october 31st, 2001 (halloweenies)
SONG — “silence” bai sarah mclaughlin and delirium [english].
MOOD — amused.
11:26 am — some good convos. hahaha. this was an icq one.
fingers — Hi, would you be interested in fucking a 19 yearold male? =]
viv — but i’m hella ugly. u don’t wanna get with this.
fingers — you got a pic?
viv — nah dude i break all cameras. -_-
viv — plus i figure
viv — if ur tryin to get mee to fuck u online, u can’t be that hot either
viv — and say i got pregnant… then we’d have really ugly kids. that would be sad.
fingers — hehe ok, byebye
viv — bai
mystic — trick or treat
viv — happy halloween altho i dun see reason for halloween to be happy
mystic — every holiday should be happy
mystic — even pearl harbor day.
mystic — and september 11th.
mystic — everyone says happy halloween after i say trick or treat though
mystic — except for one person… who say “hey”
mystic — so i called her a halloweenie.
viv — haha
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7:55 pm — today has been a bad day. >_< perhaps i will explain more later. bai.
1:18 am — i am just killing time until sora gets out of the shower. girls here are paranoid about taking showers when other girls are because there’s a huge gap between the walls and you can… see each other! o.O i was thinking: a lesbian’s heaven. haha. mmmm scarie thought. anyhoo! here i am writing away. ally just dropped mee off @ mai dorm. yay. met three new GIRLS today. so hard to meet girls >_< yeah @ like 9:30 pm i went to a lambda party. sun told me about it (and so did eva before) but jimmy and alex picked mee up. they were all late and made me wait for days. PSH! -_-; oh well. @ first the party was whack because i was the only girl or the other girls were all cliquey and shit. but it got better after the other three girls showed up and i finally got to meet new people. the guys are actually pretty nice. for a while i was unsure if i wanted to rush as a lambda little sis but i want to now. they’re cool! i’m pretty sure i’ll get in because i doubt that many people REALLY want to be a little sis, plus because i met and actually talked to a lot of the older, established members. hehe. yeah i guess frat guys are different from what i imagined them to be. i don’t exactly know what i imagined them to be, but just… not what they are? haha. well. i’m starting to get itchy. i only drank a bottle of mike’s hard lemonade, though. there’s this mixed guy there named josh who has less tolerance than me. HA! UNBELIEVABLE! INCONCIEVABLE! (princess bride). yeah the guys there think i’m lying when i say i’m allergic to alcohol. why does no one believe me? -_- well, i think sora is done so i shall go take a shower now. bai ~
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october 29th, 2001 (delirious to the fullest)
SONG — “be my baby” bai edison chen [mandarin].
MOOD — good. tired, tho. i was supposed to sleep like an hour ago. oOps. haha.
3:17 pm — i have concluded that for long, story-like things such as these journal entries or my thoughts, that i’m going to write normally because i feel as if the quality of my english has gone down. -_-; aieya. first off, chinese music is getting better. anyway. the second thing is that last night was the worst night of sleep in my life. i was supposed to go to sleep at 1 am because i figured since i only slept four hours the night before, that i should get more sleep. but i ended up talking to jeanette (that punk) until almost four in the morning because she wouldn’t let me leave. mean. anyways, in my sleep i swear i was fucking hallucinating or something. because i wasn’t even asleep and i kept seeing the most random things. i remember in one scene there were bulls running through some door, the next some guy was pushing this big black metal bar into mai face, once these two giant heads were walking through a field, and then i was walking down these stairs and i actually kicked my feet into the bed while i was sleeping so that i actually felt like i was walking down the stairs. i freaking woke myself up because of that! it was so… weird. and then once someone kept poking me in the side or something… but only it wasn’t funny… it was like a nightmare. i never get nightmares -_-; i was going crazy. and i woke up like three times so i had to keep telling myself to go back to sleep. and then as soon as my alarm clock went off this morning at 9:30 am, i literally BOLTED and sat straight up in bed. and then i set the alarm for fifteen minutes later and when it went off, i bolted straight in bed again! WTF?! hella scary. and for some reason i swear i was sleeping with my eyes open… although that is’t something that i’d even know, right? so… weird. i don’t even know what to think.
anyway i went to chinese class and then because my legs were so sore, i didn’t feel like walking back to my dorm so i just went to the library and read the linguistics i was supposed to read the first week of school. i have many more chapters to read! i decided today that i am really going to start working now. i’ve had my fun… no more fucking around. sure, i’ll fuck around on the weekends and of course on the weekdays, but work will come first (well, napping might come before that because no napping = no ability to work, right?). no more fucking around. seriously. i need to start working. i’ve decided that this whole week i won’t sleep or miss ANY classes. so far so good. hope it keeps up. i went to my linguistics class and talked to the hottie again… but not for that long. darn ~ oh well. afterwards i went to eat lunch with jun. more people were SUPPOSED to show up, but no one did. oh well. time to go take a nap now. bye everyone.
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11:03 pm — a convo with eva about mai night of psychoness. don’t think mee crazy or anything. i don’t kno what was going on.
vee — did i tell u about mai sitting straight up in bed this morning
adaraoriel — HAHA no..
vee — okay mai alarm went off right
vee — and as SOON as i heard it i friggin sat STRAIGHT up in bed
vee — it was like a reflex. uncontrollable
vee — and then i set alarm for another 15 minutes
vee — and when it wentr off again i sat straight up again!!! o.O
adaraoriel — HAHHA
adaraoriel — u werido…
vee — and then all night i had like… seriously 8 dreams or something
vee — hella fukin weird.
adaraoriel — whoa… u r triiipin
adaraoriel — pretty cool though
vee — fukin scarie!! blahhahah.
vee — O.o
adaraoriel — nooo it’s cool..!
vee — bleh. here are mai side-effects. haha
adaraoriel — hahah.. probably.. haha.. i hard freaking werid dreams yesterday too tho!!.. they were soo vivid…
vee — really?!??!
vee — whoahoa.
vee — trippie o.O
adaraoriel — sisis.. but they were like.. very colorful and shit.. i like those dreams..!
vee — mine were nightmares. dammit -_- a couple of them nehoo
adaraoriel — they were nightmares?.. mine were just dreams.. not good not bad
vee — u psycho
vee — icic that’s kul ^_^
adaraoriel — ohhh whoops!. yea. do you remember your dreams?
vee — yea
vee — do u
adaraoriel — yea.. well sometimes.. i meant tho do you remember the nightmares you had yesterday?
vee — yeah they were retarded tho hahaha
adaraoriel — you can probably try to decipher them or some shit.. i’ve never done that.. but it’d be cool to try
adaraoriel — haha
vee — one had bulls like running through a door or something
adaraoriel — whoa…
vee — * i tried that before but i dun think it means anything
vee — and then this other one hahaha
vee — this guy kept sticking this big black like… metal bar thing into mai face and i like couldn’t breathe or something o.O;
vee — and then this other time i was walking down the stairs and i actually made the motions of walking down the stairs when i was in mai sleep or something and i woke maiself up. it was hella weird. felt like i was actually walking down the stairs.
vee — and then for some reason i thought i was sleeping with mai eyes open even tho i couldnt’s ee maiself. i jes had that feeling o.O (mai frend said i did that once).
vee — mmm and then… this other guy kept like… poking mee in the side with something and it was seriously driving me crazy.
vee — like… not in a funny way like when otehr ppo poke mee
vee — it was fukin eerie and shit
vee — and that’s about it
adaraoriel — wow……. shit..
adaraoriel — i think it’s the after effects/….
vee — dude u kno the thing is tho
vee — i dunno if i was awake or not.
adaraoriel — wow.. that is pretty creepy… shit…
(dahye’s response:)
Puhahahahah!!!
I can totally imagin you bloting right up. And i can totally imagin you sleepin with your eyes open. You do that…when you sleep…hella freaky.
Anyways…hows the weather up there? Sigh. it’s 2:11 rite now…im sore [from work out] and tired and still sick. I’m retarted…sigh…later doode
(jun’s response:)
those bastards… let’s see.. Seabass, he was supposed to have a lunch with a sorority girl, then canceled it and slept… Jonny, he went to a library instead… Gildas, Jonny thought Gildas knew, which obviously he didn’t… Jon, he slept through his classes & lunch… Eva, well…….. She went bed before I told ppl to come, and I woke up after she went to class… so sorry, Eva… Oh yeah… Forgot about Rick too. lol.
At dinner, Eva told Vivi what Chol said about Vivi at Freak Night. Let’s just say, Vivi was embarrassed to death. ^^;
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october 27th, 2001 (rave rave rave)
SONG — “escape” bai dj kaycee [trance].
MOOD — good. hella tired tho!!
12:24 pm — dammit i woke up an hour ago… and i got home from the rave @ 7 am. so i only got like four hours of sleep >_< dammit. and i jes took a shower but mai hair still reeks of smoke. aish. i kinda am getting to like the smoke smell tho o.O;; yeah, i’m a weirdo. alright. saturday morning i woke up @ like 1 pm or something and then after an hour or so i called eva to ask if she wanted to eat lunch cuz we’re not supposed to eat dinner before the rave or some shiet o.O so we went to get subway. ate that… and then came back and sat around for a while. @ around 5:30 i went to chol’s dorm and met up with eva, jeannie (chol’s gf), jayn, and ed. sat around for a bit and then went to abe’s apartment and met up with him, michelle, hannah, and two newbies min and esther. then we went to the parking lot of uwajimaya supermarket and met up with even more ppo… shit we took five cars to the rave and they were all full. so i guess the group was like 25 ppo or some shit. eesh. i didn’t kno and still dunno more than half of them o.O;; anyways. got to the rave and we cut in line with [flip]-john and so we got in the very front almost and were some of the first ppo in (sorta). agh i’m so tired but i can’t sleep cuz mai hair is wet >_< anyhoo. dropped double-stacked yello butterflies (pure mdma and some speed???) @ like 11:30 or something. actually i didn’t wanna drop then but all the other newbies did so i was like, eh, fine. so i did. shoulda taken a half and then the other half later -_-; i had to chew mine. it was nasty, but i’m kinda immune to these tastes. don’t bother mee that much anymore. esther swallowed hers and it her before mine hit mee… AND bai the tym we left she was still fukin rolling pretty bad. can yoo believe that?? seven hours or more. ARGH ~ it’s not fair dood. mine lasted like three i think.
oh if anyone is interested, here are the dj’s. the only one i kno is delirium. and then there were dj dan, donald claude, misstress barbara, dj babyanne, taj, point1, dj flave, neil landstrumm, frankie bones, adam x, heather heart, slacker, joel crane, j majik, trace, pishposh (dj wally), rinse, siren, wyle, eva, and mni. blah. whoever they are. oh and frickin a i dropped mai camera and then james held it for mee only i dun think he was dancing or anything so basically… i dun think he took any pics for mee >_< if so, i’ll only have a pic of eva and chol and a pic of mee and chol for mai first rave. BOOOOO!!!
anyhoo, like chol and stuff thought that i’d be floored the whole tym but i was fukin psycho. i don’t see how ANYONE can be floored -_-; shit i don’t remember most of it… i remember talking to random ppo cuz i was dancing around and making rounds the whole tym. the things i do remember… was that i fell over once… i dunno why tho. and i remember before i started rolling i asked this guy to give mee a light show because his lights were sooo awesome… i dunno what they are but they’re a strip with blue, red, and green panels, and then he had a white dot light… and it was sooooo trippie. shit. i was seeing like grey streaks i between everything o.O and then i remember i couldn’t stop moving… like mai legs jes bounced around and shit and i was hella crazy i guess… like the only tym i sorta calmed down was cuz eva told mee “vivian, calm down! yoo’re hitting everyone in the face!” hahaha ^^* aish. how embarrassing =O and i kept saying “oh my god, oh my god, oh my god” cuz i couldn’t control maiself. shit. i went through like the two indoor rooms hella tymz and i kept getting confused and didn’t kno where i was and shit until i saw that i was almost outdoors -_-; oh yah. hugs are damn nice… >_< as everyone knows but i like to state the obvious. boo. i want a bf. anyhoo. oh yeah and then halfway some ppo sat mee down and they were like “she’s bleeding!” and then i was screaming, “what?? i’m bleeding???” and they were like, “no, no yoo’re not bleeding”… but i think they were lying -_-;; hmmm what else. oh i remember i was jes asking EVERYONE and their moms what their costumes were. and then if i looked closer and i knew it before they answered i jes answered mai own question. not that i don’t do that already, but i do it even more when i’m on e. and i talk too damn fast. agh. oh yah! and this guy gave mee a kiss on the cheek and he was cute! i think cuz i told him it was mai first tym and that he was the ONLY person who started a convo with mee. a lotta ppo there aren’t frendly man. the only really frendly ppo were the more freekish ppo with like 80 piercings and shit -_-; fukin asian ppo are all unfriendly. BoOoOoOo. oh something i didn’t remember @ all but that jayn said was that i was calling her name from faraway hella loud and then i got closer to her and i said, “jayn?? i thought yoo were the sahara desert!”… wtf?? -_-;; aish. i wish i remembered it. i really don’t remember anything except for running around and talking to ppo. running around bai yurself is damm fun actually!! mmmm i really wonder what else i did stupid. some guy gave mee a bead bracelet yay!! and then this guy gave mee a lay but it was plastic so it was destroyed after a while. oOo and i got this pokemon toy with glowing eyeballs like the one sherry has in her car. wahOo.
but yeah it was fun but i didn’t really meet anyone new other than this guy hyun (dammit i thought his name was kyun or kyung hahaha)… and all the ppo in mai friggin group were either floored or jes not dancing. the only ppo that were were like flip-john and [kimchi]-john and sam but i didn’t see them until like ten minutes before it ended. aigo. i think this one guy was getting irritated cuz i asked him what his name was like four tymz. heehee. okay well. towards the end i was getting bored because i jes wanted to sit and sleep but kyun wanted to dance so i felt bad making him sit around with mee. aigo. but yea, like everyone and their moms were korean. it was fuuuuun. i will definitely go again. dunno if i’m gonna turn into a ‘raver’ persay, but raves are fun. i’m wondering if i’d have fun if i weren’t on drugs tho O.o;; shit man being on e is such a nice feeling. no turning into a e-tard tho -_-;; maybe i’ll try not dropping next tym. don’t think i’m gonna go to raves too much tho cuz they’re so fukin expensive and shit >_< ! okay. well. i’m done. afterwards abe and michelle who were driving esther and min friggin LEFT and so we all had to cram in jeannie’s car (chol drove) and i was sleeping… and i had to sit on jayn’s lap. i think i must have squashed her. hehe ^^* and yes. that is the extent of mai day. why am i awake? i want to sleep. well now i need to make lotsa phone calls, so later!!!!
(diana’s response:)
you dropped e?? =O
tsk tsk…. >P
(richard’s response:)
sigh am i only one who thinks it BAD to drop? hehe well glad u had fun? hehe, try not rollin everytime u go raving for the future, give ur brain some breaks!
(fil’s response:)
Toldja E was some good shit. Best drug ever. hehe. anyways…
I rolled for like…..5-6 hours. BE JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! =P
(dahye’s response:)
I’m glad you had a fun time!!
I wanna go sooo bad. But i’m not planning to drop. Be careful. Shiet…i sound hella retarted. I wanna learn how to dance to trance…hehe. Anyhooooooo…
talk to you later!!! Did ya get my letter yet? 
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october 26th, 2001 (lambda party)
SONG — “dance with me” bai 112 [english]. i’m not actually listening to this but it was stuck in mai head alllllll night.
MOOD — fine.
1:43 pm — mmkay. in the morning woke up and went to chinese class, in which i had a test. i think i did okay. and then i went back to mai dorm for lunch and then out again to mai linguistics lecture. i actually stayed awake this tym! O.o;; unbelievable! talked to the hot filipino guy ron for a bit and he said he wasn’t going to the lambda party that night so i didn’t think he’d call mee =( cuz he had no reason to. so later i went with eva and sebastian to take the bus to sebastian’s house… only we were late for the bus (we were running and stuff) so we walked down further to take ANOTHER bus… and the other bus dropped us off somewhere else saying it would be faster if we took a different route. and he said the bus stop for the other route was along this one street — which it wasn’t — so we walked all the way back to where we started to take the same # bus again. aish. met up with lewis @ a different stop. on the bus lewis and seabass were talking about weirdo stuff and i could see the old ppo behind them shaking their heads. haha. oh yeah richard was supposed to come today but his mom got in a car accident on the way to the airport so he didn’t end up coming =( richard, it’s okay, the party had no alcohol anyways! o.O anyhoo their frend anthony picked us up. i hate it when ppo don’t introduce themselves -_- i’m weird but i think it’s hella attractive (?) when guys introduce themselves to new ppo they meet. what a weirdo i am!! anyhoo. we went to jack-in-the-box and i was in line to buy mai stuff when ron called!! WAHOO!! i was sooo friggin giddy i couldn’t count mai $$ properly -_-;; so i took forever to buy mai shake and fries.
anyhoo then we went to seabass’ house and sat around. his cat is the same as claire’s cat tiggy! i looked @ it and i was like “whoahoa”! okay actually i wasn’t but it was claire’s cat. i was more like “wow”. and then we went to pick lewis back up… and his house is SO nice. >_< no fair no fair no fair. it’s kinda big i guess and there’s a hella good view and he has this one wall that is jes a bunch of mirrored tiles. SO KUL!! >_< and then downstairs in his basement (since he’s korean and all) his dad had like… three cases of 20 beer bottles or SOMETHING. scarie. hmmm then we went to the supermarket and i jacked some black makeup (back to old daze O.o) for mee and eva’s costume later that night. we were gonna go gothic (dammit, i never saw the pictures from when i was a gothic chik in our church skit). then we left and went to the mall… and we looked around for costumes but everything was either ugly or too damm expensive so we left and jes shopped. eva went to claire’s to get a earring and i went to pacific sunwear where i bought a tilt bag, a o’neill jacket, and a red and white hurley shirt. i think red is getting to be mai new fave color o.O cuz i like red clothes. anyhoo. spent $150. THEN i discovered there was a zumiez. so i went there. and i found a SNOWBOARDING jacket (the o’neill jacket is jes a regular one). so i wanted to buy it. and then i bought this other red and white hurley shirt. so i jes returned everything from pacsun -_-;; EVERYTHING. that was like ten minutes later. how embarrassing. ended up spending the same amount of $$ @ zumiez. blah. mee = money spender. but i need clothes, dangit >_< haven’t boughten clothes for soooo long. cuz there’s no pacsun or blah around here. oh well. then we went to sweet factory and rotted our teeth with candy and hmmm waited for seabass and lewis to get there >_< and then from there on it was soo hectic. we had to take jonny and rick to the store to buy stuff. but there was nothing really to buy so jonny jes bought a devil’s tail and rick jes bought face paint and i have no idea what he was. hell, he has no idea what he was. i dunno what i was. eva was a gothic punk chik (sorta) and louis and seabass were vampires from “blade” (?). we got to the party two hours late because of these girls that call themselves men -_-; i thought it was whack because i paid ten bucks and there was no alcohol (other than for the lambdas) and i don’t like dancing much so bleh. the dj was kul tho. i jes talked to some of the lambdas i met before but i didn’t even meet anyone new other than this one girl i jes randomly decided to talk to cuz she looked soooo bored. she had the most nasally voice tho O.o ~ anyhoo. i didn’t really like it was but it was okay. there supposedly weren’t that many people because freak night is tonight.
afterwards we went to buy food from safeway and then we jes chilled on lewis’ dorm floor’s lounge til like 4 am. man ppo in terry and lander are sooo much more social than here. it’s not fair >_< that’s the highlight of mai day. tell yoo about tonight later!
(dahye’s response:)
Woah gurl…hehee…Veeveee, just one sentence.
Remember night at Phil’s place in Berkeley…puhahahah!!
Soo funny…hehehe…sigh. i miss those days…
(bbin’s response:)
geez, that was hilarious! vivian gettin drunk and talkin hella loud.
but getting a rash, not good…. hehe
looks to me like vivian is havin loads of fun in college =P
dahye, how u been lately? what have u been doin for fun down in davis?
(richard’s response:)
read my jopurnal, car accident…sigh no drunk eh? heheh have to get drunk over here… =D .. =) .. =/ .. =( .. =’(
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october 25th, 2001 (hottie hottie bo body!)
SONG — “luv 2 luv u” bai timbaland and magOo [english]. what happen to magOo anyways??
MOOD — damn giddy >P
11:04 pm — i was jes reading linguistics chapters and i took a nap thinking that i’d wake up in less than half an hour. man. ended up waking in one hour -_-; so now i’m gonna finish reading linguistics another day! the one day i’m ‘motivated’. aish ~ anyways. today i woke up. skipped linguistics discussion… again. man, i’ve skipped @ least one of mai classes everyday this week. bad girl -_-; o wellz. went to chinese class and dinosaurs class. and then i met up with jared on the ave and we ate pho. i actually had to wait in line for PHO! that was the first tym ever! whack. oh well i GUESS it was good. shit all pho taste the same to mee >_< and then afterwards i took the bus to the washington department of liscensing to get mai state id and yesterday eva went and it took her like less than an hour to go, get it done, and to get back. took mee two and a half hours almost -_- AIGOOOO. oh well i guess. came back… and then i went to sebastian’s cuz i wanted to play pool but i ended up sittin there and playing counterstrike. dammit, i wanna play (like put it on mai comp) but i’m afraid i’ll get addicted and play it for like three hours everyday like i did with diablo. aiya. haha. computer game addiction = bad.
anyways after a while i left because i thought they were going out to dinner. turns out they didn’t, but i went to get food from mcmahon and ran into ron, the hot flip guy i met the first day of mai linguistics class. wahOo ~ and it turns out he’s frendz with mai mystery hot korean guy. damn. too hot guys who are frendz with each other. how lovely o.O;; dangit and he was gonna give mee his number but it was the ONE tym i didn’t bring mai cell phone with mee. jashik. so he got mai number but i’m not sure if he’ll call. he better! or else! and if he ever sees this, that’ll be embarrassing -_-;
richard is coming from cali tomorrow. i am gonna make him go to a frat party with mee @ night. seabass was gonna drive there… shit cept we have to cram now cuz it’s 6 ppo in a car that fits 5. guess that’s not sooo bad. ^^* especially since mee and eva are both tiny. hehe. we shall see!
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october 24th, 2001 (clueless!)
SONG — “as time goes by” bai t [korean]. t = tasha from uptown and tashannie.
MOOD — fine
11:59 pm — i’m going to go to bed early tonight because i am tired as hell. anyways today i jes went to chinese class in the morning. and then i came home and slept. for like three hours. but i wanted to sleep more, but i couldn’t =( and then @ 4 pm i went to get mai food-handling permit with sora. her friend mike [kim] drove us. and there was another guy but he had a fobbish name so i don’t remember it. -_-;; mingyun or something. anyhoo. it was funnie cuz on the way back they were listening to dj d.o.c. and all of a sudden all three of them jes bust out singing and rapping. hella funnie… haha. we went there and the test took a friggin hour and a half. it started @ 5 pm. it was soo boring. the answers were all sooo self-explanatory. and cost mee eight bucks, godammit. i came back and i didn’t do much else, so yeah. i’m screwed. i tried doing mai linguistics hw today but i didn’t understand anything. SHIT. i don’t even kno how to BS it. double shit! i’m screwed dammit. i think the only class i understand is chinese. everything else
(jun’s response:)
her “early” meant 1:40 AM or so.-_-
today… Two ppl told me “you talk like vivian” when I said “bastard!”… damn you two! I’ve been using that word for more than a year, but wha??? I didn’t copy it from her!! >_< it was little more arkward ’cause one of them was seabass… damn him! I called him bastard plenty times in summer!
today seemed like crappy day for lotta ppl… seabass and sun had argument, jonny’s sick, I pretty much walked around with question mark on top of my head…
… someone actually came online so it’s been an hour since I started this reply thingy… it was 2:27, now it’s 3:23… aiya… I should sleep… gotta meet a partner for japanese oral test tomorrow…. eh.. today… in 7 hrs.-_-
Jun
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october 23rd, 2001 (birthday fever)
SONG — “key to my heart” bai craig david [english].
MOOD — pissy. iritated. oh and tired as hell too.
1:15 am — this will probably be a whackass entry. woke up, went to chinese class. skipped linguistics discussion cuz i wanted to sleep an extra hour. then went to dinosaurs class. slept thru half of that. went to lander to meet jennifer [yee] for lunch since i haven’t seen her for soooo long. then i sat around her room for a little bit and then i had to go to asian-american studies class. BORING. hmmm and then i came back and sat around. i was in a bad mood and i decided to take a nap. and then right when i was about to take my nap mai roomie came in with guests. ARGH. and then we were supposed to go out for jun’s birthday but these stupid guys in mccarty who are really superwomen in disguise took forever to friggin come out. i was waiting to do homework after we came back from dinner but they took sooooo long so i was hella pissed off. argh. when they finally came out we walked to kiku’s, this japanese restaurant. ate there. then we went to pochi’s, the bubble tea place next door. saw sora there… we’re both traitors. we both work @ yunnie and were both @ pochi. oh well. pochi’s is nicer. >_< bigger, and stuff. saw a few ppo i met from the party last tym but i dunno if they remember mee cuz they were all intoxicated @ the tym -_- chamna. saw gihye there too. damn she needs to stop stalking mee. i saw angie again today too! aiya. and theeen we went to safeway and sebastian stole a camera for mee for freak night. and. yeah. don’t feel like writing much. later. oh yeah four ppo had birthdays today. jun, chol’s friend ronnie, george, and mai next-door neighbor in haggett, natalie. busy day nine months ago.
(jun’s response:)
aiya… I guess I should blame me for some(all? most?) of her “pissy. irritated” mood. -_- hopefully she’ll forgive me when she wakes up…
yup. I’m finally 21… so I guess I’m official alcohol supplier… no one really likes to drink tho, including me… except jon, who loves vodka ’cause 1. he’s part(like….. less than 10%) russian, 2. it’s cheap and quick. anyway, they got me “calender”… aiya… it’s more of jonny’s b-day present than mine. lol. I wouldn’t mind havin it at my room… except… my family lives close enough to visit me anytime they want..-_- aiya… well, I’ll put it up when I have 1. room in mccarty(means I’m not one of those mccarty guys aka superwomen in disguise, and/or 2. new year… btw, for next time… try to find a girl with C/D… maybe DD…. wtf is she? EE? is that cup size even exist??? dude… her boob is as wide as her waist!!! A/B’s fine if it’s calender full of cute girls.
well, after chem lab and lunch, I went back to mercer to finish my temp comp… it works now! woohoo! time to mess around with windows xp. 
well, left mercer room around 6:30 ’cause gildas told me that he would be at mccarty around 6:30~7… nooooooooope. he got here around like 7:30… then seabass told me we’re waitin for gildas now… aiya… I hated to be messenger to vivi and eva… could feel anger over AIM… moo suh wuh… when I got a call from lewis, I tried to gather ppl around and leave ’cause vivi was about to kick ppl’s ass… I took some ppl down and got greeted by vivi’s “why are you guys so f–kin slow!”… except… seabass, jonny, and rick didn’t get down until like 10~15 min ’cause they were watchin dido video… it was scary to stand next to vivi… -_-
well, those guys finally came down and we met lewis at university bookstore. we went to kiku ’cause pochi was right next to it. at pochi, we played UNO zenga… damn, that was intense… after that, we went to safeway. all they had were wines, beers, hard lemonades and stuff… Jon wanted hard liquor store instead but it’s on the other side of campus, so we just decided not to throw party tonight… beside lotta ppl have midterm tomorrow… in front of parking lot next to safeway, jon(6′4″, 200lb, used to play QB, tennis and baseball pitcher) tried to launch gildas(5′7″, 125lb)… then… well… I’m sorrie.-_-
we came back to our dorm and… well. now jon and gildas are playin madden 2k2 on PC… I have no clue why I’m not sleepin considerin I have math308 midterm tomorrow.-_- and hw due which I only did like half of them…. aiya… my slackerism lives again!
… why did I write this much…-_- oh well, I wasn’t doin anythin and no one to chat right now… hopefully vivi’ll feel better tomorrow. sweet dream, vivi
- Jun
(my response:)
uhhhh i wasn’t irritated about the picking mee up thing because i kno that’s what yoo think it is. i was more annoyed bai the warning thing. cuz i was actually trying to do homework -_- for once.
(jun’s response:)
oro? I thought that was it ’cause you seemed pissed… so me went hiding behind all those ppl yesterday for while… but yeah, sorry about that… and warning thing… guess seabass and I’m stupids/jackasses… … why am I leaving msg here? chances are, I’ll see you before you read this?
Jun
we went to kristin’s house afterwards and sat around and half watched this odd snowboarding video of diana’s. and some people were playing truth or dare poker, which was strange, while people were taking turns going on aim. left around 11:40 or so. and thus concludes the thanksgiving break.” ~ (xinlei)