hard to explain.
i’m listening to… — “abracadabra” bai mylene farmer [french], “between angels and insects” bai papa roach [rock], “game over” bai baby vox [korean], “saranghae yo” bai baby vox [korean], “too gone, too long” bai en vogue [r&b], “best i ever had” bai vertical horizon [rock], “lux” bai baby vox [korean], “l’homme de mes reves” bai assia [french]
i feel… — good.
ME, TELLING PHIL TO BRING ME PRESENTS:
“make sure when you go to japan you bring me back lots of presidents!”
3:15 am — so tonight i just had like… sherry, tin-win, dahye, dave [lee], dave [liu], phil [wu], phil [hsieh], phil [nho], and jason over and we rented “blackhawk down”… everyone was paying attention and until phil wu came… since phil always makes comments during the movie no one could concentrate anymore. heh. what a punkass! oh well. it’s a good movie even though it is a little too drastic >__< blah… been watching movies like a crazy woman (sort of). watched “minority report” yesterday… i think it’s really cool… pretty good movie. and the screen with the gloves (for whoever HAS seen it) was hella freaking coolio yooooo. wonder if things will ever be like that…? ^__^; saw “training day” too… alright movie… and i’ve been watching “meteor garden”, this chinese drama, for like three days in a row hahaha. sad. reminds me of the days i used to watch hella hella anime… those things suck because once you get started you want to finish it… since it’s continuous and all. -__-;; so many hours have i wasted, but oh well… i probably wouldn’t be doing anything better with them anyways. hua zhe lei is freaking hot… i forgot his real name. hottie hottie bo bottie… even though he looks kind of weird. (? -__-;) he had cool long-guy-hair though. and he can sing! wOo! anyways. yeah. i shalt miss my cali kids! it’s weird… no one is really staying around in cali this summer… i’m going back to wa… xinlei and claire (i think) are going back to irvine… jeanette is going back to san diego… phil wu (that lucky fuck!) is going to japan… haha. for internship!! aht, too lucky… -__-; oh well. i don’t know what to say, really.
oh yeah. yesterday at night we went to milpitas and jason happened to meet some people who he wanted to race with so dave lee drove us hella far south to watch them race and then as soon as they were going to start there was a cop! whackassness. isn’t it weird how things work out? sometimes when you least expect it, things seem to happen. i know people always said that to me before… but it’s weird… summer of last year i wanted to go watch the street races so bad and now i could care less but i got the opportunity (er, i was actually allowed to go)… two summers ago i wanted to go raving so bad and then when i started college i could have cared less but i got the opportunity (once again, meaning when i was actually allowed to go). strange how things work. i’ve been thinking a lot lately… i like having my own room… gives me a place to blast my music loudly and think… and write… and sing… and read! wOo! haha whatevers… i don’t know what i’m talking about really. i’m confused about things. -__-; i’m not quite sure what my problem is these days. it’s not exactly that i’m unhappy… but i just… FEEL WEIRD! -__-; hard to explain? hard to explain. i think i watched too much drama… i can only think in chinese in my head. quite the odd. blah. it’s kind of sad that i came home and expected to sleep lots but i’ve barely slept any everyday. i don’t know why but i can’t really sleep in late here although when i’m at the dorms i can sleep til crazy hours…? doesn’t quite make sense. oh well. going back to washington in a couple of hours. i shalt miss the home-cooking, the car, the stereo system, the privacy, my parents, my friends… very much so. =T come visit me, you muthabitches! since sherry’s the only one coming *sniff. haha… i think i’ll probably end up boring her to death with my boring life though, but oh well. -__-;;; i’ll stop typing since i’m not typing about anything important anyways. =)