Archive for July, 2007

racist magazine printers.

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

so lately i’ve been contacting a bunch of magazine printers to try and get a decent quote for my magazine printing. why? because i’m poor and not funded by a huge corporation or anything. therefore, how much my magazine costs to print DOES matter. i’m doing it out of my own pocket, so obviously i shop by price.

to some printers, though, this is an unthinkable crime or something. i’ve gotten a couple phone calls from printers that just tried to make me feel bad for looking for a cheap price. or they say, go to china and get it printed. no, smart ass, i can’t wait 4 weeks to get the issue back.

the other day some guy called me and was like, “i’m calling from blahblahblah about a quote i sent you,” and i honestly replied, “i’m not sure which quote was yours, since i’ve gotten so many.”

he continued with, “yeah, you shop by price, right? going to go with the shop with spanish americans running the printers because it’s only whatever’s cheapest that matters, right?”

first, this sentence was screwed up because he was trying to be politically correct while being completely politically incorrect. why not just say: “going to go with the cheapest shop of beaners, eh?”

second, i messed up. what i really should have replied with was something about that racist line cause racism is not cool. but i was so thrown off guard by that line that i didn’t even know how to respond. it was so out there. that and he ended with the part about being cheap, as opposed to ending at the spanish americans line (during which i opened my mouth but he continued, so i changed what i was going to say). instead, i replied to the “cheap” aspect of it. and i feel bad that i did. i said, “well, it’s not like i’m made of money. i’m doing this out of my own pocket.” really what i should have said is, “well, i was going to consider you guys but since you are a racist asshole, i’ll probably take my business elsewhere.”

the interesting thing is that after i said what i said to him, he instantly seemed to be less of an asshole. his voice got a lot softer, and he was like, “yeah, we all have to survive.” i wonder if it is because his business is failing that he is such a turd or what. either way, though, that’s no way to treat a customer. and the thing is, some other companies that run the same presses as their company does still does it cheaper. so like, if it were the exact same magazine practically, why wouldn’t i go with the cheapest one? of COURSE price matters.

but yeah, i screwed up. now i let him get away as a bigot. and that sucks.

japanese girls make asian girls look bad.

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

i hate how everyone goes to japan to “teach english” aka to get poon. what is that about? i hate the concept of “asian fetish”… and japanese porns… and how the girls in them are like, unreal, and are practically crying and whiny as fuck. it’s so annoying that this is the concept people have of asian women, and therefore being with an asian woman is like this weird sexual experience or something. like, shit, i’m an asian woman, but i think i’m a pretty decent catch. but i hate having to double-check myself or whatever, thinking, it must be because you’re an asian girl that people are curious — not because you’re cool. it sucks that race should even be a factor that is considered, since it really doesn’t fucking matter. but to other people, it does. and subsequently, i wonder if it does to me. if that makes sense.

the concept of asian fetish is just so irritating.

anyway, i know a lot of people who have gone to japan to teach english, and maybe it’s cause they are guys that they talk about this stuff so much, but whatever, all everyone talks about when they talk about going to japan to teach english is about getting pussy. that’s so fucking annoying. i can’t stand it. and the worst part is, japanese girls, and married japanese women really DO give it up like non other. because they’re lonely, or whatever. and it doesn’t even seem to matter who you are, or if you’re good-looking, or whatever. so the fetishism of asian women continues due to these things. it’s so annoying. i can’t stand it. -__-

it seriously disturbs me greatly because it actually makes an impact on my life since i’m an asian woman and some people really will get the idea that this is what asian women are like. and that is unbelievably annoying.

this entry was terribly ineloquent, but you get the idea.

pat tillman was murdered by the army?

Friday, July 27th, 2007

fucked up shit, yo. but really it’s more than that. it’s un fucking believable. scary world we live in?!! shit man.

and an associated press link since more people probably believe their details… note the “uncontroversial” headline: new details on tillman’s death

ugh television is so pathetic.

Friday, July 27th, 2007

so i watch “so you think you can dance” and on it, yesterday, wade robson (super cool dude) choreographed this anti-war routine. everyone was fine with it, and they commented on it as a good routine, etc. etc.

but today is the “aftermath” — the show where people get kicked off, and evidently, one of the judges, mia michaels, was wearing a jacket yesterday that had an upside-down military emblem and that greatly offended the military. so she had to make a public apology. evidently, that’s what she said on television, but REALLY, the sentiment behind it was that non-military personnel should not be able to wear military-emblemed things (read an article at us magazine). this shit is so stupid.

and now all of a sudden they’re saying wade’s routine was BORING by the fifth time they saw it (why is it okay to say that today but not yesterday? how rude), and it was inappropriate because it was an anti-war routine and no one should be anti-war, etc. etc. what fucking bullshit. this is what happens in a society where the powers that be govern everything you do, i suppose. suddenly he can’t create this anti-war dance because it is such a dangerous thing, and oh, all of a sudden “no one is FOR war… but different wars are fought for different reasons so we should tolerate people’s opinions” yet they cannot tolerate his opinion to create a dance that is anti-war. it’s just stupid.

maybe the fact that it was on fucking fox had something to do with it. what trash.

eisley’s acoustic combinations tour kicks off in seattle!

Thursday, July 26th, 2007

two days ago i went with ben-jammin to see the kick-off date for eisley’s acoustic tour. here’s my review for it, yarr. no time to journal post lately, but i have some interesting things i’ll get around to writing :D

I was lucky to catch the first show on Eisley’s special acoustic tour. Right after coming off a huge national tour with the Fray, the acoustic tour was a way for Eisley to introduce the songs on their newest album, Combinations in a more intimate and personal setting. Acoustic set by Eisley? It sounds good on paper, but is even better in person… EVEN despite the fact that this set was completely riddled with errors. Eisley messed up more than I thought was possible for a band playing a show together. Evidently, they had not practiced the acoustic tour at all and were completely winging most of the songs. Lucky for them, however, they are women — attractive women. They cracked jokes in between committing their mistakes, and everyone in the crowd, including myself, was completely forgiving. Had their vocalists been men, I’m pretty sure the crowd would not have been quite as lenient.

READ FULL REVIEW HERE!

sigh.

Tuesday, July 24th, 2007

i so wish i had studied abroad in college…

usc 10.

Monday, July 23rd, 2007

went to usc 10 this weekend. it’s been a while. it’s so weird, though, that the rave scene is pretty much dead now. what happened?!!! usc used to be HUGE. this usc is smaller than the usual freak night. what the hell? on the plus side, however, it seemed like everyone at usc was actually of decent age so there weren’t any 12 year olds rolling around all over the place, so that was cool. it also seemed like everyone was pretty much a “seasoned raver”, so that was pretty cool as well. on the flipside, people just aren’t as friendly as they used to be… although i brought like 4 pieces of candy to GIVE AWAY to people but i ended up exchanging one with this chick… she gave me one that said, “HAPPY PANDA” lol? i just didn’t have the opportunity to really give them away lol, didn’t see anyone who was a “first time roller”. man, it was so NOT CROWDED. crazy.

brian baker (spastik) came up from eugene, oregon and graced us with his presence and got to see just how boring my downtime life is lol.

also saw some people who have not been seen in just about FOREVER, including lamson, john kim, sam poulton, and richard lee. and yuki, who i haven’t seen since japan. so that was interesting…!! i kind of dissed john kim hard by accident… cause he was like, let’s go dance! and i was like, yeah! we’re going to the drum n’ bass room, and i think he thought that meant, “DON’T COME!” or something, and he just kind of stayed behind. lol? i felt bad :/

when we first got there, someone pulled the fire alarm in the left half of the stadium (near the main stage and the dnb room), so the firefighters came and we had to wait outside for while. blah. but it was somewhat entertaining.

the music was okay. i had wanted to go see rabbit in the moon, but rabbit in the moon was actually kind of disappointing. mostly it was just the dude changing costumes and dancing around a little on stage. there were a couple of cool things, however. one costume he had was a bunch of glowsticks strapped to his body (those thin ones that are like necklaces), and then he’d throw them out in the crowd. and then he’d crowdsurf (there was a LOT of him crowdsurfing) and come back with 1/2 the glowsticks gone. hah. they were bright yellow and bright blue. sadly, i was in the first row and didn’t even get anything! what the hell is that!!! with the glowstick costume he also got into this giant ball which they blew up and crowd surfed in the ball (like a hamster?).

hmm, what else. they had some really cool technology. so there were like 6 giant screens playing video at the same time. at one point, the dude came out with a microphone and was singing, “look into the eye.” and on the screens were eyeballs. the guy had this stick in his hand with like, a screen attached to it. it was pretty cool cause on the back of the stick screen thing was a camera, so that occasionally it would show the faces he was making behind the screen on the big screens. the stick also had a camera in the front, so that occasionally it would show the crowd on the big screen, interspliced with the images of the eye. i dunno, kind of interesting. he also came out with this giant black suit with light bulbs on it, and whatever was on the screen would be reflected by the suit. i don’t know how that works but it was pretty freaking badass… there was one broken light on the suit, though, that was always green no matter what the colors around it were changing to. HAH!!

the drum n’ bass room was alright. hive was who i wanted to see and he was decent, but dowlz closed the night and i actually liked his music the best. unfortunately, i didn’t get to stick around for his set because lenny was geting borededededed. so we left. too bad. right when the music was getting good. evidently evol intent was good too, but i was watching rabbit in the moon at the time. the night seemed pretty short… but not to lenny i guess hah!

but uh… in the drum n’ bass room there were these two scrubs who were having sex in the corner. i didn’t see this but lenny and brian saw that the dude was trying to put it in and the girl was reaching behind her to help him put it in (she had her back to him). i just kept looking at them, though, cause she was making faces, and eventually they left. not sure if they finished, rofls, but they were both pretty much disgusting. that’s so sick. man. there was also this like, relatively old looking dude making out with a chick who looked like she was like 16, and i kept staring at them too. there were also these 3 etards lying on the floor getting lightshows from 3 people at once. haha. nate took a video of them… they looked so godamn happy. LUCKY. the light show princess also gives the trippiest light shows, man, i can’t believe she still does them. she tripped me out, and i was sober. in fact, as she was doing her light show, all these people came around and a crowd gathered to watch her hah.

it’s surprising most people i know don’t drop anymore. pretty good, i guess. i guess that time has come and gone…!! sad to see it go, but i think my short-term memory thanks me.

it’s funny — i told jeanette when she called yesterday that i went to a rave… and she’s like, “did you drop?” and i said no, and she was like, “did you drink?” and i said no… she was like incredulous that someone could go to a rave and not drink or drop haha. she’s like, “wow, so you actually go for the music? that’s cool…” like it’s such a rarity. i suppose it is a rarity. the group i’ve been going with lately more or less has been sober, though, minus some alcoholizing. but that’s cool.

speaking of… nate brought alcohol into the venue IN A PLASTIC BAG?? hahaha? i don’t know how that makes it better or where he stored it, but it’s a funny thought.

new david & victoria beckham photo shoot.

Friday, July 20th, 2007

so i’m not much of a media whore when it comes to this type of stuff but i was browsing websites looking for inspiration for a redesign for trendi.com (the start-up i’m working at) and i came across this this photo shoot at style.com which, oh, i don’t know, i find kind of weird. it’s probably just me, though. since i’m like, a prude. i mean, they’re nice photos. i just wish shit didn’t have to be so retardedly sexual ALL THE TIME. why do people we “look up to” have to be so godamn trashy?










(the last pic is probably the fucking best — he’s wearing a cape, after all!!!)

wade robson, best choreographer ever!

Friday, July 20th, 2007

i just needed to say that wade robson is like the best choreographer ever. mia michaels is pretty good too. but anyway. i thought he was lame on the “wade robson project” and he’s an OK dancer but his choreography is amazing… these are all lifted off of “so you think you can dance”… so yeah. but yeah.

hok & jamie — jazz. he’s a bird and she’s a flower?

zombie dance.

lauren and neil — horror movie stylee!

so again, best choreographer ever?!!

i swear “so you think you can dance?” is rigged, though. last year’s champion and his cousin both made it to the finals. hm, strange. then this year his sister is NEVER in danger. hm, strange. RIGGED!!!!!!!!

why do musicians i like explode?

Thursday, July 19th, 2007

why do musicians i like tend to befall tragedy?
examples… and these are the favorites of my favorites.

anadivine: practically dead.
the juliana theory: broke up.
normal like you: rarely plays shows, and is forever doomed to playing terrible shows and being unsigned although they are GREAT.
the mercury program: defunct.
mr. bungle: disbanded.
the pale (pacific): no longer plays shows, i am informed.
nitsuj (dj): moved away.

those that still are alive who should be fearing for their lives:
the advantage
a perfect circle
brand new
death cab for cutie
the decemberists
hellogoodbye
helio sequence
incubus (although they are dead in my book)
jason mraz
neon blonde
the new amsterdams
the shapes
the valley arena
the vines


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