inside the wonderful world of vee

people were saying that since sm is the biggest label in korea right now, and a lot of their stars have international fame, they should work on getting their stars famous in america… namely, h.o.t.

personally i think that is ridiculous! h.o.t. would do hella shietty in the u.s. ~ they’re not drool-worthy here… plus, they can’t speak english!?!! tony ‘can’… but that doesn’t even COUNT as english -_- i think if anyone it should be shinhwa… hahahaha =P but seriously! shinhwa has the best looking guys *besides if yoo dun like one, there’s five more to choose from!* and that is what makes people famous nowadays… and their music is more americanized.

i’m not too keen about asian music getting big in america anyway. because asian music is special as it is… every artist does every kind of music. americans… they feel the need to seperate the music and only stick to one kind of music. i guess it is fine for people who don’t like a variety of music, but for people who do, that makes it boring… so personally i don’t really care…

besides, take coco for example. she wanted to be famous in america, so she just changed her music style and made it more americanized (only like r&b music or pop) and it sucks… not nearly as good or diverse as her chinese stuff. so personally i don’t really care whether or not asian music gets big in america because it is unique as it is… and if it gets here it won’t be so unique.

i’m selfish. >P

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - i don’t know… right now i’m not really in the mood to pick a certain song… i am listening to liang jinyue’s second album though… pretty mellow ballad songs…
* MOOD * - distressed, sort of

wellz… what i did today… woke up at like 1:00 pm… and then i did homework, or at least pretended to, until 4:00… then we went to costco because i had to buy a graphing calculator.

at night, we went to andy, tina, and annie’s house to eat dinner (bbq)… it was good i guess. i’m not one for TOO much meat… and bbq’s are… pretty much all meat. after that we decided to go to target and buy a board came to play… we ended up buying “outburst!” which is a cool game… hecka fun. hecka expensive though… cost mai bro $22.00 ~ board games are sooo much money. but they’re fun (although no one plays them anymore)

anyways… that was all good and fun… and i just got back (it is 1:00)… so why am i distressed yoo ask?? well lately i’ve been getting the mail everyday, right? and do yoo know how RIDICULOUS mai parents are?? well, i’ll tell yoo. just because i get the mail everyday they think i have a boifrend??????? what kind of boifrend would only write mee letters through MAIL?!?!?! it’s sooooo ridiculous!! they don’t trust mee for anything! mai dad doesn’t straight come out and say it but mai mom actually said it to mee once… “i don’t trust you”. i’m not even joking. hecka rude…

so anyways, thas why i think the most important thing in a relationship with ANYONE is trust… if yoo trust a person, i think they would feel special enough that they have your complete and total trust and would not fuck it up (didju hear that rhyme??)… but that is just mai opinion, and obviously it is not always tru. but i think it is more likely that someone yoo DON’T trust would f up a relationship with yoo than someone yoo did…

oh yes and i have concluded why i think i’ve changed from a more confident person to one that barely talks… i think a while ago i was really annoying… and then a guy that i used to be good frendz with, who i still hold in very high esteem, got mad at mee for being annoying… and then i started noticing how annoying i could be… and how much it bothers mee when other people are annoying… so basically i guess i am changing for the better… but then at the same time i’m not??? which one do yoo think is better… to be someone makes frendz more easily but has frendz who may talk a lotta shiet because they don’t think yoo are a good person, or to be someone who doesn’t talk that much but no one really talks shit about? i’m not sure… =( kinda hard to change though, i guess…

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - coco lee’s “zheng ching ren (true lover)”… it has a kinda latin feel to it… pretty good song. title song of her newest album…
* MOOD * - pretty good =)

wellz today i went to school… woohoo so fun… NOT! (wow, that NOT! thing is soooooo outdated). anyways. afterschool i had to wait for dahye to finish her dayam (physics?) lab and then i went to her house… claire came later and we well, actually practiced… but didn’t really accomplish much. not surprising.

uhhm… after that we decided to go bowling, cept when we got there there was a damm league playing!!! first of all, our bowling alley ALWAYS has people bowling for leagues… iss like dayam, is that all they do? second, bowling is SO much money!!! it’s so much more than i thought it was!!!! $8.00 for shoes and ONE game… holy moley!! wellz thas unless yoo go midnight bowling, which is ALSO a lotta $$… -_-

yeah so anyway we didn’t go bowling and we ended up going to camelot (some place with an arcade, mini-golf, go-carts, etc.) and we played ddr (dance dance revolution)… man, luckily for us, there weren’t that many people around today… or they just all dispersed as soon as we got up there hahahaha… i think they knew that we sucked big tym (we being mee and dahye ~ fil in all his patheticness is very good =P) anyhOo… then we went to mai house to eat niu rou mian (cow meat noodles! hahahahaha)!! that shit be hella good… yeeeeaaa!

church @ night… i think something is wrong with mee!!! actually i KNOW something is wrong with mee… people always ask mee if i’m tired when i’m not… i think i am depressive looking or something?!?!!? -_- i dunno these past few years i’ve been like on crack… before i used to talk to like everyone but now i’m really shy and stuff??? drives mee insane!! i’m so BORING now!! ahhhhk… =(

in other cases, i’m mad because some people just don’t have manners!!!!!!! i won’t go into detail though, in case that chick reads mai webpage somehow… then i’d feel SORT OF bad.

tomorrow i get a fun-filled day of sitting home and listening to music while doing shitloads of homework!!!! i swear, i have more homework senior year than i have any other year… wassup with that?!!!

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * - “hao liao bu qi” bai elva xiao… ^_^ new cd.
* MOOD * - alright! i just don’t understand guys, but other than that, not bad.

the only reason i’m in a decent mood right now is because today i got six new cds… ^_^ all mandarin cds… elva xiao, wang leehom (2 of his cds, actually… i really like him!!!!), coco lee, liang jinyue, and nicholas tse. woohoo!

today was a good music day. afterschool i went to dahye’s house and before we were gonna practice lalala-ing but we ended up watching korean tv -_- as usual. thas what i always do at her house. eat and watch korean tv.

we watched dream team. holy sheezballz, kosoo (an actor) is hella hot! cept he looks TOTALLY chinese. chinese guys are so damm hot.

speaking of hot chinese guys, the finest asian guy in the world goes to mai school. he’s this skater sophomore guy… man, if ONLY he were a senior =( or at least a sophomore in mai classes… holy beans, he is so freeking hot!!!! *drooooool =(

*SONG OF THE MOMENT * - i don’t know, some song by sugar soul…? japanese music.
* MOOD * - okay… not bad and not good =) more towards good i guess!!

yesterday i went to japanese class.
it’s so hard ~ a genuine pain in the ass.
plus, i forgot to turn off mai car light
i’m sure that it was quite a sight
when after class i was running to my car
and found out that that mofo didn’t even start
i drained the damm battery, but i was lucky
because someone was there to save me
mai van got a jumpstart
goddamm i am too smart
anyway, today was quite a day
well i lied it was really quite gay
but in journalism class it was perfection
i get to do the layout for the feature section
the only fun part of the whole damm paper
this will really be uhm… quite a caper.
a hint of inspiration ~ holy crapperz!
i should be a rapper!!
yeah, cuz i’m such a lyrical lyricist…
don’t even think yoo can battle this. >P
if yur ever bored and want to try
go ahead but i’ll cut your tongue dry!
oh wait a minute… fingers. yeah. fingers.
well anyway, go away. don’t linger.
i know yur jealous but you don’t need to cry
so uhm… peace outside.

People often ask me the question < for some odd reason >, “Would yoo rather marry the only guy yoo dated or date a lot of guys before yoo find someone to marry?”

I always answer that I would marry the only guy I’ve dated… and while most people agree, some say that it is better to experience things… and then yoo would know if this guy yur dating is really that great.

But isn’t it good enough as long as yoo THINK he is being good to yoo? Obviously if he is abusing yoo or whatever yoo should know he isn’t being good to yoo, but even if there is a possibility that there are other people out there who would be even BETTER to yoo than your boifrend, why bother? Cuz as long as he makes yoo happy right now, it should be fine. Anyway, I know many a people who have dated someone and then said that they cannot find another person to date because no one “matches up” to their old boifrend. That’s a pain in the butt.

Anyways. Being naive is the best anyways < trust mee, I wrote an essay about that -_- > So… yeah. No point to this rant, I just felt like saying that…?

I want a boifrend. >_<