meow.
i’m listening to… four mae songs have been on repeat for the past like three hours… http://www.purevolume.com/mae/ meow.
i’m feeling… UHHH.5:11 am — since i have time at the moment, updating the journal is probably a good idea. lots of stuff have been happening lately, so i guess…
i don’t even know where to start. all the days kind of blur together into one giant ball of… stuff.
so uh on thursday we were supposed to go to the freaking yamashiro’s for happy hour, but it was closed when we got there, so we ended up going to denny’s. it was lenny, mike, ray, eva, nathan, liz, and anthony… we kept harrassing the waitress, and at first she was totally like BRAWRRRRR but then it was okay. the manager was cool, and they were okay with our harassing after a while, it seems. nathan asked for a bowl of lemons to make impromptu lemonade with, but ray took them all, and so they asked for another bowl, which they ended up putting in the pitcher of water. he asked for more, but DENIED. but yeah the lemoned water was pretty damned gross. pfft, and anthony said we only played 21-questions because we had nothing else to talk about. pfft. diss.
so yesterday a bunch of people came over… the night included such folks as arlen, farm, mike, jeff, lenny, liz, kathy, alex, brett (who came back from wsu), eva, ray, and bear (ray’s huge ass yorkie terrier)… i think that’s everyone. i think. yeah though - we were supposed to go the uw lesbian gay transgendered drag show prior to coming back to our house, but we were late because we had to go buy michael chang alcohol before the liquor store closed… so we made him dress up in drag as the punishment. he wore liz’ red dress with eyeliner, some girly hat, lipstick… he’s a hot ass woman dude. he has such womanly body features. :0
i suck though. in an attempt to make good photography out of his womanliness, i took pics, and the deal was that i couldn’t take pics. damn, i thought he’d be drunk enough not to remember that, but clearly not. so the original deal was that he had to lipsync to a song, but since i touched the camera, that didn’t happen T__T
so i admit it arlen. the “ali g show” is awesome. it’s true. every episode makes me cackle like an idiot.
today me, cynthia, and lenny decided to go to the park. we walked from cyn’s apartment, which is close to lander and terry… it was like… a 12 block walk, but it was really entertaining for some reason. it was exploring a new area for sure… just walking up the street cynthia lives on was totally wtf… people have the weirdest shit in their front lawns… if you were to steal one thing from every house’s lawn, you could probably build a fort or castle of tin and plastic cats or something.
also, the houses were really weird… we started rating them on the way back… it’d be a really nice, newly remodeled looking cozy house on one side, and then one super ghetto wire-fenced-up house with dead rose bushes or something.
anyway, the park rocked. we talked about building a giant swing or something on the underside of this stone bridge thing… it’d be awesome scary death. and we tried to stand up in the middle of the stupid merry go round shit. THAT THING IS SO NOT FUN. and standing up is so hard. cynthia is the only one who could do it. she’s a champion playgrounder. there was also this rope line swing thing of doom. i’m surprised little kids don’t die from it. and good places to spraypaint. shit, i want to. there was also this little stream lake thing that all these little kids kept plopping rocks into. ah, youth… maybe that’s why being curious about everything and going on quests is so fun. it’s so… kid-like.
on the way back we passed by this house with this heart in a circle with an ex thru it (it was made out of christmas lights… kind of like a no-smoking sign, but with a heart instead of a cigarette)… anyway, i felt compelled to write them a letter, so i found a receipt in my bag, and wrote them a letter something along the lines of, “dear sirs and madams, excuse my writing for my hands are frozen (it was so bad), but upon returning home from a quest to ravenna park, i stumbled upon your (insert photo of heart cross-out thing) and felt obliged to write you a note. I LOVE YOU. I AM A GIRL. CALL ME.” and i wasn’t going to leave a phone number, but i ended up doing it 
i hope they call! and aren’t straight freaky crazy!
** ADDED IN 2008: SOME GUY CALLED ME FROM THIS HOUSE WHEN I WAS IN LOS ANGELES WITH JEANETTE. HE WAS A FRIEND OF THE PEOPLE WHO LIVED IN THE HOUSE. HE WAS A GRAFFITI ARTIST. IT WAS A FUN CONVERSATION. I SAID I’D CALL HIM WHEN I GOT BACK IN TOWN SO WE COULD HANG, BUT I TOTALLY FORGOT I’D SAVED THE NUMBER UNTIL NOW (IT IS APRIL 2008 AND THAT WAS LIKE, IN SEPTEMBER 2007). THE NUMBER IS (206) 778-0086… HMM I SHOULD CALL IT SOMETIME… **
there have got to be more quests… i love questing, but no one ever does it cause everyone is too lazy to walk around. but it’s fun. and i want to shroom. and walk around outside. but that usually results in people freaking out, so i don’t know.
shiet, i gotta get a move on for the stupid magazine. SHIT, I NEED ADVERTISING REVENUE. asidjoaigjoiasjd. crappola :[ why is it so hard… at least we have good writers now, but the money… squat shit.
yesterday my mom told me to hurry up and find a conventional job.
i said no thanks.
i just like to spend your money.
someday, it WILL be worthwhile. damnit.
i haven’t done anything in so long. tomorrow will be productive… productive? productive. damn you lenny.
random things from the past few days (likely to change as i actually remember things):
[1] susan posted on her xanga she wanted to get a tattoo, and maybe she’d get something christian so that christians would think it were okay. me and liz told her to get either stigmata tattooed on her or a giant cross on her back. ^__^
[2] liz bought me a spongebob squarepants coloring book. i’ve been coloring people pages. i’m such a freak. but coloring is straight fun man.
(anthony’s response:)
i think you should just let your hormones go and have sex. haha jk. well with me, than im not. hahah jk again. i wasnt so much as uncomfortable as what the heck kind of questions are these to ask while im sitting at a table trying to eat food…
(lenny’s response:)
Dude how can you be so open about sex and horny online but in real life youre like mister quiet! Vee and I are going to have our way with you. Those questions are perfectly normal and dinner worthy! In fact I’d be disappointed if those questions werent asked.
By the way, nice reply ant! <3
(anthony’s response:)
ooops wrong button 
i am really not that quiet in real life. just depends who im with and what the situation is. I dont know why im quieter around the nordy girls than other people, considering ive known them for over 4 years now… i guess i dont have a great deal in common with them where i can just say stuff and have it make sense to them. ;0