inside the wonderful world of vee

I don’t have much to say, as usual, but why on earth do people pay sooooo much for antiques and stuff?! There are people who collect teapots, trash cans, telephones… wtf are yoo gonna do with these things?? And iss ridiculous that some people would pay hundreds of dollars for a trash can just because it looks a little different… I think it is just ridiculous. Oh well. Whateva. They can waste their money if they want. Same as those people who maxed out their credit cards buying Beanie Babies… they all got problems…

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * ~ “all your dreams” bai shinhwa
* MOOD * ~ unexplainable…i hate missing people. -_- it sucks… >_<

mai frend was trying to sign mee up for a blind date @ http://www.iistix.com ~ it better not have worked. i’ll never go on a blind date unless i’m forty and still single. that would suck. i feel bad for people who are single all their lives… that must be really lonely =( watch that happen to mee… that would be bad.

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * none. thas a first.
* MOOD * ~ crappy… beyond crappy.

i’m mad… i hate having a job because i spend mai money so carelessly… today i spent 20 bucks on SHIT… i spent 12 of it on noh-reh-bang (karaoking) because we went somewhere for two hours and it was such a rip off… we thought it was happy hour, but happy hour was only for ‘members’ -_- piss mee off. dang… yoo know what else pisses mee off… i can never sing certain songs @ noh-reh-bang but i can sing them all @ home… it hella pisses mee off… >_<

oh wellz… ddr (dance dance revolution) is fun! i suck so bad @ that game but it is actually pretty entertaining… anyways…

the chinese channel is having a thing on tv… kinda like a talent show for chinese sings… i hope this one guy wins… i dun remember his name but he actually sang good and he looked pretty good (he kinda looke korean though -_-)… i think iss just cuz he’s the only person in this whole contest so far that: 1) has cool hair; 2) nice clothes; 3) doesn’t look like he’s 30-something… he looks more like a teenager… hehe. ^_^ wellz… hopefully someone will give him a record deal since chinese music likes the good-looking guys who cannot sing… must be better if they’re good-looking AND can actually sing, right?

imma go shower now… man… i have to work tomorrow. more money for mee to spend on SHIT.

oh i have a new term… fa-Q-ah! (f yoo in a way that sounds cantonese ^_^ yea… flower bridge-ah in cantonese… haha) hecka funnie… sexy in cantonese means eat shit ^^;;;

anyways… fa-Q-ah. bai.

people piss mee off. they really do. especially kimchi-guy-group-fans!!!!! wtf is wrong with them?!!! i’m always complaining about kimchi music, i know, but i’m really really irked today. there’s this new girl under the label of sm named boa… and she’s 13 or some shiet right… and so people are all mad and jealous that she’s so young and she’s gets to be with the “oh-so-fine shinhwa and h.o.t. oppah deul”… and so all these rumors are starting.

for one… they say that if boa’s first album sells more than shinhwa’s or h.o.t.’s, they’re gonna drop shinhwa or h.o.t.! and people actually believe this shit?! HELLO ARE YOO F’N STUPID OR SOMETHING… h.o.t. is the most famous group in korea… they’re hella famous internationally… shinhwa is another internationally famous group… yoo REALLY think that they would drop these guys just because of one little girl?!! first off, solo people NEVER do as well as groups… it’s tru… and she’s new!! no one even likes her yet! and why isn’t s.e.s. in this little “least album sales” thing?? yoo know why?? cuz they’re girls!! and the people starting this gayass rumors are… GIRLS!! and girls only care if their precious “oppa-deul” are in trouble and not if s.e.s. is. thas bullshit. bullshit bullshit bullshit. and to think people believe this ish!?!! dumbasses!

there’s sooo many things i can rant about… baby v.o.x. for example ~ hella girls hate on them for no reason… and they yelled at them to get off stage when they were performing. how disrespectful is that?? dayam yo… kimchi-guy-group fans are fucking psycho… i would love to be a singer, but… if all fans are that fucked up, i’ll have to pass… >.<

damm… piss mee off… urggggh!!!!!!!!!!! today’s already a bad day! i have a deadline to make tomorrow and we’re not even done! i have to copy hella shit but the copier’s broken! i need to finish buying mai frend’z birthday present! i broke mai cd burner! damm shit. hrm… i wonder how many times i’ve sworn in this damm thing? O_o

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * “du-lei-ah” by dj tommy… cantonese rap. btw, “du-lei-ah” means f-yoo in cantonese. yoo learned something lovely today. share that with everyone yoo know if yoo get the chance.
* MOOD * angry!!!!!

same as entry below pretty much. i hate people *as a whole*. i guess i don’t really hate any particular people, but everyone’s irritating actions combined together just make people as a whole suck so bad. i hate being a person. dunno what i’d rather be… i dun think i’d rather be anything…

anyways. here are mai current pet peeves:
- i hate when people expect shit from yoo because yoo always give them shit, and they dun give yoo back ANYTHING. always happens to mee… they always ask for shit, and most of the tym i am too nice and i dun say no… and then i dun get shit back. actually why am i complaining… thas mai fault…
- when people try to make yoo jealous. they like talk nonstop about people yoo care about and then make up shit to make themselves sound like they’re best friends with that guy or girl… i don’t know how to explain this without giving mai example, which i’m not going to do. man. i need to wash out mai mouth with soap or something… i haven’t cussed so much in forever…
- when people make yoo feel stupid. i dunno probably not on purpose… but i know people that go “man! i got a 1400 on mai sat’s! i’m so stupid!” and then they KNOW yoo got like a 1200… and yoo go “hey better than mee” and they go “oh… well 1200 is good… just not for mee”. thanks yoo ass! i’m radiating with self-confidence now… oh dear… what shall i do with so much self-confidence?

and then there’s this foo who just imed mee and said “ass” and i’m like “who is this? hehe” and they’re like “hehe laugh bitch”… yea… yur hella freeking cool, really yoo are… -_-

*SONG OF THE MOMENT* “what you wanna do” bai kai… just because that was the last song i heard and iss stuck in mai head now ^_^ i love kai.
*MOOD* happy jappy (with an edge of bitterness)! ^_^ for reasons i care not to explain. hehe.

anyways, since i can’t explain to yoo why i’m happy, i’ll explain why i’m bitter. first off, we were already talking about this this morning after nelson sent mee this thing about the third date with certain types of girls… and here’s the ABC (american-born chinese) girl one -_-:

first date: she met you through a “friend of a friend”. you were the only asian guy in your group and she was the only asian girl in her group.. people thought you two should go out cause you both were “chinese” and “would look kyoot together”.
second date: you go to dim sum, but neither of you can order because neither of you speak chinese. you try to describe your food in stupid english saying, “fried bean curd tossed with satay beef”. the waiters have NO idea what you’re saying, give you really bad service, and you don’t get any specials.
third date: she tells you, “it’s not gonna work”. she goes back out with some white guy “biff” she dated five years ago. eventually they get married and the asian population diminishes.

okie… this really bugged mee… as an abc maiself, dammit, i can speak chinese… i don’t hang out with all white people *not that it’s a bad thing necessarily though*, and i don’t want to date a white guy named “biff”. stupid…!! a fob must have written this. first of all, abc’s shouldn’t hate on fobs and fobs shouldn’t hate on abc’s either. besides this foo is like “stupid english”… hello, wtf are yoo writing in then? funky looking chinese?!

and then i went out to lunch with some old people *mai mom made mee go* -_- and this guy was from hong kong… ugh! pissed mee off… oh, first of all, it was a chinese restaurant. well, i started saying something in chinese and he’s like “wah… she can speak chinese?” and then… they were sayin how i can write korean and some chinese and he’s like… “that’s really good for an ABC”… dammit… and then he’s like “abc’s can’t tell the difference between different kinds of chinese food…” and lastly… they were tellin mee to order food and he’s like “if an abc had a choice, he’d order a hamburger!” GRRR!!

anyways, thas mai rant for the day… i hate it when people suppose yoo can’t speak chinese or that yur not very “chinese” because yur a damm abc… dammit… -_-

and i think that when i’m a grandparent, lots of kids wun be able to speak chinese, korean, japanese, or whatever… because they are all abc’s and a lot of parents wun bother teaching these things to their kids. that irks mee like nothing else. >_< it irks mee enough that the non-abc parents don’t bother to teach their kids their language even more though…!!! argh!!! okie… better go before i start babbling more and not making sense. baibai.

Okie… about the whole prospect of heaven… how the heck is it supposed to work? The Bible promises that yoo get mansions and golden streets and stuff… BUT… life in heaven must not be the same. For there to be complete peace, everyone must be secluded by themselves, right? If not, then everything would be different… ‘people’ in heaven would not be able to have fun with each other like they used to… and then for people who think that they’ll be with their lovers in heaven AS lovers, how does that work? Because if person A and person B are in love but person C loves person A, obviously SOMEONE is gonna be sad and supposedly there is no sadness in heaven.

Anyways, I guess no one can answer these questions since no one knows what heaven is like, but it just doesn’t make sense to me… maybe it’s just part of being human though? It’s impossible to comprehend complete happiness. *shrug.

* SONG OF THE MOMENT * “Civil War” by Guns N’ Roses. I used to be a rocker, yoo know? I’m just getting into it again recently since all I do @ work is download MP3’s.
* MOOD * Exhausted.

Have yoo ever had one of those daze that yoo are just so worn out physically and mentally that all yoo want to do is bitch? Man… I get that soooo much. In fact, that’s’ how I am today. I’m just kinda like zoning… trying to find someting semi-entertaining to do @ work. Well anyways.

I love songs with rock background but rap over it… like Limp Bizkit and stuff. That must be why I like Korean music so much huh? A lotta it is like that…

Ugh… this is exhausting. I’m gonna sleep or something. Hopefully no one sees mee… O_o This is mai last week of work though! Joyous!

Have a nice day whoever is bored enough to be reading this!