the gorge in george.
i’m listening to… — “11 am” bai incubus [rock], “hate every beautiful day” bai sugarcult [rock], “i don’t wanna go on” bai innerlude [r&b], “i’m sorry” bai tyrese [r&b], “shallow” bai trustcompany [rock], “hollow” bai a perfect circle [rock], “all you wanted” bai michelle branch [rock], “sign of love” bai ses [japanese]
i’m feeling… O_o;
i’m hella diggin… “hate every beautiful day” bai sugarcult, “remember the days” bai nelly furtado.
2:o5 am — huk i must awake in six hours to take the long three-hour journey to the gorge in george (hahahaha), wa… for MOTHERFUCKING WARPED TOUR! i’m so stoked… i can’t wait to get away mannnnn and just listen to some good freaking music. too bad i’m not THAT much into punk… if it were like… drum’n'bass or other kinds of rock or something, i’d be more excited, but… whatevers… it’s still good. i do not know if i am sleeping over tomorrow night yet, but we shalt see. a lot of people are camping out at the gorge… i guess that’s just what they do? i wish i could go to gorge to see tiesto, but whatevers… it dost not matter… -__- huk… i think music is the one / only thing that cannot let me down since there’s so godamm much of it >__< i like quantity, not quality. heh. well for most things. like music. and clothes. ^__^ actually i really want to go raving, but that’s not going to happen until next weekend. i’ll manage. -__- i downloaded heckuvs goot vocal trance today… MOSTLY good anyways. =T some really have lyriks that are waaaay too cornballish though… but i guess a lot of people don’t really care about lyriks, so whatevers, i guess.
anyways, i just went to school and worked today. literally. oh, i opened new bank accounts too. wOoha. -__-;; hmmm yeah. nothing else. went rollerblading at greenlake yesterday. twas fun. i miss rollerblading. and biking. and being a little kid. -__- although some would argue otherwise. but that is besides the point.
okay so about my shrooming experience huk… honestly, i thought it was so bomb but i think i had the most fun out of everyone (and i took less than everyone too). it’s just spiff because you percieve things so differently and you think about things differently. it’s kind of hard to explain but it seems like everyone talks / thinks really artistically even if they really could care less about that kinda ish. like… colors look really intense. we kept talking about the colors red and green because they stood out sooo much… red especially… especially when we went to park late at night it seemed like the only colors that were visible were red from cigarettes or the sky, or what not… it was just weird!! and it’s sooo easy to get freaked out… just mere suggestion of things freaked me out -__- didn’t really HALLUCINATE though persay… only things i hallucinated was i thought bo said he wanted to go to bellevue to drive around when he didn’t say that… and i thought this 7-11 or gas station or something had its doors open for renovation but it was like three in the morning so that’s not really very logical. we went to a bunch of parks… and it’s cool because when you go down hills and stuff it seems like your going down forever… and then we went to this park at like 4 am and there was a train passing by and it was soooooo intense… >__< and it was a beach there and the view was just freaking amazing man… haha… but it’s weird because everything looks so godamm fake… trees look fake… the water and ocean and stuff just looks drawn… or like… computer-animated on one of those 3d programs… seriously… O_o; quite the strange. haha and we saw these logs sticking out of the ground… and they looked like stick-figure people with their torsos stuck in the ground… hmm it’s hard to explain but if you saw what we saw it woulda been funny. oh yeah and then this random guy came out and shone a flashlight at us after we saw the train saying that he and a group of people were camping there and we were too loud… and we were quite proud that we were louder than a train… hahaha. and then i guess we kept making noise so like four people came out and shone flashlights at us… but i think i hallucinated that because i said there was a bunch of people and bo said there was only one, i think. O_o;; oh well. oh well probably won’t do it for a longass time. it’s soooo impossible to go to sleep after doing it man… your mind just keeps thinking and thinking… it’s like when you think you’re asleep but you’re really not. sucketh pOop. if i can manage… i’m going to lay off drugs for a while. i think it’s a good point to stop… since i just tried another hardcore drug… -__- god… i don’t know what i am doing man. someone smack me. sorry. i think this newfound-freedom is getting to my retarded head.
oh. and the reason we tried in the first place is because we were at ballard and they wouldn’t let us in (MAN AND AARON SIMPSON WAS SPINNING THE BOMBEST DRUM’N'BASS TOO! >__<) because they had problems with liquor liscense again and people under 21 couldn’t go in… so… we were chillin in the parking lot… me being the only sober one at the time… so everyone else took a bajillion years to decide -__-;; and we waited so long some guy just came up to us and offered us. HUK! >__<
anyways. man my room is soooo freaking hot but i can’t turn on fan cause my roommate is sleeping… since my fan sounds like a godamn lawmower… so loud. stupid PoS. i do not understand man… our room is always like ten degrees hotter than outside… freaking you open the door and feel the heatwave… no joke!!! oh well. WARPED TOUR HERE I COME! hope there are some hawt asian skater boys… huk huk… since it doesn’t matter anyway. -__- i need a godamn camera, since i broke mine… ugh… now it’s just like a fancy disposable camera that is not disposable since the damn zOom doesn’t work anymore. na neun pabo ya… in more ways than one.