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i’m listening to… me, phil [nho], phil [wu], phil [hsieh], dahye, and dave [lee]’s trip to nohrehbang last summer… HAHAHA jesus christ it’s so funny. songs as of now: me and dave singing “bulssuh yil nyun” bai brown eyes.
i’m feeling… quite quite amoozed.
EUN JIWON, IN SOME SECHSKIES SONG:
“sometimes um… i feel like i’m way back from you. and when i kept falling in you… that’s… really hard time to me.” (hohoho makes me smile every time.)
11:44 pm — HAHAHA omigod this cd is so freaking funny. this nohrehbang that we go to sometimes burns your singing session on cd for you and gives it to you at the end… hahaha fucking great. hahaha. funny. i was playing counterstrike (which really i must say is not all that much fun on my uber uber uber uber laggy computer) while listening to this hehe… funny >__<;; anyways, first day of class was today. it was alright… not as great as i had hoped. no cute guys in my classes, the classes are not all that engaging, etc. etc. first one was intro to criminal justice and that was alright but the professor is kind of weird. second was chinese which i can tell is going to be hell. all the words are in simplified chinese which we haven’t learned the past two years; we’ve only learned traditional characters, so basically most people in the class can’t read shit. -__-; and then the teacher is odd. kind of seems like she can’t really speak chinese all that well. HAHA. and then we have an oral presentation every week. jesus christ. i cannot do those. -__-;; finally i have my communications class which i love already. the teacher is freaking hella funny and great. ^__^ ~ well… tis all. byebye ~ time to go study. =(
2:15 am — so now it is freaking late, and godamn me for thinking too much. i am a victim of insomnia. >__<; it’s no good… no good at all (obviously). man, i need to wake up early too because i have to study chinese. the teacher expects us to. -__-; sigh. i am going to quit my job at yunnie’s tomorrow if i have such confidence. i hope they will let me off ASAP… -__-; cause i really don’t want to work there any more. i am confident i can get a new job because after all i am pretty qualified… i’ve only had REAL jobs… like office jobs and what not. yunnie’s is the only run-of-the-mill (if i even use that right) job i have. applied just now for advertising designer job on the daily (again) because i really want that job and they keep posting ads for it at different times, shit. and then for this office job on the ave. can’t say i want that much, but you know, it will be better than yunnie’s, AND it is nine bucks an hour man ~ this whole job thing stresses me out so much you cannot even imagine. i HATE not knowing things for certain. i need things concrete. i hate having so many possibilities and not knowing which one is likely because anything goes. problems being: that i have all these concerts coming up and i’m afraid jobs will clash with such a thing, i can’t study with such long shifts, etc. etc. i’m down with jobs if it is short shifts everyday but freaking long shifts just kill me… because if i happen to have a lot of work that day i’m just basically fucked for the week because i stay up studying and then i sleep through classes the next day and the pattern repeats til it has time to correct itself. -__-; sigh. don’t know if i can sleep now.
you know what i decided? i guess deep down inside i am very old fashioned but i have this annoyance for guys who are as sensitive as girls are supposed to be. =X i don’t know why but it’s just annoying to me if guys are too desperate or sensitive and cry during chick flicks or something. jeejus. sigh*. first day of school and i’m already stressed as fuck. what is this madness. =( and jesus christ my messy ass room makes me sick because i can’t think cause it is so godamn messy… well mostly it is annoying because it is cluttered since i have so much little shit. and JESUS CHRIST i left all sorts of stuff at andrea’s apartment but i don’t have a car to pick it up and then i still don’t have my bank card and christ. oh yeah. i have no contact lens’ case so i am using eva’s solution and putting my contacts in shot glasses. how ghetto can you get man. for real. oh! and my first class is on the third floor… freaking… last year me and [kimchi-]john had class there too and everytime we got up there we were both all hella out of breath and shit -__-; sad day. haha. what’s more! i got locked out on my first day! =X like a freshman! huk ~ and then like six people who read my journal dropped off the face of the earth, i think. sad. =( sigh back to insomnianess… sigh.
oh yes. “sex and the city” is eva’s new obsession so i’ve been watching it too… strangely odd and interesting. =X can’t imagine being like those people eebus.
buhsuht hagosheepuh (^__^)V <~ inspiration for the new screename.
(xinlei’s response:)
i cant imagine vivian being ho-ey either. =) thanksgoodnesses.