d r e a m s
2002
monday, december 23rd, 2002
dream #1 -- so the nai cha (boba / bubble tea) place i used to work at switched owners recently... and in my dream the new owners who bought the place for like $1,400 were selling it for around the same price... and i asked my parents if they wanted to buy it! hehe. and they were deciding... don't remember much else.
dream #2 -- another fucked up dream... it's like real life diablo in modern settings. we were at this place... i guess it was a house. and the entrance had two sets of stairs leading upwards... and outside was a swimming pool. so in our dream... it was humans versus like... creatures... demons or something or other. and i don't remember the first part but towards the end... some girl went up one set of stairs to try combating the demon and i went outside to check that they weren't coming around... and i had weird weapons... and the way i chose my weapons was that little display screen with weapons and armor and potions and stuff came up (just like in diablo) and i had to fit it into my handslots. =/ sooo i picked like this bone shield and something else. a sword i think. and so i went back into the house to try to save that girl cause that creature... which btw had like crab or spider-type legs with a sort-of human face... but yeah... it was about to kill the girl... and so i ran up... just kind of stared at him, and next thing i knew, it was killing me too =/ it like... slowly ripped out my intestines and said a sentence really slowly as it was doing it... i don't quite remember the sentence though... didn't see anything though cause my eyes were closed... and then some guy came up and was like, "just kill her fast; don't make her suffer like that." and then i was dead, i guess. wtf, fucked up, i know.
dream #3 - me and my family (including extended family from my mom's side) went to disney world. :] no details remembered really.
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wednesday december 18th, 2002
dream #1 -- so i went with my dad to this giant store that sells all sorts of junk... l ike pets... and board games... and stuff. and so my dad was like, "i want to buy another dog." i'm like, "you bought a dog?!" because my parents don't even like animals! and he said yes. sooo he bought this little tiny dog thing. and then i asked him if i should buy board games now or later - whatever that means. when we got home, we opened the door leading from the house to the garage and turned on the light and put the new dog with the old dog... both were little grey chubby ass things. actually, i don't even think they were dogs; they were more like hamsters! but no matter. soon we opened the actual garage door and this squirrel came over and was friends with the two 'dogs'. and then this evil ass bigger rodent came over and was telling the dogs how they needed to win the rodent olympics or something O_x; and he was balancing on this plank or something... uhh right. and then we made the ugly rodent with sharp pointy teeth leave and then this camel came out of nowhere! and we tried making sounds and stuff to get it to leave, but it wouldn't leave! and so i took a chair and tried pushing it away with the chair, but it still wouldn't leave. it said ssomething about how i had to headshot him to get him to leave HAHAHAH... (too much cs). in the background another camel popped out of nowhere with some guy too. and then the phone woke me up! BoOoOo!
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tuesday oktobur 29th, 2002
dream #1 -- this is also sad. in my dream me and chol were people in the game diablo two... and we were killing random demons and stuff. i shot a bow and i don't remember what chol had. oh yeah and then i guess i was an assassin too... and eva was a little loony and hired me to assassinate rocks. HAHA.
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wednesday oktobur 9th, 2002
dream #1 -- this is the epitome of sad: i had a dream about STARCRAFT. -__-;; i don't remember quite what, but i was just playing it at someone's house or something... and i remember john [kim] was there... and yeah ~ -__-; don't remember anything else.
dream #2 -- i was at an amusement park place with one of my friends (who shall remain nameless) and we were walking down the stairs and then down this hallway... and it was really really dark... there was enough light to see, but that's it. so as we reached the bottom of the stairs, he told me there was some sort of drug in the air, and apparently it only affected girls (not guys). so we were walking, walking, then i got all light-headed, some weird stuff happened, and next thing i knew, i was sitting next to (an also drugged-out) sujung on some kind of ride. o__O;
dream #3 -- me and eva were at a jimmy eat world concert... well, supposedly. and it just so happened that HOOBASTANK was opening for them, when it was supposed to be a no-name band. only thing was, it was hoobastank but it didn't sound like them at ALL. twas odd. they only played one song too (that wasn't theirs). and i remember thinking: why am i going to watch hoobastank in concert again next month if they're here?
inspiration -- i am going to a jimmy eat world concert this week and a hoobastank concert next month. i was talking about concerts with victor before going to bed. guess this whole going-to-bed-is-what-makes-your-dreams idea does have some accuracy to it.
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thursday oktobur 3rd, 2002
dream #1 -- passed by this one store on a really deserted street... and the store looked like it was closed but all of the doors were wide open. there were like three entrances to the store and i was thinking, "god, since it's open, i should just go in and steal some stuff." and i walked in and to my surprise, it wasn't closed after all. there was this old owner guy sitting to the left of the store on a stool and i was like, "oh... hi!" and he asked me why i looked so surprised or something and i said it was because i wasn't sure which of the three doors i should have walked through. turns out it was a store that sold chinese dvd's and stuff. and then someone called me and i woke up.
dream #2 -- i do not remember details but i was walking around outside with chol, seungbum, and this other kid who i don't even know all that well... and i guess i was going out with this kid O_o; strange. that is all. i don't remember details =(
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thursday august 29th, 2002
dream #1 -- i guess dj flave had a screename on asianavenue (despite the fact that he is not asian) and it was "thefunkist" or something like that... and i guess apparently i signed his guestbook (but i didn't really remember it in my dream) but he signed me back saying, "i don't like your page at all, but think it is cool that you are interested in something unique." whatever the hellthat means O_o;
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thursday august 8th, 2002
dream #1 -- in the beginning we were at some lab place and had to solve all these puzzles and we got them all right... and i guess this group formed. me and i don't know who else were going to blow up some kind of building or something... a big important government building... and we were a group of genuises and i think we were working for another government so we had an intricate plan all worked out and stuff... and all this high-tech equipment stuff... and i guess we used this big tube thing that spit out fire or something to burn the building... ehhh weird. and then when we were about to blow up the building or whatever this cop came by and it wasn't a normal cop... it was just this cop suit without anyone in it and it didn't have a head. O_o; and we were going to use it as a trash can, but we assumed the cop was invisible for some reason. so we didn't... and then another cop drove by in a real car and then i woke up huk. -__-;
dream #2 -- me, someone, jeff, and gene were in this elevator... and the anonymous person was some old male guy... and i guess we just came back from somewhere and the old guy was talking about how there were music events going on... oh wait... we came back from a rave and it was pretty fun... i don't remember who was there but i know sky was... huk... um and it was good party i guess but i was pissed off after it ended and we went to this weird deserted run-down building and we were looking for stuff... i don't know what... so we took the elevator down to one floor and heard all this music blasting and it was really loud and the only thing we heard was that music... and then gene was like, "jeff, someone wants us ot go to a party on one of the top floors" and when we got to the top floor, i was going to go to the fifth floor or something and anonymous was going to go somewhere else and then jeff and gene were unsure if they wanted to go to the party because it looked shady... it was just behind this thin curtain and there was weird like - classical music coming from it. so they just stood right outside the elevator door and tried to stare into the curtained area and were afraid of going in so every time the elevator was about to close, they would stop it from closing but finally someone noticed they were there so they had to leave and then i woke up cause jeff called. interesting? eh. i dunno.
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sunday july 14th, 2002
dream #1 -- i dreamed we were at this place... and i guess it was sort of like a rave thing going on... flave and scott tyler and some other chick were spinning that night so me, seungbum, and someone else random spontaneously decided to go... and when we got there it was weird because the perrson spinning was neither scott tyler or flave... OR a girl... it was some guy... and then i saw luke [peterson] there which is REALLY random... and apparently now he is some raver guy... oh yeah and when i was first walking in i saw luke with this old white lady and for some reason the old lady was like, "hi vivian" even though i'd never seen her in my life and luke was like, "wow, you know her?" and right when we got there they started to play jungle... and this one part where the music stopped, everyone jumped up and froze in mid-air for like a minute... and i was just watching them, thinking, "wow, i wish i had a camera." it looked super cool. ^__^ but then i guess things got chaotic and there was a pool table in the middle of the room and all these other long tables with decorations and food on them and i guess people started throwing things around so the guy who threw the party got mad and kicked everyone else and said that there wouldn't be a weekly party ever again... -__-;
inspiration -- perhaps reading about the biggest rave event in the world or something (in germany? love parade? something like that!)
dream #2 -- i saw my dad on a bridge... or dock... or something and he barely acknowledged me... then i went to bubble tea with my mom and she like... didn't want a drink but she wanted to use really really thick like curdled milk and mix other stuff into that O_o;; so i was like ehhh and then i wanted to drink something but for some reason i made a drink with a lot of red bean and green bean mixed together... and it was not that bad... but it was just weird... O_o;
saturday, june 8th, 2002
dream #1 - i had hella dreams tonight but this is the only one i remember in detail. so i was at some place and then this hawt guy asked me to pay for his meal... hahahaha... and i said no... and then he's like, "oh okay i have money i'll pay for yours." and then he freaking filled out a business card with his telephone number and name on it! hehe... funny. anyways, some other girls were saying how he was hot but his personality sucked butt or something. which is something i have heard about him, but yeah, i don't know his name, so i can't post it here. =P anyways... so then a whole shitload of us went to the beach... it was washington and california people that i know and i think my parents were there too...? and then i guess it was a really steep mountain going down to rocks and the ocean down on the bottom... and there were no guardrails so if you stepped badly or lost your balance or something... all over. and someone was walking in front of me as we were making our descent down this steep mountain and i slipped... and fell. this was the first time i've ever dreamed of falling dude... O.o;; weird feeling. and then in my dream i was thinking when i fell... initially i could only think about falling and then i started thinking about dying and figured i didn't want to die so i grabbed onto some random piece of cloth-feeling material that was jutting out of the mountain (which makes no sense because there should only be rocks and stuff... but whatever!) and just clung on for dear life... and then for some reason i was hella far down the mountain but then someone said, "here! don't grab that! grab this rope!" and i could actually hear it although they were callin all the way from the top of the mountain. anyways, so i grabbed the rope and they slowly pulled me up... and then they made me sit on the same block i had fallen off of! ugh... haha... and they were asking me if i had like... some weird disease and i said i didn't think so but i kept coughing up blood... *shrug. don't remember the other details.
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monday, june 3rd, 2002
dream #1 - dude so we were coming back from somewhere and i don't know... i was with some girl. and then she was driving hella fast along this bridge that went around a lake in washington or something... and i guess the bridge was weird because there was no left side... no barrier or anything that stopped people from falling off... so she was driving really fast and we just fell into the water... and then the car all filled up with water and stuff and waited til it did and then we both opened the door and swam out... and hahaha it was like a fucking party... there were so many people outside sitting on the bottom portion of the bridge... i guess all those people fell off the bridge too... and virginia was there... and then i was doing homework on a computer... like chinese homework or something, because for some reason there was someone's house nearby... and then that girl who nearly made me drown offered to get my cell phone from the car for me and i guess she did and then i woke up.
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thursday, may 23rd, 2002
dream #1 - so i was taking a nap and in my dream i woke up during my nap and my roommate kept asking me where she could get weed. haha O.o;; i'm not sure if she does. =T but she sure as hell has never let me know, if she does. haha.
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monday, may 13th, 2002
dream #1 - i was in a church with seungbum, susan, and charles, and i was dyeing someone else's hair and seungbum walked in and his whole head was bleached! O.o
dream #2 - i was telling seungbum how he was in hella my dreams but how i didn't remember them, haha. trippiness.
dream #3 - i was walking back from somewhere with josh and i guess we were walking home, but the path we took was the path to naf... pretty much. but it was sooo crowded... never seen it crowded before. but all these people with funky clothes and stuff were walking towards the same direction as us, and some people were just stopped in the middle of the street... and there were all these guys like all over each other -__-;;; and then i was saying that i could tell who was a raver from the clothes they were raving even if they weren't exactly rave clothes. and josh said sometimes he could. and then i was being soooo bossy and telling him to go across the street and stuff... when we were on the wrong side of the street. i just sounded really really bossy. blah. and then on the left side there was like this big river thing or something that was wide, but not very deep and cars were just driving through it splashing up water on people... and it was hella hella dirty water. and i was wondering where the water came from and why it was so dirty, but i don't know.
dream #4 - i was with damon (guy from my workplace) and two of his friends, i guess. and we were in a room that had three computers. two of the computers were really nice and they were back-to-back with each other... really nice. had a big monitor and stuff and had windows xp... NICE NICE NICE... and then there was my ghetto computer i have now to the left of it. and i guess i was trying to fix something on the farmost right computer (one of the nice ones) and i was bossing him around AGAIN and telling him what to do... and that guy is pretty dopey in the head and he was reseting the computer for no reason and i was like, "dude! why are you reseting the computer!" and yelling at him and stuff. haha. brat -__-;;
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thursday, may 9th, 2002
dream #1 - i had weird extended family and we lived on this hugeass country club type place... had a pool and tennis courts and stuff... and i was like a sorcerer or something... and so was eva... and we were standing near this big huge pit one day and then this guy with a long beard and stuff comes out of nowhere and starts ranting, saying he must fight with me before i got better in skill level and beat him... and somehow he knocked my staff out of my hand so i borrowed eva's and followed him to the bottom of the pit thing and beat him up... and then i got these lollipops that fell down there too and brought them back up as well? and i flew up.... it was so cool! and i flew around looking for my family... and stuff. and then this guy wanted me to play tennis with him (i guess he's my brother or cousin or something) and this other girl (also family member) wanted me to go swimming with her... i said that i'd play tennis with him later because i needed to find people and for swimming at first i said yes but then i was like, "oh wait i just realized... i hate swimming." blahblah.
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saturday, april 20th, 2002
dream #1 - omigod... i just had my first nightmare in... FOREVER... god. wow. it was soooo realistic. so in my dream i was with my parents and a bunch of other families... and we were sitting around this big white table outside and i guess this was some club you could join... and amykchung was there too for some reason. anyways, they started bringing out all sorts of food and i was soooo excited just looking at them... i was hopping around all happy... cause there were like taro, honeydew, and strawberry ice cream cakes (i think i spent too much time at bubble tea the night before -___-). but then amy told me to go somewhere with her because she had to leave early... so i walked her out to where she was leaving... and then i was thinking, "i should go look for person whose name i shall not mention and have him come eat with us." and so... i did... and i saw him sitting outside watching other people playing basketball... i could tell it was him from behind because he was wearing a black jacket with his nickname embroidered on it... so i went up to him and hugged him from behind... and he was all in a weird mood... and then we got up and sat under this little overhang thing and were talking... and he gave me this cd which i didn't even pay attention to at all... and then he was saying... "my grades are bad, i don't know what i'm doing with my life, my priorities aren't straight, etc., etc." and i don't know... i was kind of thinking... 'wow, i've never seen him like this before'. and then he kissed me a bunch of times and then afterwards he was like, "just leave." erf... -__-; i'm guessing that we liked each other. huk. and then i paid attention to the cd... it had hella weird track listings... i don't remember all of them, but like the second track was called "sky, i love you", the eighth (or something) was called "thug war" by bone thugs n harmony and tupac (their song was "thug luv" but i took the title "thug war" to think that he was fighting a war inside his heart... in my dream i was thinking this... hahaha.) anyways, thirteeth and fourteenth tracks were something like "gone gone gone" and "everything everything everything". and he just kept saying, "just leave." and i was just like, "why? why?" and i was crying but no tears were coming out... and in my mind i kept saying, "this is a dream... this is a dream..." but i couldn't bring myself to open my eyes for the longest time... argh -__- nightmare... for reals.
* inspiration * -- i was chillin with him the night before and pretty much every single thing i thought that day was incorporated into this dream... dear god -__- and then amy called me a little bit ago and woke me up... but i went back to sleep.
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saturday, march 31st, 2002
dream #1 - i was with mie frend at a rave or something (he shall remain nameless) and i was in a really bad mood and we were sittin cross-legged facing each other and had our forehead area touching each other's and i was explaining to him why i was so depressed and stuff... and then something happened and he just kissed mee and omigaw, it was like the best kiss of mie life -__-;; but yea... after that he was just like "oh... i don't really like yoo... i just couldn't help doing that." eh... -__-;; i dun remember wat else he said -__-;