december 2001
december 12th, 2001 (tony is evil)
SONG — “rigelleto (sp?)” bai sechskies [korean].
MOOD — amused.
2:27 am — alright today i skipped all my classes and slept in… and then i changed my cell number to a seattle number. so if you’re interested, ask me for my new number. blah. afterwards i sat around some more and then went to work from 2-6 pm. no fun. but at least i get paid… to buy my snowboarding equipment. hopefully. eventually. too bad christmas is coming around… makes me waste my money. psheezy! i’m goign snowboarding this friday! yay. about time, foo. anyways… after work i went to eat teriyaki with richard [lee], hana, and sam… only only richard and i ate… and sam and hana were just sitting around watching us. sam ate our food, though. psh! and then richard dropped off everyone and then i just sat around in my dorm… blahblah… i’m going to pull an all nighter tonight since i have a lot of work to do for asian-american studies. anyways, tony made a screename that is veeeeeveeeeee (<~ one more E than mine) and he’s im-ing all these random people… *sigh… here is the convo with susan… that’s the only person he got… it’s actually sorta interesting. bored kid…
veeeeeveeeeee: hiyee
GongJu: heyyyy
veeeeeveeeeee: what are you doing up so late?
GongJu: chillin
GongJu: w/ ur co-sis
GongJu: & lammy
veeeeeveeeeee: im so bored
veeeeeveeeeee: i went out today, and i sat on the bench reading my books with only my underwear on.
veeeeeveeeeee: my friend dared me to, but i did it.
GongJu: what!!!!
veeeeeveeeeee: it was so cold!
GongJu: ur shittin me rite?
veeeeeveeeeee: it was sprinkling too
veeeeeveeeeee: only for 10minutes though
GongJu: at night?
GongJu: omg… are you drunK
GongJu: gurll.. is me lammy
GongJu: dang.. you crazie
GongJu: for realz hehe 
GongJu: damn…
GongJu: sorie.. i’m gonna clown
GongJu: j/k j/k
GongJu: hehe
veeeeeveeeeee: hahah
veeeeeveeeeee: you should try
veeeeeveeeeee: next time, i wonder what it will be like if peole watch
GongJu: nobody was there?
veeeeeveeeeee: just a few boys who try to talk to me
veeeeeveeeeee: i gave them my #
GongJu: wait
GongJu: were u in JUST ur undie?
veeeeeveeeeee: yea
GongJu: you’re stupid
GongJu: what?~!
veeeeeveeeeee: but just for 10minutes!
veeeeeveeeeee: it was a dare
GongJu: omg
GongJu: i can’t believe you
GongJu: so what were you just wearing
veeeeeveeeeee: my thong
veeeeeveeeeee: dont worry though
veeeeeveeeeee: i didnt catch a cold
GongJu: dang… you soo crazie
GongJu: i can’t believe you
GongJu: hehe…
GongJu: i’m gonna straight clown
GongJu: so just in your thong
GongJu: huh?
(bai now GongJu knows)
GongJu: those bois must have been turned on then
veeeeeveeeeee: just kidding ^_~
GongJu: right
GongJu: hehe
GongJu: man i wish i could have seen this
GongJu: or been there
veeeeeveeeeee: oh i bet you would…
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december 10th, 2001 (speechless)
SONG — “don’t speak” bai no doubt [english].
MOOD — alright.
eh first of all here is mai AA post from this morning : “i hate when things i want are unattainable. spoiled, huh? =P i used to be a person who didn`t really care for having money and thought it wasn`t that important… my god… now i`ve turned into a materialistic freek >__< i can think so many things that i want but i don`t have the money to pay for… man, that sucks. maybe it is because i was naive before or maybe i just turn into a worse person as time goes on -__-; i wouldn`t be surprised. oh, i have some ish to fix on this webpage… it`s not right… it should look better… but compared to freeking paul`s (ClubAsian), mine sucks arse. sigh. hehe. sigh… i wonder if i can have fun @ raves without dropping… i don`t think i have the self-confidence to dance without drugseven though i want to… and that`s the whole point of going [dancing = dieting, puaha!]. man, i don`t know. it`s an enigma [haha eva]. for real, i wish i was one of those people who could dance and NOT look retard.”
i want to go to blyss on the 29th. it has ak1200 and diesel boy… hehe the two of them and dj dara are featured on this page : planet of the drums. it’s a sweet page, so even if you don’t like them, go check out the page or something like that. oh yeah. paul van dyke is going too. guess he is the big feature, but i don’t really like him all that much personally. he’s alright.
san diego adn irvine people are back in the bay… lucky bums. i’m surprised that berkeley’s finals end so late! sherry’s last final is the same date as my last final. eh, sherry’s uncle is going to call me to invite me to dinner or something. scary. very scary. especially since it will be just me and me alone. with adults. adults are scary.
so yeah yesterday i finally looked closer to the assignments i had to do and apparently for asian-american studies 350 (evil, evil class), i have to do the final, which is something like seven pages long… it’s like eight seperate questions and the teacher likes it as long as you can possibly make it. and then i have another project which is supposed to be nine to twelve pages long for the same class. my god, i am fucking dead. i can sense it. >__<; oh so last night i had a freaky ass dream… i was suffocating… and i woke up… it was freaky.
after school yesterday i had to work… and then richard and hana came to pick me up… richard met up with tk for a little bit and then we went to eat at red robin’s… the original red robin’s! hehe ^__^ wee! barely ate anything though because i drank so many liquids during the day i wasn’t really hungry or anything. yup, me, barely eating. ain’t that somethin? =P oh yeah and i finally finished one of the novels i was supposed to read for AAS350, but turns out there isn’t even a question on that particular book… so now i am reading another >__<; sigh*.
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december 7th to 9th, 2001 (eh)
SONG — “kettobase!” bai utada hikaru [japanese].
MOOD — best i’ve been in for the past three days.
december 7th — basically nothing but stayed home from going ice-skating and to lammy’s house afterskool because i needed to study. ended up chillin in richard’s dorm with him and hana for lyke three hours watching “memento” but after that i came back and DID actually get work done. read more than half this book i was supposed to read ^__^
december 8th — um woke up late, took a shower, and then went to bien do’s house and he cooked food for our whole ‘lieu’ line! it was actually good ^__^ what’s goin on it seems like in college only boys can cook. sheesh. afterwards we went to the lambda house and they had a surprise for us… *cough… it was mean but we’re officially lambda lil sis now. i stayed sober all night and watched high and / or drunk people fuck around. it was alright. could have been better. i’m going to go back to being clean sometime soon. i already gave up drinking and i’m not going to start weed, so we only have to work on the e-bombs. i think only once more. in february. so i say? we will see. i’m scared since everyone and their moms feels ’stupider’. -__-;
december 9th — hana woke mee up @ 10:30 in the morning so i could go to buy tickets for ‘blyss’ (big rave @ ex-center on the 29th) and then we went to eat SOONDOOBOO! I LOVE! it’s like two bucks cheaper than cali soondooboo… nice… ^__^ then i just went to work and was bored… i was mad because the boss said i could get off at four and then he wouldn’t let me off. ah well. ^__^
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december 5th to 6th, 2001 (kick back)
SONG — “honja nameun nuhreul bomyuh” bai solid [korean].
MOOD — fine… full though.
10:18 pm — lalala my past few days… yesterday i woke up, was going to go to chinese class but then decided not to, and then sora dragged me into going to by george because we were supposed to dress up as our lambda big bros… and andrew had me wear his ‘rave outfit’ which is like a warm-up suit sorta but not really… yup and i skipped linguistics class… and then came back… and at two o’clock i went to work… a bunch of lambdas and lil sis were there when i showed up (i was late though) and later on ron came with his friend… hahaha it was so funny… cuz his friend was buying a lychee milk tea for her friend’s birthday and she had it and ron was like, “does he even like lychee milk tea?” and then she’s like “of COURSE he likes lychee milk tea! who DOESN’T like it?” and she slammed the cup against the table like to emphasize her point and it fucking exploded. HAHAHAHA. it was so funny… me and ron were laughing so hard… and then sam [yoon] and josh showed up and i had to hook em up with stamps >_< and later when i was getting off work sebastian, eva, louis, and jun showed up and we went to eat thai food at thai-ger room (cool name, eh?). it was good but a little too spicy for my tastes. everyone got pad thai but i wanted to be different so i got some noodle soup stuff which was good but arrr spicy… three star is too much. going for two next time. -_-; after that i called up sam [poulton] and chol and apparently them and richard [lee] were looking for me the whole day because we were supposed to go play pool =X but richard couldn’t go because he had to go to dinner with his mom so it was funky. andrea came to play pool too… and then afterwards me, sam, and chol just went to chol’s dorm and sat around playing puzzlefighter and playing thirteen for a while… and then i came home… and then sam called because he wanted to use my internet because chol had no computer, so they both came to MY room… and then after a while chol wanted to go to odegaard to use their computer (since mine is janky) and sam ended up watching a dvd of “lockstock and two smoking barrels” on my roommate’s computer… and at four when i went to sleep he was still around and me and my roomie were both sleeping. haha. weird…
today was pretty gay… i just went to linguistics class but i was soooo tired so i came back after that and went to bed for two hours… and then i went to eat lunch with chol and like derek and james showed up as we were leaving… and i dragged chol to go visit richard with me… and we sat there for like an hour until richard had to go to class… blahblah. then i came back and did some homework and ish and slept for another half hour… so exhausted today… but yeah, that half hour… it was like the best sleep i’ve gotten this whole time i’ve been here! i felt so refreshed after i woke up… wEe! i’m going to go to bed early today i guess. anyways, after i woke up i sat around for a little while and then richard wanted me to go to odegaard with him to study so we did… he had to watch a movie for his american-ethnic studies class and we ended up watching the “flower drum song”… hahaha my pick =X BAD pick… because we talked about it in my chinese-american studies class so i thought watching it would be beneficial for me too so i can watch with him… but oh my god… it was so gay. it wasn’t even that ‘cultural’ and junk… and it was a fricking musical! aaaaht so boring hahaha. i feel bad for picking it =X oh well… then we just went to eat dinner and went to the back door so he could steal candy and now here i am =P i think that’s all for today… i’m pooped.
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december 5th, 2001 (wtf?)
SONG — “duh han bun sarangeun kago” bai lee kichan [korean].
MOOD — fine.
1:58 am — what dah… has it really been that long since i updated? well things that have happened or are going to happen… tomorrow i have to wear andrew’s clothes because the big bros get to choose what they want the lil sis to dress up as. shiat. oh well. second, i’ve figured out that hana really is mai twin pretty much. we have the same taste in guys, wear the same kinda clothes, same exact shoes, both have strict parents, both had a similar admirer, etc. weird ~ shiat. haha. hmm okay well i haven’t really done much these days because i’m so stressed out and i can’t do much… eeps. yesterday i just went to classes and then worked… we had a skit in chinese and people said i supposedly did hella good in it… i dun know though. and then today i went to classes, came back to eat lunch, and then went back to hellish asian-american studies… i fucking hate that class. with a PASSION. it takes up so much fucking time it’s not even funny. then richard [lee] was bored so i went over there and we bought food and visited eva for a bit and then i went to his dorm and just sat around and i actually studied for like… shit… hours man. like four hours plus. sooo stressful, but it’s better than studying in my own dorm equals not studying at all… keke. i finally met his famous roomie tony too… i swear everyone knows him O.o; after that little escapade i came home and then chol just happened to call so i went over to his dorm where sam [poulton] and andrea were and we just kicked it for a little and ended up meeting up with james and derek. eh they all went drinking i think (in the dorms) and i just decided to come back since 1) drinking is nasty; and 2) i have too much shiet to do like studying, washing my clothes, taking a shower, etc. haha. so really… i came home because i needed to wash my hair. keke (<~ the sound of dying seals and injured squirrels).
(whaqd - random guy’s response:)
um, word, your songlist is tite. just thought i’d let you know.
(diana’s response:)
what is the guy doing?
…it looks awfully similar to a version of ‘akp’
…or maybe not. o_O
hmmmmmmmmmmmm…..
*no comment*
don’t mind me.
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december 1st, 2001 (laygoland)
SONG — “wishful thinking” bai duncan sheik [english].
MOOD — hmmm slightly cracked out but it’s not too bad.
1:26 pm — blahblah. so yesterday i woke up at like 3 pm and then just took a shower and junk… and then drew on christmas card envelopes for hella days until hyun came to pick up mee, eva, and liz to go to the lambda house for their little paddle presentation thing… fun fun O.o; man the guys’ paddles are sooo nice… all engraved and schiz… my god. >_< mine is so crappy compared to theirs… aish… oh well… blah… like at 10:30 i think we left to go to the rave… man, they advertised life-size lego men and i was thinking 3-d lego men but noooo it’s just crappy paper cutouts. bOo. but the free arcade games were hella tyte… actually when i’m rolling i don’t play any worse on video games than i usually do O.o; that’s pretty koo. anyways, the rave was tight. the best one i’ve been to so far… possibly because i’m starting to know more of the people… and i got to see dj dara… lucky me… i would have missed him like a lot of other people but i was looking for someone so i walked to the other room and i saw that there was HELLA people so i asked people who it was and they said it was dara. oh, tight… =P i got kinda bored though because i was in there by myself but it was okay because some people came later… blahblah… saw bad boy bill too but i didn’t really care about him… wasn’t really paying attention. anyways, it was just mad fun. =) and then by the time we left for once i wasn’t all tired… and i didn’t sit down all night… but different from usual because i didn’t go around saying hi to random people… damn in the beginning i was rolling HELLA hard… it sucked ass… cuz i didn’t eat anything all day… fuk that shiet… i’m not doing that again… rolling hard is NOT a fun feeling. i didn’t know whether i wanted to sit down or stand up or dance or what… bleh… and man… guys should NOT lean on girls when they’re sitting down… some guy did that to me because he wanted a massage and he like fucking crushed me so i just jumped up and was like “i have to stand up”. blah. i still don’t see how people can get floored. oh well. oh yeah! no people sitting against the banister giving themselves light shows this time! thank god! that retard. hehe… i finally took pictures too! yippee! i still have more than half the roll left, but still… better than at freek night, shiet. raving kicks ass. =)