i’m going going back back to taiwan taiwan.
but not really back as i never really was born there but you know. still.
therefore, it is time…
it is time to start re-learning some chinese in preparation of going to taiwan this november…
then after that, it’s time to learn russian, in preparation for russia next year.
i’m thinking of taking the TEFL so i can live somewhere else for like 3 months and then get english-teaching jobs around the world. the downsides to that, though… is that i don’t know if i’m brave enough to contribute so much time outside of the country where i know no one. being nomadic has its downfalls in the fact that well, it’s hard to get to know people for extended periods of times?! the upsides to that is well, traveling. but being that i’m a pretty nostalgic person, i’m not sure that’d work. 
that or i’d only want to go on three month campaigns to places to teach. crap. what to do with this life?!! i don’t know. all i need is a boyfriend husband person something significant other who likes traveling… that’d be cool.
i’m going to talk to dr. rarick tomorrow night hopefully about maybe getting some kind of experience in mental health or social work… i don’t know. all i know is i feel like i’m going blind staring at a computer all day. i’ve thought this before but lately it actually is hard to look at stuff. looking at the tv from not even halfway across the room with my contacts on = blurry… i can’t read road signs at night… it’s all kind of weird and all pointing to bad…
really all i want to do is do graphic design on a freelance basis, part-time. i don’t like this full-time graphic design thing… it’s wearing staring at a computer all day. regardless of what the reason is.
i’m moving from bellevue back to seattle starting september 1st. living with senor ryan pangilinan. it’s weird… for the first time since like almost when we first started dating things with lenny are extremely good. i don’t know why. it’s good, though. except it’s bad since we’re not living together starting in a few days. strange how things work… or is it a contributing factor? i don’t know. :[
xinlei is going to come up and visit end of september. sherry is going to be here next week. yays all around.