d r e a m s
2004
tuesday : 12 23 04
had some dream about a guy who came to our apartment with some people, and i guess it was deja vu ithin the dream, because this guy had a claw thing attached to his back that as a part of him. i expected the claw to freak out and destroy everything, cause it did the previous time, but this time it was relatively tame. i forget why, though. he said something about how it had to do with how "the" girl was there. no idea.
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tuesday : 11 30 04
i was with my dad and my brother in some warped amusement park in some funky timezone that doesn't really exist. don't remember the beginning - something with cookies. then my mom went to the bathroom. then my dad was high. he wanted to ride a plane. but the only planes that there were were some huge funky planes that were supposed to be kiddy rides (like the little quarter rides that move up and down), only it was gigantic. and my dad was like, "no, that'll hurt my back." and we were sitting watching some family's kids sing, and my brother kept kicking the bench they were on, and i kept telling him to stop it.
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thursday : 11 25 04
i'm supposed to call this lady with hopeless records to help work out a deal for this concert they're having starting mid-january, which has to do with suicide prevention. basically, they called me on speakerphone, and well... they just weren't cooperating and basically were like, "uh nevermind, we don't want to work with you." =( probably reflective of my feelings lately that i don't make good impressions on people in the business-sense.
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tuesday : 11 23 04
i was on some campus somewhere talking with people, and gareth was surrounded by all these white guys, and we said, "look at g, pretending that he really is white." lol! wtf. and then... um... this girl kept talking to me. and talking shit about this other girl named hung (i don't know who that is). i think the girl's name was... j kennedy. i forget the first name. and then... gabby [yen] showed up out of nowhere and was mean and didn't really recognize me, even said i said, "mothafuckin gabby yen!" maybe that's even more reason for her ignoring me har!
god, i'll tell you the weirdest godamn dream. so i'm in china, and i dreamed that i was back in washington... and it felt so godamn real i couldn't tell that it was a dream... i just kept thinking: "this isn't right. it's only thursday. i should be in china right now."
on the way home, i saw freaking chris [howard] on the way (WTF) and he was like, "i heard about your pap smear... how was it?" and i thought nothing but WTF MATE, HOW DO YOU KNOW!
and then i went home, and i was asking eva what i should be doing, but instead she went outside and went to go smoke or something. then i noticed the smoke patterns from outside the window, and thought for some reason that was from the plane i just took, and so i followed it - only it went straight into the ground. and what weirded me out about this was that i started to know it was a dream, but then it also seemed real, because i told my parents to wake me up after two minutes, and they never did... so i thought, "if this is a dream, i should have woken up by now." okay so i went home, and i talked to alex a little online, and then he said he's had a dream like this before, but i didn't really bother to read his IMs. i just laid down to go to sleep and hoped that after i fell asleep in this world, i'd end up waking up in the real world. except. the radio on the alarm clock kept going off for no reason, and all of a sudden there were a whole shitload of knobs and crap to turn... so i turned off one alarm clock, and then another one went off - same problem with this one. wouldn't turn off, because there were like 8 switches and dials and crap. finally i turned it off. okay, and then my cell phone was on the counter and someone called and a number (with lots of 3's and some 8's and 9's) flashed on the caller id. i didn't pick it up in time, though, so i went to call the person back, and a lady at a police station picked up. and i was like, "hello?" and she said, "hello?" and we repeated that for a while, until finally i said, "did someone call?" and she was like, "no." and i looked around my room and this elderly couple were in there, and all of a sudden i was in like a horticulture or plant place... and the lady gave me this glass of milk, and i told them about this dream, and about how i can't wake up, and the guy started telling me about his own story... about how the only time this happened to him was when he fought in the war...?? and while he was talking i dozed off (ha ha ha i'm so rude). but finally i got to waking up. word.
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friday : 09 24 04
my whole family was in this car going under this bridge and someone shot like a nuke or like some kind of laser at us, and everyone died, except for me, who turned into superwoman and started jumping away and running away superhero stylee.
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monday : 09 20 04
one about this girl dragging out her surfboard... related thing (but it wasn't a surfboard) out from the side of this building. this bald black dude was like, "you don't need to drag that out. we live in the valley. it's scientifically impossible." and then, this little girl was standing deep in this sandy hole, and then all of a sudden all this red water filled up in the hole... and i thought it was blood, but i guess it was like... fruit punch or something.
my friend from high school heather wendt was always kind of "big-boned"... well, in this dream she was really really skinny - like model-skinny - and i asked someone else what happened, and at first i thought they said lyposuction, but that was wrong... they said... exegen?
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saturday : 09 11 04
freaking, i went to buffalo exchange and i sold a bunch of clothes. i also went to hot topic and wanted to buy some shit, because there was a huge sale, but the shit was hella weird... like i wanted to buy some armwarmers but i couldn't decide if i only wanted one or the giant pack of six or whatever... and there was a box of all these random kinds of shoes, only... they only had one foot of each. it was odd. and then for two days in a row now, i was going out with _ _ _ _ _ in my dreams, which is really odd, because... it just is. and in it we have like the most awesome and fun relationship ever, only, in real life, it's alright.
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tuesday : 08 31 04
this random guy i don't know kept putting his arm around me and then he gave me $20... i'm not really sure why, but then i went into this store and bought these little monkey keychains (that was a funky ass looking money) with the money, and all of a sudden, i had a boyfriend _ _ _ _, and it was this guy i've known for a while. ta-da.
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thursday : 08 19 04
i'm working for some fashion designer, and i'm in the building with gildas (maybe he lives there too?) and my boss[es] are really really pissed because i was waiting for someone to speak FOR me at my presentation. i asked all these people including my brother, but i'm not sure who else, and finally i got sherry to do it for me. and so i called me boss[es] and they said i had BETTER get there by 11pm, but something came up (don't remember) and i didn't have a chance to go there until 1 am, and by then, i just thought, fuck it.
went somewhere, and i guess we were going to go skydiving maybe... i was with hsu-ken and i think linette... anyway, the plane crashed or something funky, and we ended up parachuting off the top of a mountain or building or something... or a giant ship. i don't know. and linette was mad at me.
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sunday : 08 15 04
there's this guy i always see on the bus when i go to school, who i think is kinda cute. anyway, i take this class and he's in it. and the first day the professor says he has a task for someone in the class, and he picks someone at random to accomplish the task of "standing on the ceiling as long as possible". and the cute guy happened to be picked. and it turns out he was like spiderman, and he stood there for hella long, upside-down on the ceiling. o__O and afterwards i just talked to him and we were like cuddling and stuff. ^^
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sunday : 07 25 04
me, eva, liz, and alex were living on the 16th floor of a dormitory. everyone living on the floor was in the same room, watching a movie or something. all of a sudden, the building started to sway back and forth, and someone yelled out, "it's a 7. earthquake!" and next thing we knew, we were freefalling. it seemed like forever, and i was saying bye to everyone, and alex was like, "is this the end?" and we all said yes. next thing i knew, alex was dragging me across this body of water and pretty much everyone who fell survived. some dude turned on the tv to the uw television network to see if there was news coverage, but there was nothing but this picture of red square and cheesy music. i went back to where we fell and picked up some of my things... a pillowcase and a couple jackets and while i was there, my cell phone started ringing, so i picked it up. somehow the language on it had changed to korean, but it was my mom on the line.
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friday : 07 23 04
some anime type thing... very weird. the whole dream was like a cartoon, about the most beautiful love in the world.
something about some kind of water world.
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saturday 07 17 04
was with danielle morado and brian petro (both of whom i haven't talked to in years... brian petro i don't think i've ever said more than like two words to)... and we were at this camp place and there were all these gang wars or something going on. a lot of biker people... and there were all these cops. so we wanted to run away while all these people were piling out of cars with semi-automatic and automatic weapons and shit, and brian had this white truck and he was really in a rush to leave so we all ran to the truck and left... but we left someone behind, atlhough i'm not sure who... and then we started driving down the hill. and then i think someone interrupted my sleep, so i woke up, and when i went back to sleep again, the dream continued, only now it was just me and danielle and we were riding her horse down the mountain, but it was a really old ass horse and even if you kicked his side, it wouldn't go much faster and it was like about to die or something. don't remember exact details anymore. :(
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monday : 05 31 04
much chaos... this guy named jay and a bunch of other people and me were inside this house, and all of a sudden this big group of koreans busts in the door and one of them is stark raving mad and has these two metal club-type shits in his hand, so i grab it from him, and then i give it to some other girl, and then i grab the other one... while in the struggle of grabbing the second one, i accidentally punctured him in the temple and it just kept bleeding out of a little hole... finally it stopped. and then i don't know what happened but i ended up holding his hand and taking him outside while the other fucks beat up the jay guy. I HAVE NO IDEA WTF.
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sunday : 05 30 04
something to do with some girl who was dying of leukemia.
some white lesbian girl with black hair and a pink streak going back was asking me if i liked girls or something, and i dumped a glass of milk on her. o__O' and then she got all sad, and she was saying how it was bad luck because the charm on one of her necklaces broke. the charms were these little plastic letters, and the one that broke was an S (it ended up looking like a C), and she left immediately to go buy a new one.
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tuesday : 05 25 04
high school reunion and i accidentally thought some random person was jessica smith. X: saw a bunch of old friends, and david schmidt -__-
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wednesday : 05 23 04
yuki says, "i was lost, and no one called me, and i didn't call them."
me and eva went to this mall or something, and there was this thing that was kinda like a virtual reality racecourse where you use your real car and drive on a track while there were footballs and stuff being tossed at you. the first track (the easy one) was kinda like a track circle. the second one i don't quite remember, and the third was in a department store or something, and there were all these people standing around, and there was a JUMP button, and the car was able to jump from counter to counter. lol. i was testing out things like seeing if the car would fling you out if you weren't wearing a seatbelt, but it didn't.
i was at some place and there was this some guy whose name started with E (well, actually, it was a nickname). somehow he ended up in my house, and he took all of my art stuff, and he spread it all over the floor and was looking at it. then, i was sleeping, and he got on my computer and he was taking all of the IM's that people were sending to me, copying their screennames, and IM'ing them to himself, so i kicked him out. he was old... like... fifty. :| and he knew arlen. i have no idea. as i was kicking him out, i opened the door and there was all sorts of my roommate kristine's art things, like photos and shit, even though she doesn't even really do that stuff. afterwards ahram called or something and she came over... and she was wearing this huge blue cloak, and so was the weirdass guy, who we saw on the way right back to our apartment.
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wednesday : 05 22 04
i was with some guy who will remain unnamed. he said, "i like you, but..." i forgot what he said after that. fast forward and we were lying in bed watching tv, and there was this giant tv screen right in front of his bed. somehow we got to kissaging, and then all of a sudden this crazy jungle music came on.. it was like straight out of lion king or some other kind of disney movie. and then he got all crazy-like and started acting like a monkey, running around and stuff... and then i got the remote and turned the tv onto some indian station and he just immediately stopped running around. and then i turned it back, but it was not the same. lol. then we went to eat somewhere down south in washington... we went to 5-7-9. which was a chinese restaurant in the movie, but in real life, 1-6-8 is a chinese restaurant and 5-7-9 is a clothing store (and my old pager code!). ate some food, then he said we had to go to some party because he had to drive angela? home.
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wednesday : 05 16 04
hOoblah. hsu-ken came over to my house and my mom called and was saying all this shit about how she didn't like "mark", which was hsu-ken (who knows why he was called that, but it fits). and then for some reason i started crying and then ken was like, "i'll drive you around in my van; where do you want to go?" so we decided to go bowling with a bunch of random people that suddenly appeared at my house, only we went bowling @ the IMA (the gym). seungbum was also there, and like, four random white guys. afterwards, we were going back home and hsu-ken drove home these old folk. no idea. but yeah, two of the people who were originally in our van went to the other car some kid was driving, and then this bum came up alongside the van and started doing something or other. forget.
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wednesday : 05 12 04
i took a boat to hawaii and we were on the big island. a bunch of people were staying together in this huge house, and the idea of the "game" was that everyone has to kill each other (kind of like battle royale). my brother was there. i stayed alive for the first time, but then there was a second time that we went back and played the same game... however, this time i was scared as shit for some reason because this lady had a chainsaw, and someone else had something crazy that i don't remember now. :| so i ran away. and on the streets i saw rachel [hendricks] and i told her all about it, and she came with me... and we were trying to run away from the island by foot and this giant bus filled with the people who lived inside that house and were playing the game barreled after us and tried to run us over. however, all of a sudden the landscape was no longer hawaii and for some reason i assumed it was cuba or something... lol. either way, all these army men appeared and they rocket launched the bus, and only rachel's boyfriend (!?) survived, and he only had some little tiny bleeding area on his shoulder when everyone else was straight-up dead. ROIGHT.
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tuesday : 05 04 04
there was this thing at circus circus or soemthing, a relay, where you take boats, and slide on lunch trays, throughout this huge maze through restaurants and parks adn stuff. very odd. i was with my mom and enchi ah yee.
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tuesday : 04 22 04
dying somehow...
drowning in water, at some races, following behind my partner, kind of like a relay thing with laps... partner goes in and reaches one side while i am still sitting there, and i decide to juimp in before she is even done. i start drowning in the water, flapping around all over the place, unable to control where i am swimming to and how.
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friday : 04 16 04
janice and some other chick were trying to kill me and sharon li, and trying to run our little tiny sedan off the road with their big ass shipping truck.
something about some kind of water world.
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saturday : 03 13 04
dreamed two of our neighbors were gay.
i was in a supermarket with lord knows who, i think jennie and chol... and well, i don't know. there was also a drink called "hsukeno" deep within this freezer... and the makers of the drink got from some mailing list. and i was going to buy it for ken to show him the existence of it because it was really rare, i guess... but after i went to grab it i found one that was half-full and one that disappeared, and then when i decided to grab the half-full one, that disappeared too. anyway, and then i had to borrow money from jinie and chol to buy some bread, but i was just going to grab it and leave the supermarket, but they made me pay 60 cents for it. BASTARDS!
go to some circus or something, well actually, its kind of like a mall. there were all these weird ass creatures like a cat with bird wings, and it was singing to me, and i said something about "can you play instruments" and it just looked at me and scoffed. and so i was trying to figure out the whole time if it was real or a machine and no one i was with though tit was weird... and they're like, of course it is a machine, but i'm like, IT ANSWERED MY QUESTIONS! and still, no one though it was weird. we walked around inside and went up all these floors and i saw all of these people i met first year who i "knew" but didnt really "know" and they all worked at the mall, and i was going ot ask one of them if those animals were real, but i had no one to ask, and then i fell on the floor and my shoes came off, and i was wearing these high-heeled dress shoes... i guess i tripped over my own feet. and then i was just laying on the floor, laughing, i think, and my crappy luck, and this asian girl dressed in black with long hair walked back and started laughing at me. and i was with sherry, and then i grabbed her leg as she was walking away, and her jeans came off, only she had another pair of windbreakers underneath. WTF?
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tuesday : 03 02 04
we were in class with my current english teacher, and for some reason we were going around the room naming dj's who we liked. at first no one was talking, but soon everyone in the room raised their hands, and i had mine raised the whole time, but i just wasn't being called on... and then finally the teacher pointed at me, but instead virginia started naming hers, because she was sitting right next to me... only she didn't even have her hands up... and then after she said hers, the teacher didn't even bother asking about mine. symbolic? :P
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friday : 02 24 04
i was on the way to red robin's with my family, and we were following this motorcycle... and on the motorcycle was brian [petro], this random girl, this old man, and a late 20-something year old was driving... how that many people fit on a motorcycle i don't really know, but on the way, brian and the girl were exchanging phone numbers. finally we got to red robin's, and they paid the cheuffer guy, and that was the only way i knew that he was a cheuffer and not one of them... and i found it really odd that red robin's had cheuffers. anyway, the random girl and old man and cheuffer went away, and we were all waiting for a table. i was sitting on one of the tables with my feet dangling off, with no shoes on, in front of brian's face. why, i don't know, but he said something about it, and then we started talking, and it was odd because i haven't talked to him in like 10,000 years. he said he was in the army... blahblah, at one point he went to the bathroom and my mom asked if i knew him from high school, and i said yeah, and somehow my dad disappeared and went to work without saying anything.
a bunch of people were watching "shark attack 2" but i only remember hsu-ken being there, and i was saying how "shark attack 3" was better, but he said it was stupid and he liked #2 better.
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friday : 02 20 04
for some reason, my mom is a camping expert, and we decided to go camping in china or something. i relayed that my aunt told me i should go to china instead of russia. my mom was saying how it is easy to go camping in china and to sustain yourself on random stuff you find around in nature. WHATEVER. i can't make sentences right now :D whatever, we're studying china and russia in polisci. :P
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thursday : 02 19 04
i was on ventrillo, this online communication program... and all of a sudden dominic [brown] started talking, and asked, "vivian, is that you?" and then all his friends started talking to me instead... and i was so excited because i haven't talked to him in like four years... and that is about it. :P all that i remember, anyways. :|
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thursday : 02 12 04
me, jon [toy], josh [hwang], and seungbum were going wakeboarding... in the streets... for some reason there was just pockets of water all over the sidewalks and shit. anyway, only two people had boards, so we had to pair up... only to tell you the truth, we said they were wakeboards, but they were really like those kickboards you use in swimming pools O__o' finally we reached these intertube things, which had a little bit of water in them, but i just decided to go first even though i didn't have a board (like it mattered). i guess there was these buttons you had to press on the side of the wall to propell yourself with like a burst of wind or something, but i didn't know about that til i got to the bottom -__-' @ the bottom, i saw this guy who i've been wanting to see again since when i met him, and his friend, sitting on these lawn chairs or something (there was just a whole room full of people sitting there), and they were studying... and i said, "do you remember me?" and they said, "yeah", and then made up some excuse as to why they had to leave and then went to sit further away from me, but in the same room.
there was this giant field, and it was basically a showdown between hitler, who had this huge army, and americans, who had this huge army... they were just standing in the middle of this huge ass football field or something, and the thing was that the americans kept bothering hitler and his army and hitler was just ignoring them. (probably inspired by talking about incubus' "megalomaniac" video)
walking down the street of some big asian city with daniel [little 1/2-krn, 1/2 white kid]... why him, i have no idea. anyway, he was walking like 5 ft behind me with some other dude, and i only remember really wanting bubble tea.
counterstrike in someone's house... 5v5, mixed teams with black and white guys and girls whom i do not know... we didn't have real guns, but the guns were our hands -__-' i remember everytime there was an 'enemy', we would shoot the mp5 (our hands) and our mouths would make the mp5 sound, lol. anyway, our team kept getting owned by the other team, and when we finally planted the bomb this one round and they didn't come to get it, me and this other guy and this other girl were sitting in the kitchen guarding one entrance of the 'bombsite' (there were two) and then the other team just showed up with food and stuff, and we had a party. wtf mate?
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saturday : 01 31 04
don't remember all the details, but i was taking a bus back from somewhere and anthony was on the bus with me, as well as a whole bunch of other people... i think anthony's gf-in-my-dream, or some girl who liked him was there. they got off at this bus stop, and i prepared to get off at another one which i thought would be going straight to my apartment... so i got off without paying attention to my surroundings. then all of a sudden, i realized i forgot my purse, and that i was in the wrong area, so i started running after the bus, only now it had turned into a car, and sherry, jeanette, hsu-ken, some other person, and a taxi driver person were inside. when i opened the back door to the car, there were THREE rows of seats, and it was like a mini-van, i guess, only it looked like a little dinky car. don't remember the rest.
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saturday : 01 24 04
i dreamed that i had a bug farm. at first i had a "sea monkey" and a "butterfly" which were both around the same size. don't know where i got them from, but they became like best friends and were like inseperable. after a while, i decided to bring them home with me and start a bug colony or something, but the colony was just this big stick of wood with a bunch of roots and stuff... and i wanted to put it in a glass tank, but i was afraid of squashing them and stuff, so i picked the whole bunch up with my hands (and it was like, the size of a shoebox) and tried to move it somewhere, but all the bugs just crawled all over my hand, and i freaked out and punched the wall and squashed one on my hand. there was one bug that like, blended into the wood... it was so gross looking... looked like a sponge or something. and it would be walking along the surface of the wood and all of a sudden just like fizzle up and disappear into the texture of the wood. *gag. and i remember thinking that bugs communicate with each other through INTENTIONS. they all know what each other is feeling when they're close to one another. wrong, i'm sure. also, the seamonkey (which isn't even a bug, obviously) and the butterfly started diverging because the butterfly kept wanting to fly (the whole time these two creatures are just like, smaller than a ladybug)... and i remember thinking that they wouldn't continue being such good friends because the butterfly would want to fly away someday. X__x' i also needed a tank to put it in, but i couldn't find one, so i thought about putting them in the little tank that my seamonkeys are in right now, but that's sooo small... probably like, two fists big, and so it didn't work. =P
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monday : 01 19 04
i don't remember anything, but i remember alex showed up, and we were like, "whoa! where did you come from?!" (since we haven't seen him in a month and a half since he is owned by the girlfriend). [i think we ended up seeing him the next day, or like two days after]
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sunday : 01 18 04
something about talking cochroaches and beetles and crap... ehh, i don't remember ^^'
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monday : 01 05 04
me and sherry and tomiko went like arcade hopping in korean places or something... and at first i was playing some weird game, and then i was super excited to play time crisis 3.
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saturday : 01 03 04
me and phil wu were participating in some uber high-tech cooking contest and whoever won in a game of "war" got to eat the food... there were all these crazy mechanical judges, and the whole game of "war" was operated by machines that flipped the cards... and me and phil were supposed to be on opposite teams, but we ended up cheating and working together.