boys are dicks.
* song of the moment * - “killing time” bai (hed) planet earth [english].
* mood * - frustrated… and it’s too damm hot in livermore.
some words to describe mai thoughts… “pacbell” bai (hed) p.e. :
“with friends like you who really needs it?
your smiling face is misplaced; you’re so deceiving
i can feel my spirit leaving
if i told you how i felt, you would throw it back at me
your wicked mouth would laugh at me
i hear you laughing at me
your eyes could never lie to me
words are all lies to me; it’s all lies to me
why the fuck you fucking with me?
why the fuck you playing with me?
why the fuck you wasting my time?
why the fuck you hiding my sunshine?”
all cuz i’m mad at a certain someone.
it pisses mee off that people misuse the term friendship so much… they call certain people their frendz, and then turn around and totally back stab them. and sometimes they’re so smooth you don’t even notice. yeah, it’s wrong when one of your frendz talks shit about yoo, or lets out one of your secrets, but it’s even worse when someone can call you a frend - maybe even a good frend - and turn around and hella hella hella use yoo. it makes mee mad that people use the term frendship so loosely… frendz are people yoo actually give a fuk about and because yoo give a fuk about them, yoo don’t INTENTIONALLY hurt them to benefit yourself… that’s one of the lowest things that i think someone can do because your “frend” doesn’t even see if coming because he or she actually trusts yoo. frendz are SUPPOSED to trust each other… and they shouldn’t HAVE to worry about being backstabbed bai one of their so-called frendz.
(response from xinlei:)
can i just say something?
boys are dicks.
the world would be a better place if they’d stop fucking with our heads.
wouldn’t you agree…?
anyway. i hope you work things out.
oh i have a thing for you.
remind me.
i’ll forget tomorrow…