explanation.
i’m listening to… nutty professor soundtrack. wewt.
i’m feeling… k.
1:33 am — was talking to lenny and i was just like, “yeah, if you want to watch a movie, we can.” now to most people this is almost offensive, because it’s like, “what, you’re reluctant to hang out with me?” but as for me… i say “if you want” a lot… because that’s my way of saying it’s cool with me, and if you want to do it, we can… :/ sure, it’s not an emphatic YES or anything, but it means i’m cool with it… i just am not the kind of person that 23419823% enthuisiastic about all things or anything… i just don’t give a fuck most of the time, and if it’s cool with you, sure, it’s cool with me. word.
these days have been boring. i need to change something. if not for alex and lenny (and some other people here and there), i seriously think i would be crazy right now. i am half-crazy at the moment.