inside the wonderful world of vee

i’m listening to… plain white t’s.
i’m feeling... UHHH.

11:30 pm — wow, so like three days ago i went to the post office to pick up my mail, and there were like 20 cds in the mail. so basically, i’ve been listening to new music constantly. it’s a bit overwhelming. seriously, everything is starting to sound good. there’s been only about three albums that i thought were not good, and they were all from the same label, and that is probably just cause i don’t prefer that kind of music. X: i don’t know how good this is, because i’m probably going to end up making hasty decisions and what not :0 this is why help is needed. sigh.

hmmm reminder to self to e-mail the bellingham print people about how to cut costs for the next issue…

on monday (today is wednesday), me, mike, lenny, and cynthia went snowboarding. i kept forgetting shit. -__-’ so we had to go back a bunch of times, cause i’m a noobar. :/

the snow was actually really good for once. probably the first and only time i’ve had good snow in washington. and people say, “IT SNOWS IN CALIFORNIA?!” whatever, dude, the snow in tahoe is easily 40,000x better than the snow in washington. ;/

the word of the day was “EXTREME!” with emphasiseseses. it got a little overplayed, but still. on the way back, mike and cynthia decided to play the con game or something, making as many sentences as possible using words that start with con, like, “this is so confusing and convoluted.” or something. it was… interesting. how retarded are we, that the funnest things we do are word-game-related. what? retarded? or AWESOME?

but yeah it was good. steven’s = 2391849123x better than snoqualmie, i swears.

today was a poopy day… woke up in the morning, hella early, like 5:30 or something, since my car was in the shop so i had to take the bus :/ missed the 6:13 bus. or 6:19. whatever. the sign and the time online show different times. ended up getting there a teeny bit late. and then anthony brought me to get my car in the afternoon and i met up with an ais counselor to register for classes for next quarter. my schedule is like this:

M: (7:30am - 11:30am) analysis of form — ANOTHER FUCKING DRAWING CLASS I FUCKING HATE DRAWING WITH A PASSIONATE PASSION
T: (7:30am - 11:30am) college mathematics — GOTTA LOVE THE BA WITHOUT MATH, BUT THE AA WITH MATH!, (12:00pm - 4:00pm) intro to computer graphics
R: (7:30am - 11:30am) design layout, (12:00pm - 4:00pm) typography

i’m starting to think that ais is all a big waste of money… do i really need it, i wonder. it’s fun. and i probably WILL learn stuff… but right now it all seems so basic, and so unhelpful… :/

anyways, afterwards, i met up with ryan, this guy who works at tower records… basically, he really likes writing, so he’s going to help redefine write. FINALLY - someone who knows somewhat about zines, music, etc, who hasn’t flaked out on me. it’s amazing. although… often they flake out after meeting me… cause i must really make a poor impression or something. brawrrr.

i then proceeded to go to class, or so i thought - we were supposed to meet at our teacher’s studio in ballard… but… mapquest sucks, and it showed nw leary way as in between market and 50th, but there was no such thing in such a position. my grade is going to suffer… i hope i don’t somehow lose financial aid, because oh my god. i will be murdered.

i swear, mapquest fails me at least half the time.

bad luck is my middle name. i’d say it’s poor karma, but as john [tran] told me, karma is something different altogether.

liz bought this giant bag of easter egg-type things that have four different flavors (caramel, butterfinger, reese’s, and crunch bar)… basically, it’s love, but it’s death at the same time. the end.

nordheim fucking spoils you dude. i like… don’t want to move out. ever. wtf am i doing. X__X maybe i should just get on and get out of school. shat. i don’t know that i can justify spending so much money… :/ i’m so stressed out. i wish my room could be perpetually clean (but i have too much stuff for this to be possible, i think)… cause i think half my stress comes from a messy ass work environment. :/

i’m listening to… the tv on fox.
i’m feeling… ok.

8:30 pm — too much fun, not enough work… but so much work to do.

anyway, to write about our anti-valentine’s day parti last night… it was eva’s idea… we planned it for a while. we wanted to make all these games and crafts cause were retarded. we made heart envelopes for people to write anti-valentine’s (you know when people used to give each other valentine’s?? well, anti-valentine’s say things like “DIE IN A FIRE, BIATCH” etc. -__-

we also had a board that we were thinking of throwing darts at… with cards on it with different tasks for people to do. also we had this board where the guy board was a bunch of sperms (with awesomely cut and pasted photos of our friends pasted on the sperm as the heads… wow i cannot speak english) trying to make it to an egg (which later apparently won the key to MY “chastity belt” — only the truth is the key is only level one and there’s actually a lazer eye scan and fingerprint scan as well). the girl side was pregnant girls trying to make it to the abortion clinic.

eva placed one of the sperm sideways, going off the board, and farm was wiggling the tail around… “SO CLOSE, SO CLOSE… BUT CAN’T TOUCH…” ahhh it was funny, even though it doesn’t seem like it. wow, i am talking like a retard. haven’t written in too long the brain is like dead.

hmm i’ll jump around. before the parti me and alex went on an adventure to mcdonald’s (bwok bwok!), northgate, liquor store, lenny’s store! it was an adventure like one cannot bereevs. and uh… the day before yesterday me and mike went over to andy’s place in kirkland (holy moses it’s far). and they have NO RECYCLING BIN even though they have so much recyclables in the trash brawawrrrarar. i borrowed “clockwork orange” from him - and it is straight up awessome. at first it seemed kind of hard to read but it turns out to be really easy to get a hang of.

oh yes and before me and alex went to the adventure, i went with mike to his friends eddie and robin’s place, and there were these two other guys named david there… and i pwned the noob! actually, i guess i only pwned mike, cause turns out the $10 i won came from him, but if we had stayed til the end, i would have liked to pwn the dave… there was a chubby dave and a skinny dave… the chubby dave was kind of funny sometimes but the skinny dave was annoying as a motherfucker, i straight wanted to sock him in the godamn face. i was shuffling cards on my lap and he’s like, “could you bring the cards up to the table? thanks.” and then mike and eddie had folded so they were just looking at the cards that other people folded also, and he was like, “could you please not look at the cards?” — okay, those things i sort of understand. it may be a little rude. he was like, “sorry, i just like playing poker conventionally.” but he kept going out of turn, so we kept telling him to stay on turn and go when it was his turn, and then that’s when he turned into a fucking annoying ass dickhead. he like refused to do anything until we said to him, “HEY, IT’S YOUR TURN.” what a bitch dude. and mike invited him to our parti, and so i was like, shit, and kind of annoyed… so hahahah robin and eddie ended up making excuses… first they told them that i cancelled the parti. but the two daves still wanted to hang out with them, so they were like, “uhh we need to go to qfc to buy… chips.” LOL. FUCKING FUNNY. but i guess it worked, so whatever. wtf?

anyway back to the parti. there were these two guys that came… no one really knew them but they knew some girls mike knew i guess. but yeah - like - one of them wanted to leave to go crabbing but his friend didn’t want to leave, so the fool who wanted to leave decides to punch out the glass on the fire extinguisher. and everyone in our apartment was just like WTF. and the thing was - HE WAS COMPLETELY SOBER. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU…!!! !! ! and i guess the two of them wanted to fight each other, but the girls had to talk them out of it or something. i have no idea, but it’s fucking stupid.

uhhh what else happened. MAN! andy wrote me the most awesome anti-valentine… it was like two run-on sentences of killing-death LOVE but i was showing it to liz this morning and i think i accidentally threw it out T__T out of all of the ones i could have possibly thrown out, WHY WAS IT THAT ONE… that was like the only awesome ass one :[

what else happened. uhhh. shit a lot of stuff happened. i only took two shots of absolut citron and i got drunk as fuck… it went away pretty fast, but initially it was supar drunkardness. i was light-headed after one shot, it was seriously the weirdest thing :0

apparently eva wanted to go outside to smoke, and so liz was like, “let me finish my beer,” and eva was trying to help her drink faster so she tilted the beer up and ended up spilling it all over her lmao.

and hojo gave me a lapdance cause it was one of the things on the card he drew. and then eva was like, “nuh uh, this is how it’s done,” and then she gave me a lapdance. and then everyone was like, “yea, she’s good.”

more when i think of it.

i’m listening to… 311.
i’m feeling… lol.

10:30 pm — we just watched “ju on”… the original japanese version of “the grudge”… it was… retarded. X: not really scary at all. why the hell is it so famous? me, arlen, and farm watched it with liz, and we kept scaring her by screaming and shit… and liz left the room to get water, and before she left she turned on the lights, so me and arlen turned off the lights… he hid in the closet and i hid behind the door… and she didn’t even notice anything was wrong!! first of all the lights turned off, and second of all, we were sitting on the floor and we disappeared… not suspicious?! WTF?! good shit.

last night was daniel [kim]’s birthday so we went to honey court. dude, that place is so overrated. it’s so… not… good. but i ate anyway, cause i love eating, even though i’m a fat ass. oh well.

today… went to the doctor’s to get my stomach pain shit checked out… don’t know yet, but took blood test, and the lady couldn’t mind my fucking vein so she like poked me… and it hurt like a bitch! wtf! and it was just all sore… i think it’s bruised. h.o.t.t. and since my knees are bruised from snowboarding (although i really don’t know how the fuck), i looked like i “fell down some stairs.” and i have to get a catscan… they gave me these two bottles of milky white “berry smoothie” to drink beforehand… i just KNOW it’s going to taste like shit T__T and i have to drink it while i’m at school, and it’s supposed to make you poopy, so i uhhh better not eat the days before :0

saw the proof for the magazine today too… it’s fucking hot. damn.

and also… rocky horror picture show tomorrow ^__^ uw students are putting it on. wewt ^__^ we were supposed to go today, but i didn’t want to go with just arlen and farm… which is good, cause lotsa people are going to go tomorrow! yay!

art institute is good. wish i would have done that earlier, but you know, ehh… i probably don’t really. but i actually like doing work… and it’s actually fun. well, for the most part. a couple classes are boring like death, and 7:30 classes and commuting is not all that fun, but for the most part, it’s worth it. i think.

(lenny’s response:)
So it’s good that I flaked out! Now It’ll be a massive party shindig instead of just the 4 of us
It’s ok, you can thank me later ^^

UNLESS YOU WANTED TO KEEP IT SMALL SO YOU COULD BE ALONE WITH ME hahahaoisdiofusoiufd

I kid. I kid. ~__~

Tonight will be the the greatest night of our lives. Er.. maybe not lives, well maybe of this year? No, not that either. Maybe of the week. But Monday was pretty nice. So um how about greatest night of the day!

Well I can’t even garuntee that. So expect the most boring night of your life.