pump it up.
* song of the moment * — “lucky denver mint” bai jimmy eat world [rock], “outro” bai jinusean [korean], “saranghagi tehmooneh” bai j [korean], “drawing board” bai mest [rock], “heaven” bai dj sammy and yanou [trance], “filth” bai ed rush [drum-n-bass], “tell me” bai dj dara and j-majik [drum-n-bass] <~ this is perhaps mie favorite drum-n-bass song, so listen yoo mofo biatches.
* mood * — blah
march 21st — blah. quite an uninteresting day, actually. woke up in the morning, really did nothing, and then seungbum did mie voicemail. forrealz, yall must hear that shiet. it’s funnie as fauk. only cause he’s such a weirdo, tho… -__-;; listen to it… and then tell mee he’s not a weirdo for standing in the middle of the hallway screaming it -__-; blah. i still miss mie voicemail that phil [wu] and jeremy did fo mee tho… with the 112 “it’s the v the i the v the n”, the “do yoo guys wanna leave a messaaaaage” like chris katan’s “do yoo guys wanna buy some coookieeess”, and… sheet, i forgot the middle part… sigh. damn memory. -__-; or lack thereof. after that i jes went to work and hung out all fuqin day. not fun. i HATE closing… it’s such a bitch. a really bitchy bitch. but andrea, [pika-]john, esther, and lingo (appoe) picked mee up and we dropped andrea off and then went to gpc (a pcbang). blah. pcbang’s here are so much nicer than the ones I’VE seen in cali… but then again it’s not like i am a hardcore gamer or nothing so eh. whatevers. played a buncha free pump mahaha. ^__^ fun. especially since it was freeeeeee. i loooooove freeeeee ~
march 22nd — ehhhh woke up, went to work again! work is mie life -__-; worked til 9… had some visitors… I LOVE VISITORS… i love yoo fooz that actually come visit mee *sniff… *hug hug hug. blah after work i jes went with josh, chol, mike, steve, and dan to watch “blade two”… heh ~ funnie. cause they kept doing wrestling moves and shiet all through-out the movie… that was funnie as hell. but i don’t think very many other people found it all thaaat funnie -__-; blah. afterwards we jes went to eat at honey court… and mike paid for everyone *sniff… and then we got a ticket for parkin in the place next to honey court… which was supposedly only for tai-tung customers (and they had a pajama-wearin security guard ~ psheeeezy) and schteve paid for the ticket… blahhh i only had five bucks left of money… so i split it among the tip for the restaurant and the parking ticket… which… really… it not a lotta money for either -__-; blaaah… thanks to mie seattle university ballaz mike and steve, yoo fukin rich-asses -__-;; yea afterwards we jes went to check out their dorms @ seattle u… imo, fukin NICE… fukin nice!!! grrr… *jealous, jealous. perhaps i should go there -__-; but i’m not a balla so i guess that wouldn’t work. blahhhhh steve had all these glowstix in his room and there was this one that changes colors from orange to yello to green… and he jes broke it!!! -__-; even tho we weren’t @ rave or nothin… and mee and chol were like “AAAAHHHHH! WAT ARE YOO DOING!!! AAAAHHH!” and he’s like yea, there’s this pink to purple to blue one *taking it out* ~ “NOOOOOOOOO DUN BREAK IT!!!!!!” i think we’re more sheisty about his glowstix than he is -__-;;
have yoo guys ever talked to a person SOLELY online, and then one day he or she just… disappears? i hate that… it’s kinda lyke uhhhh did that person DIE or something… -__-;; yoo never knoe… i haven’t met any of these people lately but back in the day… yea… strange how i actually remember these people >.< sigh. wonder how they’re doing! actually… i wonder how a lot of people are doing… like old friends from high school and stuff… >.< so sad that there are so many great people that yoo meet in yur life, but ideally, yoo can only keep in touch with so many of them… if yoo try keepin in touch with everyone, yul jes have a bunch of acquaintances and not many close friends… -__-; blah. hmm… hyun is going to korea today… nyuk nyuk nyuk ~ i hope he comes back fobbified. puhaha… that’d be some shiet if he came back with long dyed bangs and stuff… i’d probably die of laughter.
sigh… life is depressing… it works out in the strangest ways. sometimes it seems the people yoo think care the most really don’t show that they do, and the people yoo dun think yoo can count on turn around and surprise yoo. -__-; it’s a bad thing, really… because then it kinda blurs the line, and yoo can’t say that yes, this person is a good friend, OR that… he or she isn’t. i don’t even knoe if i’m making sense. sigh. it’s also weird… because i don’t believe in fate… man… sometimes when i look back on things i wonder… i dunno it’s not like i regret anything but i wonder shiet, if i had been there instead of HERE how different the outcome of things would have been… blah. i believe i’m kinda shady in some of mie choices… and it’s not really that i am choosy on purpose, but it just turns out that way. i back out of things with certain people last minute… it’s not good -__-; cause i hate it when people do it to mee… and it’s cool that people are still willing to be good to mee even when i may have been fucked up to them. if this applies to yoo, sorrie -__-;