aleve is the devil!
i’m listening to… the postal service.
11:41 pm - holy fucking shit time goes by fast. just looking at today’s date after not thinking about it for so long makes me wonder where all the time went.
so nothing really horrendously good as of lately. i feel like shit and the worst part is i don’t know if it’s all in my head or if i’m actually feeling like shit! i’ve been having some eye discomfort in my right eye and i’ve seen like three eye doctors and none of them could see anything wrong with me… so finally the last one said i should get an mri to make sure everything is okay.
first off, mris are those big long white tubes you see on tv shows that you go inside of. THEY ARE SERIOUSLY THE WORST THING EVER. i thought i was going to faint like 4 times, and i had to blink my eyes every second just about to even stay awake and focused on anything. there was like a huge amount of pressure in my head for some reason - seriously feels like my brain is bleeding or something. it’s probably not, but its so strange. but yeah. mri = miserable. i hope none of you ever have to get one :0 although it seems rather common for people to get one eventually…
last night i ate hash brownies with lenny and andy. as well as crab. mm, crab. i bought it from uwajimaya and it needed to be slaughtered. poor things. one died pretty early on and lenny ripped off the shell and stuff okay. the other one he THOUGHT was dead wasn’t really dead, and as he was ripping off his shell, the crab started moving and he freaked out and stopped ripping it off halfway. and so he had to go back and do it again, and then the heart was still beating. so he stabbed it. not sure if that worked. think it did. gross… so gross. the insides of crabs are gross. and they fucking cost me $30. motherfuck.
anyways, back to the hash brownies. it was uh, cool and all. at first. i’ve never had any kind of problem with any kind of drug in my years of using drugs, so this was really really weird for me. i couldn’t fall asleep cause my eye was bothering me (as usual), so i decided to take an aleve. why i didn’t take the advil i don’t know, but i took the aleve instead because i was feeling so miserable and was thinking, “well, aleve is stronger so…”
so i took that, and a while later i started twitching uncontrollably sort of. it felt like i was on speed. couldn’t control my body and involuntary muscle spasms. not the first person to get this from aleve, from what i’ve read… but jesus christ man! it probably is cause i’m allergic to it or something and the marijuana just elevated the side-effects (since that’s what marijuana usually does with any other drug — elevate it) and so it felt especially bad and uncontrollable. don’t know when it finally stopped — i guess after i actually passed out in bed after sitting on the couch half-watching tv and half-not thinking for a while. i also have like hives on my face — i know this because i’ve gotten them when i was allergic to alcohol before — and that just so happens to be a side-effect of aleve. so shit. no more aleve. ever…! and i don’t suggest you take it either.
so twitchy. still… what’s goin on!!!!!!!!