* song of the moment * - “choke” bai edgewater orion [english]… it’s a new rock group i jes started listening to yesterday. unfortunately, i think they broke up earlier this month tho. talk about bad timing. either way, download their song “a life like this”… it’s really good. and check out their website too : http://www.edgewaterorion.com ~ i dun understand their name tho O.o
* mood * - alritey, i guess.
i thought i would say goodbye before i left tomorrow =D yepyep, tomorrow is the first day of spring break and mai first day i’ll be going to china. quite exciting, yep. the only prob is that i’m coming back on the last day of spring break so pretty much i’ll be jetlagged like a mofo. but it’s okay.
oh yeah yesterday i found a good poem in mai journalism class… i was really bored and jes checkin out all sorts of random stuff. it’s called “after a while” bai veronica a. shoffstall ^^
after a while, you learn the suble difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t mean security,
and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
and presents aren’t promises,
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes open
with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
and you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans.
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
after a while, you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
and you learn that you really can endure…
nice, eh? anyways, in journalism today there is this fukin psycho bitch. she’s this white girl who does nothing but draw anime all day and is literally infatuated with japanese stuff. whatever, i dun really care because i think those kinda ppo are kinda kewl, but the stupid thing is that she is obsessed with japan but she has no asian friends. uhhhhh ~ there’s a japanese club @ our skool… and there’s no japanese ppo in it even. it’s jes a whole buncha white ppo that do nothing but watch anime. kind of sad that that’s all they think japan is made up of… animation -_-; mai journalism teacher (who is in charge of that club) was talking about how the club was pointless because they did nothing but watch anime and didn’t even learn anything about japan’s cultural aspects. bleh. anyways, okay the story behind the psycho bitch goes as follows : last week i was standing bai her desk and i saw that she drew an anime drawing so i was like, whoa, that’s hella good, so i told mai frend tomiko to hold it up so that i could look at it and the girl friggin jumped out of her seat and was like, “don’t touch my stuff!” uhhh okay spastic (not that being spastic is bad, because thas what a lot of ppo describe mee as >P).
and then today we were putting colored magazine inserts into the newspaper because we sold an advertisement to a tuxedo rental place and they wanted us to put em in… and so the girl had one on her desk while she went to put more in other newspapers. i didn’t even realize it was her desk but i wanted to look @ it so i just picked it up and looked at it… and when i put it down, she was screaming, “god! there’s a whole box of them right there! you don’t have to look at mine! why do you always take things off my desk?” damm yoo psycho bitch… it’s not like i’m gonna steal yur friggin tuxedo ad -_- and then everytime the room is noisy she screams loudly, “shutup!!” or “listen to ___!!” fukin crazy ass bitch. i hate ppo like that… who get irritated over the stupidest things. she has like no patience for anything but drawing her friggin anime. that’s all she friggin DOES. she draws it @ her desk, draws it on the boards, listens to anime music, reads anime books, scans her anime, colors anime on the computer… it’s like godamm, anime is good, but give it a break yoo psycho bitch! yeah… she really is a psycho bitch. not many people earn that title >P
speaking of psycho bitches… here’s one : http://www.psychoexgirlfriend.com ~ hahahaha people are so fukin psycho… this one guy broke up with this girl and she called him fifty times in one day. she started out saying, “ohhh i hate yoo yoo bastard, call me back” and then soon it got to crying and, “i don’t hate yoo… i love yoo… i can’t live without yoo. please call me back.” and then it even escalated to “my father is dying. please call me.” basically to find any excuse to have the guy call her back… and that’s really not even bad. there are some people who get hundreds of phone calls a day after one of these things happens. and i was reading this one guy’s posts - his ex.girlfriend shot him three years after he broke up with her… three times. because she said that he was a bastard for leaving her. uhhhh ~ and it irks mee how some of the feminists at the board are so busy defending women because they find the truth offensive. they’re saying that the guy gave the woman a reason for her to continue calling him and that it was excusable. -_-; i don’t like when those feminists throw away rationale jes to make women look good. it bothers mee. but i guess those psycho ex-girlfriend / boifrend people are hella prevalent because i was listening to the doghouse (the morning show @ our local radio station 94.9 kyld) and they were talking about how that happens hella often. that’s scarie. hope mai boifrendz are never that psycho O.o i kno I won’t be.
anyways - i gotta do hella shit today… gotta go pack, call a foster care agency or two (for mai english project), mail mai letters of appeal… blahblahblah. actually, i think i’m going to mail mai appeal letters now. so… whatever. hopefully i’ll get into uc irvine cuz otherwise i’ll have to go to university of washington which i dun really wanna go to. but it dun seem that bad… and i can’t complain because it is actually a really good skool but considering i had only a 3.1, i shouldn’t even have gotten in >P good thing i took the chinese sat ii, because that gave mee quite an edge =D but hey, at least university of washington has a really good study abroad program in a lot of places. so i ain’t complaining. i really hope i can do that. all depends on the grades, tho. i wanna go to hong kong, but i heard it’s really really hard to get in there. and uh there is also the problem of mee not being able to speak cantonese >P but oh well. taiwan would be kewl too. or korea. but mai parents wouldn’t let mee go to korea (even tho they WOULD let mee go to japan… which is significantly more expensive… wassup with that??). i think cuz they think i like korean stuff too much. oh well, whatever. i’m glad i’m going to college tho - i’ll finally be able to learn korean too! =D every language in the world, man! well no… but i want to learn cantonese, korean, japanese, and german still… =D at least i have some background for korean and japanese. so yay ~ languages are vunderpul!
anyhoo, dun miss mee too much in china! =D
(response from xinlei:)
i put in the cadaverous icon because i’m wondering how a person is supposed to look cadaverous without actually being a cadaver…anyway. i don’t know if you have any idea what i’m talking about, but…then again…when do you ever…??
hey vivian! 
wow…geocities is an idiocy filled corporation. blah. taken over by yahoo [like everything ELSE on the internet. geeze, and people think microsoft is a monopoly??] down with all the broken images. sigh. [damn the man, save the empire! <— sorry getting empire records-y nostalgia…]
anyway…are you talking about r.f? psycho anime girl? i hear she can be very very spastic. unless you’re talking about some other white girl in journalism who is obsessed with anime. she’s friends with claire though. that’s an asian for you. but some people are afraid she’s going to flip out one day and end up shooting everyone in her math class. cough. i dunno.
ooh i hope you can go to irvine…i’m visiting this weekend.
and i have the book somewhere under my bed. i think it’s karen’s turn. but i keep leaving it at home. ah well.
anyway.
have fun in china…!!!
oh and also, my friend sent me this letter, i thought it was pretty funny…it’s from the californians to the rest of the usa.
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Dear the Rest of the USA,
America has engaged in some finger wagging lately because California doesn’t have enough electricity
to meet its needs. The rest of the country (including George W. Bush’s energy secretary Spencer
Abraham, who wants Californians to suffer through blackouts as justification for drilling for oil in
Alaska’s Arctic National Wildlife Refuge) seems to be just fine with letting Californians dangle in the
breeze without enough power to meet their needs. They laugh at Californians’ frivolity.
Well, everybody. Here’s how it really is: California ranks 48th in the nation in power consumed per
person. California grows more than half the nation’s fruit, nuts and vegetables. We’re keeping them.
We need something to eat when the power goes out. We grow 99 percent or more of the nation’s
almonds, artichokes, dates, figs, kiwifruit, olives, persimmons, pistachios, prunes, raisins and walnuts.
Hope you won’t miss them. California is the nation’s number one dairy state. We’re keeping our dairy
products. We’ll need plenty of fresh ones since our refrigerators can’t be relied upon. Got milk?
We Californians are gonna keep all our high-tech software in state. Silicon Valley is ours, after all.
Without enough electricity, which you’re apparently keeping for yourselves, we just plain don’t have
enough software to spare. We’re keeping all our airplanes. California builds a good percentage of the
commercial airliners available to fly you people to where you want to go. When yours wear out, you’d
better hope Boeing’s Washington plant (which they are shutting down) can keep you supplied. There
isn’t enough electricity here to allow us to export any more planes than we need ourselves. And while
we’re at it, we’re keeping all our high-tech aerospace stuff, too, like the sophisticated weapons
systems that let you sleep at night, not worried you might wake up under the rule of some foreign
kook. Oh,yeah, and if you want to make a long-distance call, remember where the satellite
components and tracking systems come from. Maybe you could get back in the habit of writing
letters. Want to see a blockbuster movie this weekend? Come to California. We make them here.
Since we’ll now have to make them with our own electricity, we’re keeping them. Even if we shot
them somewhere else, the labs, printing facilities, editing facilities, and sound facilities are all here.
Want some nice domestic wine? We produce over 17 million gallons per year. We’ll need all it to drown
our sorrows when we think about the fact that no matter how many California products we export to
make the rest of America’s lives better, America can’t see its way clear to help us out with a little
electricity. You can no longer have any of our wine.
You all complain that we don’t build enough power plants. Well, you don’t grow enough food, write
enough software, make enough movies, build enough airplanes and defense systems or make enough
wine.
This is your last warning, America.
Lighten (us) up before it’s too late.
Love, the Californians.
well, don’t get too jetlaggy.
have fun.
