i want to start a magazine.
* song of the moment * - “holding down” bai jinusean. eh, i dunno what to say. this song is good. i have concluded that the kind of rappers i lyke are the ones with really high voices. so that they dun sound hella manly and the i’m-gonna-kill-yoo-if-yoo-look-@-mee kinda voices. i dunno. i downloaded this song bai cyclo called “na ra neun na” and the guy in it has the highest voice and he can hella flo… man… i friggin love it =D* lyke kim jaeduc of sechskies. i lyke his voice too. i think american rappers need more high-voiced people. there’s only a couple and there voices aren’t THAT high, jes higher than normal. lyke the guy (who’s dead now…) in outlawz… sexxxxxxy! yeah i kno i’m weird. here is everyone else wanting the guys with the manly deep voices and i want the wussy-voiced people. psycho mee.
* mood * - okay =T
i just had a wave of inspiration… i kind of know what i wanna do with mai lyfe now. except i don’t kno how well this idea will work out… -_-
i wanna start an asian-american music magazine. anyone wanna tell mee if there are these out there already??? see… that would be kewl because it combines everything that majorly interests mee… languages + music + writing. i don’t think it can get better. originally mai plan was to write for music magazines in ASIA, but since i am a mofo abc, that won’t work out very well… but a asian music magazine in america? that could easily work. and i wanna do it… i really want to do it. now the hard part is convincing people that i can do it because i dun even kno if i can either. >P mai family wants mee to go into business, i swear. that is the LAST thing on the face of the earth that i will do. guaranteed. i dun care if business is needed. i hate how business people are… @ least the majority of them. it’s lyke they all step on other people to get to the top. that bothers mee and i hate people lyke that. even tho i only kno a couple… luckily.
i hope i get accepted to uc irvine. or else i’ll have to bustacap in someone ass. forrealz, cuz i dun wanna end up goin to riverside or santa cruz. and since i was rejected to davis, i can’t go there either (not lyke i really wanted to in the first place). maybe somehow i’ll freekishly get into irvine. i really hope so. college acceptances and rejections are sure stressful. i haven’t actually got a real rejection letter yet, which is kewl, but i have this feeling that they’re all gonna come @ one tym and like bury mee -_-;