it’s hot in here.
i’m listening to… — “loving you” bai nanase aikawa [japanese], “lui ou toi” bai alizee [french], “what’s my age again?” bai blink-182 [rock], “crying” bai nanase aikawa [japanese], “motorcycle driveby” bai third eye blind [rock], “nouveau western” bai mc solaar [french] <~ french rap is kewl dOod! ^__^
i feel… — alright. it’s soooooo hot >__<
SIGN IN PHIL NHO’S NEW APARTMENT, WHICH PLAYS OFF OF THE NELLY SONG, “HOT IN HERE”:
“it’s getting hot in here, so take off all your… shoes.”
1:31 am — blahblah bliddy blah. dude it’s so freaking hot in this room right now so i’m going to type this really quick and then go pass out even though i’m not particularly tired. dude my brother plays so much freaking “halo”… how un-incredibly fun. well, a little fun, but not THAT much fun. isn’t it weird how there aren’t that many girls who are hardcore gamers…? i don’t know. anyways… today i just woke up and then tinwin picked me up and then we went to take studio pics… they turned out… eh… fuck, i’m so fat… -__-;;; i did NOT realize i was THIS fat… aigo, aigo. aigo. -__-;; aigo. no more eating for me. guess i won’t even eat my typical once-a-trip-home in-n-out burger this time >__< oh well. yes. pictures were not too wonderful. and then me and sherry were hella craving thai food so we went to eat at this thai restaurant in milpitas square that fucking robbed us… (not literally). it was so… NOT good >__< shiet, i would have rather eaten at fresh choice. fucking waste of money. >__< it wasn’t GROSS persay, but it sure as hell was not GOOD. >__< couldn’t even taste the peanut-ness on the pad thai. sad. then we went to edgie’s and played more pool… only me and sherry played though… tinwin, karen, and jeanette just watched. blah. i played alright today and/or sherry was not as good as usual and/or sherry made many accidental automatic-loss shots (scratching on 8-ball and what not) and so i won every game but one. wOo! then tinwin dropped me off at dahye’s and me, her, phil nho, phil [hsieh], phil [wu], jason, dave [lee], and korey went to nohrehbang in berkeley/oakland… man… how i’ve missed that place (berkeley)… i freaking love. sigh. wish i had gotten into that school. sort of. heh, man. i can’t get out of my head how much of druggies people in washington are. O_O;; inteeeereeeestiiiiing. well nrb was whatevers… god… i suck at singing now duuuude. not that i was ever REALLY that good but now i straight-up suck. how depressing. -__- guess that’s what happens when you don’t sing in a long time? i don’t even know. sad day. hot day, rather. actually, i guess it was fairly fun because dave and phil nho are always entertaining at nrb… hehehe… funny kids. and jason actually sang today which is sort of a WOW. i think we scared the crap out of korey, but oh well… he’ll get used to it. what a cool name too. ^__^
hmmm i think phil nho’s blog summarizes tonight: “must say when I got there, I realized I wasn’t really in the karaoking mood. It seemed like we were doing it mainly for old times sakes, since last summer that was mainly what we did. And with Vivian leaving on Sunday, and Fil leaving next Thursday, it seemed appropriate that we karaoked at least once before they left. Once we got there, it got better though. Surprisingly their English language collection was actually updated and recent. I sang some songs like “In the End,” (Finally LINKIN PARK!!!) and “Wherever you will go” in my Calling voice. Hahah, and as usual Dave was using songs like “I want it all” by O-town, and “Peaches and Cream” to hit on Vivian. On Peaches and Cream, he was straight up bumping her with his booty. She moved across the room. LOL. And during the KISS song “Because I’m a girl,” Dave once again delighted us with his girly monologue. And yes Bbin once again sang “I love you” the only Korean song he can sing.”
randomness - i’ve noticed that when i’m high my mind always dwells upon the same topics if i allow myself to think. i think a lot about possibilities and everything is so idealistic… yet i’m really cynical too. it doesn’t quite make sense, i don’t think.
i think i’ll just stay at home tomorrow and relax. you know - watch some tv, play some video games, eat some home-cooking… catch up on homely time. after all, i DO still need to watch “training day” and i would like to watch “blackhawk down” again… so maybe i will work on having some time with the familia. try to be good kid since my mom planned on cooking me dinner and what not and i haven’t been home for the past two days. sad. -__-; well it doesn’t really matter since we’re probably going to end up sitting around somewhere wondering what to do… i get sick of just doing nothing once in a while. aht, welps. i’m freaking hot in here so i’m going to go. must wake up at 10:30 and meet up with mom to go to the bank… -__-; how horribly boohooreeng.
nho-nho was playing this song in his car as we were driving home tonight. i dig it very much so.
where i would impress you with every single word i said
it would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you’d want to call me
and i would be there every time
you’d need me
i’d be there every time…
but for now, i’ll look so longingly
waiting…
for you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me
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