inside the wonderful world of vee

* song of the moment * - “hen ai hen ai ni” bai sammi cheng. it’s not REALLY bai sammi cheng tho… she jes sang it on her new album… along with lee junghyun’s “bakwuh”, which actually is number one on the charts in taiwan right now. that pisses mee off. it’s not like taiwanese people CAN’T make decent music without posing offa other people… yet they still constantly constantly do it. ick. it’s annoying. and they like japanese people waaaay too much. hecka commercials in taiwan are purely in japanese. even tho it’s in taiwan. retarded.
* mood * - okay.

december 28th, 2000 - we had a hong kong tour for half the day. went to victoria’s peak, a buddhist temple, on a boat ride (where we saw people who live on boats and sleep, cook, and do everything there), went to lunch on a floating boat thing (dim sum… of course), then to another gemstone factory. MORE PSYCHO ON-COMMISSION JEWELRY SALESMEN! they wouldn’t leave mee alone! (even WORSE than thailand jewelry people!)

december 29th, 2000 - went to taiwan from hong kong. went to hotel. boring day. oh yeah. we went shopping in hk in the daytime, tho. i love hk. bai the way… i wish to learn cantonese. it sounds so awesome. oh yeah. there’s this guy in a doublemint commercial who looks hella like nelson.

december 30th, 2000 - took pics in taiwan. the family pics… remember? sucked. then we went back to the hotel cuz it was raining. blech.

december 31st, 2000 - luckily it wasn’t raining today… but then again the day sucked anyways. well in taiwan there’s a free concert on new year’s eve… actually there’s a LOT of free concerts. the one we went to was right across the street from our hotel… it was mee, mai bro, james, nancy, and mai cuzin jia jia… none of them really liked chinese music that much so we didn’t keep squeezing and left after a half hour to go to the MALL. psh. sucked. two years ago we went with josh and fil’s family and since they were actually interested we got up to the second row and even got on tv! ^_^

january 1st, 2001 - shopping. *yawn.

january 2nd, 2001 - ate gross jap food and then karaoke-d for four hours. muahahahaha. pretty much it was only mee and mai dad singing… mai mom a little… mai brother sang a total of… three songs. psh. that’s what yoo get for not being able to sing in every language like i. >P jes messin. then we went to pick which pictures we wanted to keep… they turned out pretty good i guess but we took like a hundred something and we could only pick twenty so it was hard pick and choosing. then we walked like two miles back to our hotel. blech. no wonder asian people are so skinny. they walk so dayam much. unlike the fatass americans who virtually never walk… (maiself included)

january 3rd, 2001 - spent the day @ mai grandma’s house watching the chinese movie channel. four chinese movies in a day baybee!!! >P

i’m bored of this, and i’m sure yoo are too. i think i’ll actually work on mai webpage for once. *sigh. cya.

* song of the moment * - the second track on the eun jiwon cd. i’m mad. it sounds exactly like this one save song. poopie eun jiwon. as fine as he is. >P
* mood * - okay.

i guess i’ll tell yoo about mai lovely vacation?

december 23rd, 2000 - went to taiwan, cuz our connecting flight to thailand was not until that night… visited mai grandma (who is always happy!! i’m jealous >.<)… then went to pick out clothes cuz mai parents wanted to take family portrait pictures. SUCKED! then went on the plane again… to thailand… it was a nice hotel, but the shower was hella WHACK. it had a door but the door didn’t have a bottom, so the water got all over the bathroom floor and virtually flooded the dayam thang.

december 24th, 2000 - spent a half day in bangkok, thailand, doing absolutely nothing interesting… we visited palaces and looked at other cultural boring places. they appreciate their king way too much. they almost think he is like god or something. i think it’s scarie. bai the way, we went with a tour… so that’s the reason we went to so many stupid places. anyway, then we drove for like to hours to go to pattaya… and got one of those famous thai massages… not bad but definitely not as relaxing as people say they are… hee hee. they taught us this word “nak nak” which means “press harder”. iono… it’s funnie sounding. oh yah… this other family we went with had two kids - james and nancy - for future reference >P

december 25th, 2000 (x.mas!) - fun day, i guess. we went to the beach @ pattaya. first… took a speed boat. the front of those things are sooo bouncy! it’s kinda fun! ^_^ okay… this fourth eun jiwon song is pissing mee off now. the background sounds like the “do yoo wanna get down” song bai jermaine dupri. man, eun jiwon!!!! anyways, we went parasailing afterwards. it’s alrite… actually, it’s kinda boring. not as fun as yoo’d think. then we went to this underwater thing… yoo wear a giant plastic helmet and walk around underwater. so cool. the people down there were hella koo too. they were playing hackysack with us… with a starfish! muahahaha… poor creature ^^; humans are pricks. anyways, this one guy kept blowing mee kisses too… it was… interesting. anyways. then we went banana-boating. aht! i’m such the weakling. we fell off like four times and james and this girl mimi had to help mee on every tym *sigh. thailand’s ocean water is sOoOo dang salty. blech. hMm then we had a seafood feast for lunch. it would have been wonderful for normal people… with whole crabs and fish and crawfish but since i dun eat the heards and stuff i basically jes ate like everyone’s crab legs (hey fil! i was up to mai wlbows in crab!!) crab is yummie. then we went back to the hotel to shower, then to a thai cultural show (hella fighting. violent people!), then to an elephant show (i swear, they’re smarter than i!)… then i took two pictures with monkeys! once with a grown chimp and once with a baby orangutan… dayam monkeys are so dayam kyoot… they like pose and stuff. one of them was supposed to kiss mee and drooled all over mai cheek, tho. that was kinda gross. but monkeys. man… they’re so kyoot. yeah anyway. @ night we… went to a transvestite show. yeah, thas right. yoo read correctly. some of them were hella pretty. some were jes ugly. some were too happy. and some looked like they were gonna cry. it was kinda like a broadway show. nothin raunchy now, yoo perv!!! after that we went back to the hotel. this one had ghetto showers too.

december 26th, 2000 - elephant rides! smelly! james and nancy’s elephant pooped right in front of us… blech. i had to ride with hung. i felt bad for their family… they wre all viet but they got put with a chinese tour group… so everyone had to translate for em and stuff. it was odd. hung and his sis trang were both 28+ but looked like 18 or so! o.O oh yeah. i forgot. @ the transvestite show, hung was looking a little too happy (he’s always smiley), so this fat transvestite lady with big tits went up to him and rubbed her… breastuhsuhs… in his face. heh. it was hilarious. anyways, after the elephant ride we went “shopping”… stupid leather factory and jewel place so that our dayam tour company could get referral money. jewel salesmen on commission are fucking psycho dood. they were chasing me around for the longest tym and it’s like, “fuck! i dun wanna pay that much money for your hunks of junk!” and what pisses mee off is that they say, “oh, in two years you’ll want it.” uh… no… i’ll never want to pay that much money for a hunk of metal! mai parents went jewelry psycho on this trip. among the two of them, they bought six pieces of jewelry. two rings for mai dad, one charm, necklace, and two rings for mai mom. what a waste of money. oh yeah. ghetto, eh? we went to thailand for so long but we didn’t even ONCE eat thai food… and didn’t even get to go shopping on the streets. *WAHHHH… thailand is so cheap too!!!

december 27th, 2000 - plane ride to hong kong. it was fun. mee and mai bro and james had a mini-olympics. we each picked a game to play and got points. gold got five, silver got three, and bronze got one. first game was james’… i forget what it was. then mine - roshambo. then phil’s stupid hand slap game. then james’ “throwing-shit-in-the-air-and-catching-it-in-mouth” game. so hard! then i had a “write a phrase in as many languages as possible…” then yeah. i’m getting lazy. overall, james won, i was second, and mai bro was very last. hella mature, eh? one senior and two college seniors. muahaha. at night we went to their cool arcades and went to play beatmania for the first tym. i suck at it.

the rest of the vacation tomorrow. >P

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[RESPONSES:]

(xinlei)
I thought you said I was out of my mind…
Is Diana the Physics girl who braided your hair and hid your backpack when you fell asleep? Or is this some other person?

And I think I was the one who was trying to remember the nazi quote, when we went to Karaoke, I couldn’t remember the second part. So you’re contemplating your religioness? Bah. That’s why I’m Agnostic. Actually. That’s more contemplating. I can’t go as far to say that I’m an Athiest like Claire, because there has to be something/someone out there that knows what’s going on right? The big picture? Otherwise…I mean…what are we doing here? There’s got to be some greater entity that we can’t touch, or we’re all going to hell in a handbasket. Ah, but the question is who’s hell? How do you know we’re not in hell right now?

Oh Claire didn’t tell me that she had the book, so that’s why I had no idea what you were talking about in Physics…and…the bowling ball collapsed…mwahahaha. Yep, Hall is hilarious. But I can only tune in to his demo’s. Especially when bowling balls are being flung in the air while people are on skateboards.

Hehe. You forgot your balloons. What would you do without me. :Þ

For some reason, I abhor the Comic Sans MS…I like Tahoma MS size 1,2…and Verdana…1,2. But not Verdana regular size.

Anyway. Happy birthday!! I’ve never heard of Linkin Park, but I’m betting you’ve never heard of ‘I Mother Earth’ so it’s even…but on a side note, the guy that invented the cue cards is dead…just wondering, do you blog? I used to, with useless news, because I was too lazy to find useless news. Anyway. Again. Happy birthday.

(me)
no siree bob. different diana. hey, tell claire that yoo and her need to finish the book bai… oh, tomorrow, cuz i need to take it back before i leave. u kno how it is >P

what is agnostic? mee stupid. yeah. we could be in hell now. life sucks.

hehehehee that bowling ball thing today was soooo funnie ^_^ hall is such a big kid. jason had funnie facial expressions too. thanks for reminding mee about the balloons.

who is “i mother earth”? i mean… of course i heard of em. must be some weird canadians.

(xinlei)
did you notice the big deal i have with saying “happy birthday” at least ten times in one breath? i have issues.

anyway. agnosticsm isn’t a religion, rather a…fundamental belief.

here’s the dictionary defition and then some:

Word History: An agnostic does not deny the existence of God and heaven, for example, but rather
holds that one cannot know for certain if they exist or not. The term agnostic was fittingly coined by
the 19th-century British scientist Thomas H. Huxley, who believed that only material phenomena were
objects of exact knowledge. He made up the word from the prefix a-, meaning “without, not,” as in
amoral, and the noun Gnostic. Gnostic is related to the Greek word gnsis, “knowledge,” which was
used by early Christian writers to mean “higher, esoteric knowledge of spiritual things”; hence, Gnostic
referred to those with such knowledge. In coining the term agnostic, Huxley was considering as
“Gnostics” a group of his fellow intellectuals“ists,” as he called themwho had eagerly embraced
various doctrines or theories that explained the world to their satisfaction. Because he was a “man
without a rag of a label to cover himself with,” Huxley coined the term agnostic for himself, its first
published use being in 1870.

hehe claire and her book hogging. :Þ hehehe. i’ll get it tomorrow.

i mother earth is a canadian band. and our lady peace. they’re the best. but. canadian. so no one’s heard of them here. unless you have the i know what you did last summer soundtrack, because for some reason our lady peace is on that soundtrack. yep, must be some weird canadians.

(fil)
feliz cumpleanos. etc etc u get the idea. Tanjobi….uh…..genki…????!?!??!
MAN!!!!! I did SOOOO bad on that Japanese final. hahahhha ich bin screwed in that class even tho its over. r u taking it next semester? i dunno if i can cuz i need a 3 unit class and its only 2 =(. oh well. heppy birthday.
bai bai.

(me)
yoo have to take it next semester. i said so. >P i got the linkin park cd today… $8.99! yea yea i kno, yoo got it for free, but i think $8.99 for an american cd, brand new, is pretty darn good!!!!!! yoo have to take japanese next semester. i said so. i think i did okay on the test. i’m surprised how well i work under pressure >P

(fil)
LINKIN PARK KICKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(xinlei)
oh oh oh thanks…
i can now find the reply icon. you got rid of like half the icons…what were the others before? but i realized on netscape if i mouse over it it will say…”reply”. uh, duh much on my part.
i don’t understand why you people like msie so much.
wow vivian are you just skimming everything i write? the nancy drew writer…she’s a pseudonym, not a transvestite. that’s so jerry springer.

anyway i started the new thread because i didn’t know if i kept replying to the dickhead one, if it would go to the next page or what. but then i just realized that you just altered the whole bb.

there’s lots of megan’s too for some reason. not as many jessica’s as people would like to believe. yes lots of matt’s. too many matt’s. i know two fontaine’s. both mandarin speaking. and it’s weird because somehow my friend emily in fremont met fontaine online @ some leehom mailing list. freakishly freaky.

the only vivian i remember is the mom from fresh prince. oh wait, but robert downey jr, he played a GUY named vivian. in ‘in dreams’. he was a psychopath serial murderer though i believe. there’s some vivian leigh right? …she was in psycho? or. not. i get the leigh’s mixed up.

> during lunch today we were sitting in a circle, and this bird POOPED right between all of us

that’s what happens when you sit in circles.
blech…did it land in someone’s pizza?
i’ve never liked birds. we had two birds once. they…poop a LOT.

> what girl last year, yoo crack fiend #2?

oy-vey.
the evil one.

>dave liu’s site is http://dave.liu.com ^_^

yessiree i’ve been there.
i can’t remember how i got there.
but i’m pretty sure i’ve been there.
but it had a different splash thing before.

hall likes being violent to his trolls doesn’t he.

> i’m staying there for two weeks. want anything?

anything would be lovely. but if you somehow come across some of the sakura tiara pens…i can pay you back in dineros. er. i mean american dollars. heh. me goes to mexico for one week. well. less than a week. like 4 days. but. anyway. the only word i know is cervessa.

ciao.

(me)
xinlei, u are so hilarious. did i ever tell u that? yeah, i kno, only a couple thousand tymz. yoo’d get along SO well with diana! diana! if yur reading this, yoo guys should talk o.O i think yoo both told mee the nazi/christian quote before… unless u jes said it twice. *shrug.

i wonder if this is hard to read. i’ve always wondered what “times new roman” looked like with -2 font. [note: i edited this cuz i was writing like this before and it’s damm hard to read

like the new forum look? i worked long and hard on it. not really, but a little.

u actually kno fontaine’s? i only kno the fontaine u kno. yeah, i remember ‘in dreams’ and yur man taking the name of a woman. but it’s okay. that movie was weird. i dun quite remember anything but the ending. *sigh.

yeah, birds like to poop. and they’re yukkie.

hall is so hilarious. he cracks mee up. i remember the first week of skool i thought he was like the funniest guy alive. right now i still think he is pretty damm funnie. very quick-witted. him and ziegenhals always make up the worst puns… his are funnier, tho.

okay i’ll buy yoo the sakura pens if i can even find them!! tsk tsk. bad xinlei… only knowing “cerveza”. i’m so surprised >P

(fil)
hi hi. im in school rite now. so i hear *ahem* likes *ahem* AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. tell her GOOD FREAKING LUCK. AHAHAHAHHAHAHA. YOU know what im talkin about. sooo……………….. dam its only 10:48. i should be doing work….but oh well……….. PSH!!!!!!!!!!!!

(me)
yur @ skool too? oh wow, we’re both dorky! okay, fine, jes mee. -_-
shutup about *ahem* yoo kno, *ahem* may come in here sometimes. anyway, i dun really care. >P

(me)
what did yoo write down below? i can’t access it. oh, btw… yoo like yur sticker? you say psycho like it’s a bad thing >P i wanted a morbid one, but i couldn’t find it.

(fil)
hola! estoy muy aburrido! por eso estoy aqui ahorita! hahahahha….or jajajja in spanish. but anyways. woooooooooooooo u can see R movies….in 2 days. wooooooohoooooooooooo. but anyways. i am about to smack that korean bitch senseless.
how come every time I see some asian on asian hate its like 99% of the time some korean person started it? wasup with that? not to offend koreans, since i have many korean friends, and there are many non ignorant koreans…but why why why is it almost always like that?
DEU ignorance and DEU ignorant people. DEU LEI AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but anyways. haha! physics bridge! i remember doing that. mine was so ugly and lopsided…and fuckin faggot ass eric (literally and figuratively) didnt make a bridge the ENTIRE 10 fucking weeks we got to do it. and so he HAD to be my partner, and took credit for my bridge. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT??????????? sorry. haha got a little mad there. i am verybored. but i dont wanna sleep. psycho me.
hey….i mixed my first two songs together. im in between 2 songs write now i cant decide which one to finished first so im hopping in between the two. whatever.
im out. peace outsai. dammit japanese final tomorrow. im screwed. as well in math. o well. SHITBALLZ.

(me)
i can read it now. >P yeah. it’s always koreans. psychos. then again there are psycho other people too, but yeah >P no point made here. jes babbling.

* song of the moment * - some song on nicholas tse’s newest cd (viva)… he looks like a dayam scrub in this cd… ick… no more of his pretty pretty hair =( damm him and wong faye… they make an ugly couple and wong faye is a biznatch. -_- but yeah. nic tse is koolio… he’s a good actor, is a pretty good singer, and can speak cantonese, mandarin, and english with no accent… probably japanese too >.<
* mood * - pretty good. that’s why i’m actually writing in here. wow… three daze in a row now… yippie skippy!!!

i got dahye and claire’s christmas presents mailed to mee from angelpop.com today… oh, the excitement! >.< i think i’m gonna buy most everyone’s presents in hong kong and taiwan and thailand tho… cuz i’m too cheap and lajee to go shopping this week, and i jes have too much shiet to do!! mostly homework shiet. blech. i need to make a bridge for physics, take notes for an english “i-search” paper, and blahblahblah. lazy, tho.

right now, i reek of cologne, cuz paulo sprayed mee three tymz with cologne in physics class -_- twice with cool water and once with some weird stuff that i forgot the name of… god, why can’t it be good smelling stuff @ least?? like hugo boss or curve?? -_- whuteva tho. tomorrow i’m gonna bring perfume and stink him to death. after all, it’s much worse for a guy to smell like a girl than for a girl to smell like a guy. muahahahah.

afterskool i had to go get a tb test done… dood! it’s weiiiird. it’s a shot in your forearm, but they make this little bubble thing. it’s weird. most people dun get it done, and the nurse thought i was weird for getting it done until i told her it was for volunteering. i doubt it’d really matter anyway, since i’ve volunteered twice now without a tb test done. >P now i gotta wake up early on saturday morning to go get it checked. oh, how unfair.

mai new webpage layout should be pretty kewl… i changed it from the green one… notice that i’m writing in BLUE now?? does that give yoo any hint what color mai next webpage will be? i’d hope so!!

oh yeah. in civics today, we watched an episode of law and order… it talked about nazi’s… our whole class was very disturbed bai it, i think… like during the commercials and stuff, no one said a word, and afterwards, everyone was complaining about how much they hate people like that. i actually think it is pretty cool, because that shows that they don’t like racism at all… that’s great… i mean, if they think even white supremacy is stupid, they must think all of it is stupid. great, cuz racism sucks.

hate the united states’ government.

it’s so jacked up. as i already said, they should get rid of the electoral college. hopefully they will, after this hellish election. i can’t believe bush wins. if he actually gets that psycho “social security into the stock market” thing approved, i’ll be pissed. that is jes ridiculous. yoo’d think that was a very unconservative thing to do. whuteva tho.

yoo kno what REALLY bothers mee about the government tho?? how everything HAS to be so proper. in civics class today we were discussing trials… and yoo kno what? after someone is voted “non-guilty”, he or she can run up and down the rows of the courtroom and scream “I DID IT!! HAHAHAH! I WAS REALLY GUILTY!!!” and he or she would not get into any type of trouble. ridiculous, huh?

and yoo kno that members of the house of reps can commit any crime — except for accepting bribes and plotting against the government — and not be arrested? so basically they can deal drugs and they can’t be arrested for it. uuuuugh. stupid, thas all i can say…

* song of the moment * - “stay with mee” bai coco lee… yeah, i’ve been too lajee to change the cd today and yesterday, so i’ve been listening to coco songs repeatedly.
* mood * - pretty good. wow, two daze in a row. we’re on a roll.

today was a pretty eventful day… like ohmahgaw! o.O i’ve been sayin that a lot recently. i kno, i’m weird.

had to go volunteer afterskool… at kaleidoscope. it’s a place where yoo work with mentally-handicapped children… it’s pretty kewl, i guess. i feel kind of out of place because i haven’t been there for forever like the other people, but iss koo… i also feel bad cuz dahye wanted to go to the mall and so i had to lie (saying i needed to run errands for mai parents) and leave early. i feel kinda bad, cuz this was only mai second week there -_- na neun bad.

anyways… at the mall dahye bought a buncha shiet… i bought virtually nothin but candy and a thing for fil (nothin big tho… but iss funnie… wahaha! ^_^) man! today was the day i said i would eat no candy and show self-control, but i ate the MOST candy today. oh, the irony. but i won’t eat candy tomorrow. i promise. i’m gettin fat and unhealthy, not to mention i need to get mai teeth cleaned soon [no cavities, no cavities, no cavities!!]

yeah, so, at the mall we visited a whole buncha people… jah and ken @ gap, filz @ the cell phone place, and dOm @ rags… it was pretty kewl i guess, altho jah was strangely hyper then insanely depressed, ken… well, he nothing… filz was boring cuz he supposedly jes woke up, and dOm seemed too kewl to talk to us… nah, not exactly that. =P

then i came home and ate. and now i’m doing nothing, since i have no homework today. at least no homework that i am actually going to DO. wahahaha. wellz, take care… yoo wonderful people who actually take the tym to read mai incessant blabbing about virtually nothing.

* song of the moment * - “ai ni bu shi liang shang tian (loving you isn’t [for] one of two days)” bai liang jinru (fish leong). good song. her second cd isn’t nearly as good as her first, tho.
* mood * - pretty good.

jes came back from japanese class. made up a skit in ten minutes cuz i forgot to call mai partner. it was alllll bad >P

today was an okay day. stayed afterskool to do journalism layouting. got to leave early cuz unlike the other editors, i actually do stuff. >P

i can’t stop eating. i seriously can’t. these past few weeks i’ve been eating like a maniac… eating BAD stuff too. like chocolate. and chocolate. and more candy. and junk food. it’s all BAD. none for mee tomorrow. let’s see how mai willpower is. =\

* song of the moment * - “ai ni de mei yi tian (everyday i love yoo)” of the coco lee “best of my love” album… coco is sooo good. i was watching her on this show from like five years ago… when she first debuted… she’s hella funnie too… hehehehe.
* mood * - stressed.

i really want to go to college. like really. really really really really (x100). i just want to taste the freedom for once. a lotta people say that they don’t wanna go faraway from home, but i don’t care. jes bring it on. i wish this year would jes end already… fuck senior year… i jes wanna go to college. i doubt i’ll keep in touch with many people from mai skool anyways… so in all honesty, i dun really care.

today we had a girl who is a freshman at uc irvine come into our english class and talk to us about college… it is jes so frustrating… not knowing if yul get into a college yoo want to go to… blah… life sucks. it really does. seriously, people who can even utter the words “life is great” really amaze mee. it’s amazing that they can think that way. i’m actually pretty jealous. yoo kno, i wonder if being a pessimist (like mee) or an optimist is better. yoo’d think optimists would be the depressive ones since they are constantly being let down. i mean… this quote: “the good part about being a pessimist is that yoo are constantly being proven right or being pleasantly surprised” makes sense, right?

anyways. for mee, senior year is more stressful than any other year. unbelievable, is it not? everything adds unnecessary stress. even photo. god. and the fact that i have a d in math. god. i’ll cry if i actually get into a college and then i get kicked out cuz i wun be able to get up that grade… hopefully i will tho… HOPEFULLY…

mai so-called frendz are pissing mee off… some are jes so… fake… they dun talk to yoo unless they want something… it’s like, “thanks yoo mofo. i love yoo too.” but then other people i jes wanna beat with a stick sometimes, despite the fact that they’re mai ‘frendz’. that’s not normal, is it? i think it is jes lately tho. i can’t stand people constantly telling mee their problems sometimes. it’s damm depressing. yeah, some people say it is good to be completely apathetic, but i can’t do that. i am already as apathetic as possible about most things… except if people tell mee their problems, i allow it to bother mee. immensely. it’s yet another flaw i have… along with the fact that i’m quite depressing, cynical, and i think i have an inferiority complex. shiez.

on the other hand, i cannot wait to go to taiwan, hong kong, and thailand. next friday dood… i seriously CANNOT wait. it’s nice to go back every year and buy hella shit… with no stress or anything. if we didn’t have winter break coming up, i think i’d seriously explode from stress. imma get some gray hairs soon or something, i swear. so yeah, taiwan is the bomb shiet. i’d live there if i could.

oh yeah. mai birthday is next week. december 20th. keep that in mind. need an idea for a present? a boifrend would be nice.

* song of the moment * - “dashi oori” bai yangpa… it’s a duet with her and kim johan (from solid… he’s so good!) i finally got this cd yesterday in santa clara… i’ve been wanting it since freshman year considering yangpa was one of the first korean singers i heard (next to turbo, yoo seungjun, k:ul, and sechskies — odd huh?)… however now that i have it, it’s not as good as i used to think it was. it’s alrite… kinda all ballads tho. but iss all good, cuz the cd was only $10.00 cuz it didn’t have a plastic cover (altho it is new). wahahah.

wellz, i guess i’ll finally write a journal entry. even tho i dun really want to. honestly, these days, i have ZERO motivation to do anything. *sigh…

anyways… i guess i’ll tell yoo about mai weekend since i actually did stuff for once. friday nite was winterball @ monte vista… it was alrite… the dj sucked pretty darn bad. but iss all good… we went to mcdonald’s cuz we couldn’t decide where to go. pretty pathetic huh??? it’s okay tho! after winterball we went to chris and nathan’s house to play video games… dayam fOo… spoiled! >P

saturday i was pretty much in santa clara the whole day with claire, fontaine, and xinlei (sorry dahye!!! >.<) it was alrite... we went to golfland at first and played d.d.r.'s fourth mix... it has korean songs, and of course claire migrated to those =P it was okay. i don't really like the fourth mix, even tho it has a whole shitload of songs... then we went to uhhh... *thinking... morning glory and i got mai secret pal and karen stuff for christmas... it was kewl i guess... and then to melody where i got mai yangpa cd, and yeah, thas pretty much it. pisses mee off cuz NOWHERE sells r.ef cds... someone go to http://www.yesasia.com and buy that for mee!!! r.ef's "last" album >.< i want it so bad *sniff sniff snifferoonies. anyway, since melody was right next to a tofu house, we went there... dayam foo, the tofu house is HELLA good... yoo'd think it wasn't so good, cuz i mean... iss a dayam TOFU house, but it was good!!!! kinda sucked tho, cuz i got a mild -- figuring it would be semi-spicy, but it wasn't spicy @ all!!!! so that kinda made it not AS good >.< i feel so rude going to korean places... cuz normally we always go to chinese places or japanese places (but they're all owned bai chinese people anyway), so i dun feel rude... but for korean places everyone is bowing and going "ahnyounghasehyo" and "kamsamnida" and it's kinda like i feel rude... especially since i bet a lot of them probably think i am some korean girl who can't speak korean. but i like how korean places give yoo yummie gum as a equivalent to fortune cookies. hehe. thas kewl. well after eating TOFU, we went to nohrehbang... shiet... nohrehbang is such a ripoff... >.< as much as i lurv it, it is still a ripoff!!!!!!!!

today was church… had to go to a class 401 thang… dayam foo… was it boring or whut! shit… i need to do hella shit this week but i have no tym and i am a shitty procrastinator… senior year puts more stress than eva! isn’t that sad?! it’s cuz i’m taking all the classes people normally take junior year tho… thas why =( sherry jes left mai house a while ago… cuz she is weird and can’t do her homework at home… isn’t that horrible?

oh yeah… today i got to drive mai brother’s accord to church!!! it’s niiiiice. i wish i could drive it all the tym. but shhhh… he’d probably die of a heart attack if he knew. wellz… tym to go… work on mai new webpage layout *sigh. i kno, i’m pathetic. oh well tho? later.

* song of the moment * - “make it hot” bai nicole… old skoo american music is so much better than the crap now ^^
* mood * - okay

i’m getting bored of the webpaging bit… well, i think it is a mixture between boredom, laziness, and lack of motivation. i mean, all these people come to mai page but none of them sign the guestbook… i get like fifty hits a day and not a single one signs mai guestbook… punks. if yur one of the fifty punks, yoo are a punk. and they e-mail mee too… complimenting, but only when they want something. ugh. dammit.

but i dun really care. webpaging is jes something i do to take up tym. i haven’t been online that much lately compared to normal. i think everyone thinks i died or something. i’m still online a lot for a ‘normal’ person, but less than i normally am. if that makes any sense.

i can’t wait to go to taiwan / hong kong / thailand in three weeks. i’m going to do one of mai photo projects there… it will be hella tyte. =T i love asia. i love taiwan. i love hong kong. i honestly would not mind living in those places. most people say that they like taiwan for vacationing but wouldn’t want to live there, but honestly, i could live there. that would be “sick”… i could get a little moped and see all these famous singers all over the place. shinhwa too. oh, hell yeah.

so i think bai now they determined a president? i honestly dun really care. i don’t like any of them all that much. i’m only rooting for nader because i like the green party’s stances, but nader himself is not that wonderful. actually, he’s an ass. and as for al gore, he’s an ass who is boring and doesn’t kno when to quit. not quitting can be a virtue, but in his case, i think it is quite detrimental. i bet if he were to run again, he’d lose a lot of votes. bush is an ass too, and he’s stupid. i honestly can’t even pick out of them. but i’m only favoring gore over bush because he’s a democrat. this sucks. stupid democracy. stupid electoral college. stupid.

i was a gothic girl in our skit for our church’s praise night on saturday. i’ll post a pic when i get one. people say i look good with black lipstick. hmm, i dunno if that is a compliment or not. oh, if i kno yoo… if yoo pay mee $$ i’ll dress gothic for a month. hahaha… ^^;

i had to stay afterskool today for journalism layouting, but then these people realized, “hey, we don’t have enough articles. let’s postpone the newspaper til next week”. so yeah, that was a waste of tym. but it’s not like i had anything better to do. i went to mcwhorter’s to buy sherry an advent calender. that crackhead wanted one. why? i don’t kno either. i have some weird frendz. no need to tell mee.

this week WAS pretty busy… now it’s jes okay. today and tomorrow i was supposed to do layouting for journalism, but that’s gonna be moved til next week… tuesday night i have japanese class… haven’t done homework @ all, so i gotta do it all today and tomorrow… pain in the arse. there’s like six hours of listening to tapes right there >.< watashi no nihongo wa totemo crappio.

on wednesday i gotta go buy baby clothes for mai journalism teacher (for this secret santa thing). she's having a baby soon... yeah. she's marrying a korean guy! it's weird! our journalism class is damm weird. mai teacher (white) is marrying a korean guy and is in charge of the japanese club... and then this other white girl is trying to learn korean. i think it's odd. but it's interesting, and pretty koo. =D anyways, wednesday i also gotta go with dahye to "kaleidescope", this place where yoo volunteer with mentally handicapped kids... mai first tym going... hopefully it will be okay. i feel bad tho; i flaked hella @ this senior home where i was gonna go instead *sniff... i hate when i'm irresponsible altho it is all the tym >.< friday is monte vista’s winterball… i’m goin with phil. hehe… it was funnie. two years ago a buncha us went to monte vista’s winterball and like… phil’s dad owns this japanese restaurant miraku and we hella ripped em off… cuz some people knew him and stuff… okay, maybe it’s not funnie. it’s kinda mean. mai date didn’t even pay for mai dinner! cuz i suggested miraku and they all thought it was too expensive. stupid greg (like i even talk to him anymore). jeanette better go with fil or someone because i do NOT wanna go to another skool’s homecoming barely knowing anyone. that would suck?? saturday is our secret santa journalism party… shit tho, i think mai teacher lives in oakland (in the hills), so i dunno how the hell imma get there. dammit all.

yo quiero ir a nohrehbang. y, quiero un ocupacion a un lugar que paga mucho dinero. un lugar mejor que GAP y ZANY BRAINY. mis amigos trabajan en GAP y ZANY BRAINY. no me gusta. *sigh. no tengo una vida. necesito tener una. puedes comprenderme? quiero aprender muchas idiomas pero es muy dificil!!! muchas veces yo confuso (?) korean con japones. es un dolor del BUTT.

there’s this one girl (let’s call her… zelda) and this guy (let’s call him waldo).

anyways, zelda was complaining because she was going to a basketball game and waldo, who was a teacher, tried to stop her and make her pay an extra five dollars upon entering (because she went out, and then tried to go back in) but then zelda thought it was RACIST because waldo confused her with another asian girl. zelda even went as far as saying, “he’s so racist! don’t they kno not all asians look the same?? we can tell white people apart!”

oh can yoo REALLY??? yoo kno which white people are italian? yoo kno which white people are french? yoo kno which white people are german? jes from lookin @ them, huh? bullshit, yoo can’t. so what… yur being racist??? uhhhh not really. it’s an honest mistake. jes because yur asian… and yur a MINORITY, does not automatically make it racist. get a life. maybe that person IS racist. but after such a little incident with no solid proof whatsoever, there is no justifiable reason to think that person is racist. i mean, jes because he cannot seperate yoo from another type of asian??? so whut? if an asian doesn’t kno whether yur chinese or korean he’s being racist too? hella stupid. seperations between japanese, chinese, korean, filipino, etc… are not ALWAYS that clear. sometimes yoo can look at a person and go, “oh, he’s filipino” or “oh, he’s chinese”, but there are tymz when those things are hard to diffrenciate. so for those of yoo people who complain about little crap like that… jes shutup. shutup. yoo make yurself look stupid.

racism is so stupid. it’s all a bunch of generalities. and some are totally on topics that are POINTLESS. some people say, “ohhh… us koreans are better-looking than chinese people. so we’re the best”… it’s like… hello??? are yoo stupid or something??? even if yoo did have the looks, yoo obviously dun have the brains to match?? in the same way, when chinese people say that, i jes wanna smack them senseless.

oh! and when people hold eternal grudges. like… if a jewish person was to hate every german person he met. or that a buncha asians hated on the japanese because of something that happened a longass tym ago (this happens way too much). yeah, what they did WAS wrong. but get over it. it was years ago. get over it. yoo can’t hate every single japanese or german person because or something that is probably beyond his or her control. grow up. learn to accept people. yoo may still favor yur own race a little… but there is NO reason to HATE another race or to shun a whole race because of some stupid biased, uneducated schiznit.