meine eyeballs and nostrils.
so a year or two ago i had this really uncomfortable portion of time where my right eyeball would keep me up at night cause it felt like it was rolling around in my head. well, thank god it doesn’t feel like that anymore. i got catscans and other kinds of shit done but supposedly there was nothing wrong with me. now, though, it still feels like shit. not quite as shitty as before but still definitely shitty.
another thing that’s really godamn annoying is that i cannot breath out of my left nostril like at all. even worse now that it’s allergy season (as i now cannot breathe too well out of either nostril). the only time the left nostril clears up is briefly after one of my many left nostril-only nosebleeds. bah. i think i permanently hurt my left nostril when i decided to blow my nose when i had a nosebleed like 4 years ago. i remember it clearly. i was getting this huge unstoppable nosebleed in the women’s bathroom in terry, and as it was about to stop, i for some reason decided to blow out of my nose. a giant hunk of blood vessel or vein (like seriously spongey in consistency) came out of my left nostril and since then i get chronic nosebleeds that are very hard to stop from that nostril, and that nostril only. i never get nosebleeds from the other side. and now i can’t breathe either. blech. T__T