i kept wanting to bring it into their house cause i was afraid it was going to get stolen. initially, i put my hamper and my blanket under this porch / area under the stairs with all of these spider webs and went inside, but then i got paranoid and brought the clothes in. then i went upstairs in the house and lenny's mom was there with a family of people. the family owned a coffee stand called "revolution coffee," and it was located within the bookstore that i was just in, which happened to be owned by lenny's mom. the family was about to have a discussion about what they would do for a 17 year old girl's birthday party which was going to take place at their coffee... stand?!! and they had all these diagrams and words on white boards on the wall behind them. i was facing the boards; they were facing me, but they didn't even seem to notice my intrusion. they didn't look at their boards either. they were two older chinese or something folks, with an older daughter who was probably in about her late 20s. she was talking a lot and making a lot of decisions, or so it seemed. but then lenny's mom was convinced that she needed to expand the already gigantic bookstore, and told them that they no longer could have the stand on her property. or something. odd.
something about a guy coming out of a swimming pool, with holes on his back... this was some sort of affliction or mutant thing.
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monday: 04 24 06
imagined a detective game that would be awesome... imagine law and order merged with grand theft auto, where you have to go around asking people questions to get clues? i don't know.
got high somewhere with lenny. don't remember the other part, but lenny and i were driven home by someone else, someone like [pika-]john (but white) drove us home. reminded me of the bouncer at dante's. anyways. anyway i was super high and on the way out lenny left in a hurry but i couldn't find my shoes, so i couldn't leave until i found my shoes. mmmmm. difficult. later i found it, and as i left, the two people left in the car laughed loudly, like the bouncer guy saying, "HA!" really loud. anyways i went inside, and the dorm was like haggett dorm's lobby... but with more open space in front. well i guess it wasn't quite like that either, perhaps that merged with mcmahon dorm's lobby. anyhoo -- there was a guy on a stretcher and like 3 medics around him. the guy had stabbed someone, the medics were saying. i was scared it was lenny. i looked a short bit and it looked like lenny, but upon closer inspection, it was a black kid. i guess he stabbed some girl in the elevator. i don't know why, but one of his friends or something got mad, and when i went into the elevator later, she followed. soon there were lots of people in the elevator, but for some reason, she held a switchblade up to my face. i tried to break off the blade. kind of envisioned myself doing it, but it was still a sharp edge. scared for my eyeballs.
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monday: 04 17 06
something about people chasing me or something... or maybe i was chasing them. anyhow, i had a buttload of weapons. including a meat cleaver. and i'm not sure what else. remember hiding under the table with a meatcleaver with some other people next to me who, i think, were wondering why i had the weapons. yes... i forget. i remembered clearly upon waking, but the snooze button made me forget.
also had a dream about sushi. vague.
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sunday: 03 26 06
dreamt that i was lying next to lenny, as i was in real life. recalled that andy [crossett] told me something about a ghost that was following him around. ghost started talking to me in deep scary voice. don't remember what was said. i was tapping lenny with my left arm (in real life) trying to get him to wake me up, but he did not stir. ended up waking up on my own.
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saturday: 03 25 05
something about a skin disease where if you touch someone that is dripping this gloopy green goo, your skin gets ff'd up. my brother's face was melting off green goop, and it fell off all over the floor. my parents were there. anyway, i accidentally stepped on a piece of goo, and it like started boiling up my skin on my foot. anyways, my parents weren't too worried, saying that if you got a piece of hardened goop, burned it til it turned to ash, and applied the ash on the would, it'd be alright. i was like, "are you sure?" and they said, "well, it's gotta work, the ash is so white." so they scooped some off my brother or something (gross) and we continued on our way... in a van with a bunch of church people (james' dad was driving, but auntie gloria was complaining that their family had to drive). we headed to a beach or swimming, with like... 15 people in this van. and my foot boiling. i only stepped on it with my right foot -- i thought -- but my left foot had a wart or something on it too.
i was in class and i had a set of binoculars or something. it was a guitar class. we were split up into groups... with some people choosing to stay solo, and some people choosing to be in groups of four. the teacher was the hot ass geometry teacher of mine, mr. allegre. i remember continuing to think, "man! he's hot." anyways, our group was lenny, another girl, and i. the girl was dirty/strawberry blonde -- had slightly curly-ish long hair or something... don't remember much else. mmm... so the object of the class was everyone would learn guitar and present a song in front of the class by the end of the class session. only... everyone seemed to know how to play already, and allegre didn't really even teach anything. but no one seemed to notice this, because apparently, everyone but lenny and i knew how to play. at some point this hispanic or something girl came over and asked to join our group. lenny said something about how there needed to be a representation of ebony songs to me. and i said, "she's not black." and he said, "oh." anyways, i don't remember any of the presentations except for this one girl's cause it was absolutely off the wall. she sang "from this moment" or some other country song, and she had like... ok... on her lips or something, she had a piercing that was two giant paper clips. or two giant paper clips hung off of two lip piercings or SOMETHING. i don't know. she had these chimes too. so halfway through playing guitar, she'd use her hands to play the chimes, moving them up and down on her giant piercings. then at some point someone said, "juggle!" and threw her a ball and all of a sudden, she had like 10 in each hand and was juggling like a crazy circus clown (i remember thinking that). i asked the girl in our group what song we were playing, and she said "signing off" (real song is "sign off")... and i assumed it was the song by sugarcult. girl was frustrated because lenny and i had not bothered to actually learn to play guitar. turns out allegre wanted US to play the sugarcult song because he had started watching a sugarcult documentary and was looking for an excuse to finish it. he had watched 40 min of it. he said they weren't that good, but he wanted to watch it anyways. fast-forward... allegre was in my house or something. nothing much really happened. fast-forward... found a pair of binoculars with lenny again... was looking around all over the place and finally ended up looking at the classroom i was just in again. now allegre's class wasn't a guitar class, but a japanese class. there was some japanese girl there helping him out. i happened to catch my binoculars on this telescope that was there. and i was right about to point it out to lenny when i removed the binoculars... and saw that apparently i was right in front of the half-closed garage-type door of the classroom, and allegre was propping stuff into the crack, which was about 1 1/2 foot high, trying to get it to stay up.
going on vacation with parents, emily [chen], and emily/andy's mom. was in some crazy city. this seemed like a connection of the last dream, because i had the binoculars again. anyways. lots of crazy-looking ruins, statues. was in europe or so it seemed. at some point, everyone was really excited about this guy that had come out of some building, and josh [wu] and i don't know who else all wore cream suits to greet him and were smiling for pictures. my mom asked me why i wasn't there and i just said, "why would i go over there when i can see pirates here?" i grabbed the binoculars and were watching this dance performance of pirates or some shit. i dunno. they were dancing around on the balcony of a building and on a statue and stuff. it was pretty sweet...?!!! at some point we went to the top of a building and we were leaning on the railing and it seemed to be made of foam or something, like it was tilting, and it was scary, and i pulled back, saying i was scared of heights. or maybe my mom said that. but i don't think she even knows that. fast-forward... went to a hospital. not sure why. the elevator was like a fucking cable car. went up sideways... and very rickety. it literally went up at a slant, with a security guard in there. there was like... an elevated part in the elevator and a flat part (for wheelchairs?!!). not understanding. but when i went up, i found i was stuck to the elevated part, and when i went down, i found that i flew over to the wheelchair part. anyways. went up the stair of the hospital (after taking the elevator?? i dunno...) and there were massive amounts of people lining the stairwell walls... looking poor and in need. i don't even know why i went in there, cause i think i left right away. this time i went on the down elevator, as mentioned. i flew to the lower part, which kind of hurt my ankles, and asked the security guard if people ever crush the people in wheelchairs. and he said, "all the time." but didn't seem to find that strange. i walked through a parking lot. met up with some other people and told them about the weird elevator -- someone said, "you should see the pictures of it." anyways. we went to a different hospital with sherry and auntie ruby or something. it looked almost exactly the same with the stairwells and a green tint color familiar with hospitals. except there was no crazy elevator, and at the top of the stairs, there was a plaque with doctors names... we were looking for some guy named greg with a long last name. end dream sequence.
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sunday: 03 12 06
something about some guy with a knife. cut off my roommate's hand. my roommate was black. i was black too, i believe. anyways. fast-forward (i forgot a lot), and the guy who cut off my roommate's hand holds up this big ass army knife to me and instead of being scared, i grabbed it for some reason. it didn't hurt all that bad, surprisingly, and yeah... then alex grabbed it also and we broke it and together we broke the knife in our hands. freakishly.