muthafuckin wOo!
i’m listening to… — “on the move” bai barthezz, “believer” bai bt, “flaming june” bai bt, “godspeed” bai bt [they’re all trance]
i feel… — euphoric…?
7:03 am — heh… just got back from NAF. so much for not going raving until USC. at first, i was having major major doubts about going because it was another one of my anti-social tendencies (blah), but i’m so fucking glad i went. muthafuckin wOo to the fullest! ^__^ my whole day went by super slowly because i had to read a bunch of shit for sociology, so… time just kind of crawled by and i was literally in pajamas all day (even when we went out of the dorm to eat… cause i really don’t give a rat’s ass anymore). so josh called, saying that he wanted to go… and well… i was doubtful and hesitant, but i decided since i was almost done with my 250-page reading (20 more pages to go! whee!) that i would take a break and go to NAF. it felt like it had been so long since i’d gone raving, but it was really only like a two week gap. sad… quite sad. -__-;; heh… and tony! you fuck! -__-;;;
so dude (i say dude soooo much now), at first it was so whatevers… music was… eh, alright. and i was having a decent time. they spun jungle in the main room but i couldn’t dance to it at all for some reason. beat was all off. >__< haha there’s this one guy… every single step he takes is off beat. i don’t see how you could possibly stand dancing like that…? -__-;; muthafuckin funny because he went up to jeff and was like, “dude, check this out” (and jeff is like… the bombest dancer too!) and this dude was trying to show off to jeff and jeff was just like, “naw dude… you need to dance faster.” hahaha… major diss. but funny.
anyway, they spun trance in the main room… a couple of the songs were really good so that got me decently excited… and then later i went into the small room and aaron simpson was up… he was spinning drum’n'bass to start with… then some breaks… and then it started to sound like house, so me and ben went back to the small room (wOo! found another person who likes breaks and jungle! nice!) and later i decided to go back into the small room (okay, sorry, this is getting boring, heh) and damn… i went just at the right time. went back to get seungbum and josh and then guess the fuck what… aaron simpson started spinning “watching you” bai eye… wOo! fucking exciting. i felt like a freak cause i was cheering like a madwoman, but it’s whatevers… i don’t think anyone else knew that song but it’s like my favorite hard trance song so it was wOo… SOOOOO exciting. so we danced, danced, danced, and then like two songs later he spun “infected” bai barthezz… wOo! again i was cheering like an idiot. and then his ending song was “unfinished symphony” bai hybrid so once again i was the only freaking idiot cheering. man, that last song sounds so freaking good when it’s spun live! ahhhhh *drOol… ^__^ that set made me so freaking happy and giddy… wOo… i’m still on a natural high from that. ^__^ ah. yes. screw flave and his house… my new fave local dj is aaron simpson… no doooooubt ^__^ wOo… made my freaking day. i’m so glad i went. relieved so much stress… gave me time to think… wonderful, wonderful. localize is now up there as my favorite rave, along with lucky charms. muthafuckin wOo! ^__^ anyway, i decided since i’m not tired i’m going to finish up my sociology reading, then go to sleep and go to work. -__-;;
and i have come to the conclusion that muthafuck dude… drugs are no good… -__-;;; although i like them (rather, their effects), they fucking freak the shit out of me. tonight josh was all fucking twitching and shiet… dude… USC is going to be my last drop for sure… and honestly i am contemplating about not dropping at that… but it’s most likely i will. i don’t think it will be a problem after that though… i don’t really miss it or want it particularly. hahaha tonight i saw this girl getting a light show and she was all chewing gum but she couldn’t chew it properly cause she was so fucked up… man, people on E look so horrible… god, everything is fucked up… -__-;;
oh yeah and what i did yesterday… went to school, aced my chinese quizzes (bout time shiet), slept a bit, went to work, and went to esther / andrea / carolynn’s new apartment and watched high / drunken people eat a whole bunch of food. so as josh was picking me up from work, his car had major major problems and the breaks were making this hella loud grinding sound… scary. we were all going down a huge hill to the haggett underground parking lot and i thought we were going to die >__< oh well. and in the supermarket ben and josh went crazy and got like four different kinds of milanos… shit, i didn’t even know there were that many kinds. -__-;; ah well… twas nice to see everyone again. whatever. lates.