inside the wonderful world of vee

i’m listening to… nothing.
i’m feeling… …

12:08 am — i tire or writing these fucking things… but i’ll do it anyway…

went questing today with mike, cynthia, alex, and andy. it was fun. we went to the uw arboreteum. there was like this part that was a cut off end of a highway - started being made, but never was completed because the government changed their mind. now there are just some woods with stagnant pools of water and parks nearby. you can also jump off this piece of highway and into a disgusting pond below (where we row canoes from the UW WAC and stuff).

walked around. some things:
- decided that i want to turn this giant, unused piece of highway into a giant graffiti wall when i have the money. if i ever have the money, that is.
- the bridge ledges were fucking covered with bird shit that had crusted over so much that it looked like it was part of the concrete - but upon closer inspection, one could see that it was really bird shit. indeed.
- some guy had a tent pitched between the highway and the park, in this little patch of wood. awesome. i want to join.
- found this dead, rotting, plucked out, dry piece of fish (catfish?) that was black and withered and smelled foul. it was fantastic looking, though, and still attached to a fishing hook. yummy. later we found alex found these leftover pieces of bird wing, with the bones between both wings still there, so that it was just two wings hooked together by a little network of bones. we decided to combine dead fish with dead bird, and got a flying fish.
- found a lot of disgusting condoms all over the place. there was this piece of highway with little ridges underneath, and room for you to stand up sort of… like a little network of caves or something. anyway, lots of condoms. bottles of jungle juice. and umm purely disgusting. people must really like to go there to do it or something.
- lots of stagnant pools of water = lots of mosquitos. got crazy amounts of bug bites. hey’re in absurdly spaced areas. it’s like the left and right part of my body are symmetrical to each other. i have a big bite in the middle of my back, between my shoulder blades. then one on each shoulder blade. then one on the back of each arm. it’s absurd. but amusing.

we left early from the park, cause unfortunately, mike was hungry and disturbed by the bugs =( tragic.

we will have to return to the arboreteum.

afterwards, went to this dessert auction thing for farm with a bunc of other people. it was alright. the church was super cool - they have really awesome programs. i’m not for the church - in fact i’m against it - but i can support a church like that in some regard, simply because they seem like really nice people who are genuinely interested in what they are doing for the community. and that is a good thing. passion is a good thing in general. so it’s all good. lots of dessert too. but too much dessert makes sick people.

afterwards, went to brian [pearl] & eric’s apartment or whatever… people ask that question so freaking often, since i only drink about twice a month. they’re always like, “why do you hang out when you’re not drunk? aren’t you bored?” no… i don’t feel the need to be constantly inebriated. once upon a time, i thought doing drugs would make me cooler… more social or whatever… but i don’t need that shit now… i am plenty amused when there are other drunk people and i am the only sober one. and since there should be a dd, it’s cool… i can be it, cause i don’t really give a fuck. it’s a good thing to have, and i’m not missing anything. not that being drunk once in a while isn’t cool, but i don’t need it every weekend.

yeah.

afterwards, went to cynthia’s and there was beating of contra in 20 minutes with lewis and lots of drunknness. and happy times. and i don’t feel like writing anymore. so i’ll write about today now, so that i don’t have to think about yesterday.

there was a huge power outage in my whole apartment complex today. we’re talking eight buildings, with hundreds in each building, all out of electricity. hence, boredom. the first thing we do is eat at a fast food restaurant. and when that is an exhausted form of entertainment, we happened to gather together at someone else’s apartment. probably like twelve people there, playing poker by candlelight. but as SOON as the electricity comes on, not a minute later, everyone is out the door, running home. WHO NEEDS FRIENDS WHEN YOU HAVE THE INTERNET!? - and this is today, copy and pasted from my xanga, which half of this was, because i’m fucking lazy. so peace.

i’m listening to… the tv on fox.
i’m feeling… ok.

8:30 pm — too much fun, not enough work… but so much work to do.

anyway, to write about our anti-valentine’s day parti last night… it was eva’s idea… we planned it for a while. we wanted to make all these games and crafts cause were retarded. we made heart envelopes for people to write anti-valentine’s (you know when people used to give each other valentine’s?? well, anti-valentine’s say things like “DIE IN A FIRE, BIATCH” etc. -__-

we also had a board that we were thinking of throwing darts at… with cards on it with different tasks for people to do. also we had this board where the guy board was a bunch of sperms (with awesomely cut and pasted photos of our friends pasted on the sperm as the heads… wow i cannot speak english) trying to make it to an egg (which later apparently won the key to MY “chastity belt” — only the truth is the key is only level one and there’s actually a lazer eye scan and fingerprint scan as well). the girl side was pregnant girls trying to make it to the abortion clinic.

eva placed one of the sperm sideways, going off the board, and farm was wiggling the tail around… “SO CLOSE, SO CLOSE… BUT CAN’T TOUCH…” ahhh it was funny, even though it doesn’t seem like it. wow, i am talking like a retard. haven’t written in too long the brain is like dead.

hmm i’ll jump around. before the parti me and alex went on an adventure to mcdonald’s (bwok bwok!), northgate, liquor store, lenny’s store! it was an adventure like one cannot bereevs. and uh… the day before yesterday me and mike went over to andy’s place in kirkland (holy moses it’s far). and they have NO RECYCLING BIN even though they have so much recyclables in the trash brawawrrrarar. i borrowed “clockwork orange” from him - and it is straight up awessome. at first it seemed kind of hard to read but it turns out to be really easy to get a hang of.

oh yes and before me and alex went to the adventure, i went with mike to his friends eddie and robin’s place, and there were these two other guys named david there… and i pwned the noob! actually, i guess i only pwned mike, cause turns out the $10 i won came from him, but if we had stayed til the end, i would have liked to pwn the dave… there was a chubby dave and a skinny dave… the chubby dave was kind of funny sometimes but the skinny dave was annoying as a motherfucker, i straight wanted to sock him in the godamn face. i was shuffling cards on my lap and he’s like, “could you bring the cards up to the table? thanks.” and then mike and eddie had folded so they were just looking at the cards that other people folded also, and he was like, “could you please not look at the cards?” — okay, those things i sort of understand. it may be a little rude. he was like, “sorry, i just like playing poker conventionally.” but he kept going out of turn, so we kept telling him to stay on turn and go when it was his turn, and then that’s when he turned into a fucking annoying ass dickhead. he like refused to do anything until we said to him, “HEY, IT’S YOUR TURN.” what a bitch dude. and mike invited him to our parti, and so i was like, shit, and kind of annoyed… so hahahah robin and eddie ended up making excuses… first they told them that i cancelled the parti. but the two daves still wanted to hang out with them, so they were like, “uhh we need to go to qfc to buy… chips.” LOL. FUCKING FUNNY. but i guess it worked, so whatever. wtf?

anyway back to the parti. there were these two guys that came… no one really knew them but they knew some girls mike knew i guess. but yeah - like - one of them wanted to leave to go crabbing but his friend didn’t want to leave, so the fool who wanted to leave decides to punch out the glass on the fire extinguisher. and everyone in our apartment was just like WTF. and the thing was - HE WAS COMPLETELY SOBER. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU…!!! !! ! and i guess the two of them wanted to fight each other, but the girls had to talk them out of it or something. i have no idea, but it’s fucking stupid.

uhhh what else happened. MAN! andy wrote me the most awesome anti-valentine… it was like two run-on sentences of killing-death LOVE but i was showing it to liz this morning and i think i accidentally threw it out T__T out of all of the ones i could have possibly thrown out, WHY WAS IT THAT ONE… that was like the only awesome ass one :[

what else happened. uhhh. shit a lot of stuff happened. i only took two shots of absolut citron and i got drunk as fuck… it went away pretty fast, but initially it was supar drunkardness. i was light-headed after one shot, it was seriously the weirdest thing :0

apparently eva wanted to go outside to smoke, and so liz was like, “let me finish my beer,” and eva was trying to help her drink faster so she tilted the beer up and ended up spilling it all over her lmao.

and hojo gave me a lapdance cause it was one of the things on the card he drew. and then eva was like, “nuh uh, this is how it’s done,” and then she gave me a lapdance. and then everyone was like, “yea, she’s good.”

more when i think of it.

i’m watching… iron chef america.
i’m feeling… meh.10:55 pm — these past couple of days have been pretty good… i don’t really know where to start cause there have been a lot of things, and not a lot of sleep, so… i’ll probably leave out a lot of things.

first, jeanette came up from california to visit me… and that was good. she stayed here from thursday night to tonight… and slept in my bed! holla!

i also got the magazines on thursday, i think… so umm on friday… what happened… we went to broadway and u-district… did a lot of walking around and shopping and stuff… jeanette got a haircut at rudy’s barber shop… i always walk by there but i never really thought of getting a haircut there, but they do a pretty good job, and it only costs $21… so i’m down with that. sick of getting haircuts at random places which vary from hairdresser to hairdresser hella freaking significantly -__-”

then me, jeanette, and mike went to yunnie’s and thai-tom’s… there was like a half hour wait for us to get seating, and an hour wait for us to get food. -__-’ thai-tom’s is always hella freaking busy… the place is so small and so damn good. anyway, there was a hair in my food, so i got it for free, so that’s cool. i don’t really care about hairs… it’s not horribly disgusting, so long as they aren’t short and curly. but as someone was saying, if it were a toenail or something, it’d be all over! well, duh.

after that uhhhh we hung around a bit and me, jeanette, mike, lenny, liz, cynthia, jenn, andy, and a couple of other random people went to watch “spike and mike’s twisted animation festival”… it wasn’t as good as everyone had imagined :[ it was so-so, about 1/3 of it was actually really good. there was one called “the boy who could smell the future” lmao, and it was just this animation of this kid in a kitchen eating cereal, and all of a sudden he’s like, “i smell smoke,” and the whole house explodes in an atomic bomb, and that’s the whole thing. LOL. ;/ it’s funny cause at first everyone was like, “WTF?” and after people thought about it, they were like, “OH SHIT IT’S GENIUS” and there were just random laughings. :X there was also this one about crabs who could only walk in one direction, and that was pretty awesome too.

anyway. after that people came over to our place and drank, and we tried watching “shaun of the dead” but that was no good. then we tried playing “cranium,” but that was no good either… short drunken attention spans, yaaaaaay. you know, i’m sure interesting shit happened, but i sure as fuck don’t remember it. X: so if anyone remembers anything, HOLLA.

oh yeah lenny was really drunk and like was doing rolls around the room and stuff. and he rolled off the couch (backwards somersault or something) and dropkicked my laptop. h.o.t.t.

saturday me and jeanette went to ballard and fremont, and that was cool… more shopping, randomness… went to archie mcphee’s and they gave jeanette wrong change back from her purchase and shit :[ etc. etc.

at night time, it was liz’ birthday, so a bunch of us went to spaghetti factory. it was funny cause there was a big long table, but on our side, there were five of us crammed onto one table: me, jeanette, mike, arlen, and farm… and we were saying how we were the poor, persecuted people because we were crammed onto one small table and people like anthony had shitloads of room - like enough to put out his arms and stuff lol. and the whole time we were like, “WE STAND UNITED! WE HAVE EACH OTHER! WHEREAS THE RICH PEOPLE OVER THERE THINK THAT THEY CAN JUST BUY HAPPINESS!” lmao… it was so stupid, but it was one of the funniest dinners i’ve had ever… the only funnier one was probably the one at the sushi place in hawaii. but it was great. especially since our side of the table was laughing like hyenas and the other rest of the table was just staring at us all silently like wtf, because we were having so much more fun. X: or so we tell ourselves. there was also much ghettoness and stealing of spaghetti factory glasses and sauce holders -__- there were these metal mini bowls, and we were like, “we gotta take this! cause this is as close to silver as we’ll ever get!” when in actuality, uhhhh well the other table apparently had five people crammed on it as well. LOL. but whatever. we’re CRAZY. don’t mess with us! we also took a freaking “lambda lil sis” pic… SHOOT ME NOW.

afterwards some people came over, and i walked out with my sars mask i took from the hospital and scissors in one hand, and i picked up another pair of scissors, and i think that i freaked out liz’ sorority friends HAHA awesome r0x.

later that night we took shots of jack daniel’s - ohmyfuckinggod nastiness, seriously - and ummm played videogames, and me, mike, lenny, and cynthia ended up watching “shaun of the dead” again, and there was much uh cuddle harassment and such. 0__o the movie itself was alright - there were some parts that were really really funny and some parts that were totally like wtf mate! we stayed up til like 7 am somehow… -__-

this morning me, liz, ray, eva, lenny, mike, arlen, farm, and jeanette went to eat dim sum in bellevue… whatever, it was alright. it wasn’t too expensive, so i’m alright with it. the only thing though was that farm got a mango pudding, i tried it and liked it, and then i asked the ladies if i could get some, and they said it was coming, and it never came. they had one more, but they went to every table but ours. BITCHES.

then me, lenny, and jeanette went to pike’s place market, and lenny almost caught a pigeon. there was also this cool ass band which painted their faces like mimes, with a guy who played a saw as an instrument. yeah, one of those saws you cut wood with. yeah, one of those saws you kill people with. it was rockin. the music was actually pretty awesome, and the lead singer sang like love… he had this kind of creepy, growly kind of voice - it was awesome. we took a pic with them, and then… yeah.

what else… ate lots of sugar, and then came back here and dropped off jeanette at the airport. and then i came home and napcrashed. and i have so many things to do tomorrow. and then le sigh. i don’t really get people at all. :X there’s this girl who hates me for no reason, and acts pretty illogical and stuff to other people… and i can’t say for sure, but i hate that people who don’t deserve to put up with shit (and i’m not talking about myself) have to take the brunt of unreasonable people’s actions. of course i don’t know the whole story about many a thing, but life just needs to be a shitload more simpler, for everyone.

i’ll probably refresh this when i actually think of more things. btw, i’m bad.

oh and did you know store-bought eggs are like 3 months old! WTF! we got a flat (wtf!) of fresh eggs cause mike’s grandparents own a chicken farm or something (sick!). whatever, they all taste the same to me.

oh yeah and the rocky horror picture show we watched a week or whatever ago was rather good. the transvestite homo guy was like, hot, and he was really really good. most of the guys were really good (minus rocky, who was like a non-sexy caveman), but most of the girls sucked (although the girl who played magenta was awesome). we almost didn’t get in - again - so we were hoping that the building would burn down (since with us, all things end in disaster), but we actually fit into the standing room, so it was all good.

(lenny’s response:)
i’m listening to… Gatsby’s American Dream - The Badlands.
i’m feeling… umm i’m alright!

Yeah this weekend was fun Jeanette is really cool. Dimsum was excelent cuz arlen was there <3 and that damn pigeon… soon I’ll catch one.

i hate that people who don’t deserve to put up with shit (and i’m not talking about myself) have to take the brunt of unreasonable people’s actions.

Don’t worry I’m sure that those people know that at least there are people like you who care ^__^ and trust me, that means alot.

i’m listening to… — “just like a pill” bai pink [??], “barely breathing” bai duncan sheik [alternative], “purple pills” bai d12 [rap], “see the sun” bai zippora [trance]
i’m feeling… fine.
i’m hella diggin… “just a pill” bai pink =T

so we played poker two nights in a row (me, sherry, gene, jeff, and sun)… actually it was originally just me, sun, and sherry, and then jeff and gene randomly saw and we ended up playing for quarters… T__T; first night i paid $4.50 and second night i won $5.00 ~ so $0.50 total… wOo -__-;; it’s quite fun though, although it really does kill me when it comes time for schoolio. -__-; hukalicious i say! well that’s about all i think. oh yeah! i guess since yunnie’s has no customers (er, few) from 10 pm to 12 pm on weekdays, it’s only going to open til 10 pm now… AND the boss isn’t going to be there when me and damon close. MAHAHA. motherfucking dope!!! and i hate talking to random online fuckers! okay well bye-eth.

and dude… how was d12’s “purple pills” ever released on the radio… yeah, i have the unedited version, but deng… it’s straight-up druggie song. i knew that sorta, but i can’t imagine how much they changed the song to make it radio-saavy O_o;;

ah yeah and sherry pointed out that my friends in washington are really nice… and i noticed a little before but now that she mentions it, it’s really true… they do a lot of things for their friends without expecting anything back… they’re really nice people for the most part. cool.

* song of the moment * - none
* mood * - iono

it’s snowing! it’s snowing! omg! finally! it’s snowing a lot too kakaka ^__^ anyways, yesterday… at night i went to watch “blackhawk down” with a whole bunch of people. it’s not a bad movie, but i’m never going to watch it again. fucking depressing it is!! -___-; aigo, i need to go to the backdoor and get some cough drops or something. i’m hella fucking sick. fucking sucks. fucking shit. hahaha. anyways after the movie, me, carolynn, sun, charles, tk, richard [lee], and erika went to koryo to eat dinner and guess who we saw? hana and jinie! whee ~ party party. hehe. it was weird though because taejin was working there too -__-; he worked at the nohrehbang place we went to last time too. ehh… wtf. haha. oh well. that’s cool ^__^;

afterwards we all went to johnny, gene, and chun’s house and hmmm… had drinking party. i started drinking a mike’s hard lemonade but then i felt like shiaaaat so i stopped after about two sips of that ish. -__-; too sick to drink. afterwards, i got a ride back with edwin’s girlfriend and went to visit sebastian, eva, lewis, jun, joe, jon, shawna and phil at their little strip poker event… annnnd i was a prude and refused to play anything ^__^ kakaka. prudish art i. oh well. pzzzz.

* song of the moment * — none cuz i just woke up =P
* mood * — fine.

january 3rd — eh, tonight i went clubbing with jeanette, sherry, randy, and brian at limelight. it was my first time clubbing haha. i guess it is okay. i suppose i should feel bad (at least that’s what sherry and jeanette said) because some guy asked me if i wanted to dance and i just straight up said “no”. at the time, i didn’t think it was mean, but i don’t know? i guess it is. jeanette’s friend randy is helllllla cool… he’s hella easily amused and he is a boy. that’s a rarity. however, the brian guy is a pervmonkee and he kept asking jeanette to strip for him. ick. afterwards we had to wait for randy’s sister so we went to safeway and i made the mistake of bringing down my bag and ended up buying two packets of string cheese and two boxes of cheez-its. damn me and my lack of willpower when it comes to food. vivian = glutton. haha. oh well -__-;; oh yeah jeanette and sherry slept over.

january 4th — at night, i went to eat soondubu (tofu house) with sherry, jeanette, phil [wu], phil [hua], phil [hsieh], and allen [chang]. twas yummie. haha. afterwards they all came over and we drank, played cards, played taboo, and played video games. there was this one drinking card game that is hella fun. i forget what it is called though. i drank a bottle of smirnoff ice and then stopped because my face started getting a ‘hive’!! ack! smirnoff ice seems to be the only thing i get allergic reactions to but i’m really not sure… hmmm… no more smirnoff ices for me though. for real dawg! hehe. allen slept over… and that’s about all, folks!

(allen’s response:)
You kooky bastard.. I think you had a better new years then me.

I have no idea why i decided to write in here.. but i guess i’ll just repost my journal entry from new years. =D

“New Years was great. Here are some numbers:

4 Trays of Chinese Food.
6 Bags of Chips and Munchies
60 Bottles of Heineken
6 Bottles of Corona
6 Bottles of Smirnoff Ice
1 Bottle of Peach Schnapps
1 Bottle of Everclear
1 Bottle of Kettleone Vodka
3 Bottles of Champagne
2 Bottles of Pepsi
1 Bottle of Iced Tea
12 Cans of iced tea
1 Pitcher of Blue Kool-Aid
48 Plastic Cups (big)
60 Plastic Cups (small)
104 playing cars (two decks)
100 Cigarette Butts (at least)
35 Pairs of Shoes lined up on the steps (at least)
3 Rolls of toilet paper
1 person throwing up (skippy. haha)
2 Games of Queens
5 Games of Spoons
1 Game of Bullshit
Too many games of Viet Poker
1 Subaru Impreza WRX
1 Audi A4 Quattro
1 Honda Civic Si
1 Mitsubishi Eclipse (mine!)
6 Other various cars
10 Pictures taken (by me at least)
4 Times saying “happy new years!” (2 am reruns)
3 People I’ve never met before
1 Person coming in and not saying hi to me.
3 People sleeping on the floor
2 People sleeping in my bed
1 Person on the couch
6 Bags of Trash
4 Boxes of Trash
5 New Years Hats
2 New Years Horns
1 New Years Noise Maker
3 Complaints from neighbors
3 Hours of wrestling
5 People dropping in to “just say hi”
10 People who tried to call my old jersey cellphone number
1 Great Doorman (James)
1 Furry Thong
0 Resolutions
and
1 Case of Footsies

Overall a great time. Thanks to everyone that came. Thanks to everyone who stayed, and thanks to everyone who helped clean up.

Remember guys… next year… next year. ”

And remember, don’t be a sheep.. because that would be baaaaa-d.