deodorant = our friend.
SONG — “how you remind me” bai nickleback [english]. this song is sveeeet
MOOD — good
4:24 PM — uhhhhm. i jes got back from work a little bit. man, work sucks (whoa, i accidentally typed “sork wucks!” there… haha). the lady there (the one who tries to show off her english ’skillz’ has the most annoying laugh… and ugh… super b.o.!!! it’s gotten to be a habit where i hold mai breath every tym she reaches over mee or something. ick *shudder. man… this is random… sorta. i was gonna write about this yesterday but i was in a shitty mood so i didn’t… man it’s so retarded that that family got $$ for their kid dying from choking on one of the lychee jelly things. that is such a crock of shit. someone could choke on ANYTHING godammit… yoo can’t jes sue for that! >_< grrrrr… it pisses mee off greatly. argh. oh well. -_- STOOPID AMERICA. >_< well tym to go shower and then see if i can beg mai parents into letting mee out of the house?? oh yeah word of advice : don’t eat rice krispie treats with milk. IT TASTES LIKE SHIT -_- figuratively! figuratively of course.
SONG — “if she only knew” bai 98 degrees [english].
MOOD — kinda depressed
9:33 PM — man… i’m so unhappy i don’t even know what to do… i feel so utterly helpless. i have been actually watching tv and napping a lot for the past couple of days because i don’t kno what else to do. right now i kinda just want to sit here and listen to depressing music and not talk to anyone. -_- but then i’d be bored. well i’m not bored yet. actually i have been writing lyriks / poetry… i haven’t written them in a long tym because i only write lyriks when i am actually feeling something i don’t kno how else to describe… *sigh. i would post it here but uh… i’m afraid of who might read it…
today i did nothing but worked… man work is depressing too. all i do is sit there and type in numbers. oh well @ least tomorrow is the last day of the week… hopefully… =( man i’m leaving in a month. @ the moment i wish i could leave now because of… reasons. i just wanna get away so i can quit being tortured… dammit. perhaps i will make more sense in the days to come.