inside the wonderful world of vee

* song of the moment * - i’m not actually LISTENING to one @ the moment, but the one i have stuck in mai head is “let the cables sleep” bai bush (english).
* mood * - i’m so confused… basically with mai feelings about stuff. and college. and shit.

i’ve finally concluded the thing that puts mee in the worst mood - family matters. i hate dealing with them. makes mee sound almost like a brat… but i hate talking to mai family members about stuff because no one understands and they always gang up on mee. even tho they probably don’t think that way.

everyone thinks mai family is all happy jappy, always great and blahblahblah. they think we’re rich - which we’re not… they think we’re happy - which we’re not… but hey, maybe that is jes mee. i always hear people complaining about their families and how horrible their families are… and then if i say anything about mine, people almost don’t believe it or something. they think it’s funny how ridiculous mai family is sometimes. they think it’s ridiculous how mai brother who was mr. party-hard-drink-and-do-drugs gets to go out and do whatever he wants, can tell them he wants to go drinking, isn’t limisted to a curfew… while i, ms. never-done-any-shit-in-mai-fucking-lyfe can’t even go out after 8:00 pm. they think it’s so ridiculous, it’s funnie. not funny to mee! shewt - they think it’s funnie that i am not allowed to go out cuz i didn’t BLOWDRY mai hair? they think it’s funnie that jes because i like to check the mail everyday i have a BOIFREND who never calls and only writes mee letters??? hell yeah it’s funnie cuz it’s so fucking stupid that they don’t trust mee THAT much.

that is probably the most painful thing to mee… not having people trust yoo. not having people give yoo responsibilities because they don’t think yoo’re good enough. because yoo’re not capable of remembering of doing something. it’s so insulting and to mee, it really is the worst feeling in the world. and people wonder why i wanna get out of this hell hole to go to college and why i won’t go to college near mai home. i jes wanna be independent and hell show mai parents that i’m not like everyone else. jes because everyone else drinks and does drugs doesn’t mean i will because i kno i won’t. because i dun like that shit. and if yoo won’t kick it with mee cuz i dun do that shit, then i dun give a fuck and fuck yoo too. that’s mai attitude, and i’m pretty sure they wouldn’t believe mee if i told that to them. actually, i am sure.

and it’s not just this stupid retarded stuff about overprotective parents. hell yeah, that sucks like a bitch but there is SO MUCH shit i have gone through with mai family has gone through that no one even knows. and because it looks all peechy keen, everyone assumes it is. pretty wrong. stupid chinese people… never let other people kno when things aren’t perfect. they always have to put up a front like “oh yeah, we the most perfect family in the world” when it probably isn’t like that @ all. it’s always competition… seeing whose kids go to better colleges, who drives the better car… all a bunch of fake ass SHIT.

mai parents ask mee why i never talk to them. it’s because the only stuff they talk about is NAGGING stuff. and then they say it’s because i never talk to them. when we’re not talking about how i don’t work hard enough or how i am too messy as a girl or how the stuff i want to do in life is pretty much oh - hopeless, it’s mee bringing up stuff to the conversation. it’s become that no, i DON’T want to talk to them because all that happens is that they nag @ mee. and if it’s keeping to maiself or being nagged @ that i had to choose between, i most definitely would rather keep to maiself.

i wasn’t always like this tho… back when i was the perfect little girl, i used to love mai parents so much… i’d make them cards and everything for every friggin holiday… easter, christmas, anniversary, father’s day, mother’s day, whatever. the other day i found these father’s day cards that i drew and i think i cried… cuz i miss the way things were… and then i grew up. things happened, and i’ve changed… a lot. fuck, man… it’s so hard to help. because i’m not this extroverted always talkative person and it’s hard to talk to them about stuff. it’s not that i don’t want to… it’s that i think they’d disapprove of everything. skool… well that leads to grades, and i dun want to talk about that cuz mai grades are shitty. friends… back in middle skool honestly, they disapproved of all mai frendz and let mee do nothing. when everyone else was out at the mall with their frendz - bai themselves - i wasn’t allowed to go because there were no chaparones. people weren’t allowed to come over… all jes one big fucking mess. and they always said how, “___ doesn’t seem like a good kid.” and what did they expect mee to do?? if yur parents say that obviously yoo start believing it… whether it IS tru or not. i lost so many frendz that way, i really did… that or they became acquaintances cuz i only saw them @ skool.

god, i could talk about this forever but i think i’ve been writing for like a half hour or more. maybe closer to an hour. i wasn’t gonna write this cuz i was afraid who jes might read this. and i still am. but what the fuck… cuz i knew if i didn’t write it, i’d be thinkin about this all friggin night because family issues is what ruined mai day today. blah. whatever. i kno there are all sorts of people who also live in such conditions… in fact, i kno OF people who are worse off than mee. i guess… i dunno what i’m trying to say. whatever… jes, if yoo feel like i do about the stuff… hang in there because things will probably brighten up. =T i’m hoping, anyway…

* song of the moment * - “hebi kexi” bai lin jiayi (mandarin). really good song…
* mood * - pretty good.

today was another typical day @ skool. dood, so many people have birthdaze this month! tomorrow i have to go with diana to the mall so that she can get her cartilage pierced… i wanna do that… but i think yoo have to be eighteen… so we’ll see in… nine months =T

after skool i had hella shiet to do today… i wanted to go to safeway @ first cuz i really was craving some marshmallows. but then i got lazy, decided i shouldn’t eat so many bad-for-your-health foods, and decided not to buy any. so i went to the post office. i swear, they all kno mee now cuz i go so much. it’s weird ~ all the people @ mai post office are chinese and speak mandarin. sometimes i jes wanna bust it out (mandarin) but then i think they’d think i was sorta weird? especially if they start speakin to mee in english and i randomly respond in mandarin. uh, yeah, weird.

after that i went to the library to borrow some books. dude, i had $9.60 in overdue library fines! can yoo believe that???? that’s HELLA money… dude, i could buy three pairs of mai taiwan shoes for that money! >P (yeah, thas rite, i bought two pairs of shoes in taiwan for three bucks each!) but yeah i borrowed this book called “flatland” which is about a colony of geometric shapes that use math rules in governing their society. it’s for a math project, not jes for fun =P but i think it sounds sort of interesting, actually =P well since we were reading this book about the l.a. riots in english, i thought it would be kewl if i borrowed some books to read on mai own, so i borrowed “joy luck club” bai amy tan… yeah, i kno, hella old, but i never actually read the book. i love the movie, but never read the book… and books are always better, so i decided to check it out. shewt, i jes thought of another book i shoulda borrowed… “bound feet and western dress”… i started it when i was going to l.a. but never finished it. gotta finish it sometime =T especially since i actually remember what the book was about and it was months and months ago. anyway, another book i borrowed is “monkey king” bai patricia chao… the main character of this book kind of reminds mee of maiself… only i’m not suicidal or in a mental institution, but some things are quite similar? so far i’ve read 100 pages… and it’s been two hours. not bad, not bad. i really miss reading. reading is so fun. i used to read like a book a day or every two daze, but then mai mom started getting mad @ mee for reading too much and not studying enough and then reading jes became a turn-off cuz i always got in trouble for it… and today i decided i’d start up on that hobby again cuz it’s mighty fun! anyway, i sit in front of a computer too much and it’s good to divide up mai uh… tym. man, all these things are gonna attribute to the slo deterioration of mai eyesight… >_<

anyways after that i went to church because i had to see if i could find a thing i left there on sunday… mai church is having a talent show in two weeks and i was supposed to bring the ticket and the money from ticket sales home but i totally forgot and left them @ church… dood, i’m such a friggin dumbass. when i went back today i couldn’t find them, so i’m hoping either someone else took them home or a pastor or someone picked it up… i’m so stupid sometimes. but luckily, there are people stupider than mee! tami sent mee this e-mail about all these stupid people stories… thought i’d share them cuz they’re mad funnie…

1) recently i went to mcdonald’s and saw on the menu that you can order 6, 9, or 12-piece chicken mcnuggets. when i asked for a half dozen nuggets, the teenager at the counter replied, “we don’t have a half dozen nuggets.”
“you don’t?” i replied.
“we only have 6, 9, or 12.”
“so i can’t order a half-dozen nuggets, but i can order six?”
“that’s right.”
so i shook my head and ordered six mcnuggets.

2) i was checking out the local foodland with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. i picked up one of those “dividers” that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn’t get mixed up. after the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the “divider”, looking all over it for a bar code so she could scan it. not finding the bar code, she said to me, “do you know how much this is?”
i said to her, “i’ve changed my mind; i don’t think i’ll buy that today.”
she said “okay” and i paid her for the things and left. she had no clue as to what had just happened…

3) a lady @ work was seen putting a credit card into her floppy drive and pulling it out very quickly. when inquired as to what she was doing, she said she was shopping on the internet and they were asking for a credit card number, so she was using the atm “thingy”.

4) several years ago, we had an intern who was none too swift. one day she was typing and turned to a secretary and said, “i’m almost out of typiung paper. what do i do?”
“just use the copier machine paper,” the secretary told her. with that, the intern took her last remaining blank piece of paper, put it on the photocopier, and proceeded to make five “blank” copies.

5) my neighbor works in the operations department in the central office of a large bank. employees in the field call him when they have problems with their computers. one night he got a call from a woman in one of the branch banks who had this question : “i’ve got smoke coming from the back of my terminal. do you guys have a fire downtown?”

6) i was sitting in my science class when the teacher commented that the next day would be the shortest day of the year. my lab partner became visibly excited, cheering and clapping. i explained to her that the amount of daylight changes, not the actual amount of time. needless to say, she was very disappointed.

7) police in radnor, pennsylvania, interrograted a suspect by placing a metal colander on his head and connecting it with wires to a photocopy machine. the message, “he’s lying” was placed in the copier, and the police pressed copy whenever they thought the suspect wasn’t telling the truth. believing the “lie detector” was working, the suspect confessed.

har har…

* song of the moment * - “baby love” bai fly to the sky (korean)… this song is alrite… =T
* mood * - pretty good…

i was checkin out this site : http://www.aznraps.com… now there are actually a couple of ones that are pretty good, but a lot of them (especially the got rice ones) are sooooo stoopid. they USED to be stoopid, and then the hype kinda died down… but now that there’s more and more i can’t say enough how STOOPID and RACIST these friggin songs are… they make asians look like friggin racist dumbasses… >_< there's like four got rices... i'm only posting up two tho... cuz there's only lyrics for three and one isn't bai the original person and is actually pretty good and isn't racist or anything... anyways, here are the lyrics cuz i think they're damm funnie cuz they're so stoopid. heh ~

#1
it's the a z n nigga fuck the rest,
dallas to new york jigga, we the best,
vietnam to japan to mongolia,
philippines to taiwan to cambodia,
korea aaaa aaaa,
hometown china, who you got huh,
you got shit nigga philosize, (<~ philosize? haaaar...)
it's the a z n better recognize.

got rice bitch, got rice,
got food, got soup, got spice,
got brains like us, got skills like us,
got cars, got clothes, got girls like us.

what's up, we the shit and we kill ya'll fools,
we got money in the bank from our family jewels,
could we help it if we raid and corrupt the schools,
it don't matter, fuck the law shit we break the rules,
we jack cars, pop games, yo we got the tools,
hoop it up, break it down, then we shoot some pool,
fuck with me you fuck with all, bitch dont think its cool,
one on one, fuck that,
its three on one, no duals.

got rice bitch, got rice,
anything you can show that is nice,
got cats, got moves, got thoughts like us,
fuck no, hell you're white you'll never be like us. (<~ riiiight... what an idiotic sentence)

take off your shoes when you enter please,
or crawl around on the floor with your fucking knees,
don't mind the smell you'll get used to it,
moth balls, try squid and that buddha shit.

what the hell is that, you think i don't see,
no forks in the house, chop sticks only,
have a taste, don't be scared, try the lemmon tea,
you don't want, that's all right, try the pho-com-le.

got rice bitch, got rice,
got luck anytime you roll the dice,
your luck is bad unless you runnin high,
cause we thugs for life baby, asian pride.

* * *

#2
you an a z n so fuck you too,
see my crew and my gun baby, we the best,
can't test, we grab breast, real chest, grab your vests,
and we milk east to the west, that's the very best.
time i come, ahhh haaa,
my hometown china, see what you got huh, (<~ can he come up with any other rhymes??)
you got shit nigga see my pride,
i'm an a z n you better recognize

the got rice bitch, got rice,
you got shit, no skills and nice, (<~ and nice?! and nice?? and nice what??)
you get no fame like us, (<~ yeh, they got MORE fame. HA!) you got no skills like us,
you got shit, got bitch, got skills from us

what's up, you hear our shit and i kill that fool, (<~ prolly jes some scrawny ass viet kid who can't beat up no one)
i steal money from your bank and take your family jewel,
can i help it if i'm ill and corrupt my school, (<~ same rhyme again)
it dont matter, fuck the song we just made it through,

we rock schools, steal cars, get high, we the future star, kill a nigga for fun, (<~ riiiiight...)
and show who sold your heart to this song,
'cause i'm living life fullest ripstah,
three on one, fuck you,
its one on one, no dude, (<~ now he's contradicting what he said in the previous song!)

got rice bitch, got rice,
got shit, no skills and nice,
got no lyrics like us, got no girls like us,
fuck yea, i'm high, you'll never be like us (<~ woooooo yur high... WOOOOOO... ONLY ASIAN PEOPLE GET HIGH! *can yoo sense the sarcasm?)

you crawl around the floor with your fucking knees, (<~ same rhyme again. pathetic!)
i'll beat your ass so hard you'll be screaming please,
i don't like your style i won't get used to it,
cause you sound like a bitch with some blowin--

what the fuck is that, you got chapstic up your ass,
cause your soundin' like trash, gettin' high off of grass,
instead of gold your wearin' brass,
tryin' to battle me don't even skip,
come back with got rice part three.

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stoopid asian kids... who think they're representing asian pryde when they aren't even... i hate how people think jes cuz yur skin is "yello" yoo should automatically claim asian pryde... whatever dude... the people i see claiming asian pryde are the whitewashed no-culture asians... so wassup with that? shieeet... >P

* song of the moment * - “hanging by a moment” bai lifehouse (english)… and it’s LIFEHOUSE, not LIGHTHOUSE (like a lotta people think >P) anyways, this song is good… a lot of their songs are good actually, but they don’t have that great of lyrics >.<
* mood * - i’m okay =P

i don’t actually really have anything to write, but because i haven’t written in so friggin long, i decided i’d jes write to blab about SOMETHING. actually i was going to write last night but i got lajee ^_^ lajeeness always prevails. whatever, tho.

today is sunday, so of course i had church today… whahoo! had to be the usher… AGAIN. i hate doing that stuff. but it’s okay. as long as i don’t have to pray, i can survive ushering, i suppose. bleh. =) anyways we went to eat in-n-out today… and somehow they conned mee into driving… boohoo… i’m such a sucker >P it’s okay tho… i think? whatever. sucks tho… the one day we went out to eat, there actually was GOOD church food… which is a very very rare thing. yah and then after church mee, sherry, and fil went to fil’s house… we did nothin but jes sit around, ate, and played stOopid newspaper games >P but iss kewl… hanging out is always fun… laughing is a good thing. except when people make yoo laugh so hard yur stomach hurts like a biznatch… >P that isn’t a good thing.

so i think technically i’m off groundation now… pretty kewl.

yoo kno what sucks? i hate how all mai frendz are either really smart or uh… not quite as smart. there’s no one in the same range as mee… the mediocre range. yah, here i go again about mediocre about everything >P but it’s tru! and all they talk about @ church is college! blah… i’m going crajee >P i think i might go to uc santa cruz for a year and then transfer… only cuz i dun wanna live @ home (or else i’d go to dvc, but no… cuz i dun wanna live @ home). dvc is an amazing community college dude! they even have study abroad programs and it’s a friggin community college! i think that is way kewl =)

i also need to buy a cd burner… i have soooooooooo many cds i have to burn… you hungming, jinusean 3, boa 1.5, fly to the sky 2, and then a buncha other random random stuff… >.< need to buy cd burner…!!!!! i’m listening to the boa 1.5 cd now… i think her english is pretty good dude… especially considering she’s never lived in the states and stuff… i think it’s kinda unfair when people say her english sucks in the songs cuz it doesn’t @ all… only once in a while when she says “trip on this”… it sounds like “trip on dis” and it’s kinda funnie ^_^

mmmm what else? i’m trying to make this mad long cuz… i dunno? i haven’t written in so long i guess? >P hmmm well yesterday i went bowling (again) with sheebata, claire, and chris… that was pretty kewl… i’m surprised i didn’t get caught cuz i have bad luck and all… hehe. oh well. now i’m bored @ home… mee and sherry were SUPPOSED to work on our talent show skit (in two weeks) but that didn’t happen… so we’re kinda screwed… i’m emcee this tym with david too, so that sucks… ahk, useless stress! =P

china in four weeks or so!! wahoo! i’m kinda mad that i’ll be missin our last retreat as youth group members, but iss okay i guess… since none of the other seniors are going either =T

* song of the moment * - “geudae eereumeul” bai kim johan… he’s so kewl. he’s like a korean david tao (but david tao is still 100x better)… they’re both not that good-looking but with incredible voices =D

* mood * - i dunno… pretty good i guess. altho i feel really fat cuz i jes ate MORE girl scout cookies. god, i should jes finish them off so that i won’t have to eat them everyday. watch, imma get cavities o.O

i don’t really have homework today… it’s exciting, but i really gotta get mai grades up (again). i guess i’ll do mai math homework… later. in english right now we’re acting out othello… it’s weird, i guess. acting is pretty fun. i don’t think it is that hard, tho? o.O maybe the only hard part is memorizing lines, and i bet that’s not even that hard unless yoo were doing a shakepearean play or something… but for normal movies? i bet that’d be easy. oh yeah yoo kno why i like julia roberts and brad pitt (a lot more than i already do? cuz brad pitt is one hot mofo?!)? well i like them because to be in the movie “the mexican”, they both had to take fat pay cuts but they still did it because they liked the script. now… i kno i kno, they make millions of dollars for doing virtually nothing, but how many actors and actresses nowadaze are willing to take cuts in their pay?? they’re constantly striking and shiet lyke that… so yeah, props for brad pitt and julia roberts =)

so today @ lunch chris and shibata and richard (?) came to our skool cuz shibata wanted to see claire… oOolala! they bought us in-n-out… it was nice ^_^ ! we had a fun tym sneaking them in tho… heh ~ not really. they had to hop the fence to get out. wahaha =P i got a kangol visor from chris too! yay! yur so kewl! ^_^

i got mai new cds from yesasia.com today… kim johan 3 and shiina ringo’s “shouso strip”… they’re both aiiight… i haven’t listened closely enough to really decide, but yanno. i swear, all the money i have i spend on cds. what a waste? but i like getting the packaging and stuff… it’s nice. that’s important to mee since one of mai goals in life is to design a cd and cd cover… yanno -_-; hehe.

* song of the moment * - “blind love” bai fin’kl. actually i still dun lyke them but they have good songs… -_-; sometimes anyways. i’ve only heard their 2.5 album tho, so i dun really kno or care.
* mood * - blech.

i’m fucking pissed. i broke mai fucking cell phone… again. i dropped it. i’m so stoopid dood… i always break this kinda shiet. now i can make phone calls and recieve phone calls, but i can’t see anything on mai screen. and yesterday i put mai phone on silent so now i can’t even HEAR when i have a phone call… i have to look @ the blinking green light. psssh… hella fucking sucks. i dunno how to change it so that i can hear the sound again either. i tried, but to no avail. i’m fucking stoopid, dood. piss mee off. for mai last phone i dropped it and then the phone didn’t ring so it didn’t work. essentially the same thing as now. man, mai parents are gonna be pissed off. then i’ll get bitched @ again. all they do when they talk to mee is bitch. sucks.

that and i hate the uc system man… they’re takin so long with mai application… especially to uc irvine… cuz when i check online for theirs it says that they’re not done yet. and that’s the only friggin skool i actually CARE about… i got into uc riverside and uc santa cruz but i could care less… got rejected from uc davis but i could care less too. davis hasn’t even given mee a rejection letter yet! i had to check online… and those fuckers got mai birthday wrong (they wrote that it was 12/22/83 when it was 12/20/83). shouldn’t they gimee a rejection letter already? since i checked last week and they already rejected mee? that’s why i think that i got rejected from irvine too… whuteva tho. i wouldn’t be surprised cuz i have bad luck lyke that -_-;

dood, i’m sick of hearing hella smart people brag about how smart they are. -_-; there’s this junior in mai journalism class and i guess nyu (such an awesome skool) is gonna fly her out there and pay for everything so that she can visit their campus. and she brags so much!! she talked about it lyke four tymz in the span of half an hour! i’m not even joking. which is why sometimes i’m glad i’m not lyke super-confident in everything i do because then i’d be braggin all the tym and i friggin hate when other people do that. sometimes it’s better not to say stuff yoo want to about yurself. cuz i mean, sometimes there’s a lot to say. and then yoo seem all pompous and stuff. pompous. i love that word.

okay i’m pissed off. i think i’ll go do homework now cuz i really should. considering i have a fucking f in math and a d in physics. yeah… i’m not slacking or anything, i swear. but i’ll probably jes end up playing snood or some shiet lyke that. need to learn some self-control dood.

* song of the moment * - “holding down” bai jinusean. eh, i dunno what to say. this song is good. i have concluded that the kind of rappers i lyke are the ones with really high voices. so that they dun sound hella manly and the i’m-gonna-kill-yoo-if-yoo-look-@-mee kinda voices. i dunno. i downloaded this song bai cyclo called “na ra neun na” and the guy in it has the highest voice and he can hella flo… man… i friggin love it =D* lyke kim jaeduc of sechskies. i lyke his voice too. i think american rappers need more high-voiced people. there’s only a couple and there voices aren’t THAT high, jes higher than normal. lyke the guy (who’s dead now…) in outlawz… sexxxxxxy! yeah i kno i’m weird. here is everyone else wanting the guys with the manly deep voices and i want the wussy-voiced people. psycho mee.
* mood * - okay =T

i just had a wave of inspiration… i kind of know what i wanna do with mai lyfe now. except i don’t kno how well this idea will work out… -_-

i wanna start an asian-american music magazine. anyone wanna tell mee if there are these out there already??? see… that would be kewl because it combines everything that majorly interests mee… languages + music + writing. i don’t think it can get better. originally mai plan was to write for music magazines in ASIA, but since i am a mofo abc, that won’t work out very well… but a asian music magazine in america? that could easily work. and i wanna do it… i really want to do it. now the hard part is convincing people that i can do it because i dun even kno if i can either. >P mai family wants mee to go into business, i swear. that is the LAST thing on the face of the earth that i will do. guaranteed. i dun care if business is needed. i hate how business people are… @ least the majority of them. it’s lyke they all step on other people to get to the top. that bothers mee and i hate people lyke that. even tho i only kno a couple… luckily.

i hope i get accepted to uc irvine. or else i’ll have to bustacap in someone ass. forrealz, cuz i dun wanna end up goin to riverside or santa cruz. and since i was rejected to davis, i can’t go there either (not lyke i really wanted to in the first place). maybe somehow i’ll freekishly get into irvine. i really hope so. college acceptances and rejections are sure stressful. i haven’t actually got a real rejection letter yet, which is kewl, but i have this feeling that they’re all gonna come @ one tym and like bury mee -_-;

okay, wannabe ravers’re driving mee farcking psycho. i dun even kno whassup with this… jes because raves are the “in” thing right now, all these people won’t stop talking about raves and the light shows people give and the music (even tho they may not kno anything about any of this stuff)… it’s lyke goddamm, please, shutup!

i’m not gonna name names but everyone knows wannabe ravers exist… caucasian people do it too — bust out their little lights and stuff @ skool dances — but from what i seen, it’s mostly asian people that think going to raves and liking the music and twirling the lights automatically makes them pimps and playaz and angels and playettes and bebes and babes and sexy gurls or whateva (something else asians do too much of, eh? i mean jes look @ everyone’s screenames) >P it’s hella irritating. i wonder if they kno how STOOPID they look.

in physics today we were playing with lasers. mai teacher hooked lasers up (lyke laser pointers) and reflected them offa mirrors so that the laser showed up on the white board. and then he put the laser pointers on speakers so that when the speakers vibrated, the laser pointer would jolt and make various patterns. actually, it was really kewl. yes and here’s a sample of a conversation that took place:

person - omg, what does this remind yoo of
mee - uhhh… i dunno…
person - duh, think about it
mee - (*thinking - i bet yur gonna talk about raves*) i dunno…
person - yoo kno?? the light shows??
mee - oh. yeah.
person - duh.
mee - heh.
person - were yoo the one who said that people are really amused bai flashing lights?
mee - hmm… i dun think so. (*thinking - yeah, cuz i dun find those light shows amusing… i think they’re stOopid*)
person - oh well someone said that.
mee - oh.
(five minutes later)
mee - hee hee. this is kewl. i want one in mai room or something.
person - yeah! that’s what i’m sayin!! were yoo the one who said that people are really amused bai flashing lights?
mee - uhhh no. (*thinking - yes, that’s what i said last tym!*)

yoo think i’m enthusiastic, eh? haha. that’s how i talk when i’m really uninterested >P

anyways, these same people start actin lyke they kno everything about techno music when it comes on. but then they don’t. example… today someone called every kind of techno HOUSE. even tho we were listening to trance. but that’s okay. honest mistake. then this other person couldn’t think of a RAVE song (as if rave is a genre) and was tryin to think of it… couldn’t think of it… but he kinda described it. said it was played on the radio, had a little mello part in the middle, and was mostly instrumental… immediately another person piped up sayin “ohhhh yeah! i kno what yur talking about!!” rooooooight… no trance songs are ever mello. no sir. and this exact person who ‘knew what she was talkin about’ wanted a cd burned that was techno even tho she only heard ten seconds of ONE song. wassup with that???

i dunno what the big deal is with raves. i bet they’re fun, sure. i bet people enjoy it, yeah. but do they REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY have to go everywhere and talk about it constantly? especially if they’ve never even BEEN to one?? it’s annoying! goddamm, please shutup! =P