a new thought.
i’m listening to… the coral’s “nightfreak and the sons of becker,” muse, the fall of troy.
i’m feeling… k.
12:46 am - of all the new year’s resolutions i made, i really probably should’ve made one along the lines of um… WRITE IN YOUR JOURNAL. yeah.
valentine’s day was dull… surprisingly, it was more exciting last year. 
i was really hoping for just about ANYTHING. i could really scarcely believe it. but what’s a girl to do? i’m pretty sure i am probably the only girl on the planet who can stand this. i don’t know if some people just need training or what! i’m confused.
columbia reccords sent some CDs… there was a lashes album and i was kind of excited because i thought it was the whole CD. it has packaging and an insert and a printed disc and everything… turns out it is a single with ONE SONG. fuck, what a waste of space and money. -__- might as well just send me the whole promo, fucker.
i did game testing the other day for the xbox 360. 8 hours of playing video games and getting paid. hell yeah. but i do have to say: the xbox 360 is not that good of a product. they really should have done their best to work out problems BEFOREHAND, not after. seems weird that they would be doing testing AFTER the fact, no?
i went in for a job interview for madison park greetings today. hope i get it. REALLY hope i get it. i need a new job real bad. SO BAD. AAAAH…
god i hate these cds that are half quite good / tolerable and half crap. it’s so hard to listen to. and herein lies the benefits of mp3’s. i remember first having mp3’s and that 24 hour rule rofls. so funny. i wonder how many people actually adhered by the sample and delete policy? i think my first mp3’s were mostly korean songs. not sure why, really. i think they were the most easy to access or something, ironically.
yeah, i don’t know. fuck, i have a lot of stuff to do. no kidding. but whenever there is loads of unresolved shit, i ironically want to do nothing in return. i don’t think it makes much sense. i gotta set some goals. get a calendar again (maybe i’ll steal another one from ubookstore for this year). budget my time. :[ i think i’ll be happy to get a job elsewhere… i need some structure in my life.
today i went to chinatown with lenny and didn’t end up going to chinatown until 3. erin was quite mad. she said that yoga was the only thing she had going in her life that was right, and she was pissed off that she had to miss it. in all honesty, though, even if i had gotten there at 2, she would have missed yoga. we worked from 3-7:30. her yoga class was at 5:30. if i had gotten there at 2, she still would have not been able to leave @ 5:30 oh wellz.
i think i need to drink some water. i’ve dranken (drunken?) one glass of water all day, i believe. that can’t be too good, can it.
i’m going to make this my theme song. or at least try to…
don’t hold back. you gotta believe. you got it. you got it. you need it.
don’t be afraid of anything. you got it. you got it. believe it.
come on now. don’t say, “maybe.” hold your breath. you got it. you need it.
hold on tight now for the ride of your life. you gotta’ believe it.
words hurt. truth heals. sometimes both kill.
we can wish that everything was easy, counting all the ways that life’s not fair.
or say, “I’m not going down that easy. I’m not gonna’ fall cause you’re not here.”
we have seen it all. we’ve been through it all together.
we’ve been through the fire, and you gain your strength from me.
we have seen it fall. we painted the town red together.
we’re still standing tall as i gain my strength from you.
there’s beauty everywhere. there’s beauty everywhere.
THE JULIANA THEORY - WE MAKE THE ROAD BY WALKING.