words cannot express my love for…
JUNGLE and DRUM’N'BASS!
i’m listening to… “suicide” bai kosheen [jungle], “incarnate” bai andy c [drum’n'bass], “our story” bai tension [mandarin], “back to you” bai john mayer [rock], “wait and bleed” bai slipknot [rock], “so far away” bai stabbing westward [rock]
i’m feeling… fine now ^__^
i’m hella diggin… JUNGLE. DRUM’N'BASS! JUNGLE!
1:28 am — if jungle / drum’n'bass were my boyfriend, he could keep me happy forever. >__< seriously… i don’t know what it is… but something about those beats just makes me move. it’s really weird… normally i actually stop dancing because i realize i look like an idiot, but shieeet when that bass hits, i really do not give a fuck… no matter what song it is, something about it just makes me unable to stand still… literally. strange how something so dark can make me so incredibly happy. it’s something i really liked even when i didn’t know what it was… i’m telling you, there is just something about it. -__- tonight me and josh went to ballard firehouse… we just got back, actually… i am quite the sad because nervous breakdown is still spinning… we got there at around 10:15 and had to suffer through boring-ass dj’s until like 12:35 and then nervous breakdown started spinning… but i only really got in like a half hour of happiness because josh seemed like he was bored out of his mind. sigh. speaking of jungle… last time we went to mixed therapy, i discovered another new local fave… NITSUJ. he is soooo freaking tight… hella hella dark jungle. man… it’s weird… because when i’m at home i prefer not to listen to jungle and shiet… in fact, i can’t even really name my favorite jungle / drum’n'bass songs very well… but when it is being spun at any event (or even just played really loud in a car), it just all has such a fat impact on me. who knows why if i don’t know. -__- anyways, i feel like a cornball, but i think jungle is seriously one of the few things that makes me truly happy. fucking weird.
SO ANYWAY. went to korean class today… shim shim haessuh -__- huk. but it actually went by faster than usual, so it’s alright. lately i’ve been having a really weird sleeping schedule… i come home from school and sleep for hours and sleep late at night and wake up early to study… being that i pretty much almost have a quiz or test everyday and korean is actually getting fairly difficult. -__- but i tell you, i shalt do bomb this quarter. we have two sunsaengnim’s this quarter and the second one is being replaced second term of summer quarter… wahOo! we’re going to throw a mini-party for her tomorrow. yeppa. hopefully it will take up some class time. =) afterwards, i went home and freaking susan and josh were just chillin in my dorm… i opened the door and i thought i was in the wrong fucking room! but then we went and bought “massive 2oo2″ and “laygoland 3″ tickets at frequency-8… dude… that’s the first time i’ve ever been to broadway. i like. =) i cannot wait for both of these parties man… freaking drum’n'bass and jungle saavy. i dig. =) i don’t know why, but all of a sudden seattle parties are having all sorts of jungle headliners. it is really quite lovely.
ate with susan, josh, and sun at thai-ger room… finally ordered something other than pad thai (this bean sprout plate)… dude… it was so yum… YUUUUUM. =T afterwards, went to play tennis in the afternoon with a bunch of kids (too lazy to name them all). finally went to the IMA. =) man, i miss playing tennis so much. i got so much freaking darker. sad day. night. whatever. life? yeah.
and then yeah… loafed around and then josh came over and we went to blockbuster to rent some movies, 7-11 to get some slurpees, and then to ballard. i felt so sick when the crappy music was on… i was trying to dance but it felt like i was rolling… only i only felt the nauseous feeling i get when i roll and not any of the good feeling. felt so sick. >__< and then this amazing dancer guy was there (there’s something about good dancing that is really sexy). dennnng yo. good dancer, man. unfortunately… FUCK… i just thought of it… i freaking left my korean textbook in josh’s car and i have a godamn quiz tomorrow… UGH motherfucking fuck! damn me and my jungle giddiness… ugh… i’m so stupid. -__-; i don’t know where my brain is these days… oh wait, that’s everyday. shit. -__-
drug-free for a week and COUNTING! honestly, it really is nothing, but it’s probably the first time in a long time for me. >__<