d r e a m s
2003
sunday, december 28th, 2003
with jericho. remember that the teacher (ms. smith, whom i depise) teach @ uw, and we passed by some japanese sushi place with this painting by some dude... and i was on the brink of telling jericho that i stole a postcard off the wall of our school (i really did) of that same painting, when smith mentioned it herself. they took us to my apartment, and on the way there, jericho said he wanted to photograph my apartment, and i said, "okay, but it's nice", and then, "only if i can paint yours" (WTF?). while we were in this room of my apartment (that looked like a classroom), this fool walked in and he was hella big and buff... and his shadow just loomed over everyone... twas odd. anyway, i didn't really pay him much mind, but he said something like, "you are now on team TDM (or IDK or something)"... and then "we keep close tabs in san francisco and we heard about you" (i'm assuming he was from some cs clan)... and then i woke up in a cold sweat D:
---
saturday, december 27th, 2003
moving in somewhere and had all these boxes, but for some reason, unpacked everything before going inside. couldn't find the keys, but managed to unlock the doors to the apartment on the end of the development where i lived... and it was connected to a school's rooftop. climbed out there with a lot of people... mostly korean... also josh and brandon. other... (i wrote down more stuff, but i lost the sheet of paper i wrote the more stuff on and i don't actually remember the rest) :|
---
sunday, december 7th, 2003
dream #1 - i was with sherry, jeanette, and trask, and we decided to take a walk @ like 3 am... well, anyway, it was really late and no one was around... and then we were walking, walking, and it was just like gorgeous scenery... looked like a college campus, but it wasn't. there were all these buildings all over, but one gorgeous big building on the end of the paved road we were walking on that got our attention the most... it had like green or teal lights... not hoaky looking laser lights or anything, but it looked normal for some reason. anyway, we decided to go into the building and all of a sudden i think that virginia appeared out of nowhere... or maybe she was always around. O__o anyhoo, we went in, and the whole inside of the building was just this giant conveyer belt!!! and it was just going, going, everywhere... up, down, sideways, blah. and so we stood on it and it went, and then all of a sudden the conveyer belt started going up this hella steep hill and i guess it was so steep you had to get a running start on the flat part before it and run up of it... but i didn't know this, and for some reason i thought it would work, so i just stood there and it started going up and i started to run a little but it was too late, and i just completely fell backwards off of the belt... and virginia caught me and i said something like, "man, don't a lot of people get hurt from this?" +__x
---
dream #2 - i went to this building where no one was around, and i needed to get something from it (i don't know what)... so i broke in somehow and all of the lights were off... and i proceeded to go upstairs and look through the different rooms to get what i wanted. then my mom showed up and was trying to open the door and come in, so i had to hurry up and get out before she noticed i was there. i came down the stairs and started frantically trying to grab my shit... i had my dickies bag and a pair of these really huge like 4 inch clunky heeled boots that i bought from taiwan before (but broke now). i grabbed the shoes first but they were sort of hard to find because there was so much stuff crammed on the bottom of the stairs all of a sudden... and i tried grabbing the dickies bag, but the strap was all stuck up in something... and i had to pull really hard and like manuever it out... and then i woke up -__-'
---
friday, december 5th, 2003
dream #1 - i guess my brother was dating this girl so she came over our house, and their friends were going to go on a huge multiple-person date, and so they picked up these two girls who were possible candidates for going on a date with my brother's friends... so we were just sitting there, and my brother says, "i need to call [my friends]", and i say, "no, they're not good enough," hella loud, because they were like stupid, materialistic, stuck-up bimbos... and so we were all sitting there on some ledge, leaning up against the wall, and this girl all of a sudden just hella lashes out at me... and right then she got all up in my face and i noticed she was like FORTY... she had shoulder-length hair and all these wrinkles... like wtf... i don't remember what she said exactly, but she said something like, "i want to punch you," and i said, "then i'll kick you in the face." (this is all in chinese, btw! yay my first dream in chinese!) so she grabbed me, and i nudged her in the face just to show her i was serious about kicking her if she did anything. and so she let go and then started bitching about something or other (i don't remember what), but i remember saying, "do you really think you have the freedom to tell me what to do?" and yeah then i woke up O__x but yeah, actually my chinese was better in my dream than it has been in a LONG time lol...
---
wednesday, november 26th, 2003
dream #1 - in costa rica with someone... i think it was hsu-ken. he said something about how the angle of the camera (aka my point of view) was like an angle that didn't exist... and it looked really weird, but gorgeous. makes no sense. there were mini mountains and giant rocks and water all over. there was also this blonde chick swimming around and i thought she was a mermaid, but then upon closer inspection, she had one human leg and one leg that was like a half of a fin. we were on some witch's island and they were putting us through all these tests... the mermaid lady all of a sudden morphed into a human and busted out a skateboard and skated around and was grinding on these rails... and then she said some mumbo jumbo about me having to copy her moves. we went inside, and there were three witches there... and they got one big bag of sugar, one big bag of flour, and one smaller package of salt or something else and then turned them upside-down in bins so that the substances were leaking out into the bins... they were like real-life hourglasses. i was supposed to go outside and ollie before the time ran out, only i don't know how... and hsu-ken ran off to complete the 2nd task that they presented to us... i had claimed the 1st task for some reason even though i couldn't ollie and he could, so i was peeved. so i went outside and for some reason i couuld barely even balance on the non-moving board. then i thought it was the tennis shoes i was wearing, so i took them off and tried with only socks, but then remembered that'd be pain.. so i put on a pair of skate shoes and i still could not.
---
tuesday, november 25th, 2003
dream #1 - i remember only dave [liu], cards (not poker cards), and decisions. hrm.
---
monday, november 24th, 2003
dream #1 - i was in the parking lot of a supermarket, and all of a sudden my teeth started feeling weird, so i started touching them with my fingers... and later i was trying to talk and noticed something poking inside my mouth and i couldn't spit it out... but i could reach back and grab it... and it turned out one of my back molars had fallen out. so i kept walking around the lot and gradually all of my teeth fell out... at first i thought it was only the top teeth, but then i spit and all of my teeth came out... stuck together, like dentures or cartoon teeth or something. and i tried talking but it didn't really work, and there was this white chick with blonde hair tied up in a ponytail... and she was walking by so i asked her to get me paper, and she came back with a pad of paper and a marker (which i did not expect for some reason).
dream #2 - i'm living in a huge house with four bedrooms with trask, john mayer, and the lead singer from finch. there is one front door that i know of... it's in this pentagon-shaped chamber that intersects all of the hallways that come from all of the four bedrooms. my roommates drive by and see me at the front door and they say hi, but then drive around to another entrance to avoid talking to me more. i tell finch's lead singer to listen to john mayer's new song "bigger than my body"... which is odd.
---
saturday, november 22nd, 2003
dream #1 - so in the beginning i guess i was at someone's house... it was seungbum and josh's i think.. maybe even jeremy's... O__o;; anyway, i got word that we were going to fly to england for the alkaline trio and reggie and the full effect concert (seriously, wtf???) and for some reason no one even QUESTIONED it... like it was a totally normal thing to do to fly to england for a rock concert. the only thing i said that even remotely sounded like an argument was, "aren't plane tickets going to be expensive?" and i never did find out how much they were. anyway, i was in the apt and i heard about england so i was preparing to leave and go to the airport... and i was trying to find clothes but i only had like... two outfits there... anyway so i grabbed them and shoved them in a bag and went to the airport with jessica or jeanette... i don't remember which one, but either way, they were both there. and when we got there brett [murphy] and trask were there saying how slow we were... and then all these other random people showed up... i don't remember who else exactly... the only ones i remember are brett [buchholtz] and my brother. and then at some point we were standing in line for security but then everyone except me and my brother left because they were taking a shuttle somewhere to get flyers for clubs in london (?!) because they all wanted to go clubbing there... and when they got back one of the girls called the company that was supposed to provide the airline tickets and asked them when the next flight to london was and the person told them it was @ 10:50 pm, and i guess we had missed it by ten minutes and we weren't even through security yet. so everyone was all pissed off and saying how we were going to miss the concert but everyone still decided to go to london anyway o__O or something. --> to fast forward, we did go there in my dream but i don't remember jack shit aboot it.
dream #2 - we were sitting at a table or in a car or something and josh, andrea, and this other dude were across the table from me while rotana (not even sure if that's his name) was next to me, and they were saying how he could get any girl he wanted and how he gets six girls a night or something. lol.
---
monday, november 7th, 2003
dream #1 - WTF fucking crazy ass dream... alright so in this dream jeanette was my sister... and i guess she had hook-ups for piercings and tattoos... so... i just got my wisdom teeth pulled and they drugged me and shit and just fucking knocked me out... and when i woke up there was just something there at the back of my tongue... like sharp and clogging it... and it turns out they were my fucking TEETH falling out... so i tried to spit them out but it wouldn't work so i had to reach my fingers in and grab them out... and they were all green and bluish tinted... and i looked it up online and it was some chemical reaction from the drugs they gave me when pulling out my wisdom teeth. WTF. and then i was talking to jeanette about something and she told me she got her BOOB pierced... i was like WTF... and then somewhere in there she said she got me piercings too... and i'm like WTF. -__-;; and somewhere in there someone said that they saw me the other day with a tattoo and i was like, what? i don't have any tattoos. so later we were at dinner with a bunch of my family and some other random fools who i don't remember, and i decided to go to jeanette's piercing place because i wanted to get my tongue pierced or something... and i found out i had my nipple pierced and my clit.. ERRR!? and when i got there i was saying something to them about tongue piercings but i couldn't talk because my tongue was all swollen cause i had just pierced it a day ago or something -__-; and the whole time i was just thinking, what the fuck... and i was wondering how the hell i got these piercings and stuff without even FEELING them or knowing that they existed. and i concluded that jeanette must have gotten those things for me when i was all knocked out and drugged up (i slept for three days i guess). why she would do that i had no idea. and then i guess i was showing someone my BOOB PIERCING and i discovered all of sudden i had these HUGE ass tattoos. one on my back and it was this picture of an anime girl... it was huge... like... from top of my shoulder to mid-back. anyway, it was an anime girl with long flowing hair off to the right side (like the wind was blowing it) and somewhere in there was the kanji for love... i think it was on her face, like gaara has... but i'm not 100% sure. and on the front... going from my right shoulder and arching up to my back were like chinese letters... tribal-style. and i saw these and i was PISSED off because i think tattoos are retarded for the most part... they looked cool, but still... i was raging :P i don't know why i was pissed about that and not for the retarded piercings, but yeah. i was more wondering why she didn't get me the tattoo that i actually WANT (a mini star on my hand). so i went back to the table where everyone was eating... and i guess i woke up then :P
inspiration -- a lot of things... before i went to bed i was thinking about my overbite... i had braces before but it seems to be reverting to old ways :P and then as for the tattoo... earlier today i was talking to someone else about the kanji on gaara's head and how cool he looked... so that's probably why. -__-;
---
monday, november 3rd, 2003
dream #1 - kinda freaking blurry. at first i was on this pier and then some dude came to pick me up... i don't think i knew him, but i did in my dream. and then fast-forward... me, trask, eva, sherry, and this girl named kim who i have seen around but have never known the name of (i doubt her name even is kim, and i don't even think she goes to uw) were at this beach plaza mall shopping center-type thing... and it was like... so weird... there were no streets... it was just this giant plaza on the edge of the beach with the water just coming up to it. i remember saying something like, "whoa, i just got mad deja vu... i've seen this place in my dream before." lol. and yeah... the place was built out of legos or something like it... either way... it wasn't... "real". later me and trask went into the bookstore and eva and mysterious girl came in... and the mysterious girl introduced herself as kim. eva wanted to play mad libs... only normally for mad libs you fill in the blank to make sentences, where as in this one you filled in the letter to make words... so i'm like, "where's the regular mad libs?" and then she said she didn't know and i ended up grabbing it and then she didn't want to play anymore. and then they left early, and me and trask left and went up this fatty elevator into the sky and i went to my apartment and he went to his. o__O but yeah, i remember sherry being around for the beginning part, but i don't remember any significance to it.
---
thursday, october 23rd, 2003
dream #1 - my mom found out my grades and they were horrible!!
dream #2 - i was at someone's apt (i don't know him) and ummm we showered together and then we were laying in a bathtub (with clothes on) and there was "so far away" by staind playing on the television and we were both karaokeing to it (it was on the radio because i slept through two hours of blaring alarm clock) and well, let's just say i think that's what it might feel like to look in someone's eyes and be in love. -__-
---
monday october 19th, 2003
dream #1 - there were these cats that for some reason could morph between being a bug and a cat... and also were extremely intelligent and wre trained to become RAPPERS... that's right, rapping cats. there were three kinds... the first was small and white and furry and i remember coming out of this house and it was in the bushes and it just flew over and bit me... and i swung it off and it bit me a couple more times but then i got to these stairs and it couldn't cross that area so it gave up and went away. then there was this fat ass brown cat that COULD climb to where the stairs were, and i knocked it off the stairs probably about twelve times, and it still kept coming back and trying to bite me... and then at some point it turned into a bug and i stepped on it and then it turned into a bee... X__x; i have no idea. but it was scary. the third one didn't even look like a cat... it looked like a mosquito or something... but i only saw a street sign showing a picture of it because it was that rare. -__-
---
friday june 6th, 2003
dream #1 - dreamed that trask came over and i was in a dorm room somewhere else but it was mine... and he was just telling me about how i was a boring person :/
---
thursday june 5th, 2003
dream #1 - my parents came to my school and i had a motorcycle that i claimed was seungbum's... and for some reason i had his z3 too... lol. anyway we went to go eat at the school cafeteria and i was just telling them where everything was... boring... boring... and then jeremy appeared out of nowhere (perhaps because of the motorcycle thing) and he worked for a karaoke place and he was playing cd's out of this laptop in some room and i accidentally ejected the cd while it was playing... and there were all these chinese cd's spread out on this table and i could wave my hands over it and i could hear samples of every song ;O
---
wednesday june 4th, 2003
dream #1 - there was a time machine and traveling back in time... and there was this female monster or ghost or something who had this incredible power and when something triggered it it disrupted the order of everything in the universe... this "girl" had all these lives or something but then she was down to her last life so when her and arlen touched she started dying and unleashed this crazy power and then everything got all fucked... me and all these people were trying to find the elevator to go upstairs because we were all escaping from the girl but it only went downstairs although it went up before... and we had to walk up two flights of stiars to find the elevator that went upstairs... and then we finally found the parking lot but it was stuck on the eighth floor... and you had the most fucked up thinking... people turned into skeletons and stuff and there were tables out selling stuff and there were worms on the tables and shit... and if you were next to a person you saw what was going through his or her head, i assume, because i was walking around with this guy and he's like i think we should split up because you're having some weird effect on me... and then it flashed back to present time and me and arlen were talking about going back in time and never meeting that girl (it makes no sense) and sooooooooooooooooooo we did but he still ended up wreaking havoc and this time it totally changed the present... and before we left i gave him money or something to mremeber me by.. and then in the NEW present, i was in a room with tony and i told him to call arlen's mom and see if he remembered me but now arlen was his uncle's kid... it made no sense. O__o but he still remembered... makes no sense, blahblah.
---
sunday may 25th, 2003
dream #1 - went bungee jumping off the top of a building O__o with scm dudes or something... i just took a rope by myself and was flying around the building to the ground to the building... like i could fly... and then people were like, "you should try skydiving" and i tried it, although it was more like bungee jumping... and it sucked ;X
---
monday april 21st, 2003
dream #1 - wow okay crazy ass dream! soo i dreamed me and a bunch of people were on this train. my family was there too... and i think jeanette and sherry although i am not entirely sure. anyway, we were going somewhere, but at one point, the train driver was like saying how we were going to take the bus off of this cliff and into the water and die like everyone else. what the hell? so... we took the train off a ledge into the ocean and it just sunk down and down and down... and some people died and shit but then finally we reached the bottom and although it was hard to breathe at first after a while it adjusted and i could breathe just fine... and there was just this whole godamn community under the water... and they had no set form of money but just traded and bartered everything. so... for some reason we humans could just walk along the bottom of the ocean without wearing masks or anything and it was fine. so i got out of the train and i was thinking, how can this be? yadda yadda. and then i went back into the train to see if my family was alive and there was no one left in the train... and then i went to this room where they just had piles and piles of people they thought were dead... and they were sorting them out. and all these people who they had in the 'dead' pile came alive and started talking to me and shit. and the first guy who was there was the guy from "the transporter" and "lock stock and two smoking barrels"... he just said some shit and i told everyone that he was an actor and no one really seemed to care. so everything along the bottom of the ocean... well not everything, but a lot of things, were made of legos. O__o; there were 3-d maps made of legos, buildings made of legos, etc. they had like... all these different buildings from the surface too. they had parts of gothic churches, parts of high-rises, etc. just sitting on the ocean bottom. and they had routine train trips back up to the surface, but it was like a given that you were supposed to stay on the ocean bottom now that you knew, and you weren't supposed to tell anyone. so i went back up to the surface with jeanette and sherry, i think, and we were standing on this area near the water and i ended up telling some random guy about the underwater world and i don't know whether or not he believed me, but it seemed like he did. and right after i told him this giant fish came up on the land and started attacking me and trying to drag me back into the water but i kept fighting it off... and then later this whole freaking school of fish came and back in the water it was.
inspiration -- i watched the movie "girl interrupted" in the daytime which sort of dealt with death and stuff... and then i watched an episode of "x-men" and an episode of "duck tales" which both had to do with water and flooding, etc.
---
monday april 21st, 2003
dream #1 - reversed car into garage door lol... of like nancy's house i think... went diving or something with some boys :P
---
thursday april 17th, 2003
dream #1 - rave is tomororw and im in london and dad flies in one day and i keep remember thinking i have something to do but i don't remember what nand stuff and thne i remember oh shit rave but my potential rides all leave before 12 and stuff so i just said i will the the london underground and walk to the exhibition center, which in my dream is really freaking far. like two miles walk downhill or something. anyway, so we go to starbucks and i IM chol from a sink. they have these sinks that have keyboards along the bottom of it (don't ask i have no idea) and i IMed him using that and toldhim the situation. then i went over to the other side of the room and my dad was drinking these lychee white wine weird alcoholic pitchers and he was drunk off his ass and belligerent and it was odd. :/
dream #2 - i was in this giant acastle and there wre a bunch of little weird ass gnomes and shit all over the place. and it had all these weird spiraling steps and doors that opened easily rom the outside but were really hard to open from the inside... and there was just one spiraling starcase made of stone that led straight nito this door which led out to this garden which led down to another spiraling staircase with tombs... really fancy looking tombs with gargoyles mounted on them and stuff... and i noticed one of the tombs was a secret passageway and a little gnome thing ran inside when it opened up. and so i went back inside to the room where i just came from and this room just had all these various painted statues and shit. and i was with seungbum and another gnome but this gnome was good, i guess. these three other evil gnomes came in and we weren't supposed to be there so seung and good gnome both acted like the colored painted statues because they were standing on things and i tried to act too but i didn't quite work because i was... well, standing by a door and it's kind of abnormal for a statue to stand there. evil gnomes were tridked at first and then they saw me and then it was all over.
and they took us to some room and it turns out seungbum was one of them! the gnomes were giving us out fines for being there which i suppose is not too bad for trespassing and stuff. and seung! was dressed like a uber punk rocker... it looked rather... normal O__o anyway, eva magically appeared with me and stuff... and the gnome was about to write me a ticket but seung was like i got this and he started writing one but then he never gave it to me and we went into another room and he kind of made this x symbol up near his left shoulder and we just kinda laughed... and then we sent him a telepathic message saying, "shouldn't you give us something to make it look like you gave us something" and he gave us this plastic bag wrapped in another empty chip plastic bag or something. it was funny
---
friday april 11th, 2003
dream #1 - was somewhere and taking the freaking tram everywhere and went to sherry's place like three times but it was hella fucking far... dunno what city but went with chol no wait with pikajohn i think so some place with all these girls and he just seemewd like the mack of the group but im nto sure if it was pika john tat seems wrong. anyways then we went to some diner with a bunch of people but i only remember pikajohn (or equivalent) and chol and seungbum and we jus sat aroun talking. and then sherry wanted me to viit her so i had to take this rtain hella far to the end of the line (i am assuming this was supposedly in england because the train ahd stops like the london underground like picadilly cirrcus and stuff) and i had to walk thru a mall to get to her apartment// it was odd. the last time i went joann was walking around in front of me and she went to this music storea nd stuff but it wwas closed/ and then i walked down these stairs and my whole extended family *((my mom's side) was there in the mall watching some art exhibit... and i talkede to them for a little b it and when i walked by there was trhis little fat boy in a cage... well he was walking around at first but as we passeed him he began to walk towards the cage and when i looked back he was ini t. he was the fattest thing ive ever seen in my life. looked like piyo piyo (the fat duck cartoon) but it was a human being lol. and then my family went into some room to watch a movie about art (i th ink because i had to fgo to lecure classes today and both of them were showing amovie .. i m issed both of them :( ) and i lefgtf and said i had to visit sherry end of story.
---
thursday march 20th, 2003
dream #1 - i woke up not remembering anything clearly but i wrote down the following words: something, snake, poison, trask, sherry, lost, trip. O_o
---
sunday, march 2nd, 2003
dream #1 - so i had this weird dream that i was like playing a video game... and i was controlling these big monster things. and it was like a nintendo game... 2d... i was looking down on the top of them (like asteroids or something) and they were just walking through this big cave, scouting for stuff. there were these big brown monsters and then these smaller monsters with them... and all they did basically was break open rocks or treasure chests they saw along the way and take the money from them. i guess it wasn't really a video game because i wasn't controlling anything and i was just watching. anyways, this went on for some time and then it turned into 3d... and from there i witnessed things first-hand like i was there. so we walked down this corridor thing and there was this narrow doorway... and i was walking around with these monsters... and outside there were just a bunch of 'enemies' i guess... and boba fett was there! hahaha. and then so we decided to retreat... well, only some people, and the others were still at the doorway... and then this black marvel-comic-book-looking fellow that was a shiny black like obsidian or hematite or something popped out of nowhere. and there were also a bunch of other people who for some reason remind me of hitler right now.
dream #2 - something to do with a talk show and fat people. ahahah!
---
monday, may 13th, 2002
dream #1 - we were in this big stadium with a bunch of people. and god just came down from the clouds and started making some speech. and in the speech i guess it inferred that he was the christian god, but i asked if he was just to make sure and he kind of gave me this DUH look. and then i told these teenagers that god was here and it was the end of the world and they laughed at me. and then i was walking down this dark corridor and there were like three people around... don't know who they were but for some reason i stabbed one of them twice. and i guess he died (it's like cs -__-;) and i remember thinking, "what the fuck? why did i just kill that guy! how am i going to go to heaven if i just killed someone??"
---
wednesday, february 12th, 2003
dream #1 - geez, been a while since i've remembered a dream, but i just had like the freaking happiest dream i've ever had. waking up after that dream just makes life seem all the more hellish. so i was at this pool with this guy i liked, his friend (who is also my friend), and another one of my friends who is a guy (i don't know who it was, though). so we were just chillin and swimming or whatever and then the guy i liked but don't like anymore because of reasons beyond my control (basically he's unattainable ever), sat down next to me... i guess i was sitting on a little platform thing close to the edge of the pool... like it was a sitting area but still in the water. anyway, he came over, and held my hand, and i was just thinking, "what the fuck?" and it was really awkward hand-holding so i just kind of didn't move my hand and was thinking, "what is he doing? is he really holding my hand?" and he said some stuff, but i don't quite remember what, and he kissed me, except it was a really weird kiss. i remember telling him, "i want to open my eyes, but i can't." gee, sure know why i couldn't open my eyes now. =__=; and then he was like, "so... do you want to go constant?" hahahahaha which is a really funny choice of words, but nonehtheless i was quite the happio. obviously. and then we just kind of floated around the pool together while his friend and my friend hung out together. and my friend and his friend told us to go get napkins or something HAHA... no idea why. so we floated over and got them napkins, and then i sat down next to his friend and his friend was like, "you didn't REALLY think he... (fill in the blank with reasons why he is unattainable)", did you?" and he also said, "you didn't know you liked him this much until now, did you?" T_T so sad, so sad.
---
friday, february 31st, 2003
dream #1 - so i dreamed that me and eva moved out of our dorm and into this other dorm on campus called hansee hall... but it looked nothing like hansee hall. and then eva ended up rooming with some asian girl... and i ended up getting a room by myself on the first floor. i was like the only person living on the whole floor because the rest of it was just like a freaking lobby. :| and it was like a freaking hotel! but i was all peeved because then my room was all boring! and undecorated! and stuff. :P