websites & christians.
* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - “nuhreul neukyuhbwa” bai j… she’s koolio…
* MOOD * - shitty. oh gee. surprise.
yoo know, i jes realized no one is even reading this shit because i killed one of the links that gets here, but yoo kno what, i dun give a shit, because i am too lajee to fix it. i’ll fix it when i next update on the 22nd.
anyways, i’m in a bad mood because of… three things. the first one being college, of course. god, i wish i worked hard in school. so all yoo little freshmen, sophomores, and juniors… work hard and don’t end up like mee…
second… christianity is damm scarie. last friday we were watching a movie on revelations and i dun like that shit. i’m thinkin iss jes to scare the shit out of people so they’ll be christians. who knows tho? personally, if revelations is tru, i’d rather want god to come back now. because if i actually did see him and i actually did knew… even as a non-christian, i would endure the pain and suffering if i could actually SEE a god. it’s not fair that we can’t see him if he is supposed to be out there. which is why i’m not sure if i believe it.
third… i’m sick of being mee man. i’m never good at anything. i’m always just okay @ EVERYTHING. so no one pays attention to mee cuz i jes blend in… nothing i do sticks out. i write okay. i sing okay. i rap okay. i listen okay. i draw okay. i design shit okay. i take pictures okay. i play sports okay. my grades are okay. my testing scores are okay. my webpaging is okay. every single thing that interests mee i am only OKAY @, and it pisses the shit out of mee. for once, i’d jes like to be GOOD at something. i guess being okay at everything is better than being bad @ everything, but there isn’t a person out there who is not good at ANYTHING, with an exception of mee. it just sucks. i’m not wanting to be good @ EVERYTHING, but being okay at everything just sucks. because people notice yur not bad, but so what? plenty of people are “not bad”. there’s nothing special about being not bad. it’s when yoo do good that yoo actually get noticed. i don’t kno if this makes any sense, but oh well…