inside the wonderful world of vee

I wrote this today and I guess mai bro thinks I’m like this awesome rap-lyric writer now or something -_- Probably only cuz it was all bunched up together and LOOKED like a rap. I don’t kno if it would even work to music tho. Ah, well.

Communication’s definition? A tainted intonation of secular religion. A world of zombies without hesitation when it comes to a group conjunction. But alone, they lack the imagination to function.

One acts against his own power; a follower pretends to be a leader. His old self disintegrates with its last breath and a fake, greedy soul replaces the old; a once warm heart stands alone in the cold.

Feel the rising tension and building frustration? All because a misled nation brings a lost generation.

An unsolvable puzzle with too many turns… swallowing victims in its continuous churns. All you learn - branded on by mental burn. Lost in a world that is just a blur. Of this I’m sure; it’s the way life works.

I think it is more like a poem than a rap… but I DID change it around some and I think I made it more poem-like than rap-like.

@ our school there are these three guys who have been rapping on our bulletin this whole week (for some marketing club) and I guess it is cool, but I have like half a mind to go up to them and be like… let mee rap with yoo… and I’ll prove to everyone that ANYONE can rap. And I also find it quite funny how 90% of black guys wanna be rappers. I guess it’s kinda like how 90% of Korean girls wanna be kasoos. Hehheh. Anyway. Moral of the story: Anyone can rap dood.

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - i’m in a bad mood so it’s h.o.t. ~ all of h.o.t’s songs are in minor keys so i like them when i’m in shitty moods.
* MOOD * - if yoo don’t kno bai now, yur just stupid.

reasons why i am in a bad mood:
1) i’m so freeking tired.
2) i had to stay afterschool today for literally five hours doing page layouts for journalism and everyone is so anal about things. ugh.
3) i’m too nitpicky about things like webpages and visual stuff… which is probably why i can NEVER work with webpages when i’m older (i’d drive maiself crazy)… but then again i wanna work for magazines so i’d drive maiself crazy doing that too. it never ends. life sucks. it really does.
4) tomorrow i have so much shit to do but i have no tym. why is it suddenly everything piles up on one day? ugh. i have to do more journalism shit, i have to go to dinner for japanese class, i have to go check out mai community service place, and i have to go to las positas to check out tapes that i had made. ugh!
5) mai freeking insurance is being stupid and says it can’t cover mai accident or some shit like that… those fuckers.
6) mai contacts hurt like a biznatch and i’m tired. i’m cranky. hella tired. hella cranky. damm it all.
7) i haven’t watched mai cantonese soap opera in weeks. i don’t even kno what is going on anymore. it sucks.
i have to go to new jersey this weekend, and because i am going to new jersey, i can’t get mai homecoming pictures… since they are coming out on friday. ugh. i KNEW that was gonna happen
9) i have to change around the words to “minority” bai green day because some fucking girl in mai civics group didn’t do her job and now she wants mee to do it because we split a job into two parts… one person was supposed to do polls and another was supposed to do the song lyrics. i hella wanted to do the song but i let her to it to be NICE because she wanted to and she didn’t do that shit and now she wants mee to do it? fucking people man. hella irresponsible. fucking people.
i’m leaving. goodbye.

Ugh, it’s mee again. “Shit,” yur thinking. Sorry. When I’m in not-so-hot moods writing is good for clearing the mind. ^^; I’m slightly better now… after taking a shower and singing… singing is a great stress reliever! That’s why I’ll probably be hella more stressful when I’m older because yoo can’t jes sit around and sing… well, yoo can, but… *shrug.

Anyways. I felt like talking about Eminem because I guess I thought of him earlier for some reason (maybe cuz I was pissed off?). People think that Eminem is one of those guys who yoo either really hate or really like… but not for mee. I don’t like it when he talks about weirdass things like killing his wife and stuff but I do like the fact that he can speak his mind. I think guys (actually, people in general) who “keep it real” are very awesome… ^_^ I want to make it clear that I don’t even really like Eminem. He’s better than a lot of those other wannabe ghetto stupid rappers out there like Ja-Rule and DMX, but he’s not all that great. But still, I don’t think he should get ripped on so badly.

All the Eminem haters bother mee cuz all they do is whine and whine… not like they could rap better than him. Yeah, he can be an ass… yeah, he shouldn’t make fun of all the people that he makes fun of, but he’s just like any other rapper. The only reason he gets heat is because the people he makes fun of are not other rappers (who probably think they’d look too “stupid” if they complained about another rapper talkin smack). And for all the whiney Christina Aguilera fans who were mad about him talking about her in his album… goddamm, get over it. She’s a singer. She’s famous. She should EXPECT criticism and not whine about every little thing that she doesn’t like. I mean, if she couldn’t handle any criticism, she shouldn’t be a singer. And all those stupid fans only encourage Aguilera’s preppy ditziness (nothin against her tho… she can sing @ least). I was reading Teen magazine two months ago and they kept bringing up Eminem in an interview with her… that pissed mee off, cuz she said that he was acting “very juvenile” when she was the one who kept talking about it. Gosh, get over it. I even wrote Teen an e-mail telling them that I thought they were not mature @ all in constantly bringing up a subject which wasn’t even that big of a deal in the first place, but obviously they didn’t publish it. Argh. Damm censorship. =P

Here’s the lyrics to Eminem’s song “The Way I Am”. I think this song has the best rap lyrics ever… but that’s mee.

I sit back, with this pack of Zig-Zags, and this bag of this weed; it gives me the shit needed to be the most meanest mc on this… on this earth… and since birth, I’ve been cursed with this curse to just curse (HAHAHAHA) and just blurt this bezerk and bizarre shit that works,
and it sells, and it helps, in itself, to relieve all this tension. (THIS FIRST SECTION IS JUST DAMM AWESOME. IT’S AWESOME.)

Dispensing these sentences, getting the stress
that’s been eatin’ me recently off of this chest. And I rest again peacefully… but at least have the decency in you to leave me alone when you freaks see me out in the streets when I’m eatin’ or feedin’ my daughter, to not come and speak to me. I don’t know you and no, I don’t owe you a motherfucking thing. I’m not Mister NSYNC, I’m not what your friends think, I’m not Mister Friendly, I can be a prick. (AIGHT THE ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE WITH THIS IS THAT HE SAYS HE DUN OWE THEM A MOTHAFUCKIN THANG… WELL… HIS FANS ARE THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT HIM. THAT’S THE ONLY PROBLEM I HAVE WITH THIS SONG.)

If you tip me my tank is on empty. No patience is in me and if you offend me, I’m liftin’ you ten feet… in the air.

I don’t care who was there and who saw me destroy you. Well, call you a lawyer. File you a lawsuit. I’ll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe. I’m tired of all you. I don’t mean to be mean but that’s all I can be. It’s just me.

And I am, whatever you say I am. If I wasn’t, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am. Radio won’t even play my jam. (ACTUALLY, THEY DO.) ‘Cause I am, whatever you say I am. If I wasn’t, then why would I say I am? In the paper, the news, everyday I am. I don’t know it’s just the way I am.

Sometimes I just feel like my father; I hate to be bothered… with all of this nonsense, it’s constant, and “Oh, it’s his lyrical content.” The song “Guilty Conscience” has gotten such rotten responses (IT DID? I NEVER KNEW THAT. THAT SONG WAS AWESOME TOO THO… KOOLIO IDEA IS ALL). And all of this controversy circles me, and it seems like the media immediately points a finger at me… So I point one back at ‘em but not the index or pinky or the ring or the thumb. It’s the one you put up, when you don’t give a fuck, when you won’t just put up, with the bullshit they pull ’cause they full of shit too. (HAHAHAHA… THIS IS JUST FUNNIE!)

When a dude’s gettin bullied and shoots up your school and they blame it on Marilyn (MANSON, IF YOO DUNNO)… and the heroin, where were the parents at? And look at where it’s at… Middle America… now it’s a tragedy… now it’s so sad to see an upper-class city having this happenin’ (SO TRU. SOOOOO TRU). Then attack Eminem ’cause I rap this way. But I’m glad ’cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire to burn, and it’s burnin’ and I have returned.

I’m so sick and tired of bein’ admired that I wish that I would just die or get fired and drop from my label… let’s stop with the fables… I’m not goin’ to be able to top what my name is. And pigeon-holed into some poppy sensation that got me rotation at rock-n-roll stations (HAHAHA). And I just do not got the patience… to deal with these cocky caucasians, who think I’m some wigga’ who just tries to be black ’cause I talk with an accent and grab on my balls (HE SAYS THIS PART QUITE FUNNY). So they always keep askin’ the same fuckin’ questions… What school did I go to? What hood I grew up in? The why, the who what, when the where and the how… ’til I’m grabbin’ my hair and I’m tearin’ it out. You’ve been drivin’ me crazy. I can’t take it. I’m racin’ I’m pacin’. I stand then I sit. And I’m thankful for every fan that I get but I can’t take a shit in the bathroom without someone standing by it…

You knew I won’t sign your autograph you can call me an asshole. I’m glad.

Some people say that it’s pathetic to write fanfics…

But I think if someone actually did really like writing before, there’s nothing wrong with writing fanfics.

Personally, I used to write stories all the time when I was younger (I was such a little nerd… I used to wake up @ 6:00 in the morning on Saturday to read the real newspaper, rewrite the stories, and make a mini-newspaper for mai parents on mai computer. This was when I was in fifth grade!!!). I also wrote stories which were like the length of novels… about jes random stuff. I wanted to be a writer, actually. And even tho I write fanfics now, I don’t think it is pathetic @ all. Sure, some things are unrealistic, but if yoo actually did like writing and had a passion for writing, does it really matter who the characters are? On the other hand, I do have a problem with the fanfics written by people who don’t even like to write, but just want to make a story where they can get with their “dream guy”. Those are stupid because if someone doesn’t really like writing, I think that it wouldn’t be too good anyway.

Oh! Another thing. G-Fics… or gay fics. What the fuck is that about?? I’d be hella pissed off if I were a singer and people wrote fics about mee being gay! Even if it weren’t tru… I don’t think stuff like that is koo. Once one of Brian (from Fly To The Sky)’s frendz got pissed off because some girl was writing about Brian and Fany being gay lovers (or whatever), and a lot of people thought that Brian’s frend had no right to be angry. I think he has every right to be angry because it is just… sick. It’s in bad taste to write stories like that about people who aren’t. That’s mai opinion tho.

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - the second track on solid’s fourth album (solidate). solid is so awesome!! o yea… if anyone wants the mp3’s of the church that one of the solid guys went to, tell mee… i can hook ya up. the church is okc… i think orange korean church. supposedly a pretty big church… hmmm yeah. they have a lotta pretty good singers and their music is pretty koo (some of it anyway… they’ve had two cds out but i only have the mp3’s of the second one).
* MOOD * - tired. eesh i wanna sleep but i have pictures to take for photo.

wassup yoooo (uhm… fil will be the only one who understands that)! anyways, today was church day… it was koo i guess… cept mai mom told mee not to go anywhere (cuz i got in trouble fer driving virginia last tym) and then she left without mee! psh… and she was yelling @ mee even tho it wasn’t mai fault she didn’t look close enough for mee! >_<

yesterday was cal high’s homecoming… man! it was soooo much better than ours. it’s really surprising how much a good dj can do O.o i never really thought about it before but it is very tru. whoever coordinates dances @ our school better go get a better dj next tym… we always have shitty dj’s dood. ah, well. i lost mai keys yesterday. and mai lipstick (it was white! dammit! i liked it! cost mee like five bucks hahahah…) >_< cuz i was throwing mai bag on top of the bleachers and i thought it was against the wall, but it wasn’t, so it fell behind the bleachers and it was a whole buncha shit. i guess i didn’t zip the bag well enough and mai keys and lipstick are gone =( mai mommy is gonna kick mai ass when i tell her… cuz i jes got a new set of keys like two weeks ago!!! ^^;;; maybe i can jes go to wal-mart and cut a new one maiself… hmmmmm…

Hey! This is for those of yoo who can vote in November (but yoo gotta live in Cali) =P Seriously, if yoo can vote, VOTE! If not… dayam fOo… I’ll go fer yur lajee ass… I only WISH I could vote… >_< So seriously, if yoo can, go vote… I sound so cheezy… GOD!

We studied this shit in Physics (in detail … DID I MEAN CIVICS?? NOW I DON’T REMEMBER, 8 YEARS LATER) so I kno what every proposition is about… so if y’all dunno what the hell the proposition is about or don’t kno how to vote for it, I’ll tell yoo! ^^; Listos? Shijak!

PROPOSITION 32 [VETERANS BOND ACT OF 2000] - NO!Maybe mai family is a bunch of pricks or something… but what this proposition does is give millions of dollars to veterans for them to start businesses and farms and shiet… and altho it says it costs taxpayers NO money, it does. For the first couple of years it may not, because it is a bond, but bonds need to be paid back eventually and guess who would be paying for it? Taxpayers. That means taxes will be raised.

PROPOSITION 33 [LEGISLATURE. PARTICIPATION IN PUBLIC EMPLOYEES’ RETIREMENT SYSTEM] - NO!!!!! TRIPLE NO!!!!
I seriously don’t kno what kinda psycho asses would vote for this shiet unless they were part of the California Legislature. This allows government members to get an extra million dollars for their retirement funds. ONLY California’s government members… pretty ridiculous. Again, taxpayers would be paying for it. That’s jes stupid anyways… why should they get special privilages?? Ridiculous. Oh! AND AND… they get BOTH this retirement money and Social Security money.

PROPOSITION 34 [CAMPAIGN CONTRIBUTIONS AND SPENDING. LIMITS. DISCLOSURE] - VOTE NO!!!
This thing says that it will cut down the spending for government officials when they run for office (meaning: they will only be able to spend up to a certain amount), but what most people don’t kno is that THERE IS ALREADY A LIMIT! And the current limit is lower than the limit that would be passed if this prop goes through. Damm politicians.

PROPOSITION 35 [PUBLIC WORK PROJECTS. USE OF PRIVATE CONTRACTORS FOR ENGINEERING AND ARCHITECTURAL SERVICES] - VOTE YES!
This jes allows more than jes Caltran to work on California’s roads and stuff… which means construction will be finished faster. People think this will bring up prices, but it won’t because then there will be competition and so prices will be lower.

PROPOSITION 36 [DRUGS. PROBATION AND TREATMENT PROGRAM] - VOTE YES!
This puts drug users to go to rehab centers instead of jail… so they’ll have a chance to be clean and get better. If they do something serious under drug use tho, they’ll still go to jail. It’s jes if they only have drugs and are using drugs that they’ll go to rehab. Rehab actually costs less money to taxpayers than jails do also… so… it’s a good thing.

PROPOSITION 37 [FEES. VOTE REQUIREMENTS. TAXES] - This doesn’t really matter… vote either way. If yoo vote yes, the State Legislature needs 2/3’s of votes to pass a law. If yoo vote no, things stay the same (1/2 of votes to pass a law). We’re voting no, but I don’t really think it matters.

PROPOSITION 38 [SCHOOL VOUCHERS. STATE-FUNDED PRIVATE AND RELIGIOUS EDUCATION. PUBLIC SCHOOL FUNDING] - VOTE NO!
This proposition gives a $4,000 voucher for a child who wants to go to a private school… and if a child goes to a public school, his or her school gets $4,000. This is stupid because it not only raises taxes, but also will be pointless… since then private schools will just raise their tuition prices anyway. And as for private schools… our tax money ALREADY goes to them, so it’s pointless. This proposition is like communism =P Sounds great but won’t work out too well.

PROPOSITION 39 [SCHOOL FACILITIES. 55% LOCAL VOTE. BONDS, TAXES. ACCOUNTABILITY REQUIREMENTS] -
This one again doesn’t really matter… if yoo vote no, things will remain as they are and it will still take 2/3’s of votes to pass school-related stuff… if yoo vote yes, it will change to 1/2 the votes.

Yes, I kno I’m a nerd. I’m leaving. >_<

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - ’slippery wings that won’t descend’ by wang leehom… chinese alternative music is the best. i kno i always say that, but it’s tru.
* MOOD * - another blah day.

today wasn’t so great… i had to wake up @ 6:00 in the morning cuz i had to go to school and buy homecoming tickets (since the mofos @ our office stopped selling them yesterday).

yea. then i guess it was okay… til we had our rally!! our rally was okay… sort of lame… cuz our hosts can NEVER memorize the lines… they always have to read off of a piece of paper and it drives mee insane… seriously, i could do a better job than them! then again, i’d never get picked to host, but that’s okay! but yea… during this rally this one guy was kinda uh… depressing mee… cuz he’s usually one of the most outgoing guys and he was jes sitting there… looking really depressed… =\ people looking depressed makes mee depressed! >.<

anyways… here’s another good poem i ganked offa mai frend janelle (thanks janelle, if yoo ever read this). i think they might be song lyrics. here ya go:

a decade ago
i never thought that i would be
at twenty three
on the verge of spontaneous combustion
woe is me.
but i guess that it comes
with the territory.
an ominous landscape of never-ending calamity
i need you to hear; i need you to see
that i have had all i can take
and exploding seems like a definite possibility to me.
so pardon me while i burst into flames…
i’ve had enough of the world
and its peoples’ mindless games.
so pardon me while i burn and rise above the flame.
pardon me, pardon me… i’ll never be the same.

(in retrospect, these are incubus lyrics. i was dumb and naive.)

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - “” by alex to. he needs to come out with another album man. his last album sucked. well, it didn’t suck, but compared to his previous albums it did.
* MOOD * - eh… not that great…(notice all the poetry? poetry is best when yur in shitty moods. seriously!)

i don’t have much to write about. i need to call this retirement home to ask about community service there *sigh. depressing boring shiet. boring shiet. >_<

so i got an issue of teen magazine today. i wonder why i’m even still subscribed to this??? i’m gonna stop it whenever it is up… don’t like. ym was better, but i don’t like that much either. anyways,here’s one of those embarrassing stories they had on there… haha i thought this was pretty darn funnie… not too embarrassing but funnie… some people!!

“i was at a restaurant and excused myself to the one-person, no-stall restroom. because i only went in there to wash my hands, i didn’t lock the door. as soon as i turned on the faucet, a woman entered. she looked surprised and apologized for walking in on me. i told her it was no problem and that i’d be done in a minute. she said, ‘in that case…’. she stepped inside and locked the door behind her, then sat on the toilet right in front of me - as if she were alone! i turned toward the door to leave, but she immediately ordered me not to open the door until she was finished. i was so embarrassed that i just bolted out of the bathroom without even drying my hands! i spend the rest of my meal worrying that miss pee was going to come over and yell at me!”

hahaha pretty damm funnie eh??? psycho lady!! O.o hehe… oh well. ^_^

ooo there’s also this good poem… hopefully i don’t violate copyright or anything haha. well it’s bai sarah block from tequest, florida… jes in case. anyways… it’s called *far beyond those teenage years* and here it is:

“it’s something hard to identify with,
something hard to explain.
when your life suddenly changes,
and the sky let’s out some rain.
you’re filled with so many mixed feelings,
that the others can’t understand.
sometimes you feel completely alone,
as the rain pounds against the land.
people push you to work harder,
even though you can only work so much.
life seems so exhausting,
never-ending rain and such.
the rainstorm has finally ended,
as the many clouds disappear.
you are finally able to move away,
far, far beyond those teenage years.”

wellz… i like it but iss not tru… things ain’t so happy when yur an adult either. oh wellz tho. wooo… here’s another poem that i wrote yesterday. i’m in a poetic mood today, if yoo can’t tell. anyways, these words started out being song lyrics, but it gradually digressed >_< it’s not too good cuz i haven’t written a poem in like more than a year, but that’s okay, right? =T yoo’ll forgive mee, right?

“people always say that once you grow up,
you begin to miss the past.
but i’m not even grown up,
and i already miss the past.
this is the routine everyday:
i turn circles in this maze…
only to wake up lost in a haze…
lost in a daze…
lost in EACH day.
but when the time begins to pass,
we shouldn’t begin to miss the past.
we shouldn’t regret a thing,
for regret makes a world of dreams.
a world of illusion; a world of “could-be”’s,
we’d stay there forever, not intending to leave…
for we are foolish beings to refuse to believe
that things aren’t always what they seem.”

eish. kinda crappy. i also think i am gonna change the words to h.o.t.’s “all alone”. (speaking of h.o.t. - i still need to hear their fifth album!!). i started working on the changes, actually, but now i just decided i have too homework to finish it… and it is a HARD song to change the lyrics to. right now, the lyrics are about how yoo shouldn’t always go along with the flo… =) hopefully it’ll turn out workable. the first rap works fine right now… second rap is kinda crappy… third rap is kinda crappy… and the chorus is fine. *sigh. damm hard song. =P

_/-_/ “They call me Slim Shady!” _/-_/

(The word Shady just reminds mee of Slim Shady now -_-).

Anyways. I’m watching the second Presidential Debate right now for Civics. Taking a whole shitload of notes for… some stupid project (speaking of projects… dammit, I have to present a project in History tomorrow! I hope mai partner’s there tomorrow… she wasn’t there today >_<).

So yes. Politicans are shady. SO shady. Gore and Bush both piss mee off when they’re talking… more so Bush tho. Gore is straight-forward about things when he doesn’t agree with Bush. On the other hand,Bush tries to make himself seem like a compassionate person and when Gore asks him a question (not even randomly, but to prove a point), Bush responds with comments like, “Oh. Sorry, I was confused. I wasn’t sure who was asking the questions here.” (Yoo kno? They have a mediator who asks the questions?)

Politicians are shady.

So won’t the real Slim Shady please stand up?

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - “get up” by baby v.o.x. [kimchi]. i think they’re koo… who knows why so many people hate on them. whatever tho. jealous scarie kimchi girls who live in korea.
* MOOD * - bitter.

why am i bitter yoo ask? i’m bitter about sites like http://www.yangsta.com! i kno… it’s really ridiculous of mee to be bitter about that site but i really am. that page has been around for like not even a year and mai page has been up for hecka longer, but yangsta gets sooooo many more hits than mai page and so many people think it is one of the best pages out there or whatever. not to bash on that page, but i seriously do not like it @ all. maybe i’m jealous. maybe that’s it. but i think the part that made mee the most bitter (in fact, i think this is the only part that made mee feel bitter) is that yangsta.com tried to pass itself off as an online CHINATOWN… and tried to make it SEEM like it was all chinese music. and advertised itself as the “online chinatown - for all your chinese music needs”. some shit like that. @ first i was like, o tyte! finally a site like this for chinese people. but it turns out there was more kimchi stuff than chinese stuff. i hate how that is. they try to make it seem like it is all chinese but it really isn’t. or when it IS chinese stuff, it is jes the basics like coco lee and yuki hsu. yip.

yes well, that’s mai complaint of the day. afterschool today i went to order a stupid boutiniere… what a waste of $$ those are… but whateva. i got a white rose with navy blue ribbon… kinda pathetic because i cannot match colors worth beans and mai date had to decide what colors ^^;

after that i went to the mall… AGAIN!!!!!!! i’ve gone four tymz in three daze. very sad. sad. sad. saturday i bought new shoes tho, which is koo! oh yeah! i didn’t even tell yall. homecoming is this saturday. and i also got a dress on saturday… it’s silver (not like… hoochie skandaluz puff daddy music video silver) and backless -_- there was a better one, cept it was like a tube top, and that jes freex mee out!! O_o

o yea. today @ the mall i got bracelets (i like bracelets… but they’re sort of a rip off =P) and yoo kno? like those chopstick things yoo put in your hair? i wanna wear them to homecoming, but mai hair is really uh… straight… and things don’t stay too well. *sigh. i was gonna get a headband instead but i didn’t like any of them, and the ones i did like didn’t match. piece of crap. guys have it SO much easier.

i really wanna be a singer. being a singer would be da shit. too bad i can’t sing. mee, dahye, and claire are gonna practice to be in the talent sho… cept we haven’t practiced. hehehehe. we (mee and claire) changed the words to boa’s “sarah” song for that. i don’t like some of the stuff tho. too cheezy. i already changed around some of the stuff to hopefully make it less cheezy, but it still is a little. i hate cheezy songs! well, wanna see the words? well, here they are:

[ verse one ]
never thought that you could be
what you came to be for me
don’t you see how good our love could be, oh baby?
sitting here alone at night
in your arms i’d feel so right
but you don’t know how my feelings changed that time…

[ chorus one ]
friendship remains the same
even though some things change
you were a friend before
but now you’re so much more
i don’t know what i’ll choose
i don’t know what to do
but i’ve decided that it’s best to tell you the truth…

[ verse two ]
always knew that you would be
the only boy to comfort me
when he broke my heart that time he said goodbye
you were always there my friend
and i knew i could depend
on your warm embrace to guide me through the night

[ chorus two ]
look back at what we were
no need to be unsure
you should give it a try
i want you by my side
there’s a new step ahead
but we can make it through
don’t ever hesitate
i think i’m in love with you

[ rap ]
crazy glue stuck together, soul ties, rainy weather
never separate love like a flu shot, it only gets better
your perfection and your is what i need again
so i walk the streets until we meet again…

[ bridge ]
(ehm… we were lajee… no bridge yet ^^;)

[ chorus two ]

[ chorus three ]
friendship is eternal
our love will only grow
even though some things change
we will remain the same
because i love you now
you’ll get my solemn vow
i will never leave your side
until the end of time…

yes, well that’s all the journal for now. guten nacht.