inside the wonderful world of vee

* song of the moment * — “silence” bai delirium / sarah mclaughlin [iono wat genre of music this is]
* mood * — fine

this is like the best valentine’s day i’ve had! yoo kno why?? first of all, this morning, i woke up, opened mai door, and there was a wonderful valentine’s day card attached to the door signed from a guy named ricky… oh! and i got chocolates. and i got to eat dinner with a hot guy! yes yes yes… all true! wonderful valentine’s day… ^__^

only… the card is from ra’s on our floor… i think. and it was signed from ricky martin -__- to mai roomate AND i… *sigh. i knew it was too good to be true! and the chocolates were really two hershey kisses from suejung and josh because they pitied mai sad lonely existence. hahaha. and i got to eat dinner with a hot guy (seungbum), only it was dorm food, he’s just a friend, and there were three other people (met more people… ahhhh i can’t take this… so good but so confusive). but still it was okay. i didn’t feel lonely like i do some other years. i’m content.

i went to mai classes this morning… had a quiz in chinese, watched some presentations, and then went to archaeology. boring as fuk. i didn’t have the willpower to pay attention today so i was writing xinlei a note the whole time. -__-; afterwards i went on the ave and bought some clothes, some girl things (keekee), and came home. lalala. slept for a bit. went to dinner with a buncha people. went to ian’s domain to visit a few people. sigh. yeah. that’s about it. i must do a chinese project now… pzz… =T
(xinlei’s response:)
you wrote xinlei a note instead of listening to lecture?!?! weeeee!!! =) > i went to mai classes this morning… had a quiz in chinese, watched some presentations, and then went to archaeology. boring as fuk. i didn’t have the willpower to pay attention today so i was writing xinlei a note the whole time. -__-; afterwards i went on the ave and bought some clothes, some girl things (keekee), and came home. lalala. slept for a bit. went to dinner with a buncha people. went to ian’s domain to visit a few people. sigh. yeah. that’s about it. i must do a chinese project now… pzz… =T

(diana’s response:)
they’re usually in the ambient category. =P but you know who’s good? THEATRE OF TRAGEDY!!! i’ve been trying to convert people to their music. there isn’t a song of theirs that i don’t like. *dreamy sigh* ^_^ …*on whom the moon doth shine* is such a romantic song. XD but you must at least give the remix of *black as the devil painteth* a try. it’s great. =D

* song of the moment * - “yuhja yinika” bai kiss [korean]… good video. sad… but too much like voice’s “nuhmaneun chunsagah dwaeyo” for mee…
* mood * - great

9:14 pm — today was sure an interesting day! went to all my classes in the morning… how fun… then afterschool i went by by george and kicked it with some of the lambda and lambda lil sisses. it’s been forever since i’ve seen anyone! ^^ so it was cool. after that i came home and i realized i lost my id card and that’s what has all my food account and stuff… man, that sucks! i was going to wash my clothes today but i couldn’t even because i didn’t have the card (which has the money for washing clothes too). so chol came over so i was going to use his card to wash clothes but unfortunately there was a fauking LINE! so yeah, tomorrow i have to pay ten bucks and get a new card. until then… i will have to mooch off of people puhahaha. anyways as soon as chol left i was going to go take a shower but then tk called and i went with him, richard [lee], jina, and sam [yoon] so that they could get piercings… i was the only one who didn’t get one today! i was going to get the cartialage done but the guy charged forty bucks when a different worker in the same store only charged twenty bucks. so yeah. richard and tk got eyebrow piercings (biters!) and jina and sam got their tongues pierced. whee, how fun, how fun! but yes that was a nice random way to spend the afternoon… then i just went with eva to eat dinner at mcmahon (she paid for me! yay!) and ended up eating dinner with james, derek, sebastian, lewis, andrea, jonny, and ritwik. man, those people are so perverted! (the last five people anyways!) it’s amazing. lewis and andrea (aka horny girl with mono) especially. puhaha. but it actually makes for interesting conversation… just not the best for dinner, i guess. so yeah, i’ve just been dorm-hopping…

* song of the moment * - “papercut” bai linkin park [english]
* mood * - good, despite the fact i just got back from work!

yeeeey i finally went sober raving yesterday (right now it is the 13th =P)! it was mad fun, so no more dropping for me. fosheezy! =) it was the most random group of people to go with because it wasn’t anything big… so i ended up going with richard [lee], chol, and jared. JARED?? how random. back in october or whatever he said he’d never go to a rave. oh well. i think it is kind of bad though because it’s… corruption. no more bringing people to raves. because he had a lot of fun, but that was namely due to the E-consumption. -__-; so yes. no more bringing people! ever! -__-; dj’s were like mystre and venom… flave… blah. mystre is pretty tight; i saw him in san francisco too but i didn’t know which one was him since him and mars were battling. blahblah. oh well… it was super sporadic… but i’m so glad i went since it was my first sober rave (party, whatever!) and i was sooo stressed out the past week. haven’t even been updating my blog! =P anyways. i’m relaxed somewhat now… and it’s great. i actually sort of like dancing now… any kind of dancing… even though i still look retarded. oh well! =P

* song of the moment * - none
* mood * - stressed out

6:44 pm — omg, i don’t think i can take much more of this! i can’t decide whether or not i should quit my job at yunnie bubble tea… because well, i don’t really like the job for one. i feel used and abused. -__-; and… my boss fukin has me scheduled working like a thirty hour week almost! bleh! he has me working seven hours on four days… THREE of those days being friday, saturday, and sunday. what the fuk? no time to do anything… no time to study, no time to go SNOWBOARDING shiat… i just bought a snowboard! >.<; must USE!!! i’m resorting to going tomorrow (if i have the time, godammit)… on a THURSDAY. horrible. but yes… plus i need time because my classes this quarter are probably not going to be that easy… -__-; then again, last quarter’s weren’t that easy too but i slacked off so much it made it ‘easy’. i decided to drop genetics and take computer science… aish… i don’t think i’m going to die, but that eats up a LOT of time… i don’t know how to deal! ack! *stress, stress!!! i need money to go snowboarding and raving but i don’t have the time or the desire to work… what to do? =(

in other news, today while i was working my shift, a bum came in and i talked to him for a really long time. interesting. he was a bum, but he’s not very broke… he was trying to get me to give him coffee for free but when i said that i’d give him water instead he bust out like thirty-five bucks and paid for it… blah… shit, he’s richer than me, man. interesting, though. never conversated with a bum before. pretty nice guy… very talkative. well, that’s all, folks.

* song of the moment * - “crawling in the dark” by hoobastank (thank you for the CD xinlei! i like it a looooot ^__^
* mood * - good enough!

january 6th — damn… i am much too lazy to maintain a webpage these days. -__- today i got back from california… hyun picked me up from the airport. twas raining cats and dogs. I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN! the days before it didn’t rain at all and i said, “i bet it will rain as soon as i come back.” and it did. godammit. bad luck i have. went home… sat around… unpacked… =) had dinner with eva, tony, and eva’s suitemate jennifer something or other. it was interesting. i’m trying to diet so i ate a bagel and yogurt and drank milk. are bagels even healthy?? people swear they are but i swear they aren’t really… afterwards i just hung around in richard [lee] and tony’s dorm and played online (gee, so different) and watched x-files. puhaha. long time no watch indeed.

january 7th — first day of class! this morning me and liz walked all the way to the hitchcock building which is like… one of the farthest buildings on campus. shit, i didn’t even know it was still considered on-campus. -__-;; anyways, we got there, and then we thought we were in the wrong classroom for some reason, so we walked all the way back and grabbed some food from mcmahon. the whole walking journey alone took us a half hour. -__-; one-way!!! just kidding. roundtrip. but that’s still a really insanely long time!!! we came home and discovered it WAS the right class, but oh well. after that i went to chinese class. and then to archaeology class. [kimchi-]john is in my class. yup. annnnnnd… after that i came back, took an hour-long nap, and then went to the ave to buy books with minsoo, esther, chol, and andrea. only spent 85 bucks on books but that’s because i didn’t buy a genetics book since i’m going to drop it. i need to find a replacement class, though. that’s going to be hard =( ACK! I NEED HELP >.<; anyways. after buying books we went to yunnie’s so i could check my schedule and i actually paid money for a bubble tea. ugh. stupid girl! especially considering i’m broke!! oh well. went to the mix afterwards, which is like coldstone, but it isn’t as good because they don’t have banana ice cream… therefore i cannot order banana ice cream with chocolate chips there. they suck. only has four flavors. coldstone is a bajillion times better!!!! ^__^ chan (my boss) got me a present… it’s a potporri (sp?) basket and a bracelet and a chocolate that i gave to esther because i’m afraid i’ll eat it and die of fat. =P at the mix brian showed up. wah, super long time no see!! but yeah then me and andrea went home and i was barely home when eva asked me if i wanted to go eat at the hub with her, jun, sebastian, and lewis. we left early though, because the line was CRAZY long. -__-; guess who i saw with lewis?? jared!! i haven’t seen him in forever and a year, man. nice to see him again. i think he got a girlfriend but i’m not quite sure? must ask… haha. be the nosy kid that i am =P so yeah me, eva, and richard went back to mcmahon because we didn’t want to wait in the longass line so we ate at mcmahon… i ended up eating with some of the lambda pledges alex, peter, and charles too… interesting. afterwards ended up hanging out at richard and tony’s dorm AGAIN… aish, what an interesting life of mine! =P my roomie is asleep already… she goes to bed so early these days. perhaps i should do the same. oh well… later!

* song of the moment * — none cuz i just woke up =P
* mood * — fine.

january 3rd — eh, tonight i went clubbing with jeanette, sherry, randy, and brian at limelight. it was my first time clubbing haha. i guess it is okay. i suppose i should feel bad (at least that’s what sherry and jeanette said) because some guy asked me if i wanted to dance and i just straight up said “no”. at the time, i didn’t think it was mean, but i don’t know? i guess it is. jeanette’s friend randy is helllllla cool… he’s hella easily amused and he is a boy. that’s a rarity. however, the brian guy is a pervmonkee and he kept asking jeanette to strip for him. ick. afterwards we had to wait for randy’s sister so we went to safeway and i made the mistake of bringing down my bag and ended up buying two packets of string cheese and two boxes of cheez-its. damn me and my lack of willpower when it comes to food. vivian = glutton. haha. oh well -__-;; oh yeah jeanette and sherry slept over.

january 4th — at night, i went to eat soondubu (tofu house) with sherry, jeanette, phil [wu], phil [hua], phil [hsieh], and allen [chang]. twas yummie. haha. afterwards they all came over and we drank, played cards, played taboo, and played video games. there was this one drinking card game that is hella fun. i forget what it is called though. i drank a bottle of smirnoff ice and then stopped because my face started getting a ‘hive’!! ack! smirnoff ice seems to be the only thing i get allergic reactions to but i’m really not sure… hmmm… no more smirnoff ices for me though. for real dawg! hehe. allen slept over… and that’s about all, folks!

(allen’s response:)
You kooky bastard.. I think you had a better new years then me.

I have no idea why i decided to write in here.. but i guess i’ll just repost my journal entry from new years. =D

“New Years was great. Here are some numbers:

4 Trays of Chinese Food.
6 Bags of Chips and Munchies
60 Bottles of Heineken
6 Bottles of Corona
6 Bottles of Smirnoff Ice
1 Bottle of Peach Schnapps
1 Bottle of Everclear
1 Bottle of Kettleone Vodka
3 Bottles of Champagne
2 Bottles of Pepsi
1 Bottle of Iced Tea
12 Cans of iced tea
1 Pitcher of Blue Kool-Aid
48 Plastic Cups (big)
60 Plastic Cups (small)
104 playing cars (two decks)
100 Cigarette Butts (at least)
35 Pairs of Shoes lined up on the steps (at least)
3 Rolls of toilet paper
1 person throwing up (skippy. haha)
2 Games of Queens
5 Games of Spoons
1 Game of Bullshit
Too many games of Viet Poker
1 Subaru Impreza WRX
1 Audi A4 Quattro
1 Honda Civic Si
1 Mitsubishi Eclipse (mine!)
6 Other various cars
10 Pictures taken (by me at least)
4 Times saying “happy new years!” (2 am reruns)
3 People I’ve never met before
1 Person coming in and not saying hi to me.
3 People sleeping on the floor
2 People sleeping in my bed
1 Person on the couch
6 Bags of Trash
4 Boxes of Trash
5 New Years Hats
2 New Years Horns
1 New Years Noise Maker
3 Complaints from neighbors
3 Hours of wrestling
5 People dropping in to “just say hi”
10 People who tried to call my old jersey cellphone number
1 Great Doorman (James)
1 Furry Thong
0 Resolutions
and
1 Case of Footsies

Overall a great time. Thanks to everyone that came. Thanks to everyone who stayed, and thanks to everyone who helped clean up.

Remember guys… next year… next year. ”

And remember, don’t be a sheep.. because that would be baaaaa-d.

* song of the moment * - “the middle” bai jimmy eats world [punk]
* mood * - gooooood!

dang… jimmy eats world is really really good. this is like the first punk group i really enjoy ^__^ anyways, this weekend was tre interesting. all day saturday i just slept (12 hours) and lounged around at home, convinced that i wasn’t going to go anywhere and that instead i would study. i made a new webpage layout. it’s booteefull, if i might say myself. ^__^; it will be up shortly… after i find the time to finish it -__-;; sooooooon.

anyways, i went down to tacoma / federal way / puyallup… it’s like 40 minutes away? it was me, chol, josh, and myong. we stopped by GGR (a pc-bang) to see if brian and [flip-]john were there, and they were… we stayed from like 3 am to 6 am playing FREE pump it up and the dj-ing game. the dj-ing game is soo fun! i never really played it because i’m always too *cough* cheap (fancy that) but i enjoyed it thoroughly. all the better FREEEEEE… ^__^ afterwards we dropped myong off at home and me and josh slept over chol’s house in gig harbor… I LOVE HIS HOUSE. i dunno why, but it’s just really nice and cozy… despite the fact that it is really in the middle of a fukin forest or something -__-; but still… i likee mucho.

the next day we picked up andrea and we went to federal way to k-town and just went to… buy stuff… kakaka. and we ended up going to the mall too so i bought two shirts and a pair of WHITE pants. i haven’t had white pants since like freshman year of high school! and they weren’t white for very long because i was at limited too, dropped a bottle of nail polish, and it got all over mai pants. poopish. pooper scooper. oh well. hopefully that doesn’t happen to this pair. i’m going to start eating less. DIET, DIET, DIET. getting sooo chunky. but yesh at night we went to eat at red robin… like a whooole buncha people threw a surprise party for byron. twas interesting. after that, just came home, lounged around in mai dorm, and did jack shieet. so much for a productive weekend -__-; it was more like the most unproductive weekend EVER. oh well.

yo PHIL WU! if yoo still read mai journal, can yoo send mee that one ku:l song that is yur favorite song or whateverz?? please??? i can’t find it anywhere >.<

* song of the moment * - “??” bai yangpa featuring kim johan [korean]… actually i knoe the title but i’m too lazy to look it up. it’s on her second album though. one of the first korean songs i heard haha. ehh i was craving korean music so i dug some old ish out of mai old cd’s… this is SUCH an old mix cd… damn… the quality of all the songs is hella bad cuz it’s from when i first started listening to music and mp3’s weren’t all that common… and everyone went to zandd.com for music… blahblah… ah, memories… =T
* mood * - fine

1:30 am - ehhh after going nerbing tonight (nohrehbang, for those of you who don’t know), i came home and had this desire to watch my old korean videos… so i dug out some of them and watched old school h.o.t. from their second jib… back when kang ta was super cute =) i’m such a dork… sigh… anyways. today i didn’t really do anything until dave [lee] came over at night… i don’t really think i need to entertain him because he’s here a lot, so i didn’t bother. so he just sat around watching me play minesweeper and chat on the computer and watching my brother play video games. hehe. then we went to eat dinner with some people whom i am too lazy to name at mimi’s cafe… i had this fattening pasta stuff. ugh. so much for the three pounds i lost these past couple of days… oh well. i guess. afterwards everyone else went home but dave wanted to go to the korean market so me, him, phil [wu], and phil [hsieh] went to hanguk market but it was just closing when we got there (godammit it was 9 pm!!) and then we went to kyopo market but it was already closed… so we ended up going to this japanese / korean market that everyone else was going to too since the other two were closed. hehe. i got a pack of 8 melon bars, these chelsea candies (which are the SHIT!), and jahdu candy… yummie! it’s so cheap!! i need to go to korean markets more. they’re so cheap puhaha. ^__^ that’s what is good about them but i never really get the chance to go because they are farther away. anyways, yeah, we ended up going to nohrehbang but on that street there are three nohrehbangs… of which only ONE is GOOD. the other two are pretty ghetto. see, but the good one only has korean songs and REALLY old english and chinese songs, so we went to the less ghetto of the two… where they told us that their korean music was outdated so we went to the most ghetto one… and had a horrible nohrehbang experience. apparently, we didn’t even stay for an hour and they still charged us for an hour too. talk about bad luck. and we were so disappointed with the place that we forgot we hadn’t been there for an hour too! aish. cost eight bucks but it was okay since phil [hsieh] paid for my dinner! thanks phil! =)

anyways. i ended up having to eat four melon bars because they were going to melt and the guys each ate one each (phil wu ate two), but they wouldn’t eat anymore. those bastards. and one jahdu candy… and one butterscotch candy… and then guess what? i left the jahdu and butterscotch candies in dave’s car! =( i’m so retarded! ugh! now i’m never going to have them again *cry… i’m so sad. agh. stupid. oh well. guess i will go sometime. too bad i have very few korean people left to drag with me down there. hehe. oh yeah… haha. on the way back… the funniest thing happened. i was talking about how i had to pee in a bush on the way back from the rave a couple days ago and phil [hsieh] was like… “why didn’t you go into the bathroom?” and i said “because they wouldn’t let me.” and then he responded with “it was probably because you have a big ass.” (that’s what everyone heard) and i was like… “uh, well it’s not like i would overflow the toilet.” haha. then phil [hsieh] was all confused and then we all found out that phil had actually said, “it was probably because you didn’t buy gas.” and it was the funniest freaking thing… we just started listening to “yo!” by shinhwa and the song was almost over and we were still laughing. it was sooo funny… one of the funniest moments ever. so many funny moments with these guys. =) well, that’s about it. bai! by the way, i love kim johan! and i miss sechskies =(

* song of the moment * - “quasimodo” bai lifehouse [english]
* mood * - alright… kinda feel kinda weird.

it’s 2002… whoopie… eh… i don’t really feel any different. my new year’s day was quite uneventful. just woke up early and dropped eva and jeanette off at home since they slept over yesterday and then came home, desiring sleep, to find out that we had to go to james‘ house to eat lunch. so we ate lunch, and then i came back and slept some more. all i do these days is eat, sleep, and go online. what a pathetic existence.