wahsai… canada & cutting boards
* song of the moment * — “loving you is my freedom” bai coco lee [mandarin] <~ damn her and her sexy voice! >__<
* mood * — wah.
BO, ON BEING HIGH:
“this is sponge!” (while jumping on grass) and “back to the cutting board!” (while jumping on sidewalk)
1:07 am — duuuuude… i like him so so so much. what the dealie yo >__< well today i just woke up early to study, took my chinese midterm (i think i did pretty well), and then went to schleep til oh i don’t even know when. 3? maybe? felt like forever. had a bajillion dreams. sigh! >__<; sigh in a giddy happy kind of way even though i don’t know why. (?)
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may 10th to 12th, 2002 (so surreal)
* songs of the moment * — “smile loving you” bai elva xiao [mandarin], “because of you” bai elva xiao [mandarin], “loving you until…” bai coco lee [mandarin], “episode” bai sammi cheng [cantonese], “heaven” bai dj sammy and yanou [trance], “?” bai landy [mandarin], “thank you in advance” bai boiz ii men [r&b], “part of a fool” bai juwata [r&b], “killing time” bai hed (planet earth) [rock], “snow white” bai boa [japanese]
* mood * — confused as a muthafucka. -__-; sooooo confused -__-;;
friday, may 10th — blah. didn’t go to any of my classes today and just slept in… and then went to work at around four and stayed there all fucking night. afterwards, had josh pick me up and my boss got all pissy cause i didn’t make the place ‘clean enough’… stupid fucker. -__- gah. whatever. eh. i need a new job. anyways. we went and met up with seungbum, bo, danielle, heeyoung, carolynn, chol, janice, esther, and dino and smoked out… well… actually seungbum, josh, me, bo, danielle, and carolynn smoked out… puhahaha… at first i was just sitting there watching danielle, bo, and carolynn… they were so freaking funny! seungbum was kinda normal cause he’s a pothead but yeah. twas so funny, so funny. hahahahahaha. heeyoung said something about how bo looked like a little boy in the kitchen and then he was jumping up and down on the grass saying, “this is sponge!” and then he went over to the sidewalk right by it and was liike, “back to the cutting board!” hahaha and he kept doing it… it was so fucking funny. and then anyways. so me and josh decided to join everyone and we smoked out too… hahahaha… so funny. me and seungbum noticed josh was high and he FINALLY took the iniative… haha i swear whenever he is on drugs he always takes the initiative for things. very interesting and unlike sober josh. hehe. anyways so when we were high bo and seung were cracking me up hella. we were listening to mc hansai songs in bo’s car and they were like… rapping to it by just moving their mouths around and making weird hand gestures… haha omigod it was so funny cause it looked so retarded. and they were driving me crazy because they both kept laughing and seungbum would say, “dude stop laughing!” and bo would say, “dude, i’m laughing cause you’re laughing!” and seung would say “i’m laughing cause you’re laughing!” and they kept doing it over… and over… and over… dude liike eight times for real. it was driving me insane -__-;; oh yeah and they came up with the idea of a mini-sized bubble tea and they thought it was like the funniest thing in the world… seung was laughing so hard he couldn’t breath and afterwards he claimed he didn’t think it was that funny. cheh! haha. funny. =)
saturday, may 11th — woke up at 8:30 and called everyone to wake them up… except we couldn’t get ahold of sky -__-;; so we (me, sky, josh, chol, janice, seungbum, jessica, and tony [nguyen]) didn’t end up leaving for canada until like 1:00 pm but it actually worked out pretty well. went there and bought tickets for “trance-gate”… whee. it was supposed to be dj morgan, dj jurgen, and marco v… but fucking dj jurgen didn’t even show up, that fuck. they said he cancels like four years in a row. huk! what a buttmunch. marco v was cool… hard trance. it’s so nice to listen to trance for once since naf never spins trance… or barely spins trance, rather. dj morgan i don’t really like because he spun nrg or whatever… and i don’t really like that stuff much. anyways. after we bought tickets we went shopping for a little bit and bought junks or whatever and then we went to a plaza nearby to eat… =) the restaurant we ate at was called “vogue”… it was set-up so fucking cool. and the food was fucking good too! man! that’s like my favorite restaurant! yummieeeee! so nice to have some real chinese food for once. and man… those bubble tea places in richmond don’t let you sit in their store if you didn’t buy a bubble tea. what bitches. -__-;; oh well. we hung out in a parking lot for a while and we were sitting in the bed of chol’s pick-up and this cop stops by and was like, “are you guys riding back here?” and we’re like, “no, we have another vehicle.” and then he saw our clothes and he’s like, “are you guys going to a rave around here?” and we’re like, “yeah” and he asked us where and he gave us directions to riverside (the venue… which i guess is like richmond’s “naf”) and he was pretty cool about everything. ^__^ woo. and tony cordova and josh went and bought bacardi limon for mee… whee! huk i used to think it was better-tasting but it’s fucking nasty, yo. -__-;; yuk. so we went like an hour early to the rave venue and we just sat around and chilled for a while… it was cool. people in canadia dance differently. =T it’s kind of cool, but a couple of people all agreed that there was no one who danced really spectacularly. and really, there wasn’t. we made a circle and danced in it and everyone was all gathering around and watching because no one has seen people dance like us before. haha. interesting. =) anyway. the venue was smaller than naf and there were two rooms… one with mainly trance and the other with mainly break beats. interesting. a bunch of people in our group ended up dropping although we were all going to go sober. those buttmunches. ah yes and i forgot to mention me and viet-tony got freaking hella drunken before going into the rave… haha… whee… standing in line was super fun… although i think i am SUCH the dumbass when i’m drunk -__-;; i was all trying to freestyle but mind works too slow so it was like the most retarded thing in the world. hahaha… -___-;; anyways… inside… man! i find out so many things! interesting… -__-; i swear so many people confessed to be interested in me when they first met me… that’s so… weird dude. guys have weird taste yo. if i were a guy, i wouldn’t ever be interested in me. -__-; then again i have high standards for girls, but yes. -__-; blah. anyways, i felt so sick when i was still drunken and dancing but forced myself to dance anyway… raves are a waste of you don’t dance. when i finally sobered up it felt so much better but dammit, the rave was too fucking long. i was going crazy! it starts from 10 pm to 8 am… blah =T it’s cool though, because when you leave, the sun is all coming up and stuff. =) the last dj sucked ass. he kept stopping the record completely and everyone would boo him… haha pretty tight. and then someone pulled the fire alarm when the dj was spinning and everyone was all cheering. funny canadians. =) ah yes and since it was in richmond, the majority of people were asian > chinese > female. lots of chinese females. lots of hot girls, apparently. amount of hot guys was very… scarce -__-; how depressing. oh well. -__-; this whole day felt like a dream to me dude… so surreal. i think because i felt kind of high all morning and then i got drunk too… felt so weird in every way. anyways, the rolling people were cheering about the down krew up the ass and as a sober person, it was becoming a little overdramatic for me, but it was cool. ^__^
sunday, may 12th — so we drove home and man, it’s so fucking easy to cross the border dude! oh well. whatever. come, come, come, all ye terrorists. -__-; man, if i were a terrorist, i’d be perfect. =P who would suspect?! god, japanese is so pretty. anyways, i just slept on the whole car ride back and then slept for an hour and a half at home and then went to work… blah… not fun… i was so tired and sad and confused and poopy in every way possible. sucked ass dude. ate a whole bunch of fried wontons and lumpia though. yum. yum yum yum. whatever. i was going to drop off my film but rite-aid wasn’t open! what the hell! rite-aid is always open! oh well. -__-; sigh, confused, confused. well… i gotta study hardcore tonight. so peazzies.