ironic.
i’m listening to… — “torn” bai natalie imbruglia [pop-rock], “terminal velocity” bai rascal + klone [DnB], “six underground” bai sneaker pimps [trip-hop?] <~ so this is music i have discovered i like quite a bit. =) sometimes.
i feel… — good.
8:04 am — my motherfuckin computer is chock full of viruses. a windows ch virus or some shizzos. somebody tell me how to fix? >__< i would enjoy changing my layout some, but i hope i don’t think two long and hard on the idea because otherwise i will change it although i have no ideas and no time… no time being the major problem. i can barely update this page as it is… but changing the layout sounds so yum… -__-;; i’m super tempted to make another eun jiwon layout. puhaha. bleh. blah. dude i thought of this when i was in the shower. you know how time seems to go by faster when you’re having fun than when you’re bored? what if you were made aware of every minute that went by? would time still seem to go by faster? O.o?
2:35 am — haha shizzo dude… life is so godamn ironic. actually… it’s not really that ironic; we only think it is because we notice the ironic stuff but we don’t notice the normal stuff. either way, it’s interesting, no? ^__^ i’ve half a mind to not sleep at all tonight, but i have learned through past experience that i cannot function if i don’t sleep a whole night. hah. i’ve yet to stay up one whole night completely and be able to function correctly the next day. it’s really quite sad. i think i need three hours and i’m good to go. maybe two… i’m not sure. ^__^ anyway, after i type this up, i’m going to go take a nap so yea, i really hope i wake up in the morning… cause i gots worky work to doooo >__< sigh to the izzai. which makes no sense, but when do things ever make sense? anyways. things have been interesting. lately i’ve concluded that i’ve been very… lyrical…? about my thoughts. i wrote poems and stuff before but lately i’ve been writing one like every other day… literally. pretty… interesting. nice way to get my thoughts out into the open, i guess. well, even though most people don’t read it =) i’ve gained some fans! namely, amykchung is spreading the word. heh. cool beans =)
anyways today i just went to chinese class and we were having skit practice and shit. performing skits tomorrow… muthafuckin wOo! ^__^ i really like acting, i guess. it’s damn fun, except my problem is that i only like acting in amusing things. everything else is whatevers… but then again, i’ve never really tried anything else. ah yes, me and sherry’s old skits were bombass, no? ^__^ i bet freaking church talent show misses us. kaka. this will be their first year without us in a long time. fun, fun… really is. it’s weird… i think memorizing lines for skits is really really easy. i don’t see how people have problems with that…? eh afterwards [kimchi-]john came over cause i told him i’d help him make a webpage for his speech class… so i made him one… it’s pretty lame and it took like about three hours. blah. waste of time. oh well. it’s right here: http://members.tripod.com/~kubalibras. look at it in all its ugly splendor glory. -__-;; hehe. then i don’t know… ah, yeah, josh and amykchung came over for a little bit cause i was feeling soooo whatevers… i’m glad they came dude… although being in “whatever” moods makes me productive… they did cheer me up. all cause amy wanted ice cream too. hah. i was trying to finish reading books for the ten page paper i have due on monday (since this weekend will be quite the time-consuming weekend) buuuuuuuut… that went to hell cause seungbum came over for a little while and then i went to go visit tony and then we went to go visit suejung because tony was getting his eyebrows plucked. puhaha. ^__^ even i haven’t plucked my eyebrows! =) oh well. give em a taste of the other side. keke. cool yo. i got to see a lot of people today… considering i’ve been a hermit for the past however long. but then again, i guess i always have been… introverted extrovert. whatever that is. extroverted introvert? *shrug. i think the latter. dude! i saw hyun today too! that nikka finally came back from hanguk yo… yay. =) missed his hyun mannerisms, even though i didn’t even get to really talk to him. sadness. oh well.
duuuude… i am SO diggin this song. =) sounds freaking tight, yo. lyriks are… eh… but song is off the hook. to me, anyways. i love when i hear it spun too… sounds so freaking good. >__< man… the song that sounds the most beautiful at raves… “finished symphony” by hybrid. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL… cause it is so untypikal and so like… instrumental. super yum dude. i still want to see “spiderman”. oh well. oh yeah. here are the lyriks. =)
the way you got me open baby
they say i’m buggin
the way i’m top sweatin your lovin
they all sit and wonder why
this feeling i cannot hide
it ain’t a question of pride
they say i’m slippin
the way you got my whole life flippin
they say i’m losin it
cause i can’t seem to keep my grip
we all cry when we feel pain
when love is gone we’re not the same
it ain’t a question of brains
it’s love
* JILL SCOTT - IT’S LOVE (TRIPPIN’) *