d r e a m s
2001

       dream #1 - i was in a room with some people... i don't remember who exactly, but we were trapped in this dark, dimly lit room... and we were diseased or something... so they were doing something to 'even out the pressure' between our room and another room... so i could feel the pressure rising and i couldn't breathe... and then they opened a door and then it was comfortable... and then they raised the pressure again and i couldn't breathe at all and i woke up. suffocation. scary.

* inspiration * -- a lot of stressful stuff going on lately i suppose. if we were to take this symbolically, it could mean something.

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   monday, oktobur 29th, 2001
   i had so many dreams. are you SURE you're ready? o.O

       dream #1 - bulls running through some door.

       dream #2 - some guy kept pushing this big black... metal bar thing into my face and i couldn't breathe -_-

       dream #3 - i was walking down the stairs and i made the motions of walking down the stairs when i was in my sleep and i woke maiself up. hella weird. plus i swear i was dreaming with my eyes open but i couldn't see maiself.

       dream #4 - this guy kept poking me with something in the side and it seriously drove me psycho. it was hella eerie and shit... not like when ppo playfully poke mee. my ribs hurt too.

       dream #5 - a whole bunch of ppo i knew bought a webcam and we all split the money and it was exciting. the only normal (semi-normal) dream.

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   thursday, oktobur 18th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was in music appreciation class and my teacher gave me this slip that said i have a 69% in the class o.O;; and then i was visiting ppo in these 'new' dorms and you had to like wade through a fountain to get to it. and there were sooo many ppo in the fountain. um weird.

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   monday, oktobur 15th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was @ this dance thing in a haunted house. i'm pretty sure i've been here in one of my other dreams tho o.O;; anyways. i had a date. he was wearing a silver silk shirt, but i don't remember who he was. and then there was this little thing... almost a booth or something... and if you followed these instructions correctly, you could converse with a ghost. and it took me forever to figure out how to do it. and once i got it to work, i asked him all sorts of stuff about the building, and then i asked him, "did * ever like me?" and he said, "it might have been something beautiful or it might not have been. it's hard to tell." and then i asked him, "did * ever like me (a different * ^_^)?" and he said, "i don't like him." hahaha. oh yeah it's kul cuz every tym the little thing answered a question a holographic image would pop up ^_^ anyways then i had to go pee so i ditched my date but i was hella freekin out cuz the dance was in one well-lit room and then there was this other huuuuuge room that was all dark. but you had to walk thru that huge room to get to the bathroom. for some reason john ma escorted me to the bathroom. when i came back, the dance room turned into this giant television screen. and it was like the grammy's or something. either way, coco lee was on stage singing "a love before time" in mandarin (last tym she performed @ the oscars, she sang it in english). anyways, she was lip-syncing... REALLY badly. it was sooo obvious that she was. but all the old... ahjushis... hahaha... gave her a standing ovation while she was STILL singing. and finally for one of her last lines she said, "da jia yi qi zhang qi lai (everyone stand up together)". it was weird. and then when i woke up, the wang leehom remake of "long de chuan ren (descendents of the dragon)" was stuck in my head o.O;; how... patriotic.

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   thursday september 27th, 2001
       dream #1 - haha i don't remember anything really. the only thing i remember is that i was talking to jason yee and he was like... "o yea my girlfriend is coming to visit today!" and i was like "really? where's she from?" and he's like, "ohhh she's saudi arabian but she lives in japan!" hahahaha wtf... what a weirdass combination =X

* inspiration * -- haha i dunno but yesterday we were talking about some guy's ex-gf went to visit him? o.O;;

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   sunday september 23rd, 2001
       dream #1 - yet another funkee dream. @ first mee, sherry shen, tin-win liu, and jason yee and we went to some store... and i kept going around and around looking for chinese cd's to buy... i had a freya lin cd and a david tao cd and like somehow i got five copies of a jay chou cd... all shoved in my bag so my bag was like bulging. the cd store was two stories with really dim lighting and a white, wooden staircase that led upstairs... and there were like six exits. so i accidentally walked outside one of the doors cuz i forgot i hadn't paid yet and no alarm went off... so later i thought of it but for some reason i still paid for the freya and david tao cd and only stole one copy of the jay cd. WAL i am. oh yeah and i stole a thing of alcohol too... i dunno what it was but ppo kept saying how good it was so i jes grabbed it. but then for some reason i walked outside (still no alarm) and these cops came running towards me and were like "return the alcohol!" so i jes kinda threw it in the bush and the cops got side-tracked so they left us alone. er, me alone. er, yeah. and then... jason was there but there were TWO jasons. one from like two years ago when i first met him when he had glasses and stuff... and another jason from NOW. and this morning when i was trying to remember this dream i couldn't even think of who the other person was cuz these two jasons look soooo different even tho it is the same person... hehe. but i finally thought of it. but i remember (since i considered them two different ppo), the now jason got mad @ me cuz i was paying more attention to the old jason. weird! O.o and then we were all walking to the parking lot to get their cars and i was gonna go with the new jason but then i saw that i left my bag sitting outside... and suddenly there were sooo many ppo outside but anyways... i grabbed my bag and i turned around and sherry, tin-win, and jason were all gone... those bastards. so i tried calling them but there was no reception in the parking lot. and these two guys were walking next to mee... some random chubby white guy with blonde hair and another like... filipino or mexican guy. and they were both complaining about how badly cingular sucked and how they got no reception, blahblah. finally as soon as we stepped foot off the parking lot i got like three bars of reception and i tried calling all three of them but none of them would pick up their cell phones... -_-; i didn't try calling the old jason tho. from this point on he didn't really seem to exist o.O; sherry finally picked up and i met them outside of some other parking lot... but then... whoa now that i think about it... when sherry picked me up she was driving on the RIGHT side of the car... and the steering wheel i think was on the left. me and tin-win were in the backseat. so in actuality, i don't think that anyone was driving the car. uh. weird. and then someone called sherry and she didn't kno the # and she thought it was the new jason and i checked my cell phone but then the dream ended. oh yeah sometime during this dream phil wu called me asking if i would be in berkeley cuz he was coming up from ucsd to visit. and i found that soo weird and i asked him how he'd get there but i dun remember what he said -_-

* inspiration * -- i spent the whole past weekend in berkeley with these ppo and i went to buy cd's from a chinese bookstore too. and the phil wu-ness? no dream is complete w/o phil wu! haha!

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   wednesday september 19th, 2001
       dream #1 - alrite hella weird dream. i don't remember most of it but i was in a hotel with a buncha people... it was like three older guys and then mee, some guy, and emily chen. and a group of ppo climbed in through the window and were all hostile but then the three older guys jes ditched us! so it was the three of us sitting in a room and one of the hostile ppo had this old ass gun and he was trying to shoot @ us but somehow i wrestled the gun away from him but i thought there were six shots in the gun when there were actually only three so i wasted them and then he was laughing @ me for not kknowing how many bullets there were in that type of gun. and then this other guy came up with a gun and proceeded to shoot @ him but somehow the evil guy wrestled the gun away from him too... and then i don't remember. and later... someone told emily to get something from the bottom of this one room that had no lights or anything and then some guy suffocated her... only it wasn't her being suffocated, it was mee... and it felt... odd. and later these three other people were outside and one worked @ this hotel called the green... something. and she was running around outside going from car to car and in every car someone was doing something evil... like... having sex or smoking weed or something... and then this giant rabid dog was chasing after her and this police officer tried to stop it but he wasn't trying very hard and really didn't do anything. later the two other people took that girl to a secret room in the hotel and they were like "wow, you didn't kno about this?" and inside t he secret room was the book of the dead or some shit... and twas... weird.

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   saturday september 8th, 2001
       dream #1 - mee, josh, and some random girl had jes watched a movie about rabid dogs and then we were walking around outside and we kept passing bai these other rabid dogs... ummm yeah. it was more detailed but i don't quite remember. -_-

       dream #2 mee, phil wu, and jason yee were @ a restaurant and then jason mixed together this drink that had a whole shietload of wasabi in it and he bet me two dollars to drink it and then he ended up drinking it himself o.O

*inspiration* -- lately jeremy has had this habit of mixing all sortsa stuff into his drinks? o.O

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   friday september 7th, 2001
       dream #1 - a whole bunch of people were @ someone's house... i dun remember anyone but mee, sherry shen, and jason yee... but there was a whole bunch of other people i don't remember. we were @ someone's house. for some reason i think i was the only person sitting behind this metal handlerail thing and i was jes watching people and not talking... after a while jason came over to talk to me i guess and he sat on this office chair next to mee... and then later (i dunno if this is the same dream or what) me and jason were lying on the floor and i guess our group of ppo had this notebook that we all wrote to each other in... and i was all surprised because jason was actually writing in it with those silver marker pens. well actually he was writing on a piece of plastic for some reason... it was like a transparency cover. halfway through writing he pressed too hard and the tip went in and he was like "o dammit i didn't kno that could happen" and i had to get my hands silvery and pull out the tip for him. yeah and then i only remember two of the things he wrote... one was hella big in the middle of the page and it said "CEG forever" (whatever that means) and then another was written kinda small towards the bottom of the page and it said "i love you guys hehe". and then i was taking out my contacts and for some reason every tym i took it out, it would split in half. like... get thinner and thinner, and the number of contacts i had would double. so i kept rubbing it and it kept falling apart more and more and so i went to the bathroom (now it was my bathroom, so i assume the house was my house??) and looked in the shower area and it was all falling apart and tiles were missing and there were big gaps in the wall and stuff... but for some reason i didn't think twice about it... and meanwhile jason was blabbing about how he was on e withdrawal and how i should try e because it was sooo much better than getting drunk (which i don't even think is that fun anyways) and i was jes like naw it's kool and all the while i was thinking how retarded i'd look on e hehehe.

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   thursday september 6th, 2001
       dream #1 - almost got bit bai a dog but i blocked it with a piece of paper. man what is it with psycho animals lately? phil had a dream that he got bitten bai a snake today. odd.

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   wednesday september 5th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was in a chinese supermarket with mai mom, and i was running around looking for a drink... like canned nai cha or something but i couldn't find it anywhere... and the only thing i saw was a peanut drink but i didn't want that. later i bent down to do something and there were these flying fish that kept flying bai my face... and @ first there was only one, then two, and soon there was a whole pile of flying fish like... swatting @ my face -_- and somehow i got out but it felt really bad... obviously. later i was on the car with josh wu and phil wu and i was telling them about the fish incident too. so i was telling someone about my dream in my dream O_O

       dream #2 - nothing really in this dream jes that jason yee came back from his vacation like half a week before he was supposed to and phil wu who was planning his own birthday party got pissed off cuz jason didn't call him and tell him he was back.

*inspiration* -- jason is on vacation now? phil's birthday party is this saturday and he was unsure of whether or not he should have a party without jason?

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   monday september 3rd, 2001
       dream #1 - i was on the phone with someone and talking to him for hella long but then halfway through the conversation i was like "o wait who are you again?" and he's like "uhh KKK" and for some reason i automatically assumed KKK as being kyle tekulve even tho those aren't his initials. but then i asked him what college he was going to and he said that him and some other guy were going to washington state. and i was like "whoa. whoa." for the longest tym... and i kept asking him, "are you serious?" and he said yes, and iono. stupid dream.

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   saturday august 11th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was in the mall and i wanted to visit tomiko's parent's store [because supposedly they owned the store "papyrus" when they don't in real life] and that store sells all sorts of stationary and stuff... so i went in the mall to where the store was, but it moved, so i had to find it somewhere else in the mall. and when i got there, i said to tomiko's parents, "you're tomiko's parents, right?" and then i bought a whole bunch of different bags even tho that place doesn't even sell bags. later i remember being @ a park with mai dad and he accused me of getting drunk a lot and i was friggin yelling @ him cuz i don't drink and he wouldn't believe me and i was sooo pissed. later i was in new jerzey with auntie annie, a longtime family friend, phil wu, and some other loser i don't remember. hrm... we were driving around and we passed a hella big movie theatre and i remember seeing my parents walking down the stairs of the movie theatre entrance wearing like... robes king and queens would wear. it was ODD. but we didn't stay there. we left and went to this star wars memorabilia store and they made clothes and they were weirdass clothes... but for some reason, i said, "they have some weird clothes but i like them" even tho they were ugly as fuk. they were like clothes from medieval times which is kinda odd since star wars is futuristic. iono. so much is happening in these dreams that i don't kno what goes with which dream -_-; they're not even connected.

*inspiration* -- me and xinlei were supposed to buy bags @ aeropostale... and then perhaps i was yelling @ my dad cuz we were fighting with him earlier cuz he was being a stubbourn ass.

       dream #2 - it was my birthday or something and a whole bunch of us were in a car but the only people i remember distinctly are sherry shenand ken park. sherry grabbed out a hella big piece of posterboard from someone's car [there were two cars, i guess] and it was gridded posterboard... and she started writing down questions she would ask mee. and she was serious about it too... she wasn't asking me funnie questions, but she was asking me serious ones in front of everyone. she never got to ask them tho... cuz someone took out a plastic bag from a trunk which was supposed to hold stuff but all that was in there was a gift from jason yee which was a custom liscense plate that said monkee57... heh. and then i turned to ken and was like, "how come you didn't get me a gift?" and he was like, "uh i've only known you for a day." i dunno. weird.

*inspiration* -- jason has a custom liscense plate on his car... and his nickname for me is monkee?!

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   wednesday august 1st, 2001
       dream #1 - om i was @ a place and then there was this guy who was harassing me and i was in this guy's dorm [he shall remain nameless]. the harasser guy was helluv bothering me so instinctually i grabbed the no-name guy's hand and he told the harasser guy to go away... and after he did that, i just kissed him for some reason and then i was like "oh shiet, sorry about that!!" and he's like, "it's okay, i do that all the time." (?!) and then later... i was walking down the stairs to the basement to look for FOOD or something and i saw xinlei du and kristen chin walking down the stairs after mee... and they were these huge concrete stairs and they were hella dirty and i had no shoes on. BOOHOO =(

*inspiration* -- i can only think that @ the university of washington i had to go down two flights of NASTY concrete shoes with only socks on... no shoes -_-;

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   tuesday july 31st, 2001
       dream #1 - i was at my house and i opened the front door to check the mail i guess... but the outside of my house was totally different and isn't the outside of my house right now. anyways, there was just a whole lotta mail for me and some girl sent me a package and she also put all these paper decorations around the outside of my house... there was one of those paper lanterns and another swirly paper thing. so i ripped them all down... then i was outside at this skool near this park with jeremy lee and someone else... and we were shooting off fireworks. i guess in my dream it was just a couple days after july 4th, but we had been shooting off fireworks everyday for like four days in a row. and then we heard a bunch of sirens and we were like, "oh shit it must be the cops" and then these flashing lights came but we didn't move and just sat there watching... but it turned out to be a garbage truck dropping off two teenagers at the skool O.o the two guys that were with me ditched me and they went aboard the garbage truck too. later [this might be another dream but i'm not sure] i was in my room with some guy and mai brother was in that room too and mai mom walked in and told him to go brush his teeth or something, and then when she came in i like made that other guy hide... meanwhile my mom told me to go brush my teeth too... so we both left that guy in that room... i went to brush my teeth while my mom was harassing me and saying that she knew i snuck a guy into my room (?) but for some reason i just said "nOo" and she didn't check. O_o; and then i just didn't go into the room the guy was in... i just left him a note saying that he had to leave and i would call him tomorrow. tomorrow morning came and i was sleeping but i heard my phone ring and in my sleep i heard him leaving messages on my answering machine... at first it was like "dude what's going on? we should meet at the park like we always do and talk about what is going on." later it was like, "i hate yoo... you are hella fucked up." blah. and for some reason i didn't have his phone number but apparently he was one of jeanette liang's friends and so i called her and she was @ her brother's office working and she asked me why i needed the number and i told her that i would explain later. sOo... i called him and i told him to meet me @ the park... i guess. i don't actually remember calling him but i do remember meeting him @ the park. but everything after that i don't remember because i think dahye ruined my dream when she called mee... bOohOo =(

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   thursday june 24th, 2001
       dream #1 - okay in this dream somehow we got dropped off @ phil wu's house and this girl named cory lee wanted to go karaokeing... so we said okay. so i went the room next to the one we were in [even tho this was not my house] and opened the door and it was my parents' bedroom. all i saw was my dad walking around and he said, "shh... your mom is still sleeping." and he said it in a sort of... not nice way. i was going to ask if i could go karaokeing, but i just didn't bother asking. so we went down to the garage and the garage door was open... and i guess there was a couch in the garage or something because phil, sherry shen, jason yee, and some other guy were sitting there, and jason was just like... "okay, if we go karaokeing from now until 12:00 PM, how much would it be?" and mee, sherry, and phil just kind of looked at each other and were like, "that's six hours man." and then i don't remember the rest =D

*inspiration* -- we were supposed to go karaokeing with all these people [with the exception of cory] that day.

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   friday july 13th, 2001 [interesting dream for friday the 13th, especially since i didn't KNO it was friday the 13th!]
       dream #1 - i wasn't even in this dream. it was like i was watching a movie. i don't quite remember what happened but i do remember that this one guy opened his door and there was just a hella mutilated person in front of him... dead... with no arms and it was sitting in a bag or something... all i remember is there was another guy watching and then the guy who opened the door emptied out the bag the dead guy was in and there was hella blood just dripping... it was like... watery. anyways, there was one guy sitting in the bushes who was supposed to be a spy or something but he was hella obvious and everyone saw him... it was actually kind of funnie o_O well don't i have scarie dreams tho? few people kill people in their dreams. oh well. fil wu dreams about going to hell and killing zombies with axes so i guess i am fairly normal.

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   monday july 9th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was in this room with a bunch of people i don't remember and this guy named kevin who i've never met in my life. well anyways, this kevin guy hella thought he was the shit and he busted out some raps that he wrote, and i looked over them and they were super crappy. in one of his raps, every single sentence rhymed with the word "to" or "too". hehe... funnie.

       dream #2 - i was with in an arcade and there was this little girl who was following me around, and when it was time to leave, she went outside with me too and left to go off bai herself somewhere. and then i saw mai dad in a cell phone store so i went over there. he was planning on buying me a nokia 316 or something, which to my knowledge does not even exist. and the lady was hella trying to rip us off... she was giving us hella bad service and said that the phone cost a hundred bucks even tho it was old and outdated. so we concluded we'd go to a chinese place to buy a new phone. then we went outside and there were these stairs like they have @ ximending in taiwan. after it's really late, all the stores are closed and there is only one entrance to this sky bridge... except to get back down, you can either get back down the way you came, or go through stores and go back down [makes more business?]. so basically unless you kno that, you end up walking in circles... literally. anyways, my dad wanted to go to radioshack because that was the only store still open, but i told him no because i didn't want to walk in circles?

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   sunday july 8th, 2001
       dream #1 - i don't remember exact details but i was singing or something and then randomly stone bust out with how he thought i could do anything i wanted if i really tried and got over a fear of being in front of people. wurd. it was like a motivational speech or something.

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   thursday july 5th, 2001
       dream #1 - i don't remember a thing but that i was walking back and forth in between two buildings and about to go take a shower when phil wu calls me on my cell phone, and apparently we were going to great america the next day and he was asking me if he should bring an extra change of clothes... and then he said, "well since you're brother is going i think i should since he'll probably want to go on all the water rides." weird.

       dream #2 - i was in this well-lit hallway and there were all these people coming towards me but not that many people going in my direction. well, i didn't have my glasses on or something so as i was walking down this set of stairs [which only had like three stairs], i saw shin hyesung from shinhwa first. because of the way he was walking or something, i automatically knew it was him. and in front of him was lee minwoo, and he had awesome bright, fireball red hair. there was another member there, but i don't remember who it was. there were all these girls following behind them but they were just walking excitedly so without thinking, i went over to them and asked hyesung [all while trying to enunciate perfectly] if i could have an autograph from all three of them. and just then they all started running and ran past me to the emergency door that led to the stairs that were connected between all the floors [apparently it was a high-rise building]. and they ran and ran and for some reason minwoo ran to the very bottom level with me still chasing him, while hyesung and the other member got caught bai the other psycho girls CLOSE to the bottom, but not @ the very bottom. well when we were in the basement, all these LITTLE LITTLE toddler girls also asked minwoo for his autograph and he gladly gave it to them... when i asked him, i gave him a HUGE piece of paper as if i were expecting he write a letter along with it or something >P

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   thursday july 5th, 2001
       dream #1 - i was walking down the halls of the typikal high skools you see in movies and stuff... with the long narrow hallways. it was pretty much deserted but i remember seeing kyle tekulve everywhere... and i wanted to say hi to him but i kept not being able to say anything until i went to get a drink at a drinking fountain and him and matt wendling also went there... matt used the drinking fountain next to me and kyle was waiting for mine so when i was done, i saw him and said hi to him and started talking to him about college and stuff... he asked me what college i was going to and i said university of washington and he said he was going to a college many miles away to the west of here. and so i figured it was hawaii so i asked him if he was going to hawaii and he said not exactly... he said he was going to college in barbados o.O; i asked him what major and he didn't really seem to kno but he said that barbados had a good language program which i thought was weird since i wouldn't have imajined him as a language kind of person. well then a huge crowd came and he like grabbed my hand and we walked through the crowd and we ended up leaning against the wall against some classrooms and talking more, i think. dun remember.

       dream #2 - i went to joe pang's house only it looked exactly like dahye's house now... i was gonna drop off something but then i was too wussy to... and so i decided to go home... and on the way home, i was making a left at a stop sign [that i don't think i stopped @] and to my right there were hella motorcycle riders... and they were scary so i was hella speeding and so were the other cars in front of us... it was kinda like we were racing but not. and it was raining... so it was dangerous, i guess. well in "a.i. [artificial intelligence]", they have these motorcycle people who are hunting down robots and from their motorcycles they shoot out these strings to capture the robots... well the same thing happened in my dream only i think they were just capturing regular people. i don't kno why, tho. yeah and when i got to my garage, which was like the garage of my old pleasanton house, my van that i was driving shrunk to be the garage opener. and i remember the car seemed to disappear, but i didn't think about it and pressed the button to close the garage door and the van ended up appearing out of nowhere and crashing into the lexus sc400 we had in the garage. we had that car in the dream but that we don't really have it in real life. then the lexus turned into a briefcase and i didn't want to open it inside in case it crashed into something else. i brought the briefcase outside and opened it, thinking it would inflate into a car but it ended up inflating into two colorful vinyl blow-up animals that were connected @ the feet o.O; then mai brother came home and he said he bought that inflatable thing from barnes and noble!

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   tuesday july 3rd, 2001
       dream #1 - i dreamed that i got a letter from university of washington saying that i was not admitted into the college of arts and sciences [which i currently am]... so i took it to mean that i got rejected from the university because of my grades -_-

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   monday july 2nd, 2001
       dream #1 - i was going to a skool orientation and i was @ my house, only it wasn't really the house i'm living in now...? anyways mai mom and mai dad were bitching about how i should hurry up and pack so i could go to the overnight thing which began @ 9 PM [which was kind of strange]. and something else that was strange was that it was an orientation thing supposedly for my college, but instead it was more like for my high skool [only high skool people were there]. and i remember i was having a contest with some girl about how many things each of us could shove into a sleeping bag container thing o.O;

       dream #2 - it was like a high skool graduation celebration @ my skool and all of the graduating seniors were there... i don't remember the beginning but all i remember was the end... we were in the classroom of my ex-english teacher mrs. smith who i don't like @ all [but she was the lady that handed me my diploma cuz we were allowed to pick the teachers we wanted to hand our diplomas but we had a partner and the partners needed to pick the same teacher and claire was my partner and she wanted that lady] and she gave us each this tv thing... and they played a song and had some computer graphic thing that showed. she played mine as the first demo but from where i was sitting, i couldn't see shit... and the song playing to mine was some snoop dogg song which is weird cuz i dislike him too... and then she played some black guy's [who i have never seen in my life] but when she played his, i could see it... and his was hella koo... it was a computer graphic thing that had a computer-animated black guy jumping around to elektronika and it was hella longer than mine so i was pissed >P

   saturday june 30th, 2001
       dream #1 - @ first i was @ church, but then someone who i don't wish to name came to the church to pick me up and bring me to this aiya dance that i was supposed to go to last night. except he wasn't driving... i don't kno who was. we were in the backseat of the car and for some reason either i kissed him or he kissed mee... which is weird because i'm pretty sure neither of us likes each other o.O okay and then when i got to the dance, i saw this person i was supposedly dating in my dream [who i won't name again], and he was totally all over this girl who i don't kno. and then halfway through the dance or something he pulled me aside and said that i shouldn't be mad because we never really were together and that he was with that girl the whole tym. i think he also said that he was a playa. but then towards the end of the dance he pulled me aside and said that he and the girl were just friends and that i was the only one he cared about [contradiction]. yup. thas it.

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   friday june 29th, 2001
       dream #1 - i dun remember anything but that i was with a buncha friends and i saw joe pang and there was some kind of tension between me and him. iono!

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   friday june 29th, 2001
       dream #1 - me and karen li drove up to ucsc (university of california @ santa cruz) to meet up with tin-win liu, sherry shen, and jeanette liang... so we parked our cars by this little ramp thing... there were two levels of parking spaces and one was higher than the other. we parked on the lower one, the one closer to the dorms or whatever building we were going to. it kinda looked like a gym. so we went inside and tin-win, sherry, and jeanette were just inside the door and the first thing they said to us was, "an officer told us not to park down there. they're a lot of break-in's there." (they parked on the higher ledge). as they were speaking, we heard a window smash, but we didn't really think about it. so me and karen were just looking out of the door which was half glass, and asking each other, "should we go out there and repark our cars?" but then we saw that all these people... like hundreds of people... congregated around our cars and this other black mustang too. so we just left... and the next morning we went to our cars and the mustang was all fuked up... me and karen's cars looked fine but inside the cd players were gone =(

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   thursday april 26th, 2001
       dream #1 - mee, sherry shen, emily chen, josh wu and amie wong were @ our church in the kitchen... and emily was bugging sherry to go take her to play tennis, but it was raining on and off. i told sherry i wanted to play tennis too and she said, "okay, let's go!" so we exited from a door in our youth room which really is a non-existant door (in real life). it was raining when the door opened, but when we got outside, it stopped raining. anyways, sherry took emily in her car and then i was starting to pull my car out of my parking space when she said, "what are you doing? i'm just taking emily home and then i'm going home." and i said, "you wanna go do something else?" and she said, "okay." soon, we were @ the mall with phil wu and jeremy lee... i don't remember anything but that the back door of an abercrombie and fitch store was open. there was just a rack sitting there with swishy pants and tank tops... all the stuff had a sound sensor thing on them, so we were wondering if it would beep if we walked through the door with that stuff... so fil grabbed something, ran through the door, and then when it didn't beep, we jes stole a whole buncha shiet. and then somehow we left but now it was only sherry and i in china or taiwan or hong kong - one of those places. well we left the mall and there were just cars everywhere but i couldn't find sherry. then i saw her calling a cab and i called after her and she heard me, so she just told the cab guy to go first (without either of us). i met her on the side of the sidewalk and some auntie from our church (forget who) came by and told sherry to empty her bag (with abercrombie clothes). i had some too but they were apparently all concealed in the back pocket of my jeans... heh ~ so i just casually took out the makeup stuff i supposedly stole (which ALSO fit in my back pocket) but no one questioned that! =D

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   friday april 20th, 2001
       dream #1 - my dad wanted one of these painted name things that i got done in china, and so he went to this lady who had a stand on the side of the street and started asking her for one of those painted name things. but then i walked by and saw that he was buying one from a person other than the guy i bought mine from. and the lady drew really badly! instead of using paint, she used colored pencils. so i was like, "no! she sucks!" and grabbed him away from her stand even though she already started. oOps.

       dream #2 - we were @ church and i had everything that i bought in china : a pair of jeans, a jacket, and a hat. i put them on a table and later everyone wanted to go out and eat. i mean, EVERYONE. it was mee, jeanette liang, chris chang, sherry shen, phil wu, jeremy lee, sirrey kim, kevin liang, and lots of other people (i suppose). and then chris bust out this thing he did online which was supposed to be a quiz on him to see how well people knew him - and tomiko wong had one too (yah, i think she popped out of nowhere ^^*). anyways, i was stupid cuz i didn't know how to take the quiz and tomiko had to teach me. i THINK i did badly. anyways, then i went outside to jeanette's car and i was wearing my red GAP windbreaker and then i was like, "oh i want to wear my new jacket." so i went in and realized my hat, jeans, and jacket weren't there... i think my mom took the clothes so that i wouldn't forget to bring them home. but i didn't want to ask her because i was afraid she wouldn't let me go out and eat so i just went outside to the car and now it was overflowing with people. ^^

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   thursday, april 19th, 2001
       dream #1 - i went prom dress shopping in china. quite lame. there was a short pink one that was nice, but it had a huge slit in the WEIRDEST place O.o ~ after i tried on that dress tho, and said i didn't like it, i remember my dad saying, "i knew she wouldn't get that dress. what were her friends think if she wore pink??"

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   tuesday, april 17th, 2001
       dream #1 - i had this dream while i was in china ^_^ well first of all, when it was mee, sherry, auntie ruby, and uncle stewart. we went to china and were planning to maybe meet up with phil wu and josh wu... but in my dream, instead of them coming to shanghai, we went to beijing to see them. they lived in an apartment building with many floors. initially we went to the second floor to look for them and this lady janitor said that no josh WONG lived on that floor but then we were like, "wait, his name is josh wu... and his brother phil is visiting him right now." and then the lady entered josh wu's name into a computer and was like, "no josh wu lives here!" and so we went to the third floor. and we were like, "yeah, this is right, this is where josh lives," because his dorm room in beijing (he's studying abroad this year) looked exactly like his dorm room @ berkeley his freshman year even tho the surroundings were totally different. anyways, josh wasn't there. so i wrote him a message in chinese but i kept writing words wrong -_-; and then randomly, jeremy lee popped out of nowhere and i was like, "whoa! what are you doing here?" and he's like, "i'm here for leadership with my school." so i was like, "okay..." and then he showed me his shirt but i don't remember what was so special about it. then josh and phil showed up but i don't remember the rest! =T

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   wednesday, april 11th, 2001
       dream #1 - first, we were in a theatre. it was like a fusion of church people and skool people... but the only people i remember for CERTAIN being there were chris chang, brandon mathis, and tin-win liu <~ ohmigaw, first girl in my dream for a while now!!! ;P i think it was mostly guys, with an exception of me and tin-win. anyways, i dunno what happened but somehow tin-win got this princess crown thing from god... and she could make statements. for example, if she said, "i want a million dollars", a million dollars would appear before her. well i don't know how she got this crown, but she grew tired of it and asked me if i wanted it... and i asked her - incredulously, "you don't want it?" and she shook her head. and all those guys started fighting over it and were trying to grab it out of my hands, but i only remember talking to brandon about it and saying that it was mine. anyways, i didn't wanna put a crown on my head, so i just put it on my arm.

fast forward... now i was driving away. i was driving my van, and behind me was david shibata (i must have this thing for dreaming about japanese guys) driving his car with claire dubois and chris in it. i was alone. and then suddenly uncle walter (an adult @ our church) came up and asked me for a ride. i was like, "fine..." but then after he got in, i was like "i wish uncle walter were driving", and suddenly i was in his legend o.O and so he was talking about something and then i was thinking, "i wish he would just shutup [the ironic part being - this guy rarely talks]." and he stopped talking, and i looked over and he had no mouth! so after he got out of the car (yep, HE got out of his OWN car! ;P), i said something and he got his mouth back, and i drove off in his car.

fast forward some more... i was now at a beach place. it kind of looked like thailand (the buildings only) but it wasn't. and there were a whole lot of cars just parked on the sand. we were eating in a restaurant and then for some reason i went outside and i finally had a brilliant idea... with this crown thing i could wish for an mr2! and so i did. i was like, "i want an mr2". what first emerged was like an old beaten up corolla or something. so i tried again and a black mustang appeared. nope, not satisfied so i wished again... but then i woke up >_< perhaps symbolic that i'll never get the car of my dreams? =(

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   friday, march 23rd, 2001
       dream #1 - i don't remember anything from this dream but i kno that my boyfriend was this hella fine filipino guy... and now that i think about it, we weren't in america because his steering wheel was on the right side of the car!

       dream #2 - i was in hong kong with a bunch of people from church... i guess we were on a tour group together again. and then i think some people were chasing after us and shooting at us (mee and chris chang) and then we saw one of the ghetto junk boats go bai with our parents on it so we jumped in the water and swam after it... and the water in that hong kong river thing is hella hella hella dirty and nasty... (i think i got this idea cuz that's what they did in gen-y cops)... and then when we reached the dock we walked across the street to the place where we would be living... it wasn't a hotel... it was like a really narrow room that was really long but skinny but it had a second floor... it also had a lobby in the middle and really drab-looking furniture and stuff. yeah, thas about it. kinda lame!

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   saturday, march 3rd, 2001
       dream #1 - somehow my hot sophomore guy and i became friends (i think we went on vacation in the same tour group together) and then one day in my journalism class he came in... and all my friends were like, "hey, vivian, isn't that your hot sophomore guy?" and i was like, "oh yeah, i'm friends with him." and that's pretty much all that i remember. lame, eh? the weird part was that even tho we were 'friends', i didn't say one word to him... or vice versa! he just played on the computers in my classroom the whole time while i sat in my desk.

       dream #2 - i was at someone's house... (it kind of looked like my house but all the furniture and stuff was reaaranged)... then i was in the living room which was actually just a big game room... and i guess a lot of people were upstairs in the house but i was bored of them so i went downstairs and played a video game (i don't know which). at first i was using the controller but later i got sucked inside the game or something and i guess you're supposed to shoot or stab or use magic to kill things but i ended up pushing all of them off of a cliff into this big lava thing... i dun remember what else but it was really hot o.O

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   thursday, march 1st, 2001
       dream #1 - i just got to skool and i walked into the classroom to see that there was a potted plant (how un-romantic?!) on my desk and then it turns out that eugene lau gave it to me because he liked mee... yeah... damm weird. once again, i dun remember anything else... but shewwwt, it better be that no one gives me a potted plant!

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   tuesday, february 27th, 2001
       dream #1 - this involved these people from my skool... haha... i feel kinda weird postin their names here since i dun really kno them that well (well i used to be friends with one of them, but as for the second one i've only said like three words to him). but the people in my dream were trent mano and scott yoshida. i think i associate them with each other because they're both sorta japanese, but not really (not really as in cultural-wise). and i guess i was taking a walk or something on the street in front of ruby hills (i dunno the name, but the road is hella hella bOonie!) and they jes randomly emerged out of nowhere, riding in this car, which was really jes a box with wheels. and i think i jes self-invited maiself into their hOoptie ride, and ended up going with them to this hella fancy building. i dunno... i think it was all chinese people there, and there were these really fancy marble (?) stairs or something, and this giant fountain in front of that. the two of them went upstairs to meet someone famous, i think, but then i wasn't allowed to and i kept asking this chinese chik (i dunno who it is) why i couldn't go up there. and then i woke up.

       dream #2 - chris chang was in this one. okay i guess i was supposed to meet him @ this fair thing, and i was in my car driving there (deja vu... i've been to the place where the fair was before =P but i dunno where it was). i guess the fair, or parade, or whuteva the hell it was, lasted longer than it was supposed to, so me and chris decided not to go. so i called him and was lyke... "meet me in guess (the store)". so i went into guess first and whoa! big ass sale!!! everything was $4.99!! haha... i remember there were these pastel green and yellow colored shirts and i was gonna turn around and be lyke, "chris, buy this! it's so cheap!" but then when i turned around in the dream, it was a buncha strangers behind mee. and i didn't kno where chris was. so i called him again on my cell phone and i was lyke, "where are yoo?" and he said he was already in the store so since he wasn't downstairs, i figured he was upstairs. so i started going up the stairs, but before that, i saw all the guess workers sitting in this circle. i think it was all girls... but they were like gothic... only they weren't wearing all black - they were wearing all WHITE with all white makeup and stuff. and they were wearing those fairy wings that people wear now. after seeing that, i went upstairs and then i saw chris and then either i woke up or i forgot what happened =T