last day at rubber stamp?
i THINK today was my last day at rubber stamp. the day before, david had taken me aside and basically said that he felt it wasn’t working out for them or me, and that the only reason i hadn’t been fired yet is because he thought that i was one of the people that the company could make a huge difference for. i begged to differ and quit. but he said some nice things and some things to think about — about how i am not meticulous enough — and i guess i have to see that. but that environment just wasn’t for me. i’m getting along fine in the kent place now even though they have fuckloads of directions and formalities because they are the city, but i don’t care, because i respect the people there. and i don’t mind listening to them about their analness. it’s alright. with rubber stamp, it just wasn’t… i do feel bad because i left them half-stride. i was going to give them two weeks, but he said he didn’t need it, so i gave them two days instead. but actually, i just checked out the frugalities.com website right now, and it seems like it looks way fooking better since after i left. they actually gave whoever is updating it creativity visually, where they had just wanted me to keep it exactly the same. so, it’s better. well, some things are better, and some things are worse. it’s weird, though, because they changed all the text and the formatting of the code and everything. what possessed this? i wonder. looks like the change was the best for everyone. good.
anyway, i think it’s pretty awful that i never write in this thing anymore… how sad… :[ i guess i just don’t have that much time for myself these days? i am too set on working to attempt to get somewhere else. then i’ll have all the time i want for myself? maybe?