inside the wonderful world of vee

* songs of the moment * — “how you remind me” bai nickel back [rock], “one mic” bai nas [rap], “in the sun” bai weezer [rock], “incomplete” bai sisqo [r&b], “seein red” bai unwritten law [rock], “you got it bad” bai usher [r&b]
* mood * — fine =)

12:14 pm — oh! i can’t believe i forgot to mention… mai frickin cousin daniel got a 1600 on his SAT’s! -__-;; arrrgh! and he’s only a junior in high skool *cry. how mai parents regret that they didn’t let mai uncle continue nerdin mee up like he did mai cousin. keke. oh well, mai cousin sorta has no life and stuff, so whatevers. -__-;; and he’s rude. i remember when we went over to new jersey like half a year ago… our first tym goin back in like… four, five, maybe more, years, and we walked in… our other cousin kevin (his lil bro) was all excited to see us and daniel jes kept on starin @ the tv and didn’t even say hi. ksh. and jes cuz he’s smart he thinks he knows everything… and is all cocky like that… which okay, maybe he DOES kno hella but whateverz -__- maybe i am talking outta mai ass. huk ~

4:01 pm — ehh mai room faukin smells like cheese?! watdafaaaauk… i swear it’s that whole pizza mai roomie bought yesterday. okie yesterday i got home around eight and she had this large pizza jes chillin here… and then i came back at twelve and there were three pieces left! O.o;; but yes, i believe its slow decay is causing mai room’s stinkiness. i swear, when mai roomie is here it always smells lyke cheese! the wknd she was gone (aka heaven), it smelled so fresh and so clean clean -__-;;

12:12 am — wahahaha i got three new nicknames in the past two days. the first is kimchi-john’s… he calls mee kungpao for some reason. -__- i’m thinkin about callin him “jam-bon”! i dunno wat kinda food it is exactly but it’s so fun to say… =P and yesterday chol gave mee a korean name… lee (ee) sanghae… meaning… weird -__-;; and today he named mee darth raver because i’m THE (almost one and only) d&b raver… kakaka. =P anyways i jes got back a lil bit ago from studyin (archaeology midterm tomorrow) and playin pool with brian, sam [poulton], mike, and joe [ju]. crappy tables. whateverz, tho. pool ish fun. can’t wait to go back to cali to play with tha niggarillos. =P i did a lil self analyzation… it’s so interesting how SO many guys tell mee i’m kyoot or whateverz, and then no one is interested in mee lyke THAT. someone (name unrevealed) told mee that when he first met mee he sorta liked mee but than as he got to kno mee and realized that i don’t like THAT kinda guy, he decided nevermind. damn, i’m shallow. when i think about it, the majority of the people i’ve liked were all good-looking in mai eyes -__-; so shallow, so shallow, i’m SO shallow. godammit. it’s not something i can really help. i guess for mee physical attraction IS very important. hence why i tend to like pretty boiz who actually care about their appearance. i can only think of one guy who i liked who was NOT attractive, and that was mai third grade “boifrend” muhehheh. it’s kinda funnie when i think about it, cause he was the tallest guy in mai class and i was the shortest girl in the class =P it’s interesting what things yoo remember from your past. i remember little details about things. since i’m speaking of third grade… i remember walkin down the hallway thinkin about this one guy and what his last name was this one tym. i wonder if it’s REALLY something that happened or something that i think happened because i don’t really remember. it’s strange… how easily manipulated the human mind is. the power of suggestion can change something SO quickly, regardless of whether yoo want it to or not. interesting? definitely.2:28 am — imma be up for a while tonight -__-; makin cheat sheet for archaeology and what not. i’ve calmed down now, after i took a shower, but guess what?! I GET TO SEE PAUL OAKENFOLD TOMORROW NIGHT (rather, tonight). gyeaaaa… goin down to oregon with some peoples. it better be good. paul oakenfold is the shiet. dark music… the way to go. fuk that happy happy hardcore schiz. =P muhehheh. but yea, i’m happy cause i actually got off work and mai boss said alright. HALLELUJAH. love the world. hug your neighbor. pet a squirrel. =)

* cd of the moment * — “final distance (second album)” bai utada hikaru [japanese]
* mood * — i love the world! =P okay, i’m not that happy, but happy enough.

11:38 pm — this newfound skool motivation is doing mee… semi-well. i guess. yesterday i studied all mai chinese vocab hella good and i remembered it all… but unfortunately today i was too busy taking an online “which x-men are you?” test and was late to class like five minutes… and i had a minute to do the test -__- probably only got 1/4 of it altho i shoulda gotten all of it right… *sigh. tomorrow… it shant happen again. no more missing classes for mee *crossing fingers. i must do well! right now pretty much… i think mai grades are crap… =( and mai mom dunno i dropped CSE yet… death for vivian approaching… approaching soon. -__-;;

anyways, today after chinese class i jes went with sam and [kimchi-]john to play a lil pool… barely any tho… and then we jes sat on a bench and chilled and rated people. HAHA. they’re hilarious! i dunno how they come up with this stuff but they have allllllll these hypothetical “what-if” situations that are so ridiculous they’re funnie. it’s sooo funnie omigaw. haha. -__-;; altho i feel stupid laughing at their stupidity, i can’t help it. stupid humor is… so wonderful -__-;; perhaps this is one of the reasons my intellect is slowly going downhill. -__-;; no joke!! yeah and then we just ended up eating at the hub… and i saw carolynn and jina there and they were gonna go sign-up for kickboxing lessons, so i went with them. turns out yoo can’t sign-up until april 8th, 9th, and 10th, BUT either way, i really need the exercise. actually, i am trying to find someone to play tennis with mee. i miss playing tennis. -__- few people play tennis up here, i swears. oh wellz… i guess… -__-; but yea, it’s cardio-kickboxing… throughout next quarter. HELLA good workout… gyeeeaaaa. =P too bad i have short, stumpy legs, so kickboxing’ll be a lil whack, but whateverzzzz.

so yea we went to play MORE pool (wow, sounds like old cali days… mahaha… play pool three times in one day) and we saw nikkie on the way to the hub so she came with us too. pickin people up on the way. interesting. =) played a lil. did muy crappy, but oh wellz… whateverz… -__-; i understand that i have mai “hustler” daze and mai “crappy-as-fuk” daze. so whateverz. i’m used to this inconsistency. on the way back from the hub i saw danielle, seungbum, and heeyoung, so i went with them, uhhh… richard [lee], shawn, candace, erica, and bo to the ave to eat… more… -__- i wanted to eat so bad but i didn’t really because… i ate so much already. but that kimchi bokumbap looked so yummie >.< mmmm how i want korean food -__-; vivian = glutton. oh wellz… kakaka. once again i was the lone chinese kid, but oh wellz, i’m used to it now.

on a deeper note of observation, i must say that first impressions of people are seriously crap. it`s so funnie and interesting how yoo can look @ people and have this idea in your mind about what kind of people they are like, but then as yoo get to kno them more, yoo discover that they are really nothing like what yoo had imajined. it`s a good feeling, being proven that truly, truly, things on the surface are not what they really are. it`s just another reminder that one shouldn`t be so quick to judge others that they have never spoken to! yes, how cliche, but these days i`m reminded all the tym of how true it is. haha. mee and danielle decided that we’re gonna dress gothic to “bloom” this saturday. O.o;; hopefully it turns out good… keek!

comment i forgot to make about yesterday’s rock concert… WHAT A GOOD CHANGE OF SCENERY! going from happy jappy rave world with billions of floored lil asian kids to an angry mostly-white mob >P nice change of scenery, fo sho. despite mai aching pains today, but i shall live. =)

* song of the moment * — “beautiful disaster” bai 311 [rock], “back to you” bai john mayer [?? rock??], “creep” bai stone temple pilots [rock], “all good” bai mo thugs [r&b]
* mood * — fine, but i’m sore. >P

11:29 pm — jes finished taking a shower!!! went to mai first rock concert tonight with hyun, eva, and lenny (that foo left early! kssssh he didn’t even see 311 play ANYTHING!)… gyeeeeeaaah… good experience, i must say. and i also must say i am sort of a 311 fan now… mahaha. unfortunately, i prefer their harder stuff, which i don’t think is what they’re known for =) but we have reached the conclusion and they have good songs for weed-smoking. -__-; not mai drug of choice, but their music is very… jamaican. or something to that effect. chilllllll music. =) they even had a couple of songs that were just straight up like “i smoke a joint everyday” and “it’s so smooth when i smoke it from a bong” haha… kinda funnie. i thought it was funnie and i was like… laughing in mosh pit… ^__^; dang, imma be soooo sore tomorrow. this week is such the muscle-building week for mee -__-; two raves, two snowboarding trips, one concert = muchos muscles on vivian… too bad mostly leg muscles -__-;; but yes. 311 and hoobastank were both good. i love hoobastank. i love i love i love. they played “remember me” as one of their last songs… mai favorite song bai them for SURE. i was so… happy. even tho i dedicated that song to a dick. =P i’ll post the lyriks jes so yoo can [maybe] understand. tomorrow we’re gonna go buy tickets to the incubus and hoobastank concert. i’m gonna go, regardless of whether or not i get standing… space… uhhh i forgot what it’s called -__-;; but yea, i’m determined to see incubus if i can. they’re comin in april. =) incubus love, love, love. ^__^ i don’t really kno why i like them soooo much, but i do. but yea, mosh pit = pain… especially since we were like three rows away from the front. buuut i had fun nevertheless. the whole tym i was kinda scared mai eyebrow ring would get ripped out tho (which it… kinda did bleed -__-;;) so i didn’t have as much fun as i shoulda. oh wellz. i wanna go to more. >P

did you know me?
or were you too preoccupied
with playing king in your small kingdom
and now the real world
has stripped you of your royalty
and from your kingdom you’re evicted!
i wanted to be just like you:
so perfect, so untouchable
now you want me to be with you
someone who used to have it all
do you remember now?
you acted like you never noticed me!
forget it! cause the dawn has come around
you’re not allowed to be a part of me!
* HOOBASTANK - REMEMBER ME? *
time to get a crackalakin on the cleanin and the studyin. i’ve discovered this newfound… inspiration for doing homework. *hallelujah! O.o;;

* song of the moment * — “tranceport” bai dj tiesto [trance], “doh hanbun sarangeun kago” bai lee kichan [korean], “nae nuhlmool moha” bai seo jiwon [korean], “gobaek” bai yangpa [korean], “unstoppable” bai the calling [rock], “yuhja yinika” bai kiss [korean], “wasting my time” bai default [rock]
* mood * — full… aish, i ate waaaay too much -__-;;

february 22nd — was… gay. went to skool, went to work, went to talent show that lambda lil sis were performing a stomp and hip-hop routine at. ugh… -__-;; some lambda lil sis are soooo fukin fake it’s disgusting. i hate fake people. -__-; i mean… everyone is fake sometimes, but it shouldn’t range so much from one second they see yoo and are like “OMG! I MISSED YOO SO MUCH!” *hug hug* and then the next second not even say wassups. that’s kinda… ugh… whateverz… some ravers are like that too… fuk all y’all -__-; all piss mee off. but who cares, i guess.

february 23rd — it was hana’s birthday today so mee, her, ahram, abe, and michelle went snowboarding… it was abe and michelle’s first time =) abe is getting pretty good… already! i bet if he went more he will be pretty good. michelle… well i don’t think she tried that hard keekee. this one time (at band camp…!) she was sliding down the hill on her board and a boss guy at the ski place yelled at her for not having leash attached… the board came down the mountain soooo fast and slammed into a building and was like BOOM! good thing it wasn’t a person or something -__-;; it kinda sucked. actually it sucked a lot. because bai the tym we actually started snowboarding it was like 2pm, and it was RAINING… so the snow was poo (but @ least it was comfortable to fall on), and it’s so hard to carve because the snow was soooo sticky… especially now that i actually kno how to heel and toe (hahaha omg the first tym i wrote this i wrote teel and hoe carve hahaha) carve >.<; but yeah, either ways… i had fun. despite the crappy snow and because i was soo cold… it’s such a good feeling jes sittin in front of a heater after snowboarding… bleh… and hana’s van didn’t have enough seats so abe and michelle had to sit in the third row (which had the seats cleared out… so it was basically part of the trunk)… and they got all motion-sick and shietz -__-;; afterwards we were gonna go eat @ red robin’s but that didn’t happen because the wait was too long and shitz… so we ended up goin to this mom’s teriyaki place and had japanese and korean food. wat i really want is soondooboo, but yea. i actually sorta like kimchi now O.o;; interesting. yea… and then (and then and then!) i went raving with chol, seungbum, and josh. hana was gonna go but some stuff came up >.<;; it was pretty good… “anotha fukin ruckus”. only ten bucks! and free (nasty-tasting tap) water! but it was free… so whuteverz… and it was koo cuz i was cravin salt-water taffies all day and they had them there! for free! PUHAHAHA. i kept goin back to the dance-safe booth and askin for free taffies ^^* yea and then chol bought a e-bomb offa these three black guys… only ten bucks… tsk. shoulda listened to mee. they said they were blue chanels but someone told mee that most blue chanels were fake, so i was like, “dun buy it…” especially since they were only sellin it for ten bucks and it’s soooo dry here and no one has e-bombs… so… in reality they would really sell it for like twenty bucks and people would definitely still buy it. so yes. i hope he learned to… always listen to vivian >P jkjk. but yea, it was a good rave. lots of SOBER dancing. good dj’s (i swear dj’s are better @ smaller ones) and it was koo cuz we didn’t think anyone we knew would really go but sortuva lotta people showed up. tightness =) but yes… no more dropping for mee for a looooooongaaaaaass tym. i have more fun sober. tightness >D

february 24th — went to work… came back and slept, and now i’m jes sittin around here… tired as fuk even tho i took an almost four-hour nap. -__-;; i’m gonna do some hardcore studying tonight! hopefully! =) woop woop! ^__^;; o yea! HOOBASTANK AND 311 CONCERT IS TOMORROW! >D hopefully it will be good… first rock concert experience. actually, first american music concert experience, to tell yoo the truth. i really hope it’s good. hopefully no big moshing stuff cause… i’m sore as fuk from yesterday -__-;; well not as bad as usual, but still bad if i’m gonna be pushed around and stuff. actually tho… lenny, hyun’s friend, might hook us up… so perhaps we shall meet hoobastank >D i hope i hope i hope!!!! anyhoo, at eva’s lil mention that she has a webcam, i want one too. they’re fun! also need to buy the new elva xiao and eun jiwon cd’s =) music makes mee high!

* song of the moment * — “yaksok” bai k:ul [korean], “superman” bai five for fighting [rock]
* mood * — fine

3:03 pm — aigo, the bass from [kimchi-]john’s car hurts mai back -__-;; gettin old, yes i am. i have too much stuff to do. i have to do laundry. and i wanna take a nap. ahhh… >.< not enough hours in the day, i tell yoo. i need to work out some kinda plan. maybe something like… put clothes down in washer, then take nap, then put clothes in dryer, then take shower? then get clothes? i have no idea… i’m really too lazy to go downstairs and do mai laundry tho -__-; even tho some people claim that’s important. pukaka. i talk about nonsense a lot. i kno. i woke up this morning hella frickin early to finish mai chinese essay… i actually woke up an hour and a half later than i had planned, but the timing worked out completely PERFECTLY. it was beautiful. =) and then i had a presentation in chinese. that sucked. mai chinese sucks, dood. i can only talk to people when i’m perfectly comfortable with them. if not… let’s jes say mai chinese is fucking horrible >.<; then i went to archaeology class but mee and kimchi-john were horrrrrrrrrribly bored so we jes ditched halfway and walked around. yeah, i have a bet with him… probably the most expensive bet i’ve ever made. -__-; i’m betting him that he can’t go a month without smoking -__-; so… if i win (which i’m sure i will, unless he lies!!! i bet… cuz good lord he averages about one an hour) he pays for mee getting mai ears pierced and he buys mee tickets to nl420 next month (with dj irene). if he wins, i buy him a shirt. it all works out, i suppose. i kno i’ll win. oh yeah for lunch… we had to steal a burger (super ghetto) because we didn’t have enough money to buy lunch HAHAHAHA. we felt like we were homeless ^^*

i left you waiting
at the least could we be friends?
should have never started
ain’t that the way it always ends?
on my life i’ll try today
there’s so much i’ve felt i should say but
even if your heart could listen i doubt i could explain
someday maybe, maybe someday we’ll me smarter
if you don’t know, honey why’d you just say so?
i need this now more than i ever did
if you don’t know, well honey, then you don’t
* JIMMY EAT WORLD - IF YOU DON’T, DON’T *

* song of the moment * — “until i get over you” bai christina milian [r&b]
* mood * — huk

february 16th — went to work, and [kimchi-]john and sam [poulton] visited briefly, actually only because john needed to borrow money to buy a dynamo ticket… cause i offered him before and he said he would think about it. yeah at night i went to dynamo… it was poo… it started off really good, but then i had a bad time towards the middle. bleh. i dropped. i honestly think i would have had more fun if i didn’t drop, but it’s alright. i guess… i tried a cigarette… i don’t kno… jes for the hell of it… because i was feelin like shit and i was like, okay… i need to find something to do… might as well try a dambae… so i did… i don’t really like it, but i don’t think that it’s GROSS… -__-; i really wanted to get high too but that didn’t happen. shoulda found [yangachi-]john. godammit, there are way too many johns around here. oh wells. godammit, ravers are fucking shady. but whatevers… this guy nate made mee a bracelet… that was nice. it says veeeeee on it ^__^ i wanna make bracelets, but i bet mine would be retarded. oh well. overall, it was a really good rave, but i didn’t have fun. and it was too crowded… >.< the dj’s were really good, tho. scribble… eh, is overrated. but yeah… after that rave… i want a boifrend so bad… i miss having a guy… so much -__-; for reasons unknown. huk.

february 17th — went to work all cracked out and pissed off and shitz… then i waited like a half an hour for people to show up for pho. it was mee, chol, esther, andrea, seungbum, [pika-]john, nina, and josh… and then afterwards i jes went home and slept. i dunno if the others did anything… >.<; later that night i was going to go out with seungbum, erica, and richard to get bubble tea but erica took too long since she was doing her homework so by the time she was done, bubble tea was closed. so… richard took seungbum, erica, and candace to chinatown so they could eat at honey court for some guy’s birthday, but i didn’t go since i didn’t kno him… plus i didn’t wanna go in case i saw yunnie’s workers there because yunnie had a dinner that night… but i didn’t go… and yeah turns out it was a surprise birthday party for mee and these two other girls, all of whom did not show up. i felt really bad… -__-;

february 18th — today i slept until 3 pm and then depressed maiself… -__-; and then i really wanted to get out of the dorm so i went to go eat dinner with jennifer [yee]. she had free red robin’s passes so we went there O.o; and they screwed up her order so she got one of her free passes BACK so she gets to go back for free again. so lucky -__-; afterwards we went to go watch “john q” altho i really shoulda done mai chinese essay, and yeah… twas… a pretty good movie. i liked it. it was fucking sad tho. didn’t do much for mai mood -__-; oh welps. so much for being happy and enjoying life. it’s okay tho. i liked life for like two weeks. that’s pretty fucking long for mee.
(eva’s response:)
omg vivian.. i thought i’d stop by your webpage to see if you FINALLY uploaded it. OH MY GOSH.. it kicks ass so much, i don’t know how you do it. that’s HELLA TIGHT, mz. html. i am so humbled dude. my aa page like sucks in comparison - DUH!!! since i basically copied and pasted it from you. hahah. talk to you later dude!

* song of the moment * - iono wat song this is… it’s the song wiht a lotta famous people for the 9.11 thing -__-; not mai myoojik… oh actually we started watching “lord of the rings” again… woot woot… legolas is SEXY yo.
* mood * - fine

10:29 pm — yoyoyo. wat the dillyo. ^__^ i’m sooo fukin sick dooood… ick ick ick. okay lemee go through mai day ^__^ in the morning i slept in past chinese class because i dunno i really didn’t feel well. mai throat hurt like a fukin biznatch and it felt like i had a fever. huk. soooo i jes woke up @ 10:45 and met up with [kimchi-]john before our archaeology class… o! and i walked through hecka mud because this one path i was on was fukin floooooded… got mai clothes all gross and nastified. >__<; but yeah mee and john tried cheating our way thru the exam… with cheat sheets. sad that we both had them yet we still didn’t do all that well -__-; guess it would have been worse without the cheating, but still. i tried text-messaging him an answer because i left before him but he didn’t get it! wat a waste. oh well.

afterwards i just went to backdoor and got some food and drugs [dayquil]. yoo kno how i can’t chew pills, yes?? i had to chew dayquil. FUCKING NASTY. never try it. sooo fuqin gross omg. worse than advil + tylenol + e combined. -__-; afterwards jes went to work. i was a really good worker today. wasn’t lazy at all!!! i cleaned everything jes for the sake of cleaning… wae? wo bu zhidao. heh. on way to work i bought two dynamo tickets and sold back three cd’s. only got eight bucks from them, tho. and on way back bought seven used cd’s. good lord. bought third eye blind, changing faces, aphrodite, guns n’ roses, our lady peace, jewel, and… someone’s… cd’s. whOowhOo. only $5 each and one was $0.50 (the changing faces)… whOopwhOop.

okay and then i went to a chinese new year thing sponsored bai hksa, csa, and tsa. it was alright. it was supposed to be buffet but they didn’t exactly have enough food for everyone. good thing we cut in line and got food first pukakaka. yeah and i saw freya lin sing two songs! apparently she goes to u-dubb… tightness. I FINALLY MET A FAMOUS PERSON. kakaka. took pic with her and she signed mai cd booklet too… only there were no pens so she had to sign with a pencil. THAT SUCKS. it’s gonna be gone bai lyke tomorrow since it’s sittin and rubbin around in mai bag >.<; she’s a lot better in real life than she is on CD… but then again she didn’t sing her own songs and stuff… sang an a-mei song and a coco song. psh. she should sing her own songs. oh wellz. hella ppo left cuz they thought she wasn’t coming and then she showed up right after she left. puheehee. okay wellz, tym to go watch lord of the rings. LEGOLAS IS SEXY. ^__^

(sebastian’s response:)
hehe. woo hoo 4 freya lin. Good thing i made her that stinky little paper rose or else you wouldnt have had anyone to ask her for a picture. I bet you thought that i wasnt really going to give it to her huh? hehe. She can sing pretty well though!

(my response:)
yea didn’t think u had the balls to give her the flower… puhaha… jk… it was hella funnie tho! and she liked it… since she wanted to kno ur name… lil did she kno u didn’t kno who the hell she was before tonite ^__^;; oh wellz… issall good in the hoodo.

(eva’s response:)
HAHAHA that’s because it was so cheesy she didn’t know what to make of the paper rose. i mean what else do you say to somebody who obviously speant a lot of time making the thing. but i must admit… the rose was cool. i thought it was funny how she’s like “omg i can’t believe you have my cd” “both of them” “awwwwwwwww” *hug, hug, hug* still cracks me up. anyhoo, i was checking to see how many f words would be next to my name. man, you know today was coolio. like an adventure! byebye.

* song of the moment * - “until i get over you” by christina milian [english]
* mood * - goooood… soooo good… omg, i’ve never been so happy in mai life… without drugs. WHY? WHY O WHY WH? I DON’T KNOW BUT I’M FUCKING HAPPY. SO BE HAPPY WITH ME. *bounce with me, bounce with me!* (dj doc nikka!)

1:53 am — kakaka i jes got home… i’m sooo fukin happy… i dunno why. maybe it is the grease from the steak i jes ate talking. yoo kno grease makes people hyper? right? did yoo kno that? i didn’t kno until james told mee and he’s a future-medical mofo so, i assume he is correct. whOopwhOop!

anyways! to tell about my day! since i am really happy, i will actually go into detail and type stuff. but then again i might get slightly lazy because i am totally talking a lot to people online and just blabbing away, so i might not pay that much attention to this journal. haha. people are much more annoying than talking to maiself like i happen to be doing currently. -__-;; riiiight. being happy is so great. especially when it is a 100% natural high. makes mee want to turn maiself into a optimist and psycho happy-all-the-tym person, but then i wouldn’t be mee and i’d scare people, i believe!

okay in the morning i woke up two hours early because i went to sleep earlier last night so i could wake up early in the morning and finish mai homework. i can’t concentrate on mai homework late at night because there are too many people online. “sign offline”, people say! it’s too hard! so, i think that i’m just going to wake up early and finish up homework more often. because it works. i studied chinese for like an hour and ACED mai quiz. i got every FUCKING thing right. jeahhhh nikkah! what else did i do? i don’t remember, but i got a lot of shit done this morning. AND I WASN’T TIRED AT ALL. what the fuk is going on!!! i went to chinese class. was wide awake, although quite bored. i went to archaeology class. was wide awake even tho we watched a VIDEO and it was great. being awake in class is great. being awake is great. i didn’t take a nap today. HALLELUJAH! omg, i’m a freek when i’m happy. i was telling people stupid stuff. like “tony, yoo’re so cool!” what a loosir. omg. freekish.

okay so i went to work afterschool! i have a new attitude towards work! i shall be a happy worker! smurf happy worker! after all i fukin work twice a week i can only ask for so much. and then i realized after i told my boss that i went raving, he gave me sundays off… kakaka. maybe it is because he doesn’t want a cracked out psycho bijnatch, but i don’t care, because i get sundays off. except for the next two sundays because this girl got into a car accident and can’t work for a month. i supposee i will forgive him for that. forgive, forgive. live and let live. riiight. so! hopefully i don’t get fired. kakaka. why would i? i don’t kno. perhaps because i’m really clumsy. oh well. i think mai boss likes mee least out of all the workers. BUT I DUN GIVE A FUK… jes pay mee nikkah! wOotwOot!!! o yea when mai boss found out about raving conversation was like this:

boss - wat yoo do this weekend?
mee - *mumble* went raving (could not think of anything better)
boss - oh! so where are they at now anyways?

kakaka as if that is not some funnie schiznit. anyways, after work i sat around for a while and then [kimchi-]john called and he picked mee up and i went over to him and sam [poulton]’s apartment to study for archaeology. GOOD LORD! we studied for fukin… four hours and barely got anything done! haha well actually we almost finished going through the review sheet’s… front side. there’s still a backside! good lord! the teachers are trying to murder us!!! *yoo bastards!*

yeah, he was almost too lajee to take mee home and i almost spent the night over there. those lajee punkasses! it’s okay tho. guess that is wat apartments are for! i kinda want an apartment next year… yea, too bad i wun fukin have a car. that’d be quite pOopish if yoo ask mee! pOopish! guys are weird! weirdly funnie and immature. the new spiderman movie looks cool! i like spiderman. he’s the best out of batman and superman. SUPERMAN. I HATE. LIKE YODA. I SPEAK. kakakaka. people say “kakaka” makes them laugh. because they can picture mee laughing lyke that or something. KAKAKA. that’s funie. KAKAKA. BANANA SLUG (inside joke with eva)! eva is on of the funniest fukin ppo i have ever met. eva… and xinlei… ah, i miss yoo neegaro… yur so funnie… *hOohOohOo! how are things going with that guy anyways? keep mee updated nikkah! shitz, this is turning into a shoutout list wtf. oh well at least this will make up for mai usually typikally boring entries now. stoopid. i shall be more excitinginginginging. ing! ing! that’s a nice word. like ZIMBOC. which means annoying person. nikka! yoo kno french music is really good! but i haven’t kept up with french and japanese music lately. someone keep mee informed. schitz, i haven’t kept up with chinese music either! someone keep mee on the… music tip… whatever that means. yo!!! I GET TO SEE FREYA LIN TODAY! jeaaaaahh nikkah!!!!! kakakaka. okay… i stop kakakaak-ing. and i go to type crajee ass messages to poor people that have to deal with mee right now. are yall freeked out? i’m happy! kakaka. natural high is the way to go. it fukin feels soooo good… kakaka. it’s almost like… yoo kno the herbal essense commercials? and the pure joy!? jeaaahhh it’s kinda lyke that. kakaka.

o yea to anyone who cheks out mai AIM profile on mai usual screename… kakaka lyke mai o-so-discreet profile to some biotch who i’m kinda pissy @? kakaka. oh well! deal wit dat punkass laterz! bai fOolios. i could really type forever but i bet yall are sick of mai rambling that dun even make sense. kakaka. ahnyoung.

* song of the moment * - “drawing board” bai mest [punk]
* mood * - good

okay today was a lambda rush party… whee… it was actually semi-fun. saw a lot of people i don’t usually get the chance to see, so that was pretty cool. i wasn’t going to get drunk before, but i ended up getting drunken. it was fun. til afterwards and then i felt hella sick. and sora kept calling me a cherry because my face was so red. -__-;; oh well. everyone calls me “veeeeeveeeee”. tis interesting. man, my journal entries are super boring nowadays! oh well =P i don’t give a fuuuk… we went to honey court to eat afterwards. argh, late night snacking is bad, but honey court is so good. he tao xia (walnut shrimp) baby!! MMMMM MMM MMM… what i really want is some soondubu and chao nian gao though, but oh well… oh yes! i found someone to tag along with to see dieselboy with… tony! wheeeeeee! what a predicament! okay, i’m hungry. going to go get some un-fattening grub. hopefully O.o;;