minor senioritis?
* song of the moment * - “sorry, i love you” bai fish leong… what a stupid name. i really like the lyriks to this song =T here’s a partial translation: “i don’t know how you’ll think or what you’ll say / but even so, it won’t change my decision / i want you to listen to my heart beat / i want you to know i don’t sleep well / when i drink water i think of you / when i ride a car i think of you / when i shut both eyes all that appears is you / i cannot guess what your expression means / i cannot wait for your response / i don’t want to face disaster because of you / but i don’t want to let you go / i’ve decided to tell you that i’m sorry… / i’m sorry but i love you…”
* mood * - i don’t kno? good, i guess… only cuz it’s not bad.
finally, i have senioritis… well, minor senioritis, anyways. i got to stay home most of the day today cuz i was butt tired… but then i ended up going to skool fifth period cuz i thought i’d need to do a lab in physics… turned out we didn’t do a lab and i went to skool for no freeking reason… dammit. i think i’ll have to make up a math lab this week or something… how gay. i hate math. i hate mai class… i have such crappy luck… the classes that we do the most group projects in (math and civics) are the classes that i dun really kno anyone *dammit… hecka not fair… i was thinking of reasons that i have bad luck. i came up with two. 1) maybe it’s cuz i’m not being faithful to god. heh… but then, i swear mai lyfe is that cursed even when i did believe in him; 2) maybe it’s cuz i don’t return chain letters. but then again, i would also be dead bai now.
so i guess i don’t kno what the reason is for my having such crappy luck. it’s a mystery. mystery men is a horribly stupid movie… i can’t believe i watched that… heh ~ * i really wanna watch “traffic” and “snatch (only cuzza brad pitt ^^;)”. eventually, eventually. man… i wish i were in college now (then again, who doesn’t?). i wanna kno what college i’m going to also. man… have to wait another torturous month…
i’m sick of guys… again =P i think imma go be a nun… again =P really, i wish it were that simple. they’re so much energy to think about and… blech… it just really sucks. =( anyways. i wanna meet david tao… i really really want to meet him (and i also really really want jeremy to give mee back mai david tao cd -_-). he is so freeking talented… i bet if he looked like nic tse or something he’d be a lot more famous, tho… but he doesn’t… so it’s kewl that people actually like him because of his singing (*drool) skillz, his rapping (?) skillz, and definitely his composing and producing skillz. he is jes soooo freeking awesome. oh well whatever.
this afternoon i was watching korean music videos again. i was watching a performance of “nuhmaneun chunsaga dwaeyo” bai voice… blech… i used to like them… and i guess i still like the song but it pissed mee off cuz they were lip-syncing but they tried to act like they were all into the song and stuff. and they were lipping to a BALLAD. why not jes sing it? i honestly don’t think if yoo can sing in a studio yoo wun be able to sing live. unless yoo were REALLY REALLY nervous, but then people would be able to tell anyways. stuppppid. and why is park jiyoon so damm famous. that bugs mee too =T