graduation party, buying shit.
* song of the moment * - “happy” bai avant [english].
* mood * - i’m wallowing in bitterness.
urgh. i just came back from maulin’s graduation party thing… yeah, sort of late, but whatever. ugh. everyone else went bowling but i came home early to earn butt-kissing points cuz i want to go karaokeing with karen tomorrow but now mai parents won’t even let mee cuz they think i go out too much. what kind of shit is that??? i’m the only fucking person who stays home on saturday nights [ie yesterday] but that was because they said i had to clean the house. which i didn’t do. which i SUPPOSE is mai fault. but they have no reason for not letting mee go out tomorrow… god i hate this shit… they hear karaoke and then they automatically assume it’s soo evil and stuff. and i even told them it was because karen is going to taiwan in three days and i want to hang out with her before she leaves… and that we’ve been talking about it for helluv long… ugh whatever i guess i shouldn’t even give a shit anymore… i’m used to this kind of shit. and i told them that was the reason i never asked to go anywhere i wanted to go — because they never let mee. and they say they always let mee. mai ass. they only let mee go out in the daytime. and then i never have a car anymore so they expect mee to get people to pick mee up all the time 24/7 if i want to go out… and they think no one goes out everyday… HAHA MAI ASS WHAT THE FUK DO YOO THINK SUMMER IS FOR?? -_-; anyways, no one ever fuking WANTS to pick mee up because geez i live hella fucking far away from the highway and it’s totally out of the way… luckily for mee people actually DO pick mee up [cuz they feel sorry for mee or something] or else i’d be sitting home ALL THE FUCKING TIME. helluv not fair… i hate mai life. not just mine… i hate life in general. what a fuking pointless waste of time, energy, brain power, etc.
okay today we had church and afterwards we went to wherehouse cuz i had a fifty dollar gift certificate… used it to buy avant’s “my thoughts”, incubus’ “s.c.i.e.n.c.e”, and gOogOodolls’ “dizzy up the girl”. that was definitely mai exciting point of the day [how pathetic]. it was koo though cuz i only had to pay less than two bucks of mai own money. tight. then we went to some boring picnic. and then to maulin’s thing. yeah. i’m sick of writing in here.
oh yeah and yoo kno what? the other day mai dad was talking about how he was soo glad i was going to skool outside of california because california was too liberal and he didn’t like it. heh. isn’t that nice? i wonder if he knows how liberal i am.